You knew Caleb had a breed kink - it was why you just had a baby after all.
He loves to grab your hips in his hands and rail his fat cock inside your walls, loves to fold you in half in a mating press and shove his cum in those walls that grip him so good. Loves seeing your tummy bulge with how deep he's buried - fuck Caleb even likes those cute stretch marks you get when you're pregnant.
"Pregnant with my baby," he'd moan, kissing your tummy, lavishing those sensitive nipples and moaning, his eyes damn near black. Caleb loved getting his pretty Pips pregnant, but what you didn't know was how much he'd love sucking your nipples.
You were so embarrassed when he'd had you riding his cock just a little over a month after your baby - just in time to be cleared for sex, and he'd leaned up and squished your tits in his huge hands - rough from years of training. Calloused thumb swirling your nipple as his cock made you re learn its shape, those violet eyes dilated.
"That's it, slutty cunt missed me, huh Pips?" He whispered, sitting up and dragging you down on his girthy length, sucking a nipple into his hot mouth. "mmm..."
That's when Caleb tasted your milk for the first time, moaning and sucking harder, making you dizzy from how sore they were from breastfeeding. You'd tugged at those soft brown locks of hair, trying to get him to stop, but Caleb was drunk off your damn taste.
"It's so sweet, fuck..." he'd dragged you down and you rolled your hips, head falling back for more of his rough suction, his mouth quickly moving to the other, milk just dripping down his lips. "Fuck I can't get enough."
"Y-you can't... Caleb..." You sucked in a breath through your teeth. "Fuck feels s'good... ngh!"
After that Caleb was just done for, every chance he got once you put the baby to bed he was sucking your milk, you'd brush his hair back and arch for more, especially when his fingers fucked into your sore little cunt. "Caleb you can't just drink it all!"
"I can't help it," he grins up at you now, fingers scissoring in and out of your messy cunt. "You love it, hmm?"
"N-no," you're lying and he knows, you blush when you do, but when he sucks again you fucking soak him, letting him drink all your sweetness right down his thirsty throat.
"Mmm... gonna make you a mommy again..."
"Again!?" He's chuckling, literally drunk from your tits that are so full, pulling back and kissing you, letting you taste it, hands gripping them rougher to make them drip more. "Ngh!"
"Need them to stay full, honey," he's swirling the beads of milk around your areolas, sighing. "So pretty, and your tummy all full, round with me again?"
"N-not this quick," he has your thighs spread with the fat head of his cock gliding through your syrupy mess, hair falling over a brow - he looks all cute and boyish when he's being a deviant. "Caleb, please..."
"Please what, honey? Use your words," he whispers, teasing your cunt even more with the tip - barely pressing in just to pull back with a filthy pop of that ridge slipping from your greedy hole. "No baby this soon, want me to pull out, too?"
"No, no," he smirks and shoves his cock fully inside, bottoming out with a sharp thrust, groaning at the sight of your tummy moving with him. His fingertips brush your little stretchies from the baby hungrily.
"All mine, my baby inside you again, huh? You want my cock, my cum, want me to wreck your insides pretty?"
"Please, please," you're lost when he's doing just that, fucking into you and squeezing your tits, your milk squirting down and dripping for his hungry mouth, making him moan as he slurps it all up. Your nails dig into his back, making him even thicker inside you.
"Gonna keep you pregnant - hah," he's grinning against your skin, swirling that milk all around and fucking your cunt harder, watching your cute fucked out little expressions. "Keep drinking you, make you a mommy over and over. Yeah, Pips?"
You're dazed and fucked out, just how Caleb likes you. "Mhm."
"Such a good girl f'me," you melt under the praise, cunt spasming when he flips you on top and tugs you down, putting your tits right back in his face. "Lemme drink more, please?"
How he can give you violet puppy dog eyes while sucking all your milk and pumping more cum in you unprotected - well it's just a problem.
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well my ovulation had to go to Caleb in anticipation of his myth tmrw - blame @uhnosav for this too hehe
୨୧ ― Caleb has spent his entire adolescence and young adulthood rejecting every admirer who threw themselves at him- returning their homemade lunches, turning down their confessions, never once letting anyone get close enough to touch him like that.
He was too focused. Too loyal. Too busy dreaming about the girl who'd grown up beside him, the one whose birthday made up half of his passwords.
His girl.
And now, finally, after all this time, he has you exactly where he's dreamed of you for almost a decade- beneath him, looking up at him with those wide, trusting eyes.
God, she's really here. She's really letting me-
His internal thought cuts off when he hears your sweet voice.
"C-Caleb-," you whine pitifully, fat tears beginning to bead along your lower lashes as you squirm beneath him in his apartment you've slowly been turning into a home... "I- I don't think-"
"What's wrong?" He sounds almost boyish in his confusion, purple eyes soft with concern as he brushes sweaty hair from your forehead, "Did I do something-"
"S'too big."
He blinks, tilting his head like the adorable idiot he is, "I'm... no, I'm sure I'm average? I mean, I haven't really compared, but…" his words trail off…
Caleb can do nothing but stare...
How your poor little cunt is struggling, quivering, lips stretched obscenely trying to swallow the first few inches of him...
His length is ridiculous- he realizes that now with sudden, dawning clarity, watching nearly half of his shaft still jutting out from where your bodies meet.
Despite how wet he's gotten you with his fingers and tongue and desperate grinding- despite the slick mess coating your inner thighs, the way you'd gushed around two of his knuckles, the way you'd soaked his chin when he'd eaten you out… you're still barely able to take him.
He'd always assumed those whispered comments from classmates back in high school were idle gossip. Locker room flattery he was too humble to believe -even now during showers on the fleet-. Girls giggling behind cupped hands, guys clapping his shoulder with that knowing look...
But now-
Fuck.
Now he understands as he watches you try to adjust.
Watching how your belly flutters with each shallow breath, watching your thighs tremble where they're spread wide around his hips. Watching the visible bulge of himself pressing up against the soft give of your lower stomach when he sinks another inch deeper and you let out this broken little whimper that makes his balls tighten.
He's ruining you. Reshaping you. Your tight little hole wasn't built for this, wasn't made for a cock this fat, this long, this mean- and he can't decide if the thought makes him want to pull out and apologize or grab your hips and bury himself to the hilt just to watch you fall apart.
"Shh, shh, hey." His voice has dropped low, rougher than you've ever heard it, and there's something dark flickering in those usually playful eyes. That possessive edge he's hidden for years, now surfacing as he stares down at where his thick cockhead is trying desperately to sink into your fluttering hole, "I've waited so long for this, Pips... For you. We're going to make it fit, okay? I'll take care of you, just like i always have."
His hand cups your cheek, thumb brushing away the tears that threatened to spill. So gentle. So caring. So him.
And then his other hand pins your hip to the mattress as he snaps forward, burying every fat inch inside you in one brutal thrust.
"AHHH- CALEB!!" Your scream tears through his quiet apartment, back arching clean off the sheets as your cunt is forced to stretch around him, walls clenching and spasming helplessly against the intrusion.
It's too much -he's too much-, splitting you open on a cock that has no business being attached to a man who watches you like that. All soft, starving devotion. A loyal pup at the feet of its goddess, even while he wrecks you.
"Pips- oh, fuck, there we go," Caleb groans, and his voice is absolutely wrecked, those pretty eyes rolling back slightly as he bottoms out. His pelvis grinds against yours, the root of him stuffed so deep you can feel him in your goddamn stomach. "You're so tight- shit, is it always like this? Is this-"
"Y-you're my f-first too, you idiot," you sob, and something breaks in his expression.
First. I'm her first. She waited for me too.
"Oh, Pipsqueak," he breathes, and now both hands are cradling your face while his hips stay perfectly still to let you adjust. His cock twitches inside you, and you keen. "My sweet girl. I didn't know. I didn't-" He drops his forehead to yours, breath ragged, "I thought- I would've been gentler, I would've-"
"N'just-" You gulp for air, body quaking, "just stay still. M'need to -hah- adjust"
He nods, pressing apologetic kisses all over your tear stained face while his massive length pulses inside your stretched out cunt. But even as he soothes you, that darker part of his mind is calculating.
If I keep her on my cock long enough... if I fuck her through it over and over... her body will learn. She'll mold to me. Only me. She won't be able to take anyone else after this...
Good.
And when your walls finally relax enough for him to move, rolling his hips in a slow, devastating grind that makes your eyes roll back... Caleb learns something else about himself that night...
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
When you sending a picture of your new lingerie drives them crazy.
pairing: f!reader x f1!boyfriend
genre: spicyyy
drivers mentioned: cl16, ln1, ka12, ob87, cs55, op81
authors note: i just realized i really like making text aus lol expect a few in the next upcoming days! ill try to include more drivers, hope you enjoy x
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
do you have any thoughts about kimi with a breeding kink?
I have PLENTY OF THOUGHTS ABT THIS trust me bb I'll go more in depth when Its not midnight but im so sleep deprived and in love w my sweetest italian I cant help it
*MDNI, NSFW BELOW THE CUT*
I think Kimi is into breeding in a more primal way than the other drivers, yk? He's younger, hormonal, and possessive as FUCK. He's not necessarily thinking about starting a family perse, but moreso thinking about pumping you so full of his cum and marking you up so bad that nobody else could ever come within 50 yards of you without immediately knowing who you belong to. Every time you fuck its like he's competing with an imaginary opponent to fuck you better, harder, faster, deeper.
Who can leave more marks all over your neck and chest that you can't hide, knowing you have to be at the paddock the next morning around everybody including his teammate and the Mercedes crew who are absolutely looking. Who can fuck you so good you have a lil bit of a limp at said paddock appearance? Who can fill you up so much that you swear it'll be leaking out for the next week? The answer is always him, but its in his nature to wanna improve and never stagnate, especially in bed.
Kimi memorizes your body like the curves of the track, and owns you like it. He can make you cum so fast its almost scary, and isn't satisfied till youre so cock drunk and fucked out that you can barely keep your eyes open. His energy is almost endless and it shows, he's almost never finished after cumming once. Sure, maybe for a quickie in the back of his car somewhere you absolutely shouldn't be having a quickie, but never when he's got you to himself and time to treat you right.
When he cums the first time, he only falters for a second. Hips stuttering against yours and his fingers digging into your hips so hard it bruises just to ground himself. His orgasm steals the air from his lungs and draws the filthiest sounds from his lips but he just can't stop there. It takes no time for him to pick the pace up again, thrusting against you through the shocks of overstimulation just chasing that burning high in his belly over and over again.
He's not done till its pouring out of you, dripping down into a massive puddle on the sheets and making a mess of you from your thighs to your navel. Even when he thinks he can't possibly keep going, its like his subconscious drives him further.
"She'd look so pretty pregnant in a sundress, that bikini she had on in Monaco sure would show off her tits when they got bigger if you knock her up, dont you want a baby with her pretty smile? Nobody else can ever have her like that, you gotta stake your claim now." Thoughts on repeat, over and over, punctuated every thrust. They're right, the thought of someone else pinning you down in bed and taking whats his makes him so jealous he gets sick to his stomach.
His hips would slam into yours so hard it hurt, tip knocking against your cervix and making your insides ache in the best way. He'd sink his little fangs into your neck to ground himself, groaning and whimpering breathlessly till he finally came again. God the way he'd grind himself against you would be straight SINFUL, holding you close and making sure you dont lose a drop. You could feel every twitch of his cock as be filled you up, but he'd make absolutely 0 effort to move off of you when he finished. Youre trapped indefinitely, partially for him to catch his breath but moreso till he feels like it really took yk?
Doesn't matter if youre on birth control or not, if he fucks you hard enough he can convince himself he did a good job and outdid the effects. Just let him believe it while his heads on your chest and hand on your tummy afterwards.
You struggle to get your key in the door while balancing groceries and a very vocal cardboard box. When you finally manage to stumble into the apartment, Oscar looks up from his laptop, then does a double-take.
"What," he says slowly, "is that noise?"
The box meows in response.
"Funny story," you begin, setting down the groceries. "Remember how you said I shouldn't go grocery shopping when hungry because I make impulsive decisions?"
"YN."
You open the box carefully, and a small orange cat pokes its head out, looking around curiously.
"What is that?"
"Our cat!"
"Our what?"
"His name is Oscat!"
Oscar pinches the bridge of his nose. "We don't have a cat."
"We do now! Look how cute he is!" You lift the cat, who immediately starts purring. "I found him outside the store and he was all alone and hungry and look at his little face!"
"No."
"But-"
"We can't have a cat."
"We can! I already got food and litter and toys and-"
"When did you have time to get all that?"
"...I may have gotten the supplies before the groceries."
"YN."
"Oscar," you mimic his tone, holding the cat up so it's face-to-face with him. "Look at him. Look at his little nose. He looks just like you!"
"He does not- wait, is that why you named him Oscat?"
"He's grumpy but secretly sweet. Just like you!"
The cat meows again, reaching a paw toward Oscar.
"No," Oscar says firmly. "No way. We travel too much."
"Lando's sister already said she'd cat-sit during race weekends!"
"You called Lando's sister before talking to me?"
"I knew you'd say no!"
"Because it's a no!"
The cat chooses that moment to wriggle free from your hands, landing gracefully on Oscar's lap and immediately curling up.
"See?" you say triumphantly. "He loves you!"
"He's... just warm," Oscar says, very carefully not petting the cat despite its loud purring. "And we're not keeping him."
"But-"
"He can stay until we find him a proper home. That's it."
"Really?"
"Just until we find him a home."
You beam. "You're the best!"
"I mean it, YN. Just temporary."
"Of course, totally temporary," you agree, already taking pictures of Oscar and the cat. "Completely temporary."
One Week Later:
"Oscar? Have you seen Oscat's fish toy? The blue one?"
"It's under the couch," Oscar replies without looking up from his phone. "And don't give him the catnip one, he got too hyper last time."
"Says the person who bought him three new toys yesterday."
"They were on sale."
"Mhmm. And the custom bed with his name?"
"It was practical."
"And the special food you ordered from that fancy pet store?"
"He's picky!"
"Face it, babe," you grin as Oscat jumps onto Oscar's lap, immediately demanding attention. "You love him."
"I tolerate him," Oscar corrects, even as he scratches behind the cat's ears exactly where he likes it. "And we're still finding him a new home."
"Sure we are."
"We are!"
"Is that why you changed your phone background to that picture of him sleeping in your racing helmet?"
"He looked cute- I mean, it was funny."
"And why you FaceTimed him during the simulator session yesterday?"
"I was checking if he ate!"
"And why you're currently letting him sleep on your McLaren jacket?"
Oscar looks down at the cat, who has indeed made himself comfortable on the expensive team gear. "He has good taste."
"Just admit you love him."
"Never."
Oscat meows, headbutting Oscar's hand for more pets.
"Demanding little thing," Oscar mutters, but he's smiling as he strokes the cat's fur.
"Like owner, like cat."
"I'm not his owner."
"No?" You pull out your phone. "So I shouldn't show everyone the video of you singing him to sleep last night?"
Oscar's head snaps up. "You didn't."
"Want to bet?"
"Delete it."
"Make me."
Oscar moves to get up, but Oscat digs his claws into the jacket, giving him the most betrayed look a cat could manage.
"Ha!" you say triumphantly. "You won't move because you don't want to disturb him!"
"I just don't want him to ruin the jacket."
"Sure, that's why you let him sleep on it every day."
"I do not-"
"And why you're currently smiling at him like he's the cutest thing you've ever seen."
Oscar quickly schools his expression. "I'm not."
"Too late, already got a picture."
"You're the worst."
"And yet you love me."
"Unfortunately."
"Almost as much as you love Oscat."
"I don't-"
Oscat chooses that moment to stretch and yawn, then snuggles closer to Oscar, purring loudly.
"...fine," Oscar admits defeat. "Maybe I like him a little."
"A little?"
"Don't push it."
"Says the guy who installed a cat camera to watch him while we're away."
"It's for security!"
"The one that you check every hour?"
"I'm just being thorough."
Oscar looks down at the cat, who is now fully asleep on his lap. "This is your fault," he tells him. "You and your stupid cute face."
Oscat just purrs louder.
"Face it, babe," you sit next to them, scratching Oscat's chin. "You're a cat dad now."
"I hate that term."
"Would you prefer 'fur parent'?"
"I hate you."
"No you don't. You love me and our cat."
Oscar sighs, but he's fighting a smile. "Yeah," he says softly, watching Oscat sleep. "I really do."
"Both of us?"
"Both of you. Even when you're both impossibly annoying."
"We learned from the best."
Oscar doesn't argue, too busy taking another picture of Oscat for his growing collection. You hide your smile, watching your grumpy boyfriend completely smitten with your little orange cat.
And if Oscat now has his own Instagram account run by Oscar? Well, that's just coincidence. Totally temporary, of course.
laying under you in his bed while you sit atop him, sinking down onto his thick cock. it stretches you open so perfectly, making you both groan.
you slowly lift up, up, up, all the way to his needy tip, before sinking back down. your slick coats him, your body squeezes around him, and hes losing his fucking mind.
"fuck, baby.. fuck.. please dont tease," he groans, big hands clasping onto your hips.
but you arent even teasing. youre riding him, clutching at his thick forearms while you move. but its not enough for him.
pleasure is hot as it pulses through him, straight to muddle his brain. he groans and grips your hips tighter, his own hips twitching up. he cant help it.
he tries to be patient, tries to let you lead, but when his hips start to buck and thrust up into your wetness, he cant control it.
with heavy groans, he guides you on his cock, bouncing you while he thrusts again and again.
summary: things are going great with your boyfriend of three years, lando norris. or at least that is what you think. your step-brother oscar has a different opinion.
warnings: SMUT!!!! cheating, step sibling trope, he refers to himself as her brother like twice, but it’s more so ironic and bitter than a FR thing ya know? forbidden romance, THEY DID NOT GROW UP TG!! public sex, oral (f and m receiving), fingering, creampies, cum play, p in v, unprotected sex, pwp, language
wc: 7.6k
title: moth to a flame— the weeknd
a/n: hi, this is my humble introduction to the world of f1 smut. i hope you enjoy this as much as i did :3 im very open to requests and feedback from anyone!!!
The chaos of a race weekend never ceases to amaze you. Nobody ever stops; everyone is always on the move, fixing something, changing something — someone always has somewhere to be. There is never a lull, especially not for a championship-contending team.
Lounging in the McLaren hospitality room, you pretend to nurse a cold lemonade that only really sits before you tauntingly. Spain is hotter than you expected for the middle of June, though you’re still trying to adjust to the fact that the seasons are flipped here.
Your step-sister, Edie, sits beside you, eyes trained on her phone. She’s chewing on the corner of her lip, completely uninterested in the world. But that’s just always been Edie — too cool for any of the happenings around her.
Your mother married her father about five years ago, and the new family dynamic is something you’re still trying to get used to. There’s too much going on, going from a small-town life to suddenly being included in the family photos of a Formula One driver.
You watch through the television hoisted up in the corner of the room, the final moments of the last free practice wrapping up.
“He’s looking good,” you murmur, more to yourself than Edie. “Think he’s got a good shot this weekend.”
Edie finally blinks up from her phone, her brown eyes landing on yours. They’re the same shade as his. “Probably,” she smiles, shrugging casually. “We’ll find out after quali. He’s had a good shot this year in general.”
You nod, tearing your eyes from the screen. The season has seemingly kept everyone on their toes — with how close Oscar is to his teammate, it’s bound to be an eventful weekend.
Any gap he can get is well appreciated.
Lando is everything. He’s happy, he’s charming, and he’s yours. The complicated nature of the situation is not lost on you, but how were you to know that your boyfriend of three years would end up being your stepbrother’s teammate?
Your relationship with Oscar was already complicated enough.
The day goes by the same, lingering beside your mother and Edie as you watch Oscar finish up practice, and later as he manages to secure pole position. Edie was right — this is looking to be a wonderful weekend.
—
Your eyes are somehow always on him.
In the garage, with the over-ear headset sitting heavy on your head, even as Lando smiles down at you, pressing a quick, chaste kiss to your lips.
It’s always Oscar you’re aware of.
“I know you don’t like it when I say this,” Lando pulls back, smiling sheepishly. “But I think I can take this race home. I feel it.”
You can’t help the breathless laugh that escapes you, your hands caressing his broad shoulders. The way his fireproof shirt stretches across his chest is almost dizzying.
His blue eyes search yours, eagerly awaiting your response.
“I think you’ll do great, my love,” you agree, smiling despite yourself. Lando always had a way of melting any anxiety you had. “And remember, we have my parents’ anniversary next week. You said you’d come.”
Lando’s hands settle on your waist. “And I will,” he promises. “Though, with the championship fight we have right now, I’m not entirely sure your family will be all that happy to have me there.”
Rolling your eyes, you lean forward and kiss him. “It’ll be fine.”
You feel his eyes first, the burning gaze raising the hairs on the back of your neck. Mechanics run around, getting ready to let the drivers inside their cars.
Lando hasn’t noticed, opting to wrap his arms around your waist and bring you close.
Oscar is on the other side of the garage, pulling the white balaclava over his face with entirely too much force. His brown eyes are trained on you, flicking down to where Lando’s hands rest on your waist.
You don’t say anything, and neither does he.
“Alright, I need to get going,” Lando announces, pulling back before pecking your lips one last time. “I’ll see you after. Wish me luck.”
