For those who owe commissions, my most sincere apologies, I have been and .. I’m passing by a situation a little, bad. I have a slight depression, nothing serious, I do not require medication, but, it is difficult for me to work those days where I just want to sleep. In the same way I have improved a little, I have felt more encouraged these days so you can expect your orders soon: 3, even so there is something I want to tell you.
I do not post regularly on Tumblr, I usually do it in other places, but even in FB I have been quite absent from my page, unfortunately, when I thought things were going better, I finished paying for my new PC. Does it seem that the world, or rather my parents are against me, that I'm going with this? Well, maybe some of them know it, others do not, I'm Mexican, I still live with my parents, because the money does not give me be able to live on my own (I really want it) which would be very good for my mental health ... and is the main reason for this post. The economic situation in my house is something ... serious, my parents have too many debts, many of which, are because of my older sister, she has even brought me debts, under the argument of "family first." .. sincerely I have stopped believing that long ago, then, I have seen as by that phrase and that thought of my parents my economic and emotional situation decays more and more. I have been having periods of depression, not very serious, but ... sometimes I have a hard time getting up, sitting down to work, and even many times I can’t trace anything.
There have been those who suggest that I get a job, but in Mexico at least, I would get a 12-hour job, to receive a payment of 5 USD per day ... which I really think is a joke. Fortunately, I work in illustration, but it does not give me as much as I would like, and there are times when my mother's constant complaints about the lack of money make me fall, I want to cry and just leave here, I love my parents, but I am Sincere when I say that I am slowly consuming and I do not know how well I can handle it. An occasion happened that we lost everything, originally for that reason I moved from city, and I am afraid that that happens again.
I have been buying some things for the house, as if I were already living alone, but with the problems of not doing it, I must bear the heavy situation that exists with my family.
I open emergency commissions, I need at least 30 usd before tomorrow, to be able to pay for my internet service, and be able to continue working, because, in one way or another, I need to move as quickly as possible, if you want to commission or even donate, I would greatly appreciate it, for now, thank you very much for reading this huge bible / relief and return to work <3
If want a Comision you could ask via inbox I’ll be glad to awnser you
If you want to support me here is my PayPal link and really thank you so much:
https://paypal.me/miokurosaki?locale.x=es_XC
