Failed at everything
I’m so sorry if someone still watches my tumblr, I was so lazy for over these years, but know that I’m fine and I’m healthy.
Some stuff happend that I’m not pround of, and it resulted into a big mess, that made me very depressed for few months, to the point I needed to search psychologic help.
Everything changed drasticaly, and I’m not happy about my projects anymore, I don’t feel enjoyment from it like at the beginning, it became my job, I felt chained to a chair and forced to just do only this, and the quality that I wanted to serve you guys, the very best, only sufferend in the process. I planned to shut down this site, because it has no purpose anymore, because I failed to promote myself, but...at the same time I didn’t want that, so it will go on hiatus, when I’m finally ready to go back with more energy.
I never will delete this au, I will continue it to the rightful ending I planned for it, I only need to build up my happyness first, so I have an request for you on the other side of the screen. If you really cared about this little project and hoped to see more from me, but got sad that I kinda abadomed it. please...understand me as a human, I’m not a god, I breathe, I eat, I sleep, and I have a job, so please...if you really do care, please care about me too, I’m not a printer for content.
I’m not sure anymore what the future will give me now, right now, I can lose another person that I love very much and it sucks a lot, but I try to have my head up, not for anyone else, but for myself, to be finally happy with myself.
- Anna / ArteliaShadow, creator of Mirrortale