You give him a tight-lipped smile, turning away. Your eyes catch on the other car, but then you’re slipping away.
You sit between your mother and Edie, the headset heavy on your head as you watch the cars begin to be rolled into position. It’s just a race, but your heart is already pounding.
Things with Oscar were never normal. They weren’t normal when your mother introduced you to his family — the son of a dashing businessman with three daughters and an ambitious young son.
It was charged from the start: the looks lingered too long, the jokes hit too hard, the hands hovered more than they should have. He was handsome — the dreamy way his hair fell over his eyes, the way his face seemed to glow whenever he was happy.
And then the wedding happened.
Your mum wanted an extravagant celebration, with too much flair, food, and drinks. You lingered around Oscar the most, partially because you appreciated the quiet he always seemed to enjoy.
As the night went on, the two of you moved to a less crowded part of the venue. The drinks kept flowing, the space kept disappearing.
And then you were crashing against the bed — his bed.
Oscar’s body moved against yours like a well-practiced dance, fucking you into the mattress until sunrise. He made you come so many times that your legs ached for days after.
The horror lingered. He hadn’t even been your stepbrother for more than twenty-four hours, and already you were falling into bed with him. What would his family think? What would your mother think?
It went on for far longer than you would have liked to admit. The rendezvous between races grew more frequent, and the secret kept eating at you.
But you couldn’t stop. No matter how much you told yourself you wanted it to, your body always betrayed you. Always.
Then one day, while accompanying Oscar to one of his Formula 2 races, you met him. Lando was a young, charismatic driver with three seasons already under his belt, and McLaren loved him.
And soon enough, you did too.
He swept you off your feet without really trying. His laugh, his humor — everything about him was perfect. Especially the part where he isn’t your stepbrother.
It gave you enough of an excuse to end whatever mess you had going on with Oscar, much to his dismay. Much to yours, though he would never hear you admitting that.
Then McLaren signed Oscar for the following season.
For the last three years, you had worked tirelessly to keep what happened between you and Oscar from coming to light. Nobody knew; nobody could know. Especially not your family. Especially not Lando.
Especially not when the word engagement had been thrown around more than once.
The race is good, but your mind isn’t in it. Not at all. Oscar wins, and Lando is rightfully miffed about it. He’s still on the podium, he still celebrates — but you know the championship sits heavily on his mind.
Oscar looks at you the entire time.
You still think you’re with the winner?
You clench your jaw.
Lando doesn’t take long to find you, and the strained smile he sends your way is already putting you on edge. He has a tendency to be hard on himself, and this is probably not an ideal situation.
He smells like champagne, and in any other circumstance, you know this would be a cause for celebration. Instead, you wrap your arms around him and give him a firm squeeze.
“It’s okay,” you whisper. “You still have the entire season, baby. You still have a shot.”
He pulls away, his eyes meeting yours. At first, he doesn’t say anything, but eventually he lets out a defeated sigh. “It’s gonna be hard to shake, but I’ll try.”
You grin. “That’s all I ask.”
Eventually, he slips away to do some interviews, leaving you behind in the heat. You contemplate heading back to your hotel room, taking a long shower in the beautiful bathtub.
Except you don’t account for Oscar materializing beside you a few minutes later. The papaya cap sits atop his head, a pretty pink flush covering the apples of his cheeks and the tip of his nose.
“Good to see you, Y/N,” he greets, unbothered as always. Your skin prickles at his voice, the familiar cadence you still dream about. His brown eyes are tired, but trained on you.
Straightening your shoulders, you force a smile. “Same.”
The silence stretches, and it’s too charged for your liking. “Good race,” he mentions, squirting some water from his bottle into his mouth. Your eyes follow a stray droplet that clings to the edge of his mouth, the way his tongue darts out to collect it. “Did you bet on me?”
“I didn’t bet,” you answer immediately. “I hate how unpredictable you guys are. I don’t think I would ever put money on any of you.”
Oscar’s eyebrows rise in amusement. “You can always bet on me,” he hums. “You know, for extra moral support.”
You narrow your eyes. “I don’t need your money.”
“You need something else,” a small smirk plays on his lips, infuriating enough to make you seethe. “You always pretend you don’t.”
“Shut up.”
Oscar looks pleased with himself, especially when your cheeks match his in color— but not from excretion. “You think he can’t tell?”
You purse your lips. “Anyone in their right mind would assume their quiet little goody two-shoes driver never fucked his step-sister.”
“Careful,” he says, but it’s halfhearted. “Someone might find out.”
“Go to hell, Osc,” you snap. Embarrassment burns through you, partially because you know he’s right. He doesn’t care if people find out, not like you do.
He loves to remind you that you didn’t grow up together, that there’s no blood tying you. Still, you know it’s more complicated than that.
Neither of you says anything for a beat, watching the post-race chaos reign on. For some reason, the lack of words is almost worse than having Oscar look at you with that gleam in his eye.
You clear your throat. “Congratulations on the win, by the way.”
He gives you a half smile. “Thanks. Dedicated the trophy to Edie.”
You nod. “I saw that.”
“I thought about writing your name instead,” he muses, cocking his head to the side as he waits for his words to settle on your mind.
Stiffening, you feel your traitorous heart skip a beat. “Don’t,” you warn, running a sticky hand through your hair. “You wouldn’t have, you’re just trying to piss me off.”
Oscar grins. “Is it working?”
You don’t answer. You already feel his gaze burning into you, the intensity at which he studies you. Being beneath his scrutiny burns like a thousand suns, but your body ignites with the memory of what that attention meant.
Oscar steps closer to you, and panic shoots down your spine. Your eyes dart around, panicked, as you search for any signs that you’re being watched. You find nobody has their eyes on you.
“You did always fuck better when you were pissed,” he whispers, lips brushing the shell of your ear. His fingers ghost over the crook of your elbow, making you shiver. “Made me pay for whatever it was that I did with that mouth of yours.”
Inhaling sharply, you step back, glaring. “You’re disgusting,” you hiss, crossing your arms over your chest. “I’m in a relationship. It would do you good to remember that.”
Oscar backs away, his eyes never leaving you. “Do you remember that?”
He doesn’t give you the chance to answer, pivoting on his heel and disappearing into the crowd. Your heart thunders in your chest, your skin still prickling with heat.
Seems like Oscar has grown tired of being complacent, and that is the most worrying thing about it all.
—
The night is cool, as expected for a night in early June in Australia. You’re nursing a glass of champagne, Lando’s arm wrapped politely around your waist as you let the party go on around you.
Your mother is the center of attention, as expected, but you don’t really mind.
The resort that your mum chose was beautiful, truthfully. The salon is decorated with various tones of orange because apparently, she cannot get over the fact that her step-son is a Formula One driver.
It makes your jaw clench.
“I feel like I’m at a team meeting,” Lando jokes, turning to you with glimmering blue eyes. He’s already three drinks deep, and you’re starting to see him loosening up at the edges. Maybe you should be worried.
Instead, you bring your glass to your lips and take a careful sip. “Your only week off and look how you’re spending it.”
Lando shrugs. “Better than nothing,” he sighs. “I gotta get on a plane tomorrow to Canada. I should get to enjoy one night off with you, don’t you think?”
Despite your earlier annoyance, you feel some of the irritation melt at his words. You give him a half smile, cupping his face with your hand.
“You’re so cute when you’re tipsy,” you grin, thumb brushing over his cheek.
Lando scoffs. “Am not,” he grumbles. “I’m hot and sexy, and you want to take my pants off.”
You shake your head, cheeks burning as you look around to make sure nobody heard your boyfriend’s intoxicated rambles.
“If you keep drinking like that, I will have to take your pants off,” you snort, biting back a smile. “You’re gonna be too drunk to get into bed, and I’m gonna have to put you to sleep like an overgrown toddler.”
Rolling his eyes, Lando steals your drink. He takes a long sip, placing the crystal glass between your awaiting fingers.
“God forbid I want to flip a little,” he says. “You’ve been so on edge lately.”
You bite the inside of your cheek, ignoring his worry as you force yourself to shift your focus back to the guests of the party.
“‘M not tense,” you grumble.
Lando doesn’t get a chance to respond, because before you know it, your mum is waltzing over to the two of you with a big grin on her face.
And she has Oscar and his father in tow.
Your heart beats rapidly, threatening to crack your ribs with its intensity. Scrambling to grab Lando’s hand, you force a smile.
“Lando, darling!” your mum smiles, opening her arms to wrap him in an awkward hug, since you refuse to let go of his hand. “I’m glad that you made it. How are you feeling?”
Lando smiles. “Great,” he nods, glancing between your mum and Oscar’s dad. “Congratulations on the anniversary, by the way. Beautiful party.”
Oscar’s father beams. “Thank you, son,” he nods, but the corners of his mouth are tight. The tension of the season carries on to the events, and that is something that you and Lando are painfully aware of.
Oscar is quiet, his hands shoved deep in his pants pockets. He’s wearing a thin white linen button-up, his hair artfully mussed. He looks so handsome, you feel your throat go dry.
“I realized Oscar never said hi,” your Mum says, looking at him with a playfully stern expression. “So we had to drag him over so he could say hello. I know you boys are probably flying out together tomorrow, isn’t that right?”
Lando smiles, his hand squeezing your waist. “Yeah, pretty sure it is.”
Your mum nods, looking at you with a bright smile. She reaches over, fixing your hair even though you’re almost fully sure that it’s fine.
“You guys are so cute,” she shakes her head fondly. “I know the season has been rough, but I do appreciate how nice you’re being about this, Lando. Sometimes, we really do have to separate work and our personal lives. Don’t you think?”
“Jesus, Mum,” you laugh awkwardly, shifting your weight. Oscar is frowning, his eyes are dark as they burn holes into where Lando’s hand rests on your hip. You try to ignore it. “Let's not talk about that, maybe?”
“I think you’re right,” Oscar’s dad nods, clapping his son on the back. “This is a celebration. Let’s enjoy it.”
“Of course!” Mum agrees, smiling. “I was just being silly, don’t mind me. But yes, since we are here because of a wedding—”
You and Oscar stiffen, but neither of you says anything. For some reason, the idea of your mother wanting to talk about you and Lando getting married in the near future feels like being condemned to death.
“When will we see that ring?” She asks Lando, excitement evident in her words. You and Lando have discussed getting married extensively, especially after you told him that you thought getting proposed to should be a decision the two of you came to together.
You told him you were ready. But now, under the weight of Oscar’s gaze and his barely contained annoyance, you’re not sure what you want anymore.
Lando laughs awkwardly. “I dunno,” he replies. “Probably after the season ends, I guess. It’ll be nice to do it without all that stress, you know? Have a proper celebration.”
Oscar’s jaw tightens so much you worry he’s going to snap a tooth. His eyes darken into a glower, directed straight at Lando. You inhale sharply, nerves making your hands shake.
Please don’t make it obvious.
“Oh, that would be beautiful!” your Mum smiles. “I trust you have an idea?”
“I trust you keep your head in the championship,” Oscar snaps, the first word he has said to you all night. Everyone’s attention snaps back to him, and your ears start to ring.
Lando blinks. “What?”
Oscar shrugs, taking a sip of his amber drink. “You know?” he shrugs. “You want that championship? Focus on that instead.”
Your mother blinks, his father’s eyebrows rise, and you gape. There’s no way this is happening, and there’s no way Oscar is being that obvious.
“Mate, what the hell?” Lando’s eyebrows furrow, and he shifts forward. “I’m just—“
“Oh, don’t mind him!” Mum chirps, desperate to ease the sudden tension.
Oscar’s father nods. “You know how it is,” he says through a laugh. “Oscar is too used to having sisters to look after. Don’t take it personally. It’s just the older brother in him.”
Your heart sinks, and Oscar scoffs. “Sure,” he says, but his tone is bitter. “Whatever you guys say.”
He turns to leave, his dress shoes clicking against the polished ground. You hear him leave over the music. The tension in his body is evident, and the fire in his brown eyes makes something inside you snap.
You place your champagne flute in Lando’s hands. “I’m gonna go yell at him,” you smile, hoping that you sound more convincing than you feel. “I’m sorry about that. I’ll be back.”
Before anyone can question your absence, you’re already running after Oscar. Pushing past the guests, you try your best to keep up with him.
The cool night air hits you first, but you’re too warm to shiver. Your heart beats erratically as you scan the dark, vastness of the golf course surrounding the salon.
You spot Oscar’s white shirt— just barely— as it walks deeper into the darkness. Muttering a curse under your breath, you run after him.
It’s dark; the deeper you go into the hills, the less you can see. The light of the venue grows dimmer with the distance, but you manage to keep your eyes on him.
“Oscar!” You call in a frantic whisper, hands fisting the fabric of your dress and keeping it above your ankles so you don’t trip over yourself. “Stop fucking running.”
He stops in his tracks, a dark chuckle escaping him. “I’m not running,” he says, turning to face you. “You’re just slow.”
You scramble to a halt, leaning forward to rest your hands on your thighs as you struggle to catch your breath. “You’re such an asshole,” you wheeze, forcing yourself upright. “What the fuck was that?”
Oscar hesitates, his eyes flicking back to the distant roar of the party. The hills of the golf course span out around you, providing more cover than you could have expected. You can barely see your stepbrother before you, but you can feel him, and the moonlight illuminates enough for you to know that he isn’t happy.
“Nothing,” he answers eventually. “Just reminding Lando to keep his head where it matters right now.”
“No,” you breathe, shaking your head. “You were being a dick. Why were you being a dick?”
Crossing his arms over his chest, he lets the silence stretch between you. He knows how much that bothers you, the silence, the weight of everything that could be said pressing down on you.
“Answer me,” you hiss.
“Jesus,” he exhales. “You’re really fucking—”
You stiffen, waiting for the inevitable jab. It never comes. Instead, Oscar runs a hand through his hair, the stress evident in every movement.
“What?” you snap. “What could it be now? Is it because I didn’t take well to your advances in Spain? Is that it? Is your little ego hurt?”
“Shut up.”
“No,” you snap, pointing an accusatory finger at him. Stepping closer, you jab his chest. “You don’t get to shut me up. You don’t get to say anything. Is big brother feeling emasculated because I’m getting engaged?”
Oscar’s eyes flash, and his hand grips your wrist tightly, stopping your attack. “Don’t fucking call me that,” he growls, all composure flying out the window.
“That’s what you are,” you whisper, breathing heavily despite yourself. The proximity is intoxicating. Smelling his cologne has you growing dizzy with want. Your body remembers him; it always remembers him. “You heard your dad.”
“He’s wrong,” he spits, tugging you closer by the hand until your chests bump against each other. “You know he’s wrong. Or do you need me to remind you?”
You exhale, looking into his eyes. “We ended this.” Your words come out in a jumbled breath, but you don’t care. “You know we had to. This is wrong.”
Oscar smacks his lips, his eyes flickering down to your mouth. The moonlight provides enough light for you to see the way his eyes dilate.
“No, it’s not,” he whispers. “I’ve never been your brother. I’ve never wanted to be your brother. Brothers don’t look whenever you bend down to get something. Brothers don’t think about what it’s like to have you moan into my mouth. Brothers don’t think about all the ways they’ve made you scream.”
Your fight falters, and you find yourself at a loss for words. There is so much you want to say, so many rebuttals you want to send his way, but they all die in your throat.
Tearing your eyes away from him, you force yourself to look back at the party. Nobody in there knows the turmoil that unfurls in your chest, and inside is Lando, waiting for you to have talked your stepbrother back down from the ledge.
Nobody knows.
“I’m in love with him,” you whisper, but it’s so meek you want to laugh.
Oscar doesn’t move; his hand still stays wrapped around your wrist, tight enough to bruise. You can’t bring yourself to tell him to stop. You don’t want him to pull away.
“Don’t start with that,” Oscar says. “Because I’m not in the mood to be lied to and insulted in the same breath.”
You look at him. “Fuck you.”
“Say you don’t want me.” He leans closer, his breath fanning your lips. His hand lets go of yours, instead coming to grip your chin and tilt your mouth closer to his. “Say you don’t miss me.”
You don’t answer. His other hand finds your waist, and he ducks down to brush his lips along the juncture of your jaw. You shiver at the ghost of the contact, just barely enough to make your composure slip.
“Say you don’t miss the way I stretched you out.” His voice is a breathless rasp, enough to make your clit throb. “Say you don’t miss the way I fucked you so hard you couldn’t talk. How you’d drip with me for days after.”
You shut your eyes, desperately trying to stand your ground. Goosebumps break out along your skin, and a flash of heat travels down your spine. Your body is answering for you.
“Tell me you don’t miss the little thing I used to do with my tongue.” His teeth scrape against your earlobe. “Because I miss you.”
The admission is almost lost to the pounding of your heart, but you manage to catch it. Your breath catches, and your eyes meet Oscar’s intense brown ones.
“Kiss me.”
The words barely leave your lips before he’s crashing his mouth against yours in a searing kiss. You inhale sharply, his hands immediately coming to your waist and pulling you closer against him.
His mouth moves against yours with the same ease it always has, the same relaxed dominance he’s always had. He never had to question the power he has over you.
Your hands tangle in the hair at the base of his neck, tugging slightly, eliciting the most delectable little hiss. You take the opportunity to slip your tongue past his lips, exploring him deeper.
He lets go of your waist suddenly, but he never breaks the kiss. You feel his hands between the two of you, unbuttoning his shirt with shaking fingers.
Pulling away, he tugs the white fabric off his shoulders, dropping it onto the grass without a care in the world. He grabs your face with both hands, bringing your lips back to his.
“Lie down,” he orders, nipping your lip before pulling away.
You’re so dazed you can’t find it in yourself to argue, dropping on top of his shirt. He climbs over you, his hands holding him up beside your head, bringing you back into another intoxicating kiss.
His weight settles over you, familiar and erotic. Your hands come up to his shoulders, traveling the vast expanse with the tips of your fingers. His skin is so, so soft.
Oscar’s mouth coaxes yours into an intoxicating dance, lips sliding against each other’s with too much intensity. His thigh settles between your legs, pressing against where you’re already wet and aching.
You let out the smallest whimper when he increases the pressure, and you feel his hardening length against your thigh.
His hands scramble for the hem of your dress, pushing it up your legs without preamble. He breaks the kiss by pulling away, bunching the skirt around your waist. When the cool air hits your bare thighs, you shiver.
Oscar glances at the lacy pair of panties you sport, eyebrow rising as his finger slips beneath the hem, snapping it against your skin.
“Pretty.”
You let out a shaky exhale, watching as he rips them down your legs, shoving them in his pocket without any hesitation.
“Perv,” you say breathlessly, but it melts into a moan when his lips find your neck, kissing at your pulse point.
You can’t help but let out a loud moan at that. Oscar smiles against you. “You were saying?”
His hand parts your thigh, calloused against the sensitive skin. You shiver, feeling his fingers ghost up the inside of your thigh, closer and closer to where you’re already dripping for him.
“Missed this,” he whispers. “Missed how easy you get f’me, all worked up when I’m a little mean.”
His finger traces featherlight patterns over the crease of your thigh, his mouth traveling down your neck. With his other hand, he tugs the strap of your dress down, making the already swooping neckline of your dress even more indecent.
You feel his finger ghosting over your folds, not quite touching where you need him the most. You let out an impatient whine, shifting your hips in search of him.
Oscar chuckles, fully pulling down your dress until your breasts spill free. His eyes are drawn immediately to your chest.
“So fucking pretty like this,” he groans. “Bet Lando doesn’t know what to do with you, hmm?”
You don’t get to answer, because his lips wrap around your nipple. A gasp tears from your throat, feeling his teeth gently scrape against you.
Finally, two of his fingers part you open, collecting your wetness before landing on your clit. He rubs circles over you, enough to have your entire body vibrating with need.
“That’s it,” he coos as you let out a moan. His fingers work you over with the perfect pressure, his lips working on your nipple while his other hand comes up to tweak the other one. “That’s a good fucking girl. Look at you.”
His words send another wave of heat through you, and you realize that he’s moving too slowly to actually get you anywhere. He’s doing this on purpose.
“Osc,” you breathe, hips bucking involuntarily. “Please—please don’t tease me.”
“Shh,” he pulls away from your nipple, his fingers never stopping their movements before he comes up to your lips again. “You don’t get to make demands right now.”
Withdrawing his fingers, he brings them up between the two of you. You watch the way the long digits glisten with your arousal.
Oscar glances at you again. “Open.”
You do.
Bringing his hand up to your lips, he slips his fingers inside your mouth. Inductively, you suck at them, a muffled moan escaping you as your tongue laps at them hungrily.
He pulls his fingers back with a pop, smirking. Ducking down, he captures your lips in another kiss. His hand returns to your dripping pussy, this time not bothering to tease. He slips the fingers, damp with your saliva, inside you.
You gasp into his mouth, back arching as he curls his like enough to make stars spring across your vision. “Yeah, look at that,” he whispers between kisses. “Being so fucking good and taking just what I give you. You’re mine, you hear me? Fucking mine.”
Oscar pulls away, sitting back on his heels as he watches raptly as his fingers pump in and out of you. He licks his lips, bringing his other thumb to rub circles over your clit.
Your legs shake, and you can’t help but let out a shout. He scissors his fingers inside you; the stretch is delicious, enough to have your thighs shaking.
