Feb 3
oh nothing just thinking about how clary will feel when she sees ash in twp, white-haired, green-eyed ash who looks just like the brother she never got to know and has all the chances that brother never got. will she feel angry, that ash was taken from her just like jonathan was? will she feel resentful, that ash is squandering his life working with janus and the seelie queen, squandering his choices? will she feel hopeful, because here is a version of sebastian who can be good? will she not know how to feel at all?