WRETCHED AUTOMATON.

once i was beautiful. now i am myself.

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@heavenrule​ | ★

She’s only half listening - enough to know what’s being said, yet not enough to care. It’s better to let him wear himself out before she speaks again, lest she face his wrath. He’s not unlike Albert in that way.

(The thought sends a chill down her spine.)

“Let me rephrase.”

Pandora’s hand snaps out and in the blink of an eye, she’s holding the biometal tight. He’s not fragile but startlingly small, not much larger than a book. She knows better than anyone how formidable a biometal can be, and he might’ve been so had he stayed silent, but his proclamations of power only prove to shatter the illusion that he might, perhaps, have been worth her time. Some god, she thinks to herself; he couldn’t even stop the one who made him into this

“Do you understand the situation you’re in, Model C?”

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“Don’t worry, I’ll fix it. Somehow.”

SOMA STARTERS | accepting!

It would have been easier if he’d said anything else. Called her a lost cause, said she wasn’t worth saving, gave up on her, anything. She’s so far past the point of fixing that she may never have been whole in the first place. He can mask it as kindness all he wants, but she sees it for what it is, or at least what she thinks it to be - arrogance, pure and simple.

“… Why?” Why waste his time on such a wretched abomination that the rest of the world wants dead? There’s nothing in it for him. He won’t earn her kindness or trust, not now, not ever. There’s no point. Not for either of them.

“It’s… pointless, Gray. The way I am now, I can’t live in the world…”

[miseodora-blog]

muse aesthetic.

REPOST! DON’T REBLOG.  bold any that applies to your muse and italicize any that kind of applies to your muse. feel free to add to the list.

tagged by: @heavenrule tagging: @ginomai and uhhh idk a lot of people so whoever would like to do this!!

COLOURS.    red. brown. orange. yellow. green. blue. purple. pink. black. white. teal. silver. gold. grey. lilac. metallic. matte. royal blue. strawberry red. charcoal grey. forest green. apple red. violet. navy blue. crimson. cream. mint green. bubblegum pink. sky blue. pale jade.

ELEMENTS.   fire. ice. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. frost. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops.

BODY.    claws. long fingers. fangs. teeth. wings. tails. lips. bare feet. neck. shoulders. legs. freckles. unseen bruises. canines. scars. scratches. wounds. burns. fingernails. spikes. feathers. webs. eyes. hands. sweat. tears. feline. chubby. curvy. short. tall. normal height. muscular. piercing. tattoos. athletic. hair. fur. sleek.

WEAPONS.    scythe. fists. legs. sword. dagger. spear. lance. bow & arrow. hammer. shield. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. throwing knives. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces. staffs. wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. mud balls. claws. teeth. stealth. strategy.

MATERIALS.    gold. silver. copper. platinum. titanium. rose gold. diamonds. pearls. rubies. sapphires. emeralds. amethyst. metal. iron. rust. steel. glass. wood. porcelain. paper. wool. fur. lace. leather. silk. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. asphalt. brick. marble. dust. glitter. blood. dirt. mud. smoke. ash. shadow. carbonate. rubber. synthetics. ribbon.

NATURE.   grass. leaves. trees. bark. roses. daisies. sunflowers. tulips. lavender. petals. seeds. hay. sand. rocks. roots. flowers. fungi. ocean. river. frozen lake. meadow. valley. forest. desert. tundra. savanna. rain forest. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space. clouds. mountains. snow. mist. pond.

ANIMALS.    big cats. wolves. foxes. eagles. owls. falcons. hawks. swans. snakes. turtles. ducks. bugs. spiders. birds. whales. dolphins. fish. sharks. horses. cats. dogs. bunnies. penguins. deer. crows. ravens. mice. lizards. werewolves. unicorns. pegasus. dragons. monkeys.

FOODS/DRINKS.    sugar. salt. candy. bubblegum. wine. champagne. hard liquor. vodka. beer. coffee. sake. tea. spices. herbs. apples. orange. lemon. cherry. strawberry. watermelon. vegetables. fruits. meat. fish. pies. desserts. chocolate. lollies. cream. caramel. berries. nuts. cinnamon. burgers. surf ‘n’ turf. burritos. pizza. ambrosia. eggs. milk.

