Estelle @missdarkstella - Tumblr Blog

"We lit our own candles to defy the sun, but when the flame flickers out, we are left alone in the shadows of our own making."

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I’m finally back. I’m still processing everything, but I wanted to take a second to say thank you. To everyone who reached out or sat in those uncomfortable hospital chairs just to be near me, thank you. I know I haven’t always been the easiest person to be around. I know there were times I pushed people away or acted like I didn't care, and honestly, seeing that you all stayed by my side despite my own indifference.. it means more than I can put into words.

I'm not good at doing this but, to the one who was there when the lights went dim, thank you. I'm sorry I haven't made it easy for you, and there were so many moments where I met your kindness with a wall of nastiness . But you didn't look away, and you didn't leave, you chose to save me, I don't know why but you did. You chose to step in when it mattered most, and because of that, I’m still here to write this. You know exactly who you are, and I hope you know that I’ll never look at a second chance without thinking of you. Thank you for being the reason I’m still in the story. 💙

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@missjtheorder

How's it working out for you abandoning everyone you claimed to love?

Come out at me tonight @missjtheorder

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Throw back to when I used to think this was a cute look 🤣

Being bullied, being called ugly, being called disgusting weirdo and being pushed out of most holidays and major events only makes you see humans for the true vile beings that they are. It's an eye opener! So if that's what it cost to become a survivor then view the world clearly? I'd happily live it all over again 👌🏻

Happy New Year to everyone including those who don't speak to me 💫💫💫

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@missjtheorder

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