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proxy shipment came. summer of reading 🎉

#i got the toradora light novels #'waiting for spring' a REALLY cute shoujo manga. my favourite ever 🤍#'go' by kazuki kaneshiro (novel abt korean-in-japan identity)#and the jp translation of 'taiwan travelogue' by yang shuang-zi which i read in en recently and adored (colonial taiwan GL)#and an iono plushie. i will be a hater like her someday #✧talking〜くだらない話

#最近はこんな感じ。グレイばっかり #Youtube

chicken gnocchi soup. the joys and wonders of summer and having a spare six hours to make gnocchi from scratch (incredibly arduous process) to pair with your homemade chicken stock. i also made a cake last night in my rice cooker because i felt like it

#✧talking〜くだらない話 #still here just taking time for myself. i'll be back; promise

does anyone know of books similar to 'taiwan travelogue' by yang shuang-zi? i read it over the past few days and absolutely loved it... i bought the japanese translation of it and will be reading it once it comes, but i'd still really like to read similar books if anyone else knows of any.

#incredibly bittersweet and there are some passages that will stick with me #i loved the look at colonial taiwan; it really made me think #just a really good historical fiction with a romance that frustrated me as much as it enthralled me #not to speak too haughtily but it reminded me just a little of something i've written; which was nice #taiwan travelogue #✧talking〜くだらない話

#ive never watched naruto but this is so good u dont even understand #basic bitch taste but whatever #ok off to bed before i throw up #Youtube

what everrrrrrr

#i'm really sorry for. points. LOL #but this music is really cool #Youtube

even this might be a drain. christ

i'm afraid i really can't collect my thoughts tonight, which is unfortunate. i'm going to go to sleep, but i'd really like to apologise for being like this, genuinely. it's embarrassing and i'm sure it has caused a lot of trouble and worry that's wholly needless. i'm sorry, i really wish i was much better, and i'd like to grow up so i can actually be better, since i abhor the idea of being a drain on you. i might scrape my knees a hundred times, but i'll learn to be better as time goes on, i'm sure

#please don't worry; i:m alright; but my head is kind of swimming

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an urge to move on from spaces and people and how i go about my life and such is feeling pretty strong tonight. i don't in truth feel as though it's something that would genuinely help me, and i'm more than lucid enough to know that's not an option, but damn if it isn't strong tonight. i hardly ever get like this

i've been into symphonic power / doujin metal a lot lately. ariabl'eyes in particular makes me feel a certain way... they're certainly my fav so far, though TEARS OF TRAGEDY and release hallucination are also good. these guys just feel a bit more 'visual kei' and gothic in style which i prefer. 多分うちの姉ちゃんはこういうバンド好きと思うけど