this is how i cope

TW: bpd, ed, cptsd, CSA survivor, ADHD-C, and chill

[user-boxer]

This user has a triggering blog

[iamwizzzzz]

[444her]

Abundance

[angelsdream]

[enchanted-forests]

[rosieandthemoon]

[softwaring]

[mournfulroses]

Fyodor Dostoevsky, from a letter featured in Letters of Fyodor Michailovitch Dostoevsky to his Family & Friends

[miserablytir3d]

I’ve had this account for like 14 yrs wtf

[thoughtcascades]

every time i get close to someone i feel like a stray dog trying to live in a house. like i don’t know where to put my body or how loud i’m allowed to be.

[literaryvein]

L. V., excerpts from an unsent letter

[mournfulroses]

Natalie Diaz, from a poem titled "September 2001," featured in The World Keeps Ending And The World Goes On

[mournfulroses]

J. M. Grosvalet, from her book titled "Sugar Spells," originally published in 2025

[siirkokulupapatyaa-deactivated2]

[mournfulroses]

Salma Deera, from a poem titled "a girl makes a decision: part 2," featured in Letters from Medea: Poems

[vexheart]

[sickmuseum]

[terriblethingss]

and every single person i look up to, i wonder how disgusted they would be if they knew, if they knew the things that were done to me and the things i did to survive, i wonder how much they’d hate me if they knew. if they could see my rotting insides, the bugs that eat away at my eyes until everything is dark dark dark. i wonder if they’d wish i’d never been born too.