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Stella. prof diagnosed aspd, I just use this blog as a diary to vent about aspd stuff, I'm always bored so asks are welcome xx ... minors pls go away thanks

[decalexas]

when u catch urself thinking wistfully about dating and being in love and being c*ddled and how nice that would be

[wingdingle]

attention to all dashcon attendees

someone urinated into the ballpit while it was empty and posted it in the tag

stay out of the ballpit

[wingdingle]

there are people who think this is a joke

this is not a joke

please stay out of the ballpit for the safety of your health

[filmsploitation]

Nostalghia (1983)

[kyanide-moved]

[trinaechidna]

Bunny Rabbit Gimp Mask White Canvas Small Handmade by Tsukatta

[disorder-d]

i be like: lies to my therapist because literally no one can know me

[carnivoroustomatoes]

People regardless of how mental health positive they claim to be are unwilling to give positivity to people with ASPD, still throwing the term sociopath around as the worst thing someone could be. People with ASPD cant escape the term sociopath and I really don't think I have to explain to you what's associated with the word sociopath. That effects us, it effects the worlds perception of us and it effects our perception of ourselves, especially when we're initially figuring ourselves out.

You wanna know what changed my life? It was a stranger on the internet that both recognized that I was indeed a sociopath but also told me "You aren't a bad person for the things you can't help lacking, you can always choose to do good, you have a choice." And that blew my damn mind because I hadn't realized I could have a choice in who I was!!

Sociopath had been a death sentence for me because sociopaths always have ill intent, nothing a sociopath does counts because they're a sociopath, nothing I could ever do would matter because I couldn't change the fact that I was a sociopath. But that wasn't true. When we're young we're told that humans always have choices, we're taught that humans have autonomy, but sociopaths don't get treat like people, we're monsters we're inhuman, even thought it was something I was told directly applied to me I thought being a sociopath made that untrue. All it took was a single person to for the first time in my life tell me "yes you are a sociopath, yes you're still a person and you get to decide what kind of person you want to be".

Sociopaths need positive representation so badly, sociopaths need to know they aren't doomed to be terrible people for things they can't control, sociopaths need to know that they aren't inhuman monsters, sociopaths need positivity.

People with ASPD need positivity.

[despair-ing]

would you like to donate your spine to the furby gods?

[mintyrot]

me: *isolates myself from literally everyone*

my friends: *stop talking to me*

me: um what the fuck

[324432463552434565435241354-dea]

your intelligence means fucking nothing if youre devoid of empathy

[neontologist-deactivated2020100]

your empathy means fucking nothing if you’re devoid of intelligence

[colere-in-purgatory-deactivated]

Your empathy means fucking nothing

[lakesidedemons]

sincerely hope everyone who knows me thinks im dead.

[ps1]

[3000s]

is op actually preventing you from having fun or are you just a bit too defensive over your interests & habits to the point where a stranger in their own space joking or talking about not liking something comes across as a personal attack

[mother-soleil-deactivated202102]

“Not everyone deserves to know the real you. Let them criticize who they think you are”

— Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[omegaverse]

ppl like “i was a gifted kid but now im dumb as shit ahhhh im so sad now weeeeh” shut the fuck up i grew up smart as shit and i’m smart now and i’ll die smart as fuck too. youre nothing.

[mintyrot]

ok hi i'm back for now

left bc i got rly sick and then got tired of being sick so tried to off myself lmao

i'm just going to be using this blog to journal, share shit, and post my memes

i don't wanna talk to anyone for a while so don't take it personally, just need a space to post tbh

[mintyrot]

Any tips for the Constant Boredom Tm? Either that or just what you do to deal.

oh god I wish I had good advice,

I do know that keeping yourself busy does help most people, like giving yourself errands and tasks and stuff,

I'm probably the worst person to ask because I solve this issue myself with weed, but that's most likely not the best method.

My psych mentioned that brain games inbetween stuff like sudoku and shit can be good too!