An update on this account,and where itās headed.
Hi! Im aware ive been absent on this account. Im so sorry. I know I have my inbox piled with requests, an I wish I could get to them
I just wanted to clear the air, and give you all an update on where this account is headed.
To put it simply, I am not doing well. Physically,and mentally.
Recently, i was diagnosed with BPD, CPTSD , and (early onset) fibromyalgia.
I had known for a while that that was probably the case, but it still wrecked me to get it officially done.
Ive also been in a flare up of exaughstion , pain, and depression.
Because of this, ive been spending most of my time in bed,asleep, or at the hospital.
Doing simple tasks has become hard, i cant wash or brush my hair, i canāt stand up in the shower, Iāve reverted back to using my wheelchair instead of my cane, among other things.
I also canāt crochet anymore.
I canāt keep my arms up for things like that anymore (brushing/washing hair,crochet), even just holding up the remote for my tv or holding a fork is becoming difficult to manage without fatigue,pain, or exaughstion.
You might see where im going with this.
I canāt draw anymore.
I canāt keep my arms up anymore to be able to draw. This doodle i did (last emoji I will be posting) took me almost an hour to draw Dispite it being so simple, because I had to rest my arms and hands multiple times during it.
I know that I have a lot of requests, and a lot of ideas, but unfortunately, unless my health improves: I will be closing requests and this account.
Hopefully I can come back,but as of right now I donāt see that being any time soon.
Im sorry if I disappointed anyone that had requests sent in,or even to the followers that dont request and just get the emojis i post randomly, but right now my body is failing me and there isnāt much I can do about it.
Love you,(/p)im sorry, drink some water.
Thank you for 77 followers
