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[miomin-s]

29 may 2018

Hey it's 4:03 am now and am still wide awake

I don't know why?? I just can't sleep.

Probably my mind is overthinking once again for no certain reason. My mind is thinking about my future career and life. And me being me I always think the worst, why can't I think positively. I guess this is a part of my personality. Sometimes I think I'm better then others but it always turn out that am not so good. So u must be thinking that u should improve and that hardwork is a important for any achievement. But let me tell u one thing I don't know how to do this am totally stuck. I don't know what's gonna happen next. Infront of my eyes everything is blurry. I can't even see my next step. Right now am just hoping for good. I hope it comes to me. If not then I guess I did something.

Anyway, let's stay happy and make good memories.

[miomin-s]

My thoughts #1

People may think I'm silly and stupid. But sometimes I think of myself as stupid so why am I blaming them. I guess there are little bit correct. anyone who I know are living there live to the fullest, am I the only one with no motion?? Sometimes I feel like, I should do what others are doing to live there life correctly, and that is to make other people suffer. I don't know if it's correct or not to make other suffer the bitterness of my or anyone's life. Open up to someone I am sure that that person is gonna backstab me for no certain reason. For me its okay to keep to keep secrets. But sometimes I'm bound to or I feel like to open up to someone so they can know my strong points, not the weak point. But I do both the things together and let them know my strong and weak point. If the person is good then it's good. But if the person is not that nice or good after sometime then walla everything goes down the drain. Because everybody is bound to show there true face after sometime right?? They can be anyone, it doesn't matter if they are older then me or younger, still they are gonna do the same damage to me.

For me it's ok to face challenges. because life is meant for learning right?? from the type of people u and I meet on our daily basis

There r soo many things to learn from our life and I only know little bit of it, there are soo many things to come ahead...