“He doesn’t make you feel like this,” he laughs darkly. “He doesn’t know how to touch you. He doesn’t know how this pussy likes to be stretched. Isn’t that right?”
He curls his fingers, hitting that spot inside you, and a whimper falls past your lips. You can’t answer, too lost in the sensation of him.
Oscar lets out a groan, pulling one of his hands back to palm at the obvious bulge that strains against his dress pants.
“You’re so fucking pretty like this,” he bites his bottom lip.
You don’t get a warning before he’s ducking his head down and licking a stripe up your cunt, tongue catching in your clit.
You gasp, pushing yourself up to your elbows just so you can enjoy the view of him between your legs. His tongue moves with experience, lapping at you hungrily as his fingers never falter.
Your legs shake around his head, throwing your head back when his lips wrap around your clit and he sucks harshly. The sensation only builds, the feeling of his languid tongue and long fingers overwhelming you.
“Makin’ such a pretty mess on my face and fingers, baby,” he mutters against you, spearing his tongue inside you along with his fingers.
You freeze, overtones with the feeling. His nose bumps against your clit, and you feel your arousal drip out of you and down your ass. You don’t think you have ever been this wet, and the pressure between your legs is quickly becoming more overwhelming.
From between your legs, Oscar glances up at you. His eyes gleam in the lowlight, and you recognise the insatiable hunger that stares back at you.
Your stomach tightens, and you feel yourself getting closer and closer to the pinnacle. You’re moaning, throwing your head back on the grass, and biting down on your arm to muffle the sounds of your pleasure. His mouth is relentless, and sweat builds on your skin.
“Osc, fuck, I’m gonna come,” you warn, your voice going higher in pitch the closer to the edge you get.
He doesn’t respond, but his attention never falters, and you know he’s determined. His fingers keep their steady thrusts, long and deep, and his tongue flicks rapidly against your sensitive bundle of nerves.
Oscar’s fingers twitch, and you burst. You gasp, body spasming as your legs clamp around his head. He doesn’t stop, working you over every wave of pleasure that racks your body.
He pulls away when your legs fall limply at your side, lips glistening with you as he brings his fingers up to his lips and licks them clean.
“I’m gonna make you cry,” he promises, undoing his belt with skilled fingers and kicking his dress pants down his thighs. His muscles ripple beneath his skin with every movement, his stomach taut with arousal.
You watch, transfixed, as he pulls his boxers down until his cock springs free, slapping against his stomach. The pink tip is wet with his pre-cum, and he’s so hard.
Carefully, he moves up your body, wrapping his hand along the base of him before teasing your lips with the tip of his cock.
“Get me wet, baby,” he whispers.
You don’t hesitate to wrap your lips around the crown, the salty tang of him making your legs clamp shut as another wave of want courses through you.
The moan Oscar lets out at that is the most erotic thing you swear you have ever heard. He doesn’t bother hiding the pleasure.
“Missed this fucking mouth,” he groans, and you wrap your hand around what you can’t fit. You bob your head up and down the length of him, pressure continuing to rise between your legs.
It doesn’t matter that you already came; your body always craves him.
He thrusts shallowly into your mouth, hand coming to tangle in your hair to keep you in place. You watch him as his head falls back, the way his Adam's apple bobs as he swallows thickly.
You missed him so much.
“That’s it, keep looking at me,” he orders breathlessly. “Keep those pretty eyes on me when you choke on my cock.”
Tears spring to your eyes as his thrusts become more powerful, his own desperation shining through. You moan around him, relaxing your jaw to take as much of him as you can.
“Fu—fuck,” his breath hitches, lips pressing into a thin line as he forces himself out of your mouth. You whimper at the loss, your lips a little numb from how hard you were sucking.
He cups your jaw, bringing his lips to yours. His tongue slips inside your mouth, eager to taste himself, and you melt.
He grips your hips, rolling you into your stomach. Your chest presses against his shirt, now undoubtedly streaked with green. You wonder briefly how he’s planning to explain that.
His weight settles over you anew, bare chest pressing against your back. His skin is cool with a layer of sweat that matches your own, and his lips kiss along your shoulder blade.
“Y’gonna let me fuck you now?” he asks. “Gonna be good and spread those legs for me? Let me feel that pussy around my cock, yeah?”
You nod, incapable of saying anything. You feel the head of his cock tease along your folds, and you shiver.
“Please,” you whimper, hand tightening on the grass. “Please, Oscar, I need you inside me. Please.”
“Fuck,” he hisses. “How am I supposed to say no when you sound so pretty begging?”
He thrust into you all at once, not giving you a chance to adjust. You scream, but his hand covers your mouth, muffling it as you take him in fully.
“Sh, don’t cry,” he whispers. “You can take me, I know you can.”
His cock splits you open, but the stretch is divine. You shudder, walls pulsing around him as you breathe through the discomfort. Quickly, your eyes start to cross.
His hips start a slow rhythm, dragging his cock in and out of you, excruciatingly slow. His hand finds yours, fingers tangling as he pins you to the grass.
“Just like that, baby,” he breathes, pressing kisses over the crook of your neck. “Just let me use you, let me fuck you properly. Pretty thing just needs some attention, isn’t that right?”
You nod, incapable of forming any coherent words. The pleasure drawn from his cock is too much, unlike anything you have ever felt before.
Well, not exactly. Only Oscar can do this to you, only he can mess with your body and your mind so much that you can barely hold your head up.
His hips pick up the pace, thrusts quickly picking up in pace. Your entire body shakes with the force of him fucking you, and you moan.
“Fuck, right there,” you whimper, screwing your eyes shut as Oscar hits the perfect spot inside you. “Oh my god, don’t stop, please—“
He presses his lips to your temple, hips moving with relentless force, and you can barely hold your head up. “Where’d all that attitude go, baby? You were just telling me that we ended this, how wrong it was, how I’m just your big brother— now you can’t do anything except moan and cry for my cock.”
His words make you shiver, and a protest at the brother title starts to claw its way up your throat, but he cuts you off again with more filthy remarks.
“You think you wanna get engaged to a guy who can’t do this to you?” he grits, biting your earlobe. “Think you wanna give this up, pretty girl?”
You’re about to reply, but before your mouth can open, you hear the shuffling of feet along the grass. “Do you think she’s here?”
Lando.
Your mind scrambles with panic, suddenly too aware of everywhere your dress has been pulled, and the fact that your stepbrother is driving into you with enough force to make tears spring to your eyes.
“Osc, wait—”
His hand clamps over your mouth, and the roll of his hips continues.
“I swear I saw them running over here.” Lando’s voice is confused, but close enough that you can hear everything. You pray the hill between you and Oscar is enough to keep you hidden.
Another voice. “I dunno, maybe Oscar is yelling at her back at the hotel.” Hattie, one of his sisters.
Your heart lurches to your throat — and at the same moment, Oscar slips out of you and flips you onto your back. You barely bite back a gasp as he brings your knees up to your chest and pushes inside you again.
Your teeth sink into your bottom lip to keep yourself from crying out. Oscar draws in a shuddering breath. “So fucking wet still. You like this, don’t you?”
His hand covers your mouth, his thrusts returning at a new, brutal pace. Your eyes roll back, feeling him so deep you can barely think.
“He can get nasty with her,” Lando grumbles, and Oscar snickers, snapping his hips faster. “I just don’t want him to hurt her.”
Oscar’s hair falls over his forehead, a few strands sticking to his temples with sweat. His eyes are trained on yours — intense and wild. Beautiful.
“We’ve got an audience,” he whispers. “You’re going to be quiet, aren’t you? We wouldn’t want your fiancé hearing you get fucked like this.”
His other hand slips between your bodies, finding your clit with precision. He works in quick, filthy circles that make staying quiet nearly impossible.
“What would he think, hmm?” he murmurs, nose brushing yours. “What would he think of his pretty girl getting fucked stupid by big brother?”
Your eyes flash. You move your head just enough to speak. “You’re not — you—”
Oscar smirks. “Yeah. That’s what I thought.”
He kisses the tops of your breasts, taking a nipple into his mouth. His attack on your clit doesn’t stop; his cock stretches you open perfectly.
“Here, let’s go back to the hotel. Maybe we can find them there,” Hattie says helpfully.
You’re getting so close, the danger of almost being caught is dizzying. Oscar’s lips are tender on your skin, almost worshipful as his own hips grow sloppy.
“I’m gonna come,” you whisper, your breath hitching.
Oscar lifts his head, eyes meeting yours. He keeps that devastating rhythm, and you know you’re gone. “Come for me, baby,” he urges, kissing your cheek and the corner of your lip. “Remind me who you belong to, come on my cock.”
You break with a muffled moan, Oscar’s hand doing everything to keep you quiet, eventually resorting to kissing you to drown out the noise. His lips are sloppy, but eager. You cling to him, nails digging into his shoulders as wave after wave of pleasure pulls you under.
“Okay,” Lando sighs, and you hear the footsteps fading away.
“Oh fuck,” Oscar groans, barely above a whisper. “Can I— fuck, holy shit— can I please fill you up? Please baby? Let me—“
Your legs lock around his waist, keeping him trapped against you. “Please.”
His composure cracks ever so slightly, and he crumbles on top of you. His weight is heavenly, and it’s real, and for some reason, it makes you choke with emotion.
Oscar comes with a muffled whimper, and your arms tighten around his neck as he rides his own release. Each hot spurt of him inside you makes you shiver.
Eventually, he goes still. The only noise that fills the air is the sound of your heavy breathing, the weight of what just happened settling between the two of you.
“Are you okay?” Oscar draws back, his eyes searching your face for any sign that he may have hurt you. He seems satisfied when he doesn’t find any, and you smile.
“Better than okay,” you answer, brushing his hair away from his face. You reach forward, pulling his face down to kiss along every mark on his face. “Are you?”
Oscar pulls away carefully, and when you raise your eyebrow at him, he only smirks. “I will be,” he nods, slipping out of you with a hiss, hastily tucking himself back in his pants. “Once I see this.”
He parts your legs again, exposing your bare core to him. You’re still sensitive, shivering from everything he had done to you just a few moments prior.
You feel him start to drip out of you, and Oscar lets out a breath. “Fuck me,” he whispers, his finger trailing along your folds.
You prop yourself up on your elbows, watching as Oscar sinks his finger inside you, pushing the white of his release deeper. You shiver, a moan slipping free.
“You’re so fucking pretty,” he whispers. “So mine.”
He settles between your legs, kissing the inside of your thigh with reverence before reaching your clit. He presses his lips to you, carefully running his tongue over your sensitive skin.
“Oscar,” you whimper, biting your lip as your eyes flutter.
His tongue dips down to your entrance, lapping at the mix of the two of you with the same urgency as a parched man. You can’t hold back the sounds, the way your legs shake around his head with the over-sensitivity.
Seemingly satisfied, Oscar pulls back, kissing your clit one more time before traveling up your body and kissing you. He tastes like the two of you, all desperation and forbidden longing.
He pulls back, resting his forehead against yours. “Don’t marry him,” he whispers, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. “Please, Y/N, don’t marry him.”
You’re cold now, suddenly too aware of the chill in the air. You carefully wiggle out from underneath him, sitting up on the grass as you fix your hair.
“Even if I say no,” you start, your voice wavering slightly, “what would change? You’re still my stepbrother.”
Oscar collapses onto his shirt, his chest still rising and falling rapidly, throwing an arm over his face. “I’m not,” he whispers. “I’ve never been anything but stupidly in love with you.”
His admission hurts; you don’t know what kills you more, the pain in his voice or the helpless feeling that settles in your chest. There’s nothing for you, no future where the two of you can make it work.
Even if you feel the same way.
Swallowing thickly, you push yourself off the ground, shaking off whatever grass clings to you. If there are marks on your dress, you’re already working on a story to tell about falling while looking for Oscar.
“I should go,” you say, clearing your throat, “before they send a search party out.”
Oscar doesn’t answer, but you see the way his jaw tightens. Everything in you screams for him, and you so badly wish you could exist in a world where it would be possible to love each other.
But unfortunately, this isn’t that world.
Without another word, you climb up the hill, leaving Oscar behind in the darkness of the golf course. You have a boyfriend to get back to, a story to set straight.
Pairing: Oscar Piastri x Female reader
Word count: 7.4k
Summary: After crashing out before the Australian Grand Prix even begins, Oscar somehow keeps it together through the paddock, the cameras, and the long ride home. But the second the apartment door shuts behind you, all that heartbreak finally catches up with him.
Tags: so much angst, hurt/comfort, post-race heartbreak, vulnerable oscar piastri, soft intimacy, some smut, cockwarming, i'm not sure what else...
A/N: how are you all doing after australia's 2026 race? cause i'm not okay at all. I ended up writing this at 7 a.m., so it might be full of mistakes and full nonsense. I was sleepy af, sorry
You knew something was wrong before anyone said it. Maybe it was the sound.
Not the crash itself, you didn’t hear that at first, not really, not in any clear or recognizable way. Albert Park before a race was too full of noise for one impact to make itself distinct. There were engines whining through their pre-race procedures, helicopters somewhere above the circuit, the constant hum of a crowd too excited to ever truly settle, the clipped, rushed voices of team personnel speaking into headsets as if the whole paddock operated on one continuous breath. Everything bled together into that familiar Formula 1 chaos.
But then the rhythm of it changed. It was slight. Brief. A shift in the current. The kind of thing nobody else would notice unless they were already looking for him in every passing second.
You were. Of course you were. You had been for the last fifteen minutes, standing just on the edge of where you were supposed to be, hands clasped so tightly in front of you that your knuckles ached, pretending to be calmer than you felt. The pre-race tension had been alive under your skin all morning, part nerves, part excitement, part the very specific ache that came from caring about someone who got into a Formula 1 car for a living and then calling that feeling love.
Oscar’s home race. You had repeated the words so many times over the weekend that they had almost stopped sounding real. His home race. His city. His people. The race that mattered in a different way than the others did, whether he admitted it or not.
And, because he was Oscar, he had not admitted it. Not properly. Not in any way the cameras could clip and replay.
He’d shrugged off every question with the same dry, even tone he always used when people pushed too hard. Yes, it was nice to be home. Yes, the support had been great. Yes, it was special. No, he wasn’t approaching it differently. No, he wasn’t feeling extra pressure. Just another race, really.
You had nearly laughed the first time he said it in front of a microphone. Just another race.
As if he had not spent Thursday night lying next to you in the dark, one arm tucked beneath his head, the other draped across your waist, staring up at the hotel ceiling while the city glowed faintly through the curtains.
“You’re thinking too loudly,” you’d murmured, half asleep.
He’d gone still beside you. Then, after a pause: “Didn’t know that was possible.”
“With you it is.”
He’d turned his head to look at you then, expression unreadable in the dim room, though you could feel the corner of his mouth threatening to lift.
“Interesting diagnosis.”
“You’re nervous.”
“I’m not.”
“You are.”
“I’m literally lying down.”
You had smiled into his shoulder. “That doesn’t stop you from being nervous.”
Another pause. Longer this time.
Then his fingers had tightened lightly against your side, almost absentmindedly, and he’d said, very quietly, “It’s a lot.”
That was the closest he had gotten to saying it.
For anyone else, it would have been nothing. Barely a confession at all. A throwaway comment. An understatement.
For Oscar, it may as well have been a full emotional monologue. It’s a lot.
That was how he told you things mattered. In small sentences. In restrained ones. In words so careful they almost hid the truth instead of revealing it. If someone didn’t know him, really know him, they would miss it entirely. They’d think he was detached, or unemotional, or simply too cool to care.
But you knew better. You knew the version of him no one else got. The version who let silence do most of his speaking, but always touched you when he needed grounding. The version who got sharper when he was stressed, not cruel, never cruel, just more clipped around the edges, as if he was trying to keep every feeling compressed into as little space as possible. The version who would never ask for comfort directly but would drift closer to you, shoulder to shoulder, knee brushing yours, hand resting at the back of your neck for one second longer than usual. The version who cared so much it leaked out only in the places he thought no one was looking.
So yes, you were watching for him now. Watching the timing screens when you could. Watching the monitors. Watching the movement in the garage. Watching for the car, the helmet, the impossible flash of papaya that your entire body had become trained to recognize before your brain did.
And then everything shifted. One of the McLaren engineers went very still. Another voice came sharply through a headset. Someone swore under their breath. Your stomach dropped before your mind could form a reason. You stepped forward instinctively, eyes darting to the nearest screen just as the replay appeared. The world narrowed.
There he was. Oscar’s car at the exit of Turn 4, angled wrong in a way your body understood as danger before your thoughts caught up. One ugly, sickening moment of lost control, the rear stepping out, the correction not enough, the car sliding with all the awful inevitability of something already decided. Then the wall.
The impact wasn’t the biggest you’d ever seen. It didn’t need to be. It was enough. Enough that you felt all the air leave your lungs at once. Enough that your fingers went numb. Enough that for one horrible second you forgot where you were standing, forgot the people around you, forgot that the race still existed and the paddock was still moving and you were supposed to remain composed because this was Formula 1 and drama never stopped the machinery of it. You stared at the screen as if staring could undo it.
He’s okay, was your first thought. It came not because you were calm, but because you had to think it immediately or else nothing in you would function. He got out. That mattered.
You saw the replay again. Saw the car still. Saw him climbing free. Saw the movement of his body that told you he wasn’t physically hurt, not in any obvious way, and the relief hit so hard it almost made you dizzy.
Then came the second wave. He’s out. The home race. The first race of the season. Before it even started.
Someone near you said, “Oh no.”
Another voice, too professional, too steady, was already talking through damage assessments. Front-right suspension. Significant impact. That’ll be game over. No coming back from that on the reconnaissance lap. Brutal.
Brutal. You hated how ordinary the word sounded in the middle of something that felt catastrophic.
The monitors kept moving. Camera angles switched. Commentators filled the silence. Somewhere out on the grid the rest of the field continued existing, because of course they did. Formula 1 never paused to mourn one person’s disaster. It simply absorbed it and moved on.
Your body did not know how to do that. All at once, the whole paddock felt too bright. Too loud. Too full of people who were not him.
You took a step back, then another, eyes still fixed on the screen as though he might somehow reappear and tell everyone it was fine, it was fixable, there’d been some mistake, the car could be repaired in time, the race could still happen.
But the image changed. Oscar, helmet still on, walking away. Not running. Not gesturing. Not putting on any kind of visible performance of frustration or devastation. Just walking.
Your throat tightened painfully. Because there it was, that terrible, controlled stillness you knew so well. Even from a distance. Even through a screen. Even after a crash that had ended his race before it began, he looked composed. His posture straight.
He was already pulling the walls up. And you knew, with dreadful certainty, that by the time he got back to the paddock, everyone else would see a driver handling disappointment professionally. You would see Oscar trying not to break open in public.
You started moving before you consciously decided to. Nobody stopped you. Maybe because they knew who you were. Maybe because everyone in that garage had their own version of panic to manage. Maybe because there was no universe in which anyone would have looked at your face in that moment and thought, yes, let’s delay her.
The walk back through the paddock felt impossibly long and unreal. You could hear pieces of conversation as you passed, fragments that snagged against your skin.
“...home race too...”
“...such a shame...”
“...just lost it...”
“...what a nightmare...”
You wanted all of them to shut up. Not because they were wrong. Because they were saying it too easily. There was a strange cruelty in how quickly other people could summarize someone else’s heartbreak. Package it. Narrate it. Turn it into a line for television, a talking point, a tragedy with convenient wording.
You pushed past another cluster of personnel and finally reached the quieter stretch nearer the back of the McLaren area, where things became less performative, less visible, more real. That was where you stopped. Because there he was.
For one moment, all you could do was look at him. Oscar had changed out of his helmet and balaclava, though he was still in his race suit, unzipped to the chest. His hair was damp at the edges, flattened and out of place from the helmet, and there was a flush high on his cheekbones that might have been heat or adrenaline or anger or all three. One of the team members was speaking to him, something logistical, probably, something about the car, the debrief, the sequence of what happened, but Oscar only nodded once in response.
Calm. Neutral. Controlled. He looked devastatingly put together for someone whose day had just imploded. And maybe nobody else would have noticed it, but you did: the tension in his jaw, the way one hand flexed once at his side before going still again, the slight blankness behind his eyes that meant he was no longer really seeing the people in front of him. He was enduring them. Your chest hurt.
As if sensing you before he actually saw you, Oscar turned his head. Your eyes met. Something changed in his face. Not a lot. Not enough for anyone else to clock it. But enough.
The set of his mouth loosened by a fraction. His shoulders dropped, not visibly, not dramatically, just the smallest release, a silent acknowledgment that you had arrived and, with you, the need to keep every part of himself rigid had shifted.
The team member followed his line of sight, looked at you, and immediately said, “We can pick this up in a few minutes.”
Oscar gave a short nod. Then the person stepped away. And suddenly it was just the two of you. For half a second neither of you moved.
You had imagined all weekend what this race day might feel like, thrilling, stressful, emotional, maybe triumphant if luck and speed and strategy all aligned. You had imagined hugging him after qualifying, after the anthem, after the race. You had imagined the grin he might try to suppress if things went well. The dry comments. The almost-smiles. The way he always acted like praise slightly inconvenienced him even when you knew he secretly liked hearing it from you. You had not imagined this.
