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Sorry that im so inactive but my past weeks have been terrible
I binged at least once a week but I need to lose at least 10kg until school starts again in 2 and a half weeks so ill fast the next few days, let's see how it goes
Also im currently so obsessed with Monsterhigh dolls again, they were my childhood
I don't think people who don't struggle with this type of shit will ever understand how bad I need to be skinny... Or like how desperate I feel to be skinny...
5 and 6 and 7,8?
5 iam doing it partly for me so i can live a happy life without fearing to go outside and so I can be loved and wear what I want, but I also want to prove the people wrong and shook them and finally get the attention I missed all my life
6 I do binge even tho I try not to, I do it mostly when things don't work out as an example if I had a plan and it didn't worked out or once I went to eat with my dad in a restaurant and I new it had way too much calories and it was over my limit so it triggered me and I was like fuck it.
7 my dad? Idk he never noticed me losing that 20kg in the first place when I was having a healthy weight loss but my mum knows and yeah she's fine with it but she sometimes asks stuff if I want snacks or why I eat so less yeah
8 rn im working on my muffin tops so I'm having a muffin top workout and besides that I'm trying to be as active as possible so I'm going on walks and I'm also skating .
Day 3 and 4;
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I said that before i like the slim thick body the smalm waist but big hips even tho having a thigh gap.
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Loose skin
Iam 1.70 or 5.7.
Idk i actually like my height even though I could be a little smaller but because of my height when I grew a little my fat would be a bit more even . So yes I like my height
This will be great for my goal. If I do this every day and don't binge or do anything it will keep me motivated.
Day 1.
So I had a full week of binging last week so I gained a lot but from yesterday 95.9kg 🤮I went down to 93.9kg and I'm hoping to get back to 89kg by the start of next week.
Im 5.7 or 1.70cm
Yeah see u tomorrow..
Im sorry I was inactive but I was having not such a great time :')
But now im back and I have a G O A L : I want to lose maybe 5 to 10 kg in the next three weeks.
It shouldn't be that hard i guess one time I have lost 5kg in a week :/
I'll set goals from now on to keep me motivated and mine is that I'm going shopping in a big city and I wanna look good and maybe go down one pant size.
I hope my muffin top/ hip dip work out will help with that
I can be hungry
or
I can be fat.
Reasons to get to my UGW…
• he’ll be able to pick me up easily
• when his long, strong arms wrap around me in a hug, I’ll feel so so small in comparison to him
• I’ll look good from every angle
• I’ll be able to wear lingerie and not look like a cow wrapped in lace
• bikinis in public will no longer feel like torture, it’ll be a reward to show off what I worked so hard for
• I won’t be embarrassed if my shirt rides up and some of my stomach shows
• I won’t feel like I need to keep my head down and hide from the world
• the envious stares and the “you look great!”
• I’ll be able to focus on bettering myself in other ways because my body will already be perfect
•I’ll be so small and dainty and cute that people won’t be able to help pointing it out
• being tiny and thin will be what I’m known for and it’ll be the first thing people will say about me if they are asked to describe me
• “I’d hug you tighter, but I’m afraid I’d snap you in half”
• I’ll never have to worry about taking up too much space or being too heavy
• my eyes will look bigger
• my jaw will be sharper
• my silhouette will have little dips and curves in all the right places, smaller at the waist and a little wider at the hips where my bones peek from under my skin
• I’ll look so innocent and pure, not like some gluttonous disgrace
• I’ll paint my nails to bring attention to my dainty hands
• everything I wear will look great on me, nothing could possibly be too small and anything too big just looks absolutely adorable
• I’ll get to go shopping for all new clothes and actually have fun trying things on
• I’ll have more energy
• my face will be so clear from all the water I’ve been drinking for so long
• I won’t have to wear makeup to look pretty
• nobody will be embarrassed to be around me, instead everyone will want to be my friend
• that feeling of accomplishment for having self control and sticking to something so important to me
• I’ll have finally done something right for once
• I’ll finally be perfect
trying to get back to a weight you were already at is just so fucking depressing
[Not mine¡]
This is my favorite body type and tbh I hope I'll look like this one day
“The girl in the mirror wasn’t who I wanted to be and her life wasn’t the one I wanted to have.”
— Francesca Lia Block (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
Be Honest With Yourself
you’ve tasted pizza already
you’ve tasted burgers already
you’ve tasted hotdogs already
you’ve tasted burritos already
you’ve tasted lasagna already
you’ve tasted tacos already
you’ve tasted cookies already
you’ve tasted cake already
you’ve tasted ice cream already
you’ve tasted chips already
you’ve tasted muffins already
you’ve tasted brownies already
you’ve tasted fried chicken already
you’ve tasted waffles already
you’ve tasted cupcakes already
you’ve tasted chicken nuggets already
you’ve tasted curry already
you’ve tasted chocolate already
you tasted whatever it is that you are craving already…you are not hungry
What happens when you lose all the weight
You can wear a bikini without extra fat
Your bras are more comfortable
Your thighs don’t spread like Russia when you sit
You have an eternal thigh gap
You can wear anything and still be to small
Skirts.
Everyone will notice and you will get attention
People can cup their fingers around your wrist
Everything looks cute on you
You take up less space on the bus
Tights look like heaven
You can get a bf/gf easier
You have an excuse to not eat
Collarbones show
Ribs show
Bones poie
You are so light that you get treated like a doll
You can get here soon. Ana is waiting for you, and you can take your time. Try your best, and don’t eat, she will be so proud of you.
to whoever is looking at my page:
// don’t be afraid to comment, i love interacting and talking with others
// reblogging + commenting is encouraged
// send an ask! we’re all going through this tough time together
// wanna be friends? send me a dm!
// lmao don’t be afraid to stalk my profile either, i do it too
// lastly, im sorry that u are looking at my profile because that means ur going through the same thing i am.
Nothing is better than being skinny and you cannot convince me otherwise. I have never regretted not eating and seeing the scale go down the next day but I will always regret a binge. Nothing tastes good enough to exchange weight loss for eating it
