Are you a cardiophile ? like tuned on by anything related to hearts, like heartbeat, CPR, dark cardio stuff ...
It's a somewhat complex answer.
If I remember correctly, when I joined Tumblr, I clarified many times that I was just a content creator. That not only distanced me from the community but also earned me insults and hate, among other things.
Nowadays, whenever this question comes up, I'm afraid to say yes, not only because I've already answered it a thousand times, but because it feels like coming out of the closet and admitting something, or maybe being wrong. Do you understand? The situation has changed a lot for me over the years.
Ultimately, I love listening, analyzing, and being analyzed, but not in a sexual way. Rather, it's an ecstatic experience, perhaps? I feel like my heart (or the other person's) transforms into something very intimate and sweet, but for me, it's nothing like having "sex"; it's more what comes after. I like to share this with my partner. It makes me feel fulfilled, helps me self-regulate, and opens up a much deeper path than the traditional one, so at a certain point I thought: if I can enjoy it... why not?
CPR can take on a more sexual character because it involves surrendering and letting them do whatever they want to me. An idea that excites me a lot 😝, but I think it's taking a different turn.
What don't I like? The dark side, the needles, the videos or real-life situations that involve danger or death. I certainly respect it, but it's not for me