You crossed the space between you first. Not quickly. Not dramatically. Just directly, like the answer to a question neither of you needed to ask.
When you stopped in front of him, you saw the composure up close and hated it for him. Hated how practiced it was. Hated that he could wear it so well. Hated that he clearly thought he needed to.
“Oscar,” you said, and your voice came out smaller than you meant it to.
His gaze flicked over your face, taking you in with that same contained focus he used for everything important. “Hi.”
The word was so absurdly normal that you almost laughed. Or cried. Maybe both.
“Hi?” you repeated, your eyebrows lifting despite yourself.
One corner of his mouth moved, but it wasn’t a smile. “Not my best entrance.”
That did it. The ache in your chest sharpened into something unbearable. Because of course he would do that. Of course the first thing out of his mouth would be a joke so dry it barely counted, delivered in that maddeningly even tone that pretended this was manageable. Pretended he was manageable. Pretended if he said something understated enough, it might shrink what had happened into a thing you could both survive standing up.
You stared at him for a second, eyes stinging, and said softly, “That’s what you’ve got?”
He held your gaze. “Still workshopping it.”
Your expression must have cracked then, because his own shifted immediately. The joke vanished. Not entirely, there was always something wry about Oscar, some dry thread woven into everything, but what replaced it was quieter. Gentler.
“Hey,” he said.
You pressed your lips together so hard they hurt. He looked at you for one long second, then stepped forward and reached for you first. That was all it took.
The moment his arms came around you, your own went around him with far more force than you intended, clutching at the back of his race suit as if you needed to physically confirm he was whole, really here, not injured, not lost to the violence of that impact or the cruelty of how sudden everything had been.
He made a soft sound, almost a breath, almost surprise, but then his hands settled firmly against your back.
And there it was. Not the version of him the cameras got. The real one. Still composed, yes. Still holding himself together with that iron restraint that seemed built into his bones. But no longer entirely alone inside it.
You buried your face against his shoulder. The fabric of the suit smelled faintly of heat, fuel, and him.
“I’m sorry,” you whispered before you could stop yourself.
His grip tightened slightly. “You didn’t crash the car.”
“I know.”
“Good.”
You let out one wet, helpless laugh against him, which was probably his intention. He always did that, slid something dry and understated into the moment not to dismiss your feelings, but to keep them from drowning both of you. It was one of the strangest, most tender things about him. Oscar did not do emotional flooding. He did emotional triage. A perfectly timed comment, a brush of his thumb over your side, a quiet sentence that somehow gave you room to breathe again.
But this time, even with him holding you, you could feel how hard he was working. Every muscle in his body seemed controlled. Measured. Contained. You pulled back just enough to look at him. His face was infuriatingly calm. His eyes were not. Not because they were watery, they weren’t. Oscar would sooner evaporate than cry in the middle of the paddock with half the world watching. But there was something shuttered there, something carefully locked down, and you knew him well enough to understand how much force it took to keep it all behind that expression.
You reached up and touched his cheek. The contact made him go still in a different way. Not frozen. Just attentive. As if every one of your touches registered somewhere deeper than the rest of the world ever got access to.
“You don’t have to act like it’s fine with me,” you said quietly.
His eyes flicked away for one second, then back.
“I know.”
“You’re doing it anyway.”
“I’m trying not to throw a tantrum in public,” he said.
“I hate this for you,” you whispered.
That hit him. You saw it happen. A tiny shift. Barely anything. The muscles in his jaw tightening once. His gaze dropping to somewhere near your shoulder before coming back up.
“Yeah,” he said at last. “It’s... not ideal.”
The understatement was so aggressively Oscar that, under any other circumstances, you would have rolled your eyes. Instead tears finally spilled over. His entire expression changed.
“Oh, no,” he said, and there it was, that immediate, almost reflexive redirect toward you. The instinct to manage your feelings before his own. “Don’t do that.”
You gave a broken laugh, wiping furiously at your cheek. “Don’t do what?”
“That.”
“What, have emotions?”
“Preferably fewer, yes.”
Despite everything, a tiny huff of laughter escaped him.
You stared at him in disbelief. “You are impossible.”
“I’m aware.”
“You crashed on your way to the grid at your home race and somehow I’m the one being told off.”
“I’m not telling you off.”
“You absolutely are.”
“I’m being very gentle,” he said.
You looked at him for one beat longer, then shook your head and laughed again through the tears because he was infuriating and because he was trying, in the most Oscar way possible, to save you both from the full weight of the moment flattening you.
The laugh seemed to ease something in him. Just a little. His hand came up to brush his thumb under your eye, catching the edge of a tear with surprising softness for someone still wearing the emotional armor of a man trying not to implode.
“Better,” he said.
“Don’t be smug.”
“I’m not.”
“You are internally.”
“Possibly.”
You let out a breath that shook on the way out. Then the reality of it all settled back over you, heavier now for having briefly cracked.
“The race hasn’t even started,” you said, almost to yourself.
Oscar’s expression stilled. “No.”
Your throat tightened again. “You didn’t even get to—”
“I know.”
The words weren’t sharp, but they stopped you. Not because he was angry at you. Because he couldn’t bear hearing the rest of the sentence out loud.
You saw it instantly and wished you could take the unfinished words back. He noticed the regret on your face right away, of course. He always noticed everything with you, even when he acted like he didn’t.
His hand slid from your cheek to the back of your neck, fingers resting there, warm and grounding.
“It’s okay,” he said quietly.
It wasn’t. You both knew it wasn’t.
But what he meant was, I know what you were trying to say.What he meant was, don’t make this harder for yourself.What he meant was, I can’t hear the shape of the loss spoken too clearly yet, so please love me gently.
You understood him in all the languages he never used out loud. So instead of finishing the sentence, you stepped closer again, resting your forehead lightly against his.
For a moment you both fell quiet. In the distance, the atmosphere of the paddock shifted again as the race drew nearer to starting. You could feel time moving now, cruel and practical. Oscar would have to go soon. There would be obligations. Interviews. Team meetings. The sterile language of incident analysis. He would have to relive what happened in detail, likely more than once, for people who needed information, content, narrative, closure.
He would do it well. That was the worst part. He would be articulate and measured and maddeningly calm. He would probably downplay the emotional side of it all so expertly that half the paddock would walk away thinking he was taking it fine.
You touched his wrist gently. “When press is done with you...”
He looked at you.
“Don’t disappear into your own head, okay?”
One side of his mouth tipped faintly. “No promises.”
“Oscar.”
“I heard you.”
“That’s not the same thing.”
“It usually is.”
You narrowed your eyes.
He looked almost amused, but there was affection underneath it. “I’ll come find you.”
Your expression softened immediately. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
“Even if you decide to be all stoic and emotionally unavailable?”
“That’s a bit harsh.”
“It’s accurate.”
“Debatable,” he said again.
You leaned in and kissed his cheek, quick and soft. “Come find me anyway.”
His hand squeezed your waist once. “I will.”
The second the apartment stopped echoing with the sound of the door closing, Oscar looked like he couldn’t hold himself up under the day anymore.
It was in the way he stood there for one suspended second too long, shoulders tight, eyes fixed on nothing. Like he’d gotten himself all the way home on pure discipline and now that there was no audience left, no reason to keep the seams of himself stitched shut, his body didn’t know what to do next.
You barely had time to say his name before his face changed. Not all at once. That was the heartbreaking part. It happened in pieces, like even his breakdown had to fight through layers of restraint first.
His lips pressed together too hard, then trembled. His throat worked around a swallow that clearly hurt. His eyes went glassy, then wetter, then bright enough that you could see him realizing he wasn’t going to stop it in time.
“Oscar,” you whispered, already moving toward him.
He shook his head once. It wasn’t a no. Not really. It was more helpless than that. More like please don’t look too closely, because if you do, I’m gone.
Then his mouth quivered. Actually quivered. And the sight of it hit you so hard your own breathing caught.
He turned his face away immediately, one hand coming up like he could hide the evidence after the fact, but you had already seen too much, the shine in his eyes, the tightness in his jaw, the awful effort in every muscle of his face.
“I’m okay,” he said, and the words came out thin and shredded, the last syllable cracking in a way he clearly hadn’t meant to let happen.
Your heart broke cleanly in two.
“No, baby,” you said softly, reaching for him. “No, you’re not.”
That did it. His expression folded in on itself with this small, terrible kind of collapse, brows pinching, lips shaking harder, breath stuttering in and not quite coming back out right. He looked furious at himself for it instantly. Ashamed. Like the fact that he was standing in his own apartment with wet eyes and a trembling mouth was somehow one humiliation too many on top of the rest.
“I’m sorry,” he said quickly, too quickly, voice breaking again. “I just—”
He stopped because he couldn’t finish. A tear slipped out. He made this tiny, wrecked sound in the back of his throat, half frustration, half pure hurt, and turned away from you fully then, dragging a hand over his face as if he could physically wipe the whole thing off himself.
You reached him just as his breathing started to go uneven.
“Oscar—hey, hey, come here.”
He bent toward you like he didn’t know where else to go. His forehead nearly hit your shoulder. His hands gripped at your arms, then your waist, then the back of your shirt, like he needed to anchor himself somewhere and you were the first solid thing his body recognized. The first shaky breath left him against your collarbone, then another, and then he was crying in earnest, still trying so hard to keep it quiet it made the whole thing worse.
There was something devastating about the way Oscar cried. Even now, even cracked open, even miserable, he was still trying to minimize it. Trying to make himself smaller inside it. Like if he kept the sounds tiny enough, kept the shaking under control, kept his face hidden well enough, maybe this wouldn’t count as really losing it.
But he was. He was losing it. And you held him through every second of it.
“It’s okay,” you whispered into his hair, your hand spread between his shoulder blades, the other cradling the back of his head. “It’s okay, sweetheart. I’ve got you.”
He clutched you harder.
“I’m sorry,” he said again, voice breaking around the words. “I know this is—”
“No.” You pulled back just enough to cup his face, forcing him to hear you. “Don’t. Do not apologize.”
His lashes were wet, cheeks flushed, lower lip trembling so badly now that he finally just bit down on it like that might stop it. It didn’t. If anything it made him look even more fragile, like someone trying desperately to hold a door shut against something too strong on the other side.
“It’s embarrassing,” he whispered.
The confession came out in pieces. Small. Barely audible. Mortifying to him, obviously.
You shook your head immediately. “No.”
“It is.”
“No, baby.”
His face twisted. “I’m standing here crying because I binned it before the race even started.”
The sentence came out ragged, anger at himself tangled up with hurt so badly there was no separating them.
You touched his cheek with both hands. “You’re standing here crying because you’re heartbroken.”
His eyes shut like even hearing the word was too much.
“I didn’t even get to start,” he said, and that was the rawest version of him yet, no polish, no detached analysis, no sarcasm left to hide behind. Just pain. “I didn’t even get one lap. One race. Just... gone.”
Your own eyes stung instantly. “I know.”
“It was home,” he said, voice cracking so badly on the last word that he stopped and pressed his mouth together again, hard, like he could physically keep the rest inside.
But it was already spilling over. He covered his face with one hand, shoulders hitching once, then again.
“Hey,” you murmured, reaching up to gently catch his wrist. “Come with me.”
He didn’t really respond. He just let you guide him. That alone told you how far gone he was.
Usually, even upset, Oscar would still have some instinct to straighten up, to say he was fine, to insist he could walk on his own, sit on his own, manage it. But now he just followed the pressure of your hands like he didn’t have enough left in him to pretend otherwise.
You led him down the short hallway toward the bedroom, one hand in his, the other on his arm. His breathing was still uneven, and every so often he’d drag in one shaky breath that sounded almost steady until the end of it broke apart.
By the time you reached the bed, he looked wrecked.
“Sit down for me,” you said softly.
He did. Almost instantly. He sat on the edge of the bed like his legs had finally given up on being useful. Then, before you could even move in front of him, he bent forward and covered his face with both hands. The sight of that nearly undid you.
Oscar, who hated being visibly emotional, who hated being watched when he was vulnerable, who would rather evaporate than be dramatic in front of anyone, was sitting on the edge of the bed with his face hidden in his hands because he couldn’t keep himself together anymore.
You climbed onto the bed behind him immediately. The mattress dipped under your weight, and then you were wrapping both arms around him from behind, one across his chest, the other around his waist, pulling him back against you as tightly and gently as you could.
The second you touched him like that, he broke harder. His whole body folded into the hold as if he’d been one second from coming apart completely and your arms were the only thing that kept him from it. His hands stayed over his face. His shoulders shook. The sound he made was still small, still so controlled, still so him, but it was unmistakably a sob this time, dragged out of him against his will.
“Oh, sweetheart,” you whispered, tightening your arms around him. “I know. I know.”
He shook his head under his hands.
You pressed your cheek to his shoulder blade, holding him tighter. “You don’t have to hide.”
He gave a broken little laugh-sob into his palms that sounded horribly ashamed.
“I look ridiculous,” he said, words muffled.
You closed your eyes for a second against the ache of it. “No, you don’t.”
“Yes, I do.”
He sounded like he hated how young and wrecked his own voice had gone.
You slid one hand up from his chest to his wrist, thumb brushing there gently. “Oscar.”
He didn’t move his hands. So you kissed the back of his shoulder instead, then the line of his neck, then just stayed there with your mouth near his skin and your arms around him, making him feel every possible version of I’m here.
“You don’t look ridiculous,” you murmured. “You look devastated.”
His breathing hitched hard.
“It mattered to you,” you whispered. “It still does.”
That got another shudder through him. He dropped his elbows to his knees, still covering his face, and you went with him, arms tightening around his middle from behind, practically wrapped all the way around him now. You could feel each uneven breath under your forearm. Could feel how hard he was trying to calm down and failing every time he got close.
“I should be over it,” he said into his hands.
“No.”
“It’s stupid.”
“No.”
“It’s just one race.”
You pressed your cheek to his back again. “It was your home race.”
He went very still after that. Then his mouth trembled visibly behind his hands, enough that the heels of his palms shifted with it.
“It was supposed to be good,” he whispered.
And there it was. Not the crash. Not the replay. Not the debrief. Not the headlines. That.
It was supposed to be good.
The quiet hope underneath everything. The one he’d tried so hard not to name all week. The thing he’d denied in every careful media answer. The thing he’d only let you see in tiny moments and half-sentences and restless silences in the dark.
It was supposed to be good.
You tightened your hold on him until you were almost trembling with it. “I know, baby.”
His next breath shook all the way through him.
“I needed it to be good,” he said, and the voice that came out barely sounded like him anymore, so cracked, so small, so hurt you had to blink back tears immediately.
“Oh, Oscar.”
He finally dragged one hand down from his face, only to wipe harshly at his cheek and then cover his eyes again like he couldn’t bear the idea of being seen like this. “I’m sorry.”
You sat up slightly behind him and kissed the side of his head. “Stop apologizing to me.”
“I can’t help it.”
“I know.” Another kiss. “But you don’t owe anyone an apology, least of all me.”
A tiny, wet exhale that might have been a laugh left him, but it dissolved into another broken breath before it could become anything real.
You stayed like that for a while. Wrapped around him. Holding him together. Feeling the worst of it move through him in waves.
Each time he seemed to steady, something else hit him, the memory of it, the humiliation of it, the loss of it, and his shoulders would tense again, his face would disappear more stubbornly into his hands, and you’d just hold on tighter.
“It doesn’t make me think less of you,” you whispered at one point, because you knew him. Knew exactly where some part of his mind had gone. “Not even a little.”
He inhaled sharply, like the sentence had landed somewhere tender.
Then, very quietly, muffled by his palms, “You shouldn’t have to deal with this.”
Your chest ached. “Deal with what?”
“This.” A helpless gesture from behind his hands. “Me being like this.”
You kissed his shoulder again, lingering this time. “I want to.”
He shook his head faintly.
“I do,” you insisted, voice soft but firm. “I want you exactly like this if this is how you need to be. You don’t have to be easy all the time.”
At that, his hands finally slipped down. Not all the way. Just enough to reveal his face. His eyes were redder now, lashes wet, cheeks flushed with humiliation and crying. He looked absolutely wrecked by the fact that you were seeing him like this, and yet underneath that embarrassment there was something else too, something needy and raw and almost disbelieving. Like he couldn’t quite understand how you were still here, still touching him, still looking at him so gently when he felt so broken open.
You moved one hand from around him to his jaw and turned his face slightly toward you.
“There you are,” you whispered.
His lower lip quivered again instantly.
He looked away. “Don’t.”
Your thumb brushed under his eye. “Don’t what?”
“Be nice to me right now.”
The sentence was so painfully him you almost smiled through your tears.
“Why not?”
“Because I can’t...” He stopped, swallowed, tried again. “I can’t deal with that at the moment.”
Your whole face softened. “You can, though.”
“No, I really can’t.”
His voice cracked again on the last word, and the embarrassment that flashed over his face after it made you slide both arms around him once more, hugging him tighter from behind.
“Yes, you can,” you murmured into the side of his neck. “You can let me love you through it.”
He closed his eyes. You could feel the exact second he gave in to the sentence. Not giving up. Giving in. Letting himself be loved instead of trying to outrun it.
His head tipped back against your shoulder, just slightly, an exhausted, instinctive lean into you. You kissed the damp skin near his temple.
“That’s it,” you whispered. “Just stay with me.”
He nodded weakly. For a while you simply held him while his breathing settled by degrees. One of your hands stroked slowly over his chest. The other combed through his hair over and over, each pass softer than the last. Sometimes he’d catch your wrist for a second, not stopping you, just holding on. Sometimes he’d tilt his face a little more into your shoulder as if he wanted to disappear there.
He was still embarrassed. You could feel it in the way he kept ducking his head whenever you moved around far enough to look at him. In the way he wiped at his face too quickly, like he hated any visible proof. In the way he kept swallowing back the remains of his crying as if even now he wasn’t sure he was allowed this much. So you loved that part too.
You kissed the corner of his jaw. His hair. His temple. The side of his neck. Each kiss quiet and grounding and full of adoration.
Eventually he turned his head enough that your mouths were only inches apart. His eyes flicked to yours, uncertain, vulnerable, still damp.
“Hi,” you whispered.
A tiny, watery huff left him. “Bit rough.”
You smiled softly. “You’re very brave for surviving me saying hi.”
That got the faintest twitch at the corner of his mouth. There he was. Still wrecked. Still heartbroken. Still needing you. But there.
You touched his cheek. “Can I kiss you?”
He nodded immediately. Too quickly. Like he needed it. So you kissed him. Slow at first. Very gentle. Just enough pressure to let him sink into it.
He exhaled shakily into your mouth, and the sound of it nearly melted you. One of his hands came up and found your arm where it was wrapped around him, gripping there as if he needed an anchor while he kissed you back.
You kissed him again, deeper this time. And Oscar turned into it with heartbreaking need. No teasing. No measured restraint. No dry little comments. Just need.
He shifted, turning more toward you on the bed until he was half twisted in your arms, then fully, and suddenly you were both moving at once, the awkward, eager scramble of two people who only cared about getting closer. He pulled you with him, and you let him, until you were facing each other properly, knees knocking, hands everywhere soft and searching and desperate in that way heartbreak sometimes made tenderness feel urgent.
His hands found your waist and held on hard. You cupped his face and kissed him again, and his mouth parted under yours with the most fragile little breath. He still tasted like tears, like held-back words, like the raw ache of a day gone wrong. Every time you kissed him, he seemed to need more of it, not in a greedy way, just in this broken, clinging way that made your chest ache. Like he was trying to be reassured with touch because words alone weren’t enough.
When you pulled back for air, he followed you an inch, eyes still closed.
You brushed your thumb over his cheek. “Sweet boy.”
He actually shivered.
His forehead dropped to yours. “Don’t call me that when I’m already humiliated.”
You smiled softly. “You’re not humiliated.”
He opened his eyes just enough to give you a look that said clearly, I am absolutely humiliated.
You kissed the pout of his mouth before he could say it. That made him melt all over again.
His arms came around you then, really around you, tight and close, pulling you into his lap as if he could not physically stand another inch of distance. You went willingly, settling against him, and the second you did he buried his face against your neck.
There was something so undone about it. So needy. So unguarded. You wrapped yourself around him instantly.
“That’s it,” you whispered, one hand in his hair, the other rubbing slowly up and down his back. “You can have me. I’m right here.”
He let out a shaky breath against your skin.
“Still sorry,” he muttered, voice muffled into your neck.
You smiled sadly and kissed his temple. “I know you are.”
“For this.”
“I know.”
Another pause. Then, smaller: “Can’t seem to stop.”
Your heart twisted so hard it hurt.
You drew back just enough to look at him and tucked a piece of hair back from his forehead. “Then don’t stop yet. Just let me hold you while you do.”
His face softened with something almost like relief. You kissed him again before he could get embarrassed by that too.
This time the kiss went deeper almost instantly, because he needed it to. Because he was still aching, still shaky, still full of things he couldn’t name without breaking apart again. His hands slid into your hair, clumsy and warm, and for a few seconds it was nothing but mouths and breath and the soft rustle of the bedding beneath you.
Every now and then his mouth would falter, the emotion of the day catching up to him again, and he’d press his forehead to yours with a shaky exhale like he was trying not to cry all over again.
And every time, you’d kiss him softly once, then again, then drag your fingers through his hair and tell him in the quietest voice you had, “I’m here.”
