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My life feels monochrome.

#mental fuckery

i-am-a-fish

if I could be any animal I would be a bat

miseryabyss

Not a fish?

#I have been lied to #i am a fish #you lied

elliottitt

one thing ill never get out of my head is ryan going from "i want it to look like you" to "it'll never be me" to "please tell me it's really you". absolutely sickening

gnawu

entity ryan they can't make me hate u

Is it selfish that I want people to think of me and my feelings?

#mental fuckery #I get other people have struggles too #but no one seems to fucking care #sure they ask if I wanna talk #but if I open my mouth I'll just say bitchy things #vent post

Everything is my fault

#mental fuckery

I want to delete all of my accounts everywhere and disappear but what if I regret it later

#mental fuckery #also the fomo

I am everyone's second though

#mental fuckery #not even second #the third #the fourth #the fifth #or none of their thoughts

What's even the point if you don't bleed

#mental fuckery #tw self harm mention #self harm #cvtting relapse #tw cvt #I'm fine honestly #definitely didn't try to relapse #I mean #if it doesn't bleed it doesn't count

That one part from hospital for souls where it says

"How are we on a scale of one to ten? Could you tell me what you see? Do you wanna talk about it? How does that make you feel? Have you ever took a blade to your wrists? Have you been skipping meals? We're gonna try something new today. How does that make you feel?”

...

I'm definitely ok

#mental fuckery #bring me the horizon #hospital for souls #tw self harm mention #tw ed implied

Haha I got abandoned by my friends again

#mental fuckery #trying not to sh rn #if you know me no you dont #this definitely isn't about you #maybe #in all fairness #you shouldn't have abandoned me #this is actually about you #id say I don't blame you #but I do #bpd splitting

Haha I got abandoned by my friends again

#mental fuckery #trying not to sh rn #if you know me no you dont #this definitely isn't about you #maybe #in all fairness #you shouldn't have abandoned me #this is actually about you #id say I don't blame you #but I do #bpd splitting

What do you mean electric shock things for bug bites are actually for bug bites and not sh?

#mental fuckery #tw self harm mention #electric shock #when I do it on my veins it goes to my hand #it feels nice #but if I do it on a wet area #it doesn't travel

My cat was very kind and gave us a present. We aren't that happy with it because it is alive and running around our kitchen/living room. I put down the (humane) mouse trap earlier and it climbed on top of it...

Why is this baby mouse mocking me?

#I have now sacrificed some nice lychee sweets because on holiday the house cleaner said they like jellybeans.#it already has some apple and peanut butter #mouse in the house #cat troubles

miseryabyss

Would people be interested if I made a discord server for ... Entertainment recommendations

miseryabyss

Tumblr hi.

An attempt has been made.

#discord server #https://discord.gg/96v5dnH7z

Completely organised a watercolour palette it looks so pretty I spent an hour doing it I feel so proud of myself.

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Can't clean my room tho there is no floor visible and more dust than a hoover.

That feeling when,

When two of your friends play a game together and then you join in and after one round one leaves and suddenly it can't be played with two people anymore

#mental fuckery #it can be played with two people #as long as I'm not one of them #I fucking hate this #it's not even a one time thing #it has happened so many times #mental health #ranting in here instead of telling them #obviously #but some of these people know my blog #so they will probably see it

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