HOBBIES.    music. art. water colours. gardening. smithing. sculpting. painting. sketching. fighting. writing. composing. cooking. baking. sewing. training. dancing. acting. singing. martial arts. self-defense. electronics. technology. cameras. video cameras. computer. phone. movies. theater. libraries. books. magazines. cds. records. vinyls. cassettes. piano. strings. violin. guitar. electronic guitar. bass guitar. harmonica. harp. woodwinds. brass. flute. bells. exploring. playing cards. poker chips. chess. shogi. dice. motorcycle riding. eating. sleeping. climbing. running. jogging. parkour. studying.

STYLE.   lingerie. armour. cape. dress. tunic. vest. shirt. boots. ankle boots. heels. leggings. trousers. jeans. skirt. jewelry. earrings. necklace. bracelet. ring. pendant. hat. beanie hat. crown. circlet. helmet. scarf. brocade. cloaks. corsets. doublet. chest plate. bracers. belt. sash. coat. jacket. hood. gloves. socks. masks. mittens. cowls. braces. watches. glasses. sun glasses. straw hat. visor. eye contacts. makeup. ribbons. hoodie. sweater. converses. tennis shoes. boxers. briefs. shorts. cargo. cropped pants. crop top. cuffed pants.

MISC.   balloons. bubbles. city scape. light. dark. candles. growth. decay. war. peace. money. power. percussion. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary. journal. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness. happiness. optimism. pessimism. loneliness. family. friends. comrades. assistants. co-workers. enemies. loyalty. smoking. drugs. kindness. love. hugs. kisses. spring. summer. autumn. winter. farmland. countryside. suburban. village.

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“I don’t want to do this anymore, I don’t want to BE this, I want out!”

SOMA STARTERS | accepting!

Pandora sits quietly outside the Hunter’s Camp, watching her hands rip grass from the ground instead of gracing the biometal with attention.

She’s never seen a point in complaining. Complaining meant admitting she was in over her head, and under Master Albert’s control, that was worse than a death sentence. Prometheus had much the same mindset, so listening to complaints without a plan to resolve them is something altogether new to her - and it is agonizingly irritating.

“And? What do you want me to do about it? You’ll never be what you were, and you can never be killed… All I can do is tell you to get over yourself.”

A biting response, but one she’s long since forced herself to live by.

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[inlapida-blog]

SOMA sentence starters

“Are you okay, ____? I think you’re bleeding.” “No, no, it’s not like that.” “Why is there never enough time?” “Why are you like this?” “I was okay. I was happy.” “What ARE you…?” “I try hard staying a mystery.” “You’re really hung up on appearances, you know that?” “Have you figured out what’s going on yet?” “Oh… well… Y’know. Robots don’t feel anything, so. Yeah.” “It all went to hell.” “Don’t worry, I’ll fix it. Somehow.” “What the hell happened to the world?” “Don’t look at it!” “I was really hoping you were human.” “I was human once.” “I give up. There’s nothing left.” “You don’t want to think about it? Well start thinking about it.” “I don’t want to do this anymore, I don’t want to BE this, I want out!” “How could anything POSSIBLY matter when you’re a stupid robot in a stupid dead world?!” “Gives the senses a good punch.” “I wanted to let you know that I know.” “You didn’t blindly pick me out of the herd.” “I just keep suppressing it, like my brain doesn’t want me to think about it.” “It’s really getting hard not to think about it.” “And then we can start listening to other people when they talk, because that’s how conversations work!” “I just can’t stop thinking about what we’ve become.” “I’m half a dead person.” “Nothing like admiring your own work.” “It’s over now. Relax.” “Don’t you get it? They’re dead. They’re all dead.” “How can you be so calm about this shit?!” “You assume you’ve changed so much, but have you really?” “Sorry about any discomfort, this should be over soon.” “How did you expect me to react to this shit?!” “Christ! This is awful. We did an awful fucking thing!” “Please say something. I don’t want to think. Please.” “Just couldn’t bring myself to let go.” “Well, the odds aren’t great!” “I always wanted a friend - like a real one.” “Oh, pity friendship? Now I feel even worse.” “It’s an amazing thing you did, and I want you to know I appreciate it.”

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