Eventually he pulled back just far enough to look at you. His cheeks were still flushed. His lashes were still damp. He still looked embarrassed, still wrecked, still heartbreakingly soft from crying. And he still needed you so obviously it made your whole chest ache.
“You’re not going to think I’m pathetic for this?” he asked, voice low and rough and terribly sincere.
You took his face in both hands.
“Oscar,” you said softly, “I think you’re the bravest person I know. And right now I mostly think you need to be kissed and held until you stop apologizing for having a heart.”
His mouth trembled again, but this time it was closer to being overwhelmed than ashamed. He leaned into your hands. Then he kissed you first. It was a little desperate. A little messy. Very, very tender. And you kissed him back like you could make a home out of your mouth for him, something warm and safe and only his.
He made a small sound into the kiss, still wounded, still soft, and pulled you even closer, until there was no space left at all. And this time, when his eyes filled again, he didn’t hide. He just let you hold him and kiss him and love him through it.
Then, voice small, painfully honest: “Can I… be inside you? Just to—” he swallowed, eyes glossy, “—feel close. I don’t want to think. I just want you.”
You cupped his cheek, thumb brushing his jaw. “You can have me. Come here.”
You took off your sweatpants and climbed into his lap gently. After pulling his jeans and boxers down, he helped guide you down onto him as you moved your panties to the side, slow, careful, like you were something holy. You sank onto him fully and both of you gasped, soft and shaky.
He exhaled into your shoulder like he was finally home. No thrusting. Just warmth. His cock deep inside you, your bodies joined, his arms wrapped tightly around your waist. He let out a broken breath.
“Feels like I can breathe again,” he whispered.
You stroked his hair, cheek to his temple. “You’re safe here. I’ve got you.”
His fingers pressed into your hips, grounding himself in your presence. Every tiny shift made you both shiver, but neither of you chased friction. The connection was the point, the warmth, the fullness, the intimacy.
Time blurred, soft and slow. You kissed his forehead. He sighed, melting under you inch by inch.
Eventually his hands started roaming, lazy strokes up your spine, thumb circling your hipbone, a kiss to your throat. The kind of touches that weren’t asking, just needing.
“You make everything quiet in my head,” he breathed. “I didn’t know I could need someone like this.”
Your chest tightened. You kissed him, slow, lingering, lips brushing like a confession. He kissed back deeper. Gentle became hungry. Stillness became rocking hips. His hands gripped your ass softly, guiding the smallest motions.
You broke the kiss gasping. “Oscar…”
He rested his forehead to yours, pupils blown wide. “Move for me,” he murmured, quiet but wrecked. “Just a little. Please.”
You rolled your hips, slow and soft. He sucked in a breath through his teeth, fingers digging into your waist. “You are so good to me,” he whispered, praise melting into need. “So warm. So perfect around me.”
The soft rhythm grew, bodies sliding together. No rush. No frantic hunger. Just deep, lazy thrusts, like making love half-dreaming, like your heart was guiding your hips more than your body.
He kissed you again, slower this time, tongue brushing yours like he was tasting comfort. “You feel like home,” he breathed into your mouth.
Your fingers tangled in his hair, pulling lightly, and he moaned. Quiet, broken. He thrust up into you, gentle but deeper. Again. And again. Slow waves of pleasure building like warm honey spreading through your veins.
You gasped into his kiss. “Oscar, that feels—”
“I know,” he whispered, kissing down your throat. “Let go for me. I’ve got you.”
His thumb found your clit, barely any pressure, just enough. Combined with the languid slide of him inside you, it was overwhelming in the softest way.
Your orgasm came slowly, like a tide rising, thighs trembling around him, breath catching as you pressed your forehead to his shoulder. “Oscar — I’m—”
“Come for me,” he murmured, holding your hips tighter, helping you ride the wave. “Just let it happen.”
You melted, unraveling with a whimper, muscles fluttering around him. He groaned into your neck, hips stuttering but never rough, chasing his own release through your pleasure.
He came with a soft broken sound, burying his face in your shoulder like he couldn’t contain it. Warmth. Pressure. Fullness. Two bodies trembling as they fell apart together softly.
For a moment neither of you moved, just breathed, foreheads touching, hearts synced.
He kissed your jaw, your cheek, your lips, slow and reverent.
“Thank you,” he whispered, like you saved him. “I needed you.”
You brushed a curl back from his forehead, smiling softly. “I’m not going anywhere.”
He guided you down without pulling out, curling you against him, cock still warm inside you, hand on your back like he needed the connection to keep breathing.
“Can we stay like this for a bit?” he murmured.
“All the time you need,” you whispered.
You fell asleep still joined, bodies tangled, love warm and quiet around you.
the things that drive charles wild are nearly endless, but one thing you do is more prominent than the rest.
note: a little blurb to get that imagination working. god knows mine is hehe. pure filth ahead.
warnings: blowjobs, erections, face fucking, choking, gagging, handjobs, facials, use of slut, cumplay, oral (m and f receiving), fingering, brief mentions of sex.
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charles' biggest weakness.
blowjobs. nothing gets his head spinning faster or his cock growing harder than your soft lips.
especially when they're painted pink.
bonus points if you're wearing lipgloss. god, something about pink sticky lipgloss stains on his cock drives him wild.
when he notices it, his hips involuntarily buck up into your mouth.
sometimes he feels bad when you choke unexpectedly on his length, but god do you look pretty when your eyes gloss over with tears.
the sounds of you choking on him are even prettier though.
he likes tangling his hands in your hair.
bobbing your head up and down on him *ugh*
he thinks of sexual power as a spectrum, not a binary. he places himself just barely closer to dominant than submissive, but only barely.
but when he has his hands in your hair, dictating your speed and how much of him you take into your mouth.
fuck.
there's nothing like it.
he especially loves unexpected head.
the sight of you sinking to your knees, peeling off his boxers, big eyes staring up at him as he sinks between your lips FUCK.
when you use your hands and mouth at the same time, his head starts spinning. he's out of control, and when that happens, he can't help but price up wedding rings in his head.
marriage material, he thinks to himself, until you pull out his cock with a pop and pump him until he finishes all over your face.
slut. his slut.
he likes rubbing his cum over your skin like a moisturiser.
at no point does he think to pull up his boxers and leave after he finishes, no. the opposite actually.
his next move is always to return the favour.
panties are no barrier for him. completely off, around your ankles, pulled to the side, charles doesn't care where they are, just as long as he gets access to you.
fingers, tongue, cock, whatever you want he'll give you.
HELLO omg I got this idea and IMMEDIATELY thought of your f1 drivers react series.
So I was reading a book where the mc (the girl) was at a bar and she was like suuuuper drunk so her bf was called by someone to come get her and when he got there she was like "i have a boyfriend" in like a really drunk way while pushing his chest away as he was tryna help her up to get her home. And he was just so happy and giggly because she'd say to a stranger that she's with him when she's drunk. (Even though she's drunk enough to not realise it's him for a moment.) And I thought it was just such a cute moment, and I'd love to see this with f1 drivers react.
If you do choose to do it could you please do it with KA12, MV33, CL16, LN4, OP81, and any other drivers you wish!!
Thank you!!! 🧡🧡🧡
F1 DRIVERS REACT TO
⪩⪨ featuring: kimi antonelli, max verstappen, charles leclerc, lando norris, oscar piastri, lewis hamilton
⪩⪨ synopsis: f1 drivers react to you saying you have a boyfriend to them while drunk.
⪩⪨ genre: fluff
➜ kimi antonelli
kimi freezes for a second when you push his chest, brows drawn together.
“i— it’s me,” he says softly, trying not to laugh.
you squint at him suspiciously. “i have. a. boyfriend.”
his lips twitch into a cheeky smile. he looks way too pleased.
“really?” he hums. “what’s he like?”
you nod seriously, mouth turning into a pout as you try to look serious. “he’s… nice. and very very handsome.”
that’s it. he’s smiling like an idiot now, cheeks pink as he gently pulls you back toward him.
“okay,” he laughs quietly, wrapping an arm around you. “i’ll take you home. your handsome boyfriend would want that.”
the entire ride back he’s replaying it in his head, heart full, thinking how you still choose him even when drunk.
➜ max verstappen
max watches you shove him with surprising strength and blink up at him like he’s a stranger.
“no,” you slur. “don’t touch me. i have a boyfriend.”
he bursts out laughing.
“wow,” he grins, holding his hands up. “good for you.”
you cross your arms, proud. “he’s very protective.”
max leans down to your level, eyes dark. “yeah? does he look like me, perhaps?”
the grin softens instantly as he pulls you into his chest, kissing the top of your head.
you squint, pause, then—
“…oh.”
“that’s my girl,” he murmurs. “even if you don’t recognize me.”
➜ charles leclerc
charles is immediately gentle, hands hovering so you don’t feel cornered.
“chérie, it’s me,” he says softly.
you gasp, offended. “don't call me that! i have a boyfriend!”
his heart actually melts.
“oh?” he smiles, playing along. “is he nice to you?”
you nod enthusiastically. “he loves me very much.”
charles swallows back a laugh, eyes shining.
he will think about this moment for the rest of his life.
“i do,” he says quietly, pulling you into a careful hug once you finally let him.
“very very much.”
➜ lando norris
you push his chest and nearly lose your balance.
“i’m TAKEN,” you announce loudly.
lando snorts. “yeah, love. by me.”
you gasp. “that’s exactly what he would say!”
he’s laughing so hard he has to wipe his eyes, but he still catches you before you fall.
“this is amazing,” he giggles. “you’re absolutely hammered and still loyal.”
he presses a kiss to your temple as you finally cling to him.
“i hope you know i’m never letting you live this down.”
➜ oscar piastri
oscar freezes when you pull away from him.
“i have a boyfriend,” you say firmly, finger poking his chest.
his brain short circuits a little.
“oh— uh— yeah?” he asks, voice soft, amused. “is he… good at least?”
you nod, leaning forward. “he makes me feel safe.”
that’s it. he’s done. GONER.
oscar smiles so gently it almost hurts, carefully guiding you into his arms.
“okay,” he murmurs. “i’ll take you home where you're safe.”
he’s glowing the entire drive.
➜ lewis hamilton
lewis raises his hands immediately when you glare at him.
“hey, hey— all good,” he laughs. “you’re safe.”
you frown. “i have a boyfriend.”
he beams. “lucky guy.”
when you finally recognize him, you melt against his chest, mumbling apologies.
lewis just hugs you tighter.
“no need. i love that you protect us like that.”
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my f1 drivers react to series might have been the best and worst things to ever happen to me cause they make me SO. DELULU. im just a girl
ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴀʀʏ:You love wearing your boyfriend's merch. And he appreciates it. A lot.
ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ:McLaren (they deserve a warning all their own). Papaya Rules. WAG culture. Oscar is upset. He feels wronged. Y/N is angry. Y/N' has underwear with Oscar's name on it.
ɴᴏᴛᴇꜱ: This is the result when one of your favorite drivers races for a team you hate. Oscar is a sweet little cinnamon bun (he's 2 years older than me, but nvm), love him.
ʟᴏᴀᴅɪɴɢ: MV33 - KA12 - GR63 and LN4 version.
CL16
• Orange had never been your color. That was, until you met Oscar. Just like everything you associated with Oscar, you started to develop a weakness for the color orange.
There was a time when it tired your eyes, you ignored it on any shelf, and it made you startled when you saw it on a billboard. You didn't know why, but you always hated it.
Now, it was the color you constantly reached for when shopping, the one you couldn't stop smiling at, the one that made your cheeks flush with the memory of your boyfriend every time you looked at it, and the one that made your heart blossom.
Over time, this small change started to show up in your home and your clothes. The green dresses, blue t-shirts, purple sweatshirts, white berets, red cardigans, black shoes, and pink hair clips you loved wearing all found their way to the back of your closet with the addition of orange versions.
Your bedroom, once heavily furnished in blue and white, was transformed by the orange flowers Oscar bought you, extending to the paintings on your wall, the hair clips on your dressing table, and the bags hanging on the back of the door.
When you realized you wouldn't be able to see him for weeks, you didn't hesitate to spray the perfume you'd stolen from his room permeating your entire room -and your pillow- .
He noticed. You realized he noticed. He didn't ask. Even if he had, you wouldn't have admitted it. He liked it. You liked it even more. Oscar's presence in your life was reflected in every fiber of your being, and you weren't complaining at all. And he was enjoying it.
• A year and a half into your relationship, your graduation from university coincides with his decision to move to Monaco.
During your video call, Oscar suggests you live in Monaco. You're diving into job postings, both in Monaco and online. You send your CV to every job posting.
Thanks to your successful academic career and the network you've built over the years, your job becomes available about a month later. It's your dream job, a job you've secured based on your skills, a good salary—at least for a recent graduate—and an online job, allowing you to be with Oscar whenever you want.
After the Grand Prix in your home country, Oscar comes to your house to pack your belongings and take you to your rented house in Monaco.
Your home.
Oscar's and yours.
The house where you will live together, grow together, and hold all the beautiful moments you will share together.
If someone had told you a year and a half ago that you'd start building a life with that guy you first met at a cute little café, who couldn't look you in the eye for more than two seconds and couldn't speak to you without blushing, you wouldn't have believed it.
When you go to the other room to get the empty boxes, leaving him alone, he gets up to wander around and explore.
He knows your room from your video calls and from when you hosted him for a few days when he came here for a race last year. But he hadn't had a chance to look at it in detail.
He notices a few changes. The orange that's starting to dominate your room, along with the blue and white. He sees the bag you've hung behind the door. The small McLaren car hanging next to it, and the string of beads attached to it with his name and number written on it.
His gaze wanders to the side. The shelf where his books are kept. A small square of embroidery. It's on the corner of a shelf. You've embroidered his car and his team on it.
He knows you love crafts, but he's never seen like this ones.
Things about him.
Your made it.
Then he turns around and sees a pile of stuffed animals on his bed. But one catches his eye: a croissant plush with a McLaren hat on it. The room is surrounded by things that represent him. Every little detail makes his heart beat faster and his love for you reach deeper levels.
When you walk in with a few boxes, you see the croissant plush he's holding. "Oh, so you found my sleeping buddy."
He turns to you. A smug smile crosses his face. But his cheeks are flushed again. "I didn't know I inspired your decor; I'm honored."
You laugh and begin to unpack. "If you're so happy, I'll definitely ask for your opinion on our new home."
Our home.
Hearing it from you nearly makes his faint. "I'm at your service, ma'am."
You two's laughter echoes through the room. You take a deep breath as he turns to grab the other box.
Thankfully, he didn't see the underwear with his name on it.
This will be a surprise for the first night in your new home.
• Before you met him, McLaren was just a car brand you'd heard of. Right now? You hated them so much. You hated them for how they always made Oscar's shoulders slump when he came home after a race, for the hurt look in his eyes when he stepped onto the podium, which he smiled at but tried to hide, for every shred of hope he'd built up little by little each week, only to be meticulously crushed by his team each time. Anger boiled in your blood. Your hands were shaking with rage.
And you had to keep your anger bottled up because of the camera shone in your face every time you showed up to appease a handful of parasocial fans obsessed with WAGs. Don't show anything. For Oscar. For his reputation. That's what matters. You came here for him. He needs you. You need him too.
P2.
That wasn't bad. His result wasn't the problem, anyway. Even if he knew he'd finish last, you would have taken your place next to him. But that wasn't the point.
He started the race from pole. Start? Smooth. Every lap he took, every corner he took for 25 laps was flawless. Not a single mistake. Perfect consistency. And on lap 26, McLaren pits Oscar. Pit stop time:
4.7
Fucking 4.7 seconds. Lando's Pit stop time one lap earlier:
1.9
His pit stops are always faster.
His victories are always celebrated louder.
His talent is always talked about more.
Oddly, things always work out in his favor.
Just like right now. Lando, two seconds behind Oscar, takes the lead due to a botched pit stop.
Just like last race, when Red Bull, trailing behind, asked Oscar to give up his position so he wouldn't overtake Lando in the championship.
Just like Oscar, who wanted to stay out due to rain in the first race, was pitted, and Lando, who wanted to pit, was told to wait his turn. And a lap later, the red flag goes up. Lando wins again.
If it hadn't all happened, or if you were somewhere else, you might have thought it was an unfortunate glitch, but you're in the garage, and you can hear the smiles and laughter, even if quiet, and their applause. You don't turn around. You don't look at them. You don't make a scene. You want to do it, but your anger and frustration are crushed beneath the weight of contracts, promises, financial and moral obligations. You grab your bag and approach Oscar's car.
He sees you. You approach him and wrap your arms around his neck. From the outside, his face is unreadable. Oscar, with his usual "poker face." Oscar, nicknamed "Raikonnen's Younger Version" for not showing his emotions. You feel the tremors in his hands and shoulders when he returns your hug.
Neither of you says anything. What is there to say? He climbs onto the podium. His face is expressionless. He looks at the people below. Then Lando comes out. His team is there, applauding, crying and screaming with joy. But none of them look at him. None of them are there for him. After the second half of the season, they don't even try to hide it anymore.
He picks up the trophy and lifts it. Only one person. Only one person is truly applauding, screaming with joy, the joy reaching their eyes.
It's you.
Only you.
You're aware of everything. And he knows you've turned this into a battle for him. At first, you were quiet, shy. You didn't come to races very often; if you did, you'd come in casual clothes, trying to stand off to the side, leaving the stage to him and avoiding the cameras. You'd talk quietly to him in the garage so as not to disturb anyone. You didn't post much on social media.
As things progressed, you realized his situation. You saw the injustices with your own eyes.
Something stirred within you.
And then something changed in you. He noticed it. You came to his races more often. You always wore clothes with his name on them. The necklace with his name on it never left his neck. In the garage, your tone would change, especially if there were team members around you, becoming louder and more intense.
"I support you."
"I'm always with you."
"Go show everyone who the next champion is."
You were sure you'd be at the front of the podium, right there with your team and in front of the cameras. After each race, you started sharing stories on IG.
"Perfect as always."
"You're amazing."
"Wow! Another victory? You're lucky to have this guy, @mclaren."
You wanted them to hear, to know. Oscar Piastri isn't alone. There's someone who loves and supports him. No matter what.
And he knows that everything you do, the actions you take, the noise you make, the effort you put in, is for him. He knows he's not doing it just for Oscar Piastri, but for "Oscar."
And he smiles. Not because he got on the podium or won the trophy.
It's because you're there.
Because you're his.
He smiles.
At the end of the day, you are the only person, other than his family, that he trusts and believes in your support and love for him.
☆ warnings: breeding kink, unprotected p in v, dad!oscar, domestic intimacy, possessive undertones, pent up tension
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being a dad somehow fits him better than any racing suit ever could.
you watch him from the doorway as he kneels down beside the toy box, sorting little plastic animals back into their sections.
of course, oscar organised them into sections.
his forearms flex under the soft cotton of his t-shirt, pale and stupidly strong. he turns towards the baby monitor and scans the screen, checking the little red light twice. always twice, total dad mode.
responsible and steady.
you’re leaning against the hallway wall, watching him. he’s doing it so effortlessly, just focused on being a good dad like it’s nothing.
and it’s the nothing of it that gets to you. so hot and he doesn’t even realise it.
the quiet competence and the gentle firmness. the casual expectation of taking care both you and your daughter, without expecting praise for it.
he’s humming some house tune under his breath as he keeps tidying up. an adorable dork, and you swear it shoots straight to your core. because he’s so calm, so collected, and just so the man of the house.
you’ve barely had time for each other these past weeks. parenting, work and simple exhaustion. the kind of exhaustion that before you had your daughter, you would settle by ruining each other senselessly. but now, it's different. you have to keep it in, let it build.
but tonight, something cracks.
maybe it’s the way he lifted your daughter earlier, one hand supporting her back and the other slipping through her curls so gently. maybe it’s how he kissed the top of her head and whispered something soft you couldn’t hear. maybe it’s how he handled bedtime with his warm voice, steady hands and incredible patience. and maybe, it’s because he looked so fucking attractive doing it.
you’re fucking starved for him.
he stands and stretches a little. his arms over his head as his shirt lifts, showing that line of delicious skin above his waistband. lean stomach and waist. but your eyes settle somewhere else. on those thick, strong thighs.
fuck.
“osc?” you call, voice not as steady as you’d hoped.
he turns and gives you that soft dad smile, the one that always warms your chest.
“everything okay?” he asks whilst moving toward you, hands already reaching to touch your hips in that unconscious way he always does.
god, those hands.
“mhm,” you hum, stepping closer. “just watching.”
he laughs under his breath, eyes dropping in that shy but not too shy way. he knows exactly what you’re doing, and where this is going.
"yeah? what’s so interesting about me tidying up after a toddler?”
everything, literally everything.
“just… you,” you murmur. your fingers brush up his arm, feeling the warmth under his skin. “you look good like this.”
“like what?” he asks, still amused and oblivious to just how far gone you are.
you lean in a little and lower your voice.
“like a dad.”
you watch it hit him. a small stutter in his breath, heat climbing the back of his neck.
“hm,” he says, thumb stroking your hip. “is that what’s gotten into you?”
you don’t bother lying, you just bite your lip and nod.
his hands tighten just enough as if to say i know. just enough to say careful, sweetheart.
you roll your eyes at his nonverbal messages, and his arms are now loosely crossing over his chest. his biceps tightening just a little. he’s teasing, but he’s also reading you, the way he always does.
