MissMarvel

•Anime •MCU •Books •Cats •Muslim 21yrs HGT:159cm SW:63kg CW:37kg GW:33kg UGW:29kg

[missmarvel1998]

I’m sick and tired of doing good for a while then messing everything up the next day like wtf is worng with me why can’t I keep a record?!

Also my hands are starting to scar from purging ew I’m beginning to feel self conscious.

[missmarvel1998]

This is cute

Want to see how my hand looks now...

[missmarvel1998]

No body told me that getting an actual diagnosis would be this scary lol

[aliceinwondercloset]

[water-babiee]

i keep having to remind myself that small weight loss is still weight loss that will also probably stay off longer and that it’s important to maintain for a few days when i hit a weight i haven’t been because it’ll get my body used to it :^) losing weight honestly feels surreal lmao imagine actually having “hard work” pay off

[theorem-thin]

Active ED Accounts

I need more accounts to follow, my dash is so dead. If you're an active ED account as of May/June 2020, please like/reblog so I can follow you!

You don't have to be a certain BMI or have a specific disorder, I'll follow anyone. Stay safe y'all❤

[upartosci]

[hellokittyswitchblade011]

how i’m tryna be

[sunfloresque]

not stopping until I look like Kate Kusmima

[missmarvel1998]

I’m sick and tired of doing good for a while then messing everything up the next day like wtf is worng with me why can’t I keep a record?!

Also my hands are starting to scar from purging ew I’m beginning to feel self conscious.

[missmarvel1998]

Hi it’s me. Yes I’m back.

And I felt like updating this post for some reason, and guess what?

It got worse lol.

[missmarvel1998]

Feeling like I should update this post again lol.

I’ve lost quite some weight recently, ended up in the hospital for low potassium and a low heart rate, and quarantine has been taking its toll on my ED, not fun.

Also ignore the scarring it’s ugly I try to ignore it too but more and more people have taken notice to it. And I just be like “oh its nothing I’ve burnt myself while cooking haha no big deal”

Any way I feel like dying.

[biscuitthins]

[starcocaina]

[missmarvel1998]

Is it just me or does she look like a whiter version of Bella hadid?

[basilandsunshine]

I just can’t recover till I’m thin. Sorry fam. I just can’t justify it in my head

[missmarvel1998]

That’s the definition of my existence right now.

[iwillbecomethin]

What goes on inside of my head…

I haven’t eaten anything in 13 hours

I barely eat, how am I still fat?

Is anyone else in this room bulimic?

Maybe I would look good in clothes if I wasn’t fat

I’m not thin enough to have an eating disorder…

I should look at more thinspo

Why does my face look so fat?

I just want to cry

Do I exist?

Wait so if I ate 346 calories today…

Did I drink enough water?

Should I binge

I’m never going to be thin

I bet she could be a model

Why did I binge the other day

I probably gained weight

I wish my face wasn’t so chubby

Would anyone care if I dissapeared?

I would have more freinds if I was skinny

My freinds eat all the shit they want and they’re still thin…

I should purge what I just ate

I should start a fast

My thighs are huge

Oh my god she’s so pretty

I wish I was as thin as her

Why are my boobs so small?

I’m hungry…

I should go drink some tea

Why do I look so bloated?

I am a mess

What even is the meaning of life?

There is no point

Maybe people will want to talk to me when i’m thin.

Food is like a drug

I should just starve

[diet-cigarette-diet]

[bestasbones]

[nightchildluna-deactivated20220]

I’ve been hesitating wether or not I should share my ED vent-art here, but finally gathered the courage to do it. <3

[lemonthin]

if I make an ED support group server on discord, who would join?

[sunflowertears-blog]

Am I the only one who wants to be terrifyingly and sick looking thin?

I want people to worry about me and not giving a shit for once.

I want people to tell me im too skinny.

I want them to ask me how i did it since i always was the fat kid.

I want them to talk behind my back about how skinny I've gotten.

I want my mum to be worried.

I want to have the self control that i never had.

I want to be skinny.

I want to be at the point where skinny isn't skinny enough.

I want clothes to look good on me and i dont need to worry about how im looking.

I want to wake up one day and be at my ugw and think i could do more.