“you’re turned on.”
it’s not a question. he laughs under his breath and it's not mocking, just soft and a little disbelieving.
“you still get worked up from this? from me putting her to bed and tidying up?”
his thumb strokes your jaw.
“that’s all it takes?”
you nod, heat crawling over your skin. and that’s when his expression shifts.
"i already put her to bed,” he murmurs, leaning in until his forehead touches yours.
your pulse jumps and he feels it.
“and now,” he adds, voice dropping. “i think i’ve got one more girl to take care of tonight.”
your thighs fucking clench.
“osc, baby…”
he chuckles, soft and kind. “i know that look, haven’t seen it in a while.”
you swallow, holding your gaze on him.
“you’ve been… really good to us lately.”
the words fall out before you can stop them, and suddenly you're just rambling whilst so fucking horny.
“like…really fucking good. with her, with everything. and i just-”
he tilts your chin up gently.
“you get turned on watching me be a dad, hm? you know that’s fine, right?”
fuck, he's so calm about it. so collected, like he knew all along.
“come here,” he backs you slowly against the hallway wall, caging you in with an arm on either side of your head. he is not aggressive, he never is. just steady and sure. that firm, gentle control that makes your heart warm and your cunt wet.
his voice is barely above a whisper.
“you’ve been looking at me like you can't hold it anymore.”
“because i can't,” you breathe.
he smiles, all smug, soft and intimate all at once.
“good.”
he kisses you deeply. not frantic or rushed, but patient like he's making up for all the missed time between you. his hand slips under your jaw, guiding your mouth open. his thigh slides between yours just enough to make your breath hitch.
and he feels it, the way your body presses further into his without any shame.
“god, baby.” he whispers against your lips. “i know it's been a while, but god you're so needy. haven’t even touched you and you’re shaking. you haven't been playing with yourself, either?”
“just wanted you, osc,” you murmur, forehead to his chest.
“hm, i know,” he says, brushing a hand through your hair. “and i’m sorry. but i’m here now, yeah? not going anywhere.”
you look up at him softly, and you see it. that quiet masculinity that makes you want to drop to your knees and give him all of you.
“oscar,” you whisper. “i want another baby.”
he freezes, just for a moment. his jaw tightens, not in fear or in shock, but in pure fucking lust.
“yeah?” voice dropping to something deeper. “is that what you want, sweetheart? want me to breed you again?”
you nod, breath shaky. “fuck yes, i want you to give me another one.”
“you really want another one?” he whispers against your throat.
his thumb traces your bottom lip, all slow and deliberate. you suck lightly on the pad of his thumb without thinking.
and that’s it, that’s when his control vanishes.
“jesus christ,” he mumbles against your ear. “you’re really not playing fair tonight.”
he lifts you easily and carries you to the bedroom. he carefully lays you on the sheets and hovers over you, bracing himself on one arm whilst the other runs down your stomach and your hips until he spreads your thighs with a firm, claiming touch.
you grab his shirt all desperate, but he catches your wrists and pushes them above your head as he presses you further into the bed.
“you really want me to give you another baby?” he asks. “or do you just want to be stuffed full of me because it’s been too long?”
your breath hitches.
“both, osc.” you whisper.
he exhales a shaky laugh.
“jesus, you're gonna kill me,” he whispers, eyes dragging down your body. “already trembling from a little teasing.”
“fuck.” you breathe. “it's you. being like this with her, with us, and it just-"
he cuts you off with his mouth against your neck, sucking just enough to make you gasp.
“yeah,” he murmurs. “i know baby, i know.”
his hand slides between your legs and he feels how warm your core is. how soft, wet and just so fucking ready you are for him and his cock.
you arch up at the touch, so desperate it’s almost humiliating. he smiles into your skin and his fingers tighten on your thigh.
“i know how to take care of my girls,” he whispers, lips brushing your ear. "and i know exactly how to handle you.”
you whimper, and he loves it. he loves the way you react, the way you still come undone so easily for him, even after everything. even after a baby, even after years.
you both have that careful and controlled lust that has been building for so long. he moves with purpose and slow intention as he continues to undress you both.
he finally slides his cock inside you, and you gasp so loud at the blunt stretch that he has to cover your mouth. he laughs softly into your neck.
“quiet, baby,” he chuckles. “the little one is asleep.”
the rhythm is not gentle.
his cock hits your insides so fucking well, so deep as you feel your walls clench around him every single time he thrusts back into you. your back arches, your nails drag down his shoulders and he lets out a soft groan. he's been waiting for this for just as long as you have, to have his cock so deep inside you and be all soaked in your cunt.
oscar holds you down, strong and steady. his hips are still driving into you with controlled desperation as his breath is broken in your ear. his pace turns sharp, the mattress rocking with each thrust. his hand slides to the back of your neck, holding you still. it's not rough enough to hurt, but just firm enough to own you.
“holy shit,” he gasps. “i missed you, i missed this pussy so fucking much.”
you moan his name and his grip tightens on your hips. your cunt clenches again around his cock, too.
“you really want another baby? want me to fill you up again and make you so fucking full of my cum?”
shit.
your nails dig deeper into him, his skin breaking with your nails. you nod and whine and beg, too fucked to answer in a coherent sentence.
"yes, osc please. fuck fuck fuck-"
he buries his face in your neck, thrusts faltering and breath so warm. his hand reaches down to your clit, determined to make you fall apart right in front of him. he wants to show you how good he can handle you, how he can take care of all of you.
his touch instantly makes your eyes roll back and you finally fall apart under him, with his fingers still pressing tight circles on your clit. you're trembling, gasping into his shoulder as he holds you through it. so steady and gentle.
and when his girl cums and feels good, oscar knows that now he can now let go and feel good too.
“look at me.”
you do. your vision is blurry with the force of his cock inside you and the tingles from your orgasm.
“that’s it,” he breathes, voice cracking slightly. “take it baby, you wanted this.”
your fingers claw harder at his back and he groans. his cock hits deep and raw, before he grabs your wrists again and pins them down to fuck into you even harder.
he's rambling, like he always when he gets so close. you usually find it adorable, but today it's different. he's wrecking your insides.
“you want another baby? you want me to fill you and make you mine again?
your moans and bright doe eyes tell him everything.
“i’m gonna take care of my girl so fucking well,” hips moving faster, almost desperate. “gonna give you everything, baby.”
the room feels hot, air thick and the bed softly creaking. his pace quickens and his restraint falters as his fingers dig once more into your hips. he buries his face in your neck, groaning against your skin as he moves with a rough, frantic rhythm that sends sparks up your spine.
“fuck, baby i'm-”
you arch against him, clinging to him as he loses himself. he cums, his cock spurting thick hot cum inside you with a soft little groan. his forehead pressed to your collarbone, and you can feel the heat spilling deep inside you.
oscar exhales, and you let out a soft whine.
he doesn't pull away, he just stays with you. right there, just feeling at home with you. after some time, he kisses your cheek, all soft and smiling as he glances at his cum that is now dripping from your cunt down your thighs.
“you’re unbelievable, you know that?” he whispers.
you nuzzle into him, feeling so light and warm.
“love you.”
he hums against your skin.
“i love you too. wanna do it again, make sure i give you another baby?"
☆ warnings: very horny!oscar x bratty!reader, unprotected p in v, huge praise kink, exhibitionism?, possessive undertones, dirty talk, implied multiple rounds, bonus morning scene ⋆ inspo: (x) (x) (x) (x)
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oscar <3: heading home soon. :))
oscar <3: miss you.
oscar <3: you're so pretty.
you know he’s drunk the moment your phone lights up.
not because of typos, he’s still too annoyingly precise for that, but just the pattern of his messages. the multiple messages being sent right after each other, the extra parentheses in his smiley face. yeah, he's drunk.
and that’s when you smile, because oscar barely ever texts like that, unless the room is spinning a little and he’s pretending it isn’t. he had the drivers' dinner, and by the time you hear his keys fumble at the door, you’re already leaning against the hallway wall. your arms crossed, cheekily waiting.
he steps inside with that his shirt slightly more unbuttoned than it was before he left home. his cheeks are warm, hair a bit messy. he doesn't look wrecked or sloppy, just a bit more loose than usual. a version of him you don't see so often.
"hi.” he grins.
you raise a brow. “hi.”
he walks straight to you, without any hesitation. just gravitates towards you with his two hands sliding to around waist, pulling you in. and that’s when you feel it, the way his hips brush against yours and the way his breath catches at the subtle friction.
“oh my god, osc.” you murmur. “you’re horny.”
he hides his face in your neck like it’s a confession. "…maybe a little.”
you giggle because he’s lying. he’s hard, fully and uncontrollably fucking hard.
“did you have fun tonight?” you ask.
“mhm,” he’s not hearing a word. his fingers are already pressing into your hips and his eyes are glued to your tits. “missed you.”
it’s the way he says it, so unfiltered and raw that it implies that he missed more than just your presence. it makes stomach flutter.
he pulls back just enough to look at you properly, and that’s when you see it. he has his brown pupils blown wide and a pink flush crawling from his cheeks down to his throat.
youu thumb his cheek lightly. “you’re staring.”
“i can’t help it,” his voice drops. “you look so fucking good, you smell good too.”
your breath hitches. oscar doesn’t talk like that, definitely not when sober.
you tap his lean chest. “okay. what happened tonight?”
his eyes dart away and his hand rubs the back of his neck. oh, he is embarrassed.
“baby…” he groans, already regretting it. “you’re gonna make fun of me.”
“oh, i absolutely am.”
he sits on the arm of the couch, with a light sense of shame like he’s a little boy waiting to be told off.
"the guys were talking about sex.”
there’s a pause.
“like… a lot.”
you grin. your polite, proper boyfriend got influenced by his friends and by the beautiful effects of alcohol. fucking hilarious.
“so you joined?”
“not on purpose!” he insists. “they started talking about their girlfriends and i wasn’t going to but then we started taking some shots and i-"
he shuts his eyes, muttering, “fuck.”
“what did you tell them?” you ask sweetly, almost condescendingly.
he drops his face into his hands. “too much.”
“like?”
he peeks at you between his fingers, cheeks bright pink. “that our sex is always amazing.”
your smile widens. oscar piastri, your calm and collected boyfriend was drunk bragging about your sex. “and…?”
“that you’re… stupidly attractive.” he swallows hard. “and that we’re a little… kinky.”
you snort. “oscar piastri.”
“i didn’t mean to!” he protests. “they were bragging about how dominant they are and i just… i might’ve said you’re a brat sometimes.”
“oh? and what else?”
he groans. “baby, please.”
“tell me.”
he licks his dry lips, accepting his fate. “i said i handle you.”
your thighs press together. he sees it, and his pupils dilate even more.
“and how exactly do you handle me?” you push.
he bites his lip anxiously. “well… jesus. i told them you like when i take control.”
your breath hitches. the idea of your boyfriend bragging about you is suddenly getting you a lot more hot and bothered than you initially expected.
“and?”
his throat bobs as he swallows again. “and that you like when i pin you down. and when you act up and i-fuck.”
he shakes his head. “i shouldn’t have said that.”
your smile at him. your eyes so bratty, determined to make the most of oscar's lust.
“awh, so you wanted to show off to your friends what a big strong boy you are?”
fuck.
his jaw goes slack and his breath stutters. suddenly, whatever little restraint he had left evaporates. oscar's hand grabs onto your waist, pulling you between his knees.
“don’t say shit like that to me right now.”
“why?” you tease. “does it make you horny? do i make you horny?”
he looks up at you. his eyes dark, desperate and just so fucking gone.
“i’ve been fucking hard since dessert,” he confesses, voice deep and slightly slurred with honesty. “literally just thinking about you. thinking about telling them how good you are for me. how good you sound when i-”
he bites his lip, losing the sentence. “oh my god.”
your fingers slide into his hair. “oscar?”
he grabs your hips so harshly and his voice breaks. "i want you, now.”
“you can have all of me, osc.”
he stands so fast you nearly stumble. his mouth crashes into yours, hot and messy. he’s already walking you backwards down the hall, hands everywhere. he's so touchy, all over your waist, your ass and your neck.
“been thinking about you straddling me. about your mouth. about the way you whine when i pull your hair.”
he pushes you against the bedroom door, kissing you like he’s a teenager again. hands all over, with no patience. he slips his hand between your legs over your clothes and presses onto your core. you tug at his shirt as soon as you feel the pressure on your clothed clit.
he pushes you onto the bed and climbs over you. he's kissing your throat and your chest, sucking irresponsible marks that sober oscar will feel bad about in the morning.
his hands roam over your body, cupping your tits, sliding down your waist and gripping your thighs. he's pinning you against the bed as he buries his face in your neck.
“you’re genuinely so fucking hot,” his hand pushes down your underwear and he slips his fingers warmly inside your cunt. “fuck. wet already? you like that i bragged about you?”
you whimper at the feeling, slightly shy. he laughs softly against your neck.
“of course you do." he murmurs against your skin. “i told them how bratty you can be. how you tease, and how i handle you. how you beg, and i- fuck. i’ve been thinking about it all night.”
you arch against him, biting your lip as your legs wrap around him to cage him closer to your body. “showing off what strong a boy you are got you this worked up?”
“fuck. yes,” he groans. “you make me want to fuck you senseless.”
you trail your hands down his back, nails lightly grazing his skin. he fumbles with his belt, unbuttoning his pants as he groans into your ear.
“been thinking about your little bratty attitude that you get. about how i hold you down, how you love it even when you pretend to fight me.”
you gasp, fingers threading through his hair. “oh god, osc.”
he's so clumsy but with intent. not gentle but eager, and just so greedy, almost like he's discovering you all over again. his fingers work you open while he grinds against your thigh, shamelessly seeking friction.
“you make my cock throb,” he admits, voice thin with need. “fuck baby, i’m so hard it hurts.”
he’s never talked like this. oscar is never this filthy, never this shameless.
you tug at his belt.
“then fuck me, osc. please.”
you're always just so good to him. he quickly pulls his own pants down and pushes your legs open. he plays clumsily with your clit, frantic and desperate. then, he slides his throbbing cock inside you and stops after a single thrust. he's breathing hard, eyes shut and simply overwhelmed.
“oh fuck.” his forehead drops to your shoulder. “too good. too fucking good, jesus christ.”
he's consuming all you with his hands, mouth, cock, everything at once. he continues, and each desperate thrust is just for him, just for pure the pleasure of feeling you wrapped around his throbbing cock.
he's moving without any rhythm, just need and lust. dirty, sloppy thrusts into your cunt that make the headboard bang against the wall. your nails dig into his back.
"god, i got hottest girl, the naughtiest girl, the best fuck. you make me hard just by looking at me. i want you so bad. i told them how bratty you can be, how i have to hold you down. how you beg when i’m rough. fuck, you make me so hard- i want to cum inside you.”
his words, his heat, his desperation. it's all too much, as he slams his cock into you. every thrust is messy and just so greedy.
“oscar, fuck-”
“i’m sorry,” he pants. “i’m fuck- i’m not gonna last. you feel too good, baby. you feel so fucking good-”
you pull him closer. “it’s okay osc, just enjoy it.”
“no.” his voice cracks. “i wanted to take my time, i swear i did. but fuck, the way your cunt feels and the way you look, and the way you’re moaning."
he's a rambling mess as buries himself deep, quickly cumming with a broken moan against your neck. his release is loud and messy, hips stuttering and hands gripping your waist like he’s trying to hold himself together. he collapses on top you, so fucking embarrassed.
“oh my god.” he hides his face in your chest. “i’m so sorry.”
you stroke his hair.
“baby,” you laugh softly. “you came in like two minutes.”
he groans. "don’t fucking remind me.”
you kiss his forehead, so sticky and warm. “it was hot.”
he looks up at you, eyes soft but hazy. “you really think so? you're so weird, baby.”
you giggle. “you were so worked up, it’s cute.”
"cute? you're unreal. you look so good right now."
"drunk oscar would say that to anyone.”
he tilts his head.
“no, drunk oscar says things he’s too shy to say sober. like how how i want to fuck you again even though you just milked my cock within two minutes.”
fuck.
“round two,” he murmurs. “i’m giving you a proper one.”
“sober osc style, hm?”
“no.” a slow smile spreads across his face. “drunk oscar style. the one who bragged all night about how well you take my cock.”
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the next morning
you wake up first. ironic, considering the way oscar destroyed your sleep schedule last night.
oscar's faceis buried in your chest, one arm slung across your waist. typical clingy oscar when drunk. you brush your fingers through his messy hair and he groans softly, nuzzling closer like a cat.
then, he freezes. he slowly lifts his head and blinks at you.
“…morning.”
you smile. “morning.”
he looks down at your naked bodies tangled together. “oh no.”
you bite your lip to hold back a laugh but he notices.
“don’t laugh at me,” he says, hiding his face behind your shoulder. “i know i was a menace.”
“hm, that you were.” you confirm with a wide grin.
he groans into your skin. “fuck, i remember. it’s like watching someone else ruin my reputation.”
"you said many things.”
"oh god, please let's just forget about it.”
you raise a brow. “like how you told lando you manhandle me when i’m brattier than usual.”
oscar physically cringes. he slaps a hand over his face so aggressively, trying to hide his shame.
“i did not…"
“you did.”
and he’s red. not pink, pure fucking red. “jesus fucking christ."
you stretch innocently. "oh, and how we're we’re kinky. how i’m sooo hot. how you’re a strong boy.”
he falls backward onto his pillow with a little groan.
"i meant i manhandle you,” he corrects all flustered. “i did not say ‘strong boy', that sounds like something a toddler says about lifting a chair.”
he cuts himself off, blinking. he looks at you slowly and smiles. his blush deepens.
“you really liked what i said? i thought it was all so cringe.”
“oh, it’s extremely cringe.”
he closes his eyes. “fuck.”
you whisper into his ear, mimicking his drunk words. "baby, you make my cock throb.”
oscar's eyes widen in pure fucking shame. “no. nope. absolutely not. i’m breaking up with myself.”
you burst into laughter and after some minutes of suffering, he finally peeks at you.
“you really liked it, didn’t you?”
you kiss him softly. “very much.”
his expression softens into that warm, gentle oscar smile. "...i wasn’t too much, was i?”
you shake your head. “not at all, osc.”
he exhales in relief, pulling you closer. “god. i need to apologise to the guys.”
“you absolutely will not,” you argue, climbing on top of him. “they got you drunk, let them suffer.”
he laughs, still kinda shy. his hands slide up your thighs, settling on your hips.
“so i said all that and embarrassed myself, and you’re still climbing on top of me first thing in the morning?”
you lean down until your noses touch. “obviously.”
A couple of months ago Oscar just saw how the WDC slipped from his hands after an amazing season he was performing just as you had the worst break up you could imagine when you were about to release an album where you poured your heart and soul for how happy you were
Now, you both are sitting across each other signing a contract for a two-year relationship despite knowing nothing about each other and having no idea of how bad (or good) this decision could be.
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lando congratulations osc 🎉🧡
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popbase Y/N and Timothée Chalamet more in love than ever.
The couple has been seen around New York on different dates on what people believe is the week of their third anniversary. We love them just as much as you and wish them to enjoy their time together since Chalamet is about to start a new project and Y/N is rumored to announce her tour dates really soon
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user1 my fucking parents 😭
user2 the it couple of this century
user3 a match made in heaven omg I love them 😍
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f1gossipofficial Oscar Piastri after losing WDC by just 23 points to his teammate Lando Norris
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user1 noooo my oscar no one deserved it more than you 😭
user2 I hate seeing him like this omg 🤧🤧
user3 I mean lando was better the entire season so idk why everyone is so annoying in the comments
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user2 I really hope he's not cheating;;;; my parents 😢
user3 don't jump into conclusion guys 😖
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user1 yay oscar relax and come back stronger
user2 feels quite nice seeing him spending time for himself
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Feb 5th 2026 - Thursday 07:45 am
"Wait repeat that again?"
"We are late, the McLaren team are already waiting in the meeting room?"
"The other part James, what the fuck"
"Oh! You and Oscar Piastri are signing for a pr relationship, two years I believe"
"TWO YEARS?!"
"Y/N calm down please, everything is already set, you just need to hear the whole explanation and I'm sure your going to see the vision of the PR team"
"If I'm crossing that door it is because I trust you James, but the moment I see anything weird I'm leaving and I expect no one to question me"
"Got it"
Although it was early in the morning when you woke up the last thing you expected was this, you were about to enter the meeting room of your discography and a guy you just know his name was waiting for you to be your fake boyfriend. You thought it was either a dream and you were still sleeping or your team had lost their minds, but James told you to trust them and although it pissed you off if you trusted someone was him, after being your manager for six years he was like family to you, he was probably one of the people that knew you the best and if he was okay with all this crazy idea your pr team had come up with then it meant that it wasn't that bad.
"So basically the purpose of all this is to ensure that your image is not affected by the actions of third parties. You are both still very young, with careers that could be unparalleled, and we do not want you to be seen as the unfortunate ones of history because of a cheating scandals and a couple of bad races." After listening to Emily, one of the head pr managers from Oscar team, explain the whole purpose and all the details the idea was definitely not that crazy anymore.
You glanced sideways to James and saw a bit of a smirk like saying «see, I told you» which you couldn't help but roll your eyes with a tiny smile.
"But it has to be two years? isn't that too much?" Oscar asked, and you agreed, you understand the whole point but two years was a long time.
"The thing is, Y/N had an album about to be released, and the main idea behind it revolved around love and being in love, which obviously doesn't work for us now" you closed your eyes not believe once again how blind you were "And even though we might be able to save a couple of songs, we need to release something and announce a tour. The idea from here on is to do a short tour with a few dates, since it's not possible to make an entire album in a matter of weeks, and over the next two years, release an album that's totally different from what the first one would have been and do a world tour. For your part, we believe that having a woman like Y/N by your side will get you talked about in a positive way. She is a very influential figure in other fields besides music, and we believe that showing that you have a healthy relationship and that you are truly in love will make you appear more confident. In addition, for quite some time, people will be talking about you both as a couple and how you managed to get a girlfriend like her, and thus you will be asked less about the previous season" Emily explained everything, somehow you were amazed by both pr teams they really had everything down.
"What do you mean by how I managed to pull someone like her?" Oscar asked once again this time being even more confused
"Oscar love, you really have no idea don't you?" Sophie, the lady you believed was his manager or her journalist, said. Oscar just looked at her and shook very slowly as if he was embarrassed "She's a huge artist, millions of followers on social media, millions of monthly listeners, fills stadiums on her own... You are a really nice driver but your media duties don't even match a day of her life, people will talk and will ask how you managed" she finished
You were a bit flattered since hearing people talking so highly of you and your achievements felt a little strange to you even after so many years, and hearing Oscar say a tiny «oh!» while his ears turned all red in embarrassment didn't help.
After going through a few more details on how you were going to meet to be seen for the first time and a background to tell the media and paparazzi and agree on who was the tiny circle of people that could know the truth you finally signed the contracts. You exchanged numbers with Oscar and started following each other on all social media and left the room to attend your schedule for the rest of the day. You looked at your phone, 9 a.m., a record time for getting yourself into a mess.
Later that day you receive a text message form and unsaved number, Oscar.
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user2 who is that?
⤿user3 f1 driver
⤿user2 my girl was so over Hollywood
⤿user3 who wouldn't? 🙄
user4 they are kinda cute together 🥹
user5 watch Oscar win every single race from now on
user6 pls Oscar whoever you are treat her nice 😭
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A/N: Hello everyone!! hope you like the first chapter 🥹
I'm so so so excited to share this with everyone, please let me know what you think and although I've proof read it English is not my first language so if you spot any mistake let me know so I can fix it
Let me know as well if you want to be added to the tag list so you don't miss any preview nor chapter.
also I'd like to clarify that the characters of the fic like Timothée Chalamet and Kylie Jenner are being used just for the sake of the plot, no hate towards them. Just like Lily, Oscar's girlfriend, in this au she doesn't exist, Oscar referring to past relationships doesn't involve any particular person.
oscar piastri has somehow become part of the leclerc family, just… not for the reason everyone assumes.
pairing: oscar piastri x leclerc!fem reader
requested: yes!! hope this delivers
warnings: use of y/n, slightly inaccurate timeline for plot purposes, oscar piastri leclerc propaganda, mentions of alexandra and other members in charles’ family. also this is just for fun and obviously fiction, i'm not trying to reflect any person in real life ‹3
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oscarpiastri Another Monaco podium. On to Barca
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username1 i love you so much 🥲
username2 so nice to see oscar with his dad on the podium
ynleclerc 👏 ❤︎ liked by the author
⤷ username3 omg i didn’t know y/n and oscar were even friends
⤷ username4 the leclercs fully adopted him this weekend i fear
username5 1681 podium we cheered!!!
username6 father and son celebrating on the podium together
f1 The Piastri-Leclerc genes are strong 💪
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ynleclerc
Monte-Carlo, Monaco
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ynleclerc weekends at home 🤍
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username1 i missed you in the paddock pls don’t disappear again
alexandrasaintmleux ❤️❤️❤️❤️
⤷ username2 the most gorgeous girls
⤷ username3 i love their friendship
username4 my favorite leclerc, no competition ❤︎ liked by the author
arthur_leclerc Where did you get the cap?
⤷ ynleclerc some small brand
⤷ arthur_leclerc That's my cap
⤷ ynleclerc prove it
yourbff FORZA FERRARI
username5 i spot the same bracelet from charles’ post
⤷ charles_leclerc She stole it
⤷ ynleclerc borrowing isn't stealing
⤷ charles_leclerc It's been 3 months
⤷ username6 NOT THREE MONTHS 💀
username7 oscar likedddd
⤷ username8 they're probably just friends through charles and arthur
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oscarpiastri
Hope they made you smile 😊
charles_leclerc
Did he send the giant bouquet on purpose to earn points or is this just his style?
⤷ ynleclerc
maybe he just has good taste?? idk sounds possible
arthur_leclerc
I can’t believe Oscar Piastri is sending my sister flowers
⤷ ynleclerc
you literally know him
⤷ arthur_leclerc
That’s why I’m shocked
He used to be a dork who laughed at everything I said
Now he’s sending coordinated bouquets from Barcelona like some kind of professional romantic
lorenzotl
He has good taste
⤷ ynleclerc
i’ll let him know the approval committee said yes
alexandrasaintmleux
I love you 🫶🏻
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oscarpiastri
Circuit de Barcelona-Catalunya
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oscarpiastri Enjoyable one that
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username1 p1 baby let’s gooooo
username2 you did it amazing im so so so so proud of you
username3 awwww charles’ mum liked this
⤷ username4 he’s fully integrated into that family it’s so sweet
username4 did i see…. ABS 🤯
ynleclerc well deserved 🥹🧡
⤷ oscarpiastri Thank you!
username5 that’s my world champion right there
charles_leclerc 👏👏👏 ❤︎ liked by the author
⤷ username6 charles supporting his adopted son
⤷ username7 this will never not be funny
username8 finally a smile 🙂↕️
arthur_leclerc Congrats 👏 ❤︎ liked by the author
username9 the entire leclerc family is in these likes i love it
⤷ username10 he’s one of them now
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op81updates oscar in a recent interview revealing that his french is actually quite good because charles' mum cuts his hair and doesn't speak english so they communicate in french 😭 #CanadianGP
Interviewer: "Last time we spoke, your French was a work in progress. How's it coming along?"
Oscar: laughs "I think my French is actually quite good now! Well, better than it was."
Interviewer: "Have you been practicing?"
Oscar: "Yeah, I've had some help and I've been putting it to use."
Interviewer: "Oh? How so?"
Oscar: "Well, I get my haircuts from Charles' mum, and she doesn't speak a single word of English."
Interviewer: surprised "And she understands you?"
Oscar: smiles "She does now! Took a bit at first."
Interviewer: "The Leclerc family must really like you."
Oscar: "I hope so."
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username1 mr worldwide (0.000000001% french)
username2 okay so the thread about yn and oscar is making more sense now
username3 hope he's getting a family discount at least
⤷ username4 FAMILY DISCOUNT I'M SCREAMING
⤷ username5 if he's dating yn he better be getting it for free
username6 they really get along well and that makes me soooo happy
username7 THAT'S SO FUCKING CUTEEEE
username8 well he IS a leclerc so that makes sense to me
username9 oscar piastri leclerccccc
username10 i really need to hear oscar speaking french
username11 omg pascale still cuts his hair I MOVED
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So Easy (To Fall In Love) - Olivia Dean
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ynleclerc this n that
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username1 the third pic 👀
username2 soft launching is an art form and she’s mastered it
alexandrasaintmleux 😍😍😍😍 ❤︎ liked by the author
username3 who’s the mystery man in pic 3
charlotte2304 Très belle 😍 ❤︎ liked by the author
yourbff he’s getting better at taking pics finally
⤷ ynleclerc yes i’m training him well
username4 WAIT OSCAR’S SISTER LIKED THIS
username5 i’m connecting dots 🕵️🕵️🕵️
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oscarpiastri
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oscarpiastri Prep week 💪
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username1 IS THIS WHAT WERE DOING NOW
ynleclerc WJD+}.sS..DKFKR
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username2 i hate when they know.
username3 learning the art of thirst traps you’re doing great keep it up
username4 oh my god did anyone saw y/n’s comment before she deleted it
⤷ username5 YES IT WAS JUST KEYSMASH I HAVE THE SCREENSHOT
⤷ username6 she really said sjdkfksk and then DELETED
⤷ username7 can’t blame her 😭😭
⤷ username8 i’m starting a new rumor as we speak
⤷ username9 y/n girl... come back... we’re not judging...
⤷ username10 proof she’s just as down bad as the rest of us
⤷ username11 she’s one of us fr
username12 never let your hair see a pair of scissors again!!
username13 i understand the product placement but ain’t nobody looking at that damn water bottle
⤷ username14 REAL
⤷ username15 what water bottle
username16 oscar you didn’t even TRY to pretend this was about training
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username1
are you going to spa??
kikagomes
see you soon😍
⤷ ynleclerc
can’t wait!!
username2
spa weekend?
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oscarpiastri
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oscarpiastri Tough opponent on the way to Spa charles_leclerc
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username1 LEOOOOO omg cutie
username2 wait does this mean y/n and alex were with them??
⤷ username3 i think so, alex posted charles with leo on a plane and y/n posted clouds from a plane
⤷ username4 THEY WERE ALL TOGETHER
lando you lost to a dog ❤︎ liked by the author
username5 so we’re all just ignoring that oscar charles y/n and alex flew together
ynleclerc he won every round
⤷ oscarpiastri Can confirm
username6 Y/N WAS THERE I’M UNWELL
username7 sidequests??
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username1
best track on the calendar
username2
girl we KNOW you’re not only there for ferrari don’t play with us
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Circuit de Spa-Francorchamps
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oscarpiastri Did I mention I like Spa?
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username1 oscplaining was done
ausgp This win ATE ❤︎ liked by the author
username2 goat doing goat things
nicolepiastri So proud!!
⤷ oscarpiastri ❤️
username3 the way y/n was supporting charles but also probably dying to celebrate with oscar
ynleclerc you may have mentioned it
⤷ oscarpiastri Once or twice
⤷ username3 at this point you two just need to confirm it
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charles_leclerc
Where's my invitation to this dinner?
⤷ ynleclerc
you literally exposed us to 50 million people so no
yourbff
why is he holding you like you're about to LEAVE he's got a grip
friend1
relax bro aint nobody takin her from u
username1
IS THAT OSCAR'S HAND
username2
OSCAR AND Y/N POSTING AT THE SAME TIME THIS IS NOT A DRILL
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oscarpiastri
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oscarpiastri Summer break so far ☀️
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username1 OSCAR PIASTRI HARD LAUNCH
username2 HE REALLY JUST DID THAT
username3 oscar really said I’M MARRIED 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
ynleclerc 🤍☀️
username4 i thought he was becoming a bonus leclerc brother not… this????
⤷ username5 we were NOT expecting this from him but we will adapt
username6 can oscar fight??? 😮💨
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ynleclerc
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ynleclerc my family approves 😋
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username1 i’m pretending not to scream at the last pic thanks
charles_leclerc ✅
⤷ arthur_leclerc ✅
⤷ lorenzotl ✅
username2 remember when she keysmashed on his gym post and we all knew
oscarpiastri They do?
⤷ ynleclerc you passed the test months ago
⤷ oscarpiastri Could've told me that
⤷ ynleclerc where's the fun in that
username3 "my family approves" girl they ADOPTED him
oscar piastri has somehow become part of the leclerc family, just… not for the reason everyone assumes.
pairing: oscar piastri x leclerc!fem reader
requested: yes!! hope this delivers
warnings: use of y/n, slightly inaccurate timeline for plot purposes, oscar piastri leclerc propaganda, mentions of alexandra and other members in charles’ family. also this is just for fun and obviously fiction, i'm not trying to reflect any person in real life ‹3
a/n: helloooo i promise i didn’t die. i’m slowly restarting requests <3 also brace yourselves because the next request i'm posting is pure angst...
oscarpiastri
Monaco
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oscarpiastri Another Monaco podium. On to Barca
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username1 i love you so much 🥲
username2 so nice to see oscar with his dad on the podium
ynleclerc 👏 ❤︎ liked by the author
⤷ username3 omg i didn’t know y/n and oscar were even friends
⤷ username4 the leclercs fully adopted him this weekend i fear
username5 1681 podium we cheered!!!
username6 father and son celebrating on the podium together
f1 The Piastri-Leclerc genes are strong 💪
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ynleclerc
Monte-Carlo, Monaco
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ynleclerc weekends at home 🤍
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username1 i missed you in the paddock pls don’t disappear again
alexandrasaintmleux ❤️❤️❤️❤️
⤷ username2 the most gorgeous girls
⤷ username3 i love their friendship
username4 my favorite leclerc, no competition ❤︎ liked by the author
arthur_leclerc Where did you get the cap?
⤷ ynleclerc some small brand
⤷ arthur_leclerc That's my cap
⤷ ynleclerc prove it
yourbff FORZA FERRARI
username5 i spot the same bracelet from charles’ post
⤷ charles_leclerc She stole it
⤷ ynleclerc borrowing isn't stealing
⤷ charles_leclerc It's been 3 months
⤷ username6 NOT THREE MONTHS 💀
username7 oscar likedddd
⤷ username8 they're probably just friends through charles and arthur
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oscarpiastri
Hope they made you smile 😊
charles_leclerc
Did he send the giant bouquet on purpose to earn points or is this just his style?
⤷ ynleclerc
maybe he just has good taste?? idk sounds possible
arthur_leclerc
I can’t believe Oscar Piastri is sending my sister flowers
⤷ ynleclerc
you literally know him
⤷ arthur_leclerc
That’s why I’m shocked
He used to be a dork who laughed at everything I said
Now he’s sending coordinated bouquets from Barcelona like some kind of professional romantic
lorenzotl
He has good taste
⤷ ynleclerc
i’ll let him know the approval committee said yes
alexandrasaintmleux
I love you 🫶🏻
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Circuit de Barcelona-Catalunya
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oscarpiastri Enjoyable one that
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username1 p1 baby let’s gooooo
username2 you did it amazing im so so so so proud of you
username3 awwww charles’ mum liked this
⤷ username4 he’s fully integrated into that family it’s so sweet
username4 did i see…. ABS 🤯
ynleclerc well deserved 🥹🧡
⤷ oscarpiastri Thank you!
username5 that’s my world champion right there
charles_leclerc 👏👏👏 ❤︎ liked by the author
⤷ username6 charles supporting his adopted son
⤷ username7 this will never not be funny
username8 finally a smile 🙂↕️
arthur_leclerc Congrats 👏 ❤︎ liked by the author
username9 the entire leclerc family is in these likes i love it
⤷ username10 he’s one of them now
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op81updates
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op81updates oscar in a recent interview revealing that his french is actually quite good because charles' mum cuts his hair and doesn't speak english so they communicate in french 😭 #CanadianGP
Interviewer: "Last time we spoke, your French was a work in progress. How's it coming along?"
Oscar: laughs "I think my French is actually quite good now! Well, better than it was."
Interviewer: "Have you been practicing?"
Oscar: "Yeah, I've had some help and I've been putting it to use."
Interviewer: "Oh? How so?"
Oscar: "Well, I get my haircuts from Charles' mum, and she doesn't speak a single word of English."
Interviewer: surprised "And she understands you?"
Oscar: smiles "She does now! Took a bit at first."
Interviewer: "The Leclerc family must really like you."
Oscar: "I hope so."
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username1 mr worldwide (0.000000001% french)
username2 okay so the thread about yn and oscar is making more sense now
username3 hope he's getting a family discount at least
⤷ username4 FAMILY DISCOUNT I'M SCREAMING
⤷ username5 if he's dating yn he better be getting it for free
username6 they really get along well and that makes me soooo happy
username7 THAT'S SO FUCKING CUTEEEE
username8 well he IS a leclerc so that makes sense to me
username9 oscar piastri leclerccccc
username10 i really need to hear oscar speaking french
username11 omg pascale still cuts his hair I MOVED
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ynleclerc
So Easy (To Fall In Love) - Olivia Dean
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ynleclerc this n that
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username1 the third pic 👀
username2 soft launching is an art form and she’s mastered it
alexandrasaintmleux 😍😍😍😍 ❤︎ liked by the author
username3 who’s the mystery man in pic 3
charlotte2304 Très belle 😍 ❤︎ liked by the author
yourbff he’s getting better at taking pics finally
⤷ ynleclerc yes i’m training him well
username4 WAIT OSCAR’S SISTER LIKED THIS
username5 i’m connecting dots 🕵️🕵️🕵️
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oscarpiastri
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oscarpiastri Prep week 💪
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username1 IS THIS WHAT WERE DOING NOW
ynleclerc WJD+}.sS..DKFKR
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username2 i hate when they know.
username3 learning the art of thirst traps you’re doing great keep it up
username4 oh my god did anyone saw y/n’s comment before she deleted it
⤷ username5 YES IT WAS JUST KEYSMASH I HAVE THE SCREENSHOT
⤷ username6 she really said sjdkfksk and then DELETED
⤷ username7 can’t blame her 😭😭
⤷ username8 i’m starting a new rumor as we speak
⤷ username9 y/n girl... come back... we’re not judging...
⤷ username10 proof she’s just as down bad as the rest of us
⤷ username11 she’s one of us fr
username12 never let your hair see a pair of scissors again!!
username13 i understand the product placement but ain’t nobody looking at that damn water bottle
⤷ username14 REAL
⤷ username15 what water bottle
username16 oscar you didn’t even TRY to pretend this was about training
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username1
are you going to spa??
kikagomes
see you soon😍
⤷ ynleclerc
can’t wait!!
username2
spa weekend?
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oscarpiastri
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oscarpiastri Tough opponent on the way to Spa charles_leclerc
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username1 LEOOOOO omg cutie
username2 wait does this mean y/n and alex were with them??
⤷ username3 i think so, alex posted charles with leo on a plane and y/n posted clouds from a plane
⤷ username4 THEY WERE ALL TOGETHER
lando you lost to a dog ❤︎ liked by the author
username5 so we’re all just ignoring that oscar charles y/n and alex flew together
ynleclerc he won every round
⤷ oscarpiastri Can confirm
username6 Y/N WAS THERE I’M UNWELL
username7 sidequests??
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username1
best track on the calendar
username2
girl we KNOW you’re not only there for ferrari don’t play with us
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Circuit de Spa-Francorchamps
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oscarpiastri Did I mention I like Spa?
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username1 oscplaining was done
ausgp This win ATE ❤︎ liked by the author
username2 goat doing goat things
nicolepiastri So proud!!
⤷ oscarpiastri ❤️
username3 the way y/n was supporting charles but also probably dying to celebrate with oscar
ynleclerc you may have mentioned it
⤷ oscarpiastri Once or twice
⤷ username3 at this point you two just need to confirm it
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charles_leclerc
Where's my invitation to this dinner?
⤷ ynleclerc
you literally exposed us to 50 million people so no
yourbff
why is he holding you like you're about to LEAVE he's got a grip
friend1
relax bro aint nobody takin her from u
username1
IS THAT OSCAR'S HAND
username2
OSCAR AND Y/N POSTING AT THE SAME TIME THIS IS NOT A DRILL
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oscarpiastri Summer break so far ☀️
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username1 OSCAR PIASTRI HARD LAUNCH
username2 HE REALLY JUST DID THAT
username3 oscar really said I’M MARRIED 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
ynleclerc 🤍☀️
username4 i thought he was becoming a bonus leclerc brother not… this????
⤷ username5 we were NOT expecting this from him but we will adapt
username6 can oscar fight??? 😮💨
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ynleclerc
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ynleclerc my family approves 😋
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username1 i’m pretending not to scream at the last pic thanks
charles_leclerc ✅
⤷ arthur_leclerc ✅
⤷ lorenzotl ✅
username2 remember when she keysmashed on his gym post and we all knew
oscarpiastri They do?
⤷ ynleclerc you passed the test months ago
⤷ oscarpiastri Could've told me that
⤷ ynleclerc where's the fun in that
username3 "my family approves" girl they ADOPTED him
★ summary: if you told steve harrington 10 years ago that his dream of a camper full of children traveling the world came true he'd call you crazy, now he just calls it his life.
★ pairing: steve harrington x reader
★ warnings: 18+ mdni, sickly sweet fluff, illusions/mentions of smut, steve harrington has a breeding kink, ptsd, mentions of past violence, children, pregnancy
★ word count: 4.7k
★ notes: giving steve the happy ending he deserves because i don’t trust the duffer brothers!
Summer of 1998
You tried your best to focus on the gentle hum of the Elliot Smith song coming from the RV speakers; however, the loud squeals coming from the backseats prevented this. A moment of silent reflection was something you weren’t afforded anymore- but you wouldn’t change it for the world. Steve’s eyes were focused on the road in front of him, the narrow forest roads taking up all of his attention. With each second that passed, the sunlight shone through the trees, reflecting off the side of your husband's face. His hair forever perfectly tousled upon his head, fatherhood made him glow in exactly the way you knew it would.
“Hey, kids.” You turned in your seat, and your five children went quiet, beaming at you. They all inherited their father’s honey-brown eyes. And his attitude.
Your eldest, Cassandra, was 10, the brightest thing to have ever come out of the worst years of you and Steve’s life. She would never know of the monsters the two of you faced, and you were both thankful for that. A while later, Andrew was born, the first boy of the new Harrington line. Now he’s 6 years old, and bickering between his twin sisters about road trip snacks. Born two years after Andrew, the universe decided to speed up Steve’s plan of having an army of children, giving you Florence and Ivy. Having two newborns was the scariest time of your life, but Steve took it like a champ. He stepped into fatherhood like it was a starring role crafted for him specifically.
Then came Steven, the 2-year-old mama’s boy who was supposed to be your last. The universe had a funny way of making all your wildest dreams come true. The child that was currently pressing against your bladder was a testament to Steve’s biggest wish and his inability to keep his hands off of you. The 6th and final Harrington was due in 6 months, prompting your yearly trip to Yellowstone.
“Yes, Mama?” Ivy babbled, her Barbie flying around in sync with Andrew’s action figure. The plastic clanking together loudly.
“Can we keep it down a little? Daddy’s focusing on driving.” You spoke softly, watching Cassandra stick her tongue out at the younger one.
“Told you.” She blew raspberries at her sister, only starting another bickering match between them. This time, a few octaves lower.
“Be nice back there, or we won’t have smores tonight,” Steve spoke up, watching his little angels from the rearview mirror.
The kids immediately hushed, taking turns to silently apologize to each other, all in agreement that not having smores would ruin their trip, their year, even.
“Well, if all I had to do was threaten them to make them listen, I would’ve done that hours ago.” You huffed.
“You’re too nice sometimes. You gotta at least pretend you’re not gonna give them what they want.” Steve cheesed, pulling the camper into your designated stop.
“You know the rules, kids, stay buckled until we say so, okay?” You stood up, watching as Steve opened the door. The two of you surveyed the spot, Steve opening the side hatch. He pulled out the gear while you watched the kids through the windows.
“They’re getting antsy.” You laughed, watching them thrash around in their carseats.
“Let them play in the field, we can watch ‘em like always.” He said, holding an armful of chairs. How grateful were you to have traditions like this. You took a few moments to gawk at his arms, watching them flex in his t-shirt with each load of stuff he moved around.
“Enjoying the show?” He teased, using the bottom of his shirt to wipe his face. His stomach and happy trail are on full display. You couldn’t stop yourself from biting down on your bottom lip, shaking your head at him.
“You know I am.” Sometimes it’s no wonder you’re always pregnant. How could you not when this irresistible man was standing in front of you?
“Get the kids before you start drooling.” He teased, and you huffed at him. Stepping onto the camper to rally the kids. Helping the younger ones out of their seats, collecting each of their backpacks.
“You all know the drill,” You smiled, ruffling each of their heads as they exited, “Find your chair from daddy and set your stuff down. Then you can play in the clearing, but…”
“If we can’t see you and daddy, you can’t see us.” They spoke in unison, eyes wide with excitement. It was the biggest rule you established with them, especially on trips like these. How beautiful it was to have kids who listened, to be able to give them a life as grand as this one. One full of adventure and loving parents, the childhoods you and Steve weren’t afforded.
“Perfect. Toys are in the trunk. If you’re nice, Daddy will get them out for you.” You smiled, Steve coming back with said trunk in his hand. Having read your mind already.
“No fighting over them. And don’t lose them either. And grab sticks if you want a fire later.” He smiled, setting it down so they could rummage through. Each of them left with handfuls, Ivy and Florence holding little Steven’s hand to show him their perfect play spot they called it. He was too young last year to stand up on his own; now he was running through the grass like it was nothing.
With the kids entertained for now, you grabbed the tent spikes, readying to set it up. The perfect covered hideout for the kids to play around in and for nap time during the day when you were all outside. You barely had them in your hand for a minute before Steve was reaching for them, a knowing look on his face.
“I’m pregnant, not out of commission, you know that, right?” You scoffed at him, “You’ve done this to me five times now, I’m basically a pro.”
He continued his prowl, snatching the tent spikes out of your hands, driving them into the ground with little effort.
“Exactly. And four times I’ve never let you do anything, so I don’t know why you believe something would have changed by now.” He mocked, setting up the tent you always put up for the kids. Most of the time, they ended up in the RV, but they enjoyed the true camping experience. Some things never left the two of you; leaving your children alone outside at night was something neither of you could stomach.
“Okay, well, I’m setting up the overhang. You can’t stop me.” You stuck your tongue out at him.
“So childish.” He teased, pinching your side when you slipped past him. Giggles on both of your lips while you prepared the overhang, rearranging all the chairs and tables you would need for the weekend. You could feel Steve’s eyes glued to the back of your head, content to rush over the moment he felt like you were doing too much.
“How many sticks do we need? Because nobody is helping me,” Cassandra asked, walking over with as many twigs as her little arms would carry. She was the oldest, always taking charge of her siblings. It wasn’t hard to wonder where her sass came from when you could see her father standing in a pile of tarp, his hands on his hips.
“That should be enough, honey.” You helped her place them in the fire pit. Kissing her on top of the forehead swiftly, “Go play with your siblings. I think Andrew and Steven are chasing your sisters around with a worm.”
“Again?” She shrieked, turning on her heels to run to the clearing where they were all gathered. You watched them run around for a few moments, all of them within eyesight. “Those are definitely your children.” Pointing to Steve, who turned around just in time to watch little Steven try to put the worm in his mouth. His father immediately yelled, sprinting through the grass while his siblings only egged him on.
“Do NOT encourage your baby brother to eat a worm. What is wrong with you all?” You heard him shrieking, plucking the worm from the boy, who immediately started wailing. Steve spun him around in his arms, the children circling him now. Your heart warmed at the sight.
You placed your hand on your growing stomach, “You’re gonna have the best dad in the world. You know that?” You spoke to the wind.
After everything was set up, a lot of playing later, the two of you wrangled them all for dinner. Steve is cooking hot dogs and burgers on the grill for you all, wearing his ‘kiss the chef’ apron Robin got him for Christmas a few years back. You had to obey the apron, slapping sploppy kisses on his lips, earning the two of you groans from the peanut gallery.
“You know what, god forbid I love your mother.” He’d gawk at the kids, turning his sights on them to slather wet kisses all over their faces. Leaving you to prevent the hot dogs from burning to a crisp.
Once dinner was done and the kids were fed, you had enough time to finish eating before little hands were pulling at your pants. Begging for a fire and s'mores. All it took was for Ivy’s tiny grumble about dessert before all of them were joining in.
The chanting for s’mores had you kindling the fire, doing your best to start the flames. You failed miserably, each match going out before it would light. You were never good with the fire. Frustrated, you threw the box down.
“Steven!” You groaned.
Both your husband and your son squinted at you, pointing at their chests in almost scary synchronicity. “Me Steven or him Steven?” Your husband spoke, genuinely asking.
“Yes, Steve, I’m asking the 2-year-old to help with a fire.”
“He’s really handy for his age.” He grumbled under his breath, ruffling his giggling son's hair before sprinting over.
He picked up the matches, starting the fire on the first try. You rolled your eyes at him, telling him the fumes from his hairspray probably made him more flammable. He put his hands over his heart, fake gasping.
“Everyone grab a stick, and I’ll whittle it down for you,” Steve announced, pulling out his pocket knife. The same knife he remembered stabbing interdimensional creatures with. He put the thought aside, whittling each stick his child brought him into a dull point. Sharp enough to stab marshmallows but not enough to where one wrong swing would turn into a hospital trip.
Marshmallows were on sticks, kids pointing them at the fire. You and Steve were on high alert, watching all of them to make sure no fires were set. In no time, s’mores were made, and sticky marshmallow and chocolate hands were being chased around with a wet wipe.
“Can you tell us a story?” Andrew yawned, leaning against his big sister's shoulder. Little Steven was on your lap, drooling into your shoulder. Ivy and Florence were both too big for Steve’s lap, but snuggled up there regardless. All of you cuddled around the fire.
“What story would you wanna hear, sweets?” You asked, his dreary eyes fluttering shut. The warmth from the fire lulled him to sleep with each passing crackle.
“What about how you and Daddy got together?” Cassandra asked, her teddy bear clutched to her chest. Your eyes fluttered over to Steve. You’ve talked with them before about how you got together, but never in detail. It was always ‘Mommy and daddy were best friends, and they fell in love.’
He had a soft smile on his face, nodding his head at you, giving you silent permission to speak. You rubbed Steven’s back softly. The rise and fall of his chest makes your heart warm.
“Well, it started in the fall of 1983.” You started, going into the E-rated, sugar-coated story that was your love life.
“Daddy and I weren’t friends in High School until one of Uncle Dustin’s friends went missing. You know Uncle Will?”
“Went missing? Where did he go?” Andrew interrupted, to which you responded with, “He got lost in the woods while riding his bike. It’s why it’s so important to make sure you never go where you can’t see one of us.” He nodded frantically, their eyes wide in attention.
“While he was lost, your dad and I became friends while we helped everyone look for him. He was dating Mommy’s friend Nancy.” You said, squinting playfully at Steve, who rolled his eyes.
He interjected with his notes. “Only because I had yet to realize that your mommy was the love of my life. I was kinda stupid-” “Bad word daddy” “Yes, sorry, I wasn’t very smart as a teenager. But we got there in the end, didn’t we?”
The smile he gave you made your chest soar, the same one he gave you all those years ago when he finally asked you out.
“Yeah, we sure did.”
“How did Dad ask you out?” Cassandra asked, on the edge of her seat.
You couldn’t exactly tell her that he was beaten and drugged by Russians, confessing his undying love for you, while covered in his own vomit in a bathroom stall, while Auntie Robin was dying of laughter.
“We were at the movies. Your dad ate too much popcorn and got sick. I helped take care of him, and he just told me right there that he loved me.” You smiled, “Then he tried to kiss me with vomit on his breath.”
“You could’ve left that part out.” Steve whined, “My kids are gonna think I’m a loser.”
“That’s kinda nasty, Daddy, but I still think you’re cool.” Andrew giggled.
“Thanks for not breaking your old man's heart.” Steve smiled, adjusting the two sleeping girls in his lap. The two oldest kids continued asking their questions, like on your first date, which was a picnic by Lover’s Lake. When you got married, which was the moment directly after the world was saved, you two went to a courthouse in Chicago. Robin and Dustin were there as witnesses, then a party ensued downtown on the river. Funded by the United States Military, as their hush money was heavy in your bank accounts.
“Then just a little while after that, you were born, Cassandra.” Steve smiled, thinking back fondly on all the memories. The road that led him here.
“And how did that happen?” She asked, innocence dripping in her tone.
Steve choked on his own spit, coughing loudly. “Yeah, Daddy, how did that happen?” You teased, watching his face go beet red.
“Wow. Look at the time,” He glanced at his watch, “Looks like it’s time for bed, huh? Why don’t we pick this up tomorrow?”
All you could do was laugh, their sleepy whines falling on deaf ears. You carried Steven to his bed, Steve doing the same to the twins, while the eldest two followed suit. You tucked all of them in, both you and Steve taking turns on kissing them goodnight. Mumbling promises of breakfast and a day on the lake tomorrow.
Steve slowly creaked the camper door closed, triple-checking the lock. He kept the kid’s door cracked open, the same with the door to the main bedroom. You had already checked the window locks earlier, content to slip into pajamas while Steve tossed his shirt and pants off.
“Hey there, good looking.” You smiled, patting the empty spot on the bed next to you. He all but jumped on the creaky mattress, curling up into your side. The two of you curled into each other's arms, exhausted from the drive and the evening. You were nearly drifting off to sleep before you felt Steve move beside you.
“Hey,” He whispered against your skin, pulling you from your drowsy state. All you could do was hum, soaking in the warmth his body provided. “I love you. You know that, right?”
You were jolted by his words a little, cracking your eyes open to gaze at him. His brows were furrowed, deep in thought. “Yeah, baby, I know that.”
“Good. Good.” He mumbled, mostly to himself. You leaned your head up off his chest, positioning yourself next to him. You knew that face too well. The same face he made when you found out you were pregnant with Cassandra, that fear of it not being over. The nightmares that plagued his dreams, but instead of us facing them, it was his children going through the same horrors.
“What’s wrong?” Your hand found his face, your thumb stroking his cheek soothly. He leaned in like a cat, his soft eyes on you. Steve always looked at you like you hung the moon and stars; nothing had changed over the years. His love and admiration for you have already survived the impossible.
He let out a sigh, “Just lost in thought. I still can’t believe this is our life. Sometimes I get so scared that I’m going to wake up and it was all a dream. Then we’re stuck back in that nightmare.”
“Oh, honey.” You cooed, bringing his head to your chest. Letting your hands run through his hair. He nuzzled into you immediately, his hand coming up to rub your barely there baby bump.
“We’re real. This is all real. You’re the best father our kids could ask for. The best husband, my best friend. I don’t know what I would’ve done without you.” You whispered, the unspoken fear lingering in the air.
Out of the two of you, Steve’s life was put at risk far more. The number of times your shaky hands patched up his wounds was too many to count. His blood covering your hands. Those feelings never left you. The fear of something happening to him.
“I wouldn’t have made it without you.” His lips brushed against your skin as he spoke. “I wouldn’t have wanted to. You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me.”
“You put me through hell, Harrington.” You smiled, thinking back to your teenage selves. The two of you ran circles around each other in High School, never one to back down from his ‘King Steve’ persona. When the two of you got roped into the Upside Down battles, a friendship was formed. Crushes, ex-girlfriend drama, pining, and too many near-death experiences, and here you two were. His ring on your finger and your children sleeping soundly in the room down the hall.
“I know I did.” He chuckled, his hand fattening against your stomach. As if he was willing your child to grow so he could feel their kicks. “Thank you. For staying with me through it all. For seeing something in me that I didn’t. I wouldn’t..” He trailed off, his throat tight with emotion. All you could do was hold him close, letting him speak. “I wouldn’t have had any of this without you. I mean, my life is so beautiful, I get scared it’s all a dream. So thank you for marrying me. For growing our children and taking care of them. You always talk about how great a father I am, but god, if you aren’t the greatest mother on earth. You have a kindness that you’ve passed down to each of our babies. Just.. thank you.”
Tears were welling in your eyes at his words. A quiet sob gets caught in your throat, overwhelmed by the outpouring of love you had. As soon as your chest rattled, he sat up, cupping your face in his hands.
“Oh angel, I didn’t mean to make you cry.” He cooed, pressing soft kisses to your cheeks.
“No, it’s probably just hormones,” You whimpered, leaning into his touch, “And the fact that I love you so much. I love our family so much.”
He pressed his lips to yours softly, kissing you so gently it made your heart ache.
“You’re stuck with us, baby. Forever and ever. Even when I’m old and wrinkly.” He teased, his eyelashes tickling your cheeks.
“It’s an honor of a lifetime to get to grow old with you. Even when your hair is gray, or you go bald.” You teased, immediately seeing the fear in his eyes.
“Y/n, that’s not funny.” He deadpanned, his hand coming up to his hair. “I’m only 33, I’ve never even had a gray hair-”
“Oh, I don’t know that might be one right there.” You gasped, pretending to run your fingers through his locks.
He swatted your hand away playfully. “If I got a gray hair, it would be from you.”
“Yeah, it would be.” You sighed dreamily, admiring his face in the lamplight once again, “You’re beautiful, Steve Harrington. And I’m going to think that every day of our lives together.”
You could see his cheeks pinken; you’d think after all these years he’d get used to your compliments. But inside, sometimes he was still that insecure teenage boy who forced himself to believe that love was bullshit. That love was some conditional thing he needed to be worthy of to receive.
“And you, my love, are the most beautiful person in the entire world. I’m going to spend the rest of our lives reminding you of that. Every day.” He punctuated each sentence with a kiss on your lips. Your cheeks are aching from smiling so hard.
His hands traveled down to your hips, kisses moving from your lips to your neck, traveling open-mouth kisses down to your stomach. “Even more so when you’re carrying our child.” He spoke in a throaty groan.
“Soak this one in because it’s the last one,” You spoke, his eyes unbelieving. “No, Steve, I’m serious, my vagina can’t take much more.”
He glared at you through your giggles, “And I respect that.” He started, hands cupping your belly. “But I distinctly remember you just begging for me to put a baby in you. I mean, I remember it quite well. What did you say- Steve please c-” Your hands slapped over his mouth, eyes wide.
“You’re an idiot, Steve Harrington. Your children are asleep in the next room.” You whisper-yell at him, his shoulders shrugging. “Hasn’t stopped you before.” He mumbled through your hand.
“You must want to get kicked outside into the tent, huh?” You teased, pulling your hand away when he licked your palm. “God, you’re worse than our kids sometimes.”
His smile was beaming, “Yeah, and you love me for it.”
“Yeah, I do.” You sighed, leaning forward and pressing another kiss to his lips. “We need to sleep. I hope you know the kids are waking us up bright and early for breakfast.”
He ignored you as he often did, his lips attaching themselves to your neck. You could feel his bulge through his pajama pants, pressing harshly into your thigh.
“Down, boy.”
“We can be quiet.” He whispered, hands dragging up and down your waist, toying with your sleep shorts.
“You know that’s a lie.” You scoffed, pushing him off of you. His body landed on the bed with a soft thud. His lips jutting out in a playful pout while he tucked the two of you underneath the blankets.
“When we get back home..” You trailed off while he turned the bedside lantern off. “You can cum inside of me all you want.”
He let out a groan, “Really not helping the situation.”
“Oh, I know.” You smirked, laying your head on his chest. “Now, goodnight, honey.”
“Goodnight, angel.”
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No one can ever say you didn’t know your children like the back of your hand; your bed was shaking with multiple small bodies jumping frantically on the mattress. A chorus of mama, mommy, mom, and dada, daddy, and dad rang through the camper.
“Whoa, whoa.” Steve jumped awake, Andrew throwing his little body in between the two of you with a huff. “Be gentle with mommy, she’s growing your sibling, remember.”
“Sowwy.” He pouted, his hand slapping your stomach gently.
“Baby moving?” Florence asked, snuggling up to your side while Cassandra and Ivy sat between Steve’s legs. Steven is crawling up on his chest. Curling into his father, Steve’s arms wrapping around him.
“Not yet.” You cooed, pulling your shirt up so they could marvel at the tiny bump. Multiple cold, tiny hands pressed against your skin. Ivy pressed her ear against it, swearing she could hear the baby talking.
“That seems unlikely, Ivy.” Cassandra squinted, “Babies don’t talk. They just cry a lot.”
“I didn’t cry a lot.” She pouted, despite no one accusing her of doing so.
“Oh yeah, you did.” Steve laughed, “You cried more than your sister.” You remembered the sleepless nights with the newborn twins more than anything. Steve was a trooper; your body had gone through the wringer, unable to stand more than a few minutes at a time for the first few months. Florence was undoubtedly the better baby; Ivy was fussier than your other ones. Steve always just said she just needed more love, clinging to her side through all the rough nights.
“They’re gonna argue about that.” You sighed, already watching the cogs turning in their tiny little heads.
“Not if we distract them with pancakes!” Steve yelled, throwing his hands up in the air. Slowly shuffling them all out of the warm bed.
“No one gets breakfast unless they have their jackets and shoes on,” Steve announced, rounding them all up to bundle them up from the windy morning. “I will be checking!”
You threw on one of Steve’s quarter zips, following the bunch outside into the campground. The cool morning air hits you. You took a deep breath, the fresh smell of grass and pine making you smile. All of you worked in tandem to set up the cooking stove, letting each of the kids crack an egg into the bowl. Let them take turns whisking the pancake batter you put together. Steve cooked the bacon while you prepared the eggs and pancakes, and the kids bundled up in their chairs with blankets. Cassandra is reading a book aloud to her siblings, pausing every few pages to ask one of you how to pronounce a word.
It was bliss. Breakfast was served, and bellies were full in no time. The children lay out on a blanket that they had just eaten on. Coloring and giggling amongst themselves as the sunrise poked through the treeline.
“Cup of steaming hot decaf coffee with extra sugar for you,” Steve announced, passing the mug over to you. You took it graciously, warming your hands with the porcelain. Taking small sips.
“Another thing I’ll be grateful for after this baby is never having to drink decaf again.” You sighed wistfully, trying not to think of regular coffee.
“I promise I’ll buy you a whole roastery after.” Steve smiled, wrapping his arms around your shoulder. You leaned into his chest, watching the birds fly above the trees. Your children are content, head bopping to the quiet sounds of the radio playing. This is what you imagined heaven to feel like. A cool crisp morning in the woods, your husband's arms wrapped around you, while your children giggled amongst each other. You couldn’t ask for a better day, a better life.
Your pasts will never be behind you, not fully, but that didn’t matter. You had each other. You’d finish up your vacation and head to the home the two of you built. Right down the street from Robin and her (for all intents and purposes) wife, Vickie. Nancy and Johnathan are just a short flight away. Dustin and Suzie live in a neighborhood across town. The same neighborhood where the rest of the gang lived. Bonded by the unbelievable, unable to stay apart from family. Your kids will have the best friends, uncles, and aunts for life, exactly how you all wanted it to be.
Family was all you had at the end of the day, all that you truly needed. You wouldn’t change the past for anything. You’d go through it all again, just to end up here. Listening to your children's laughter in the arms of the man who’d dive straight first into an alternate dimension to save your life, no questions asked.