Live Free!!!

[misssolitary07]

I Want !!!

I want a tiny cabin by the woods;

I want that glint of rescept which crosses people's eyes when you pass;

I want anonymity;

I want recognition ;

I want time to stand still ;

I want time to flow ;

I want the warmth of sands and beaches;

I want the freshness of the hills;

I want to save every animal from pain;

I want to vacation in Africa during hunting season;

I want that comfort of city life;

I want that togetherness of a small town;

I want to excel in my carrier;

I want to quit work and be some manager of some hostel;

I want to exercise, be fit and feel nice;

I want to sleep till 11:00 AM and be a sloth bear;

I want to mingle, socialise and make new friends;

I want people to leave me the fuck alone;

I want the feeling of comfort and sense of safety;

I want the thrill of adventure, the uncertainty of life;

I want to be a devoted family person;

I want to have a carefree, no responsibility life;

I want unconditional love;

I want to be a strong independent woman who needs no man;

I want the most organised, sorted life ever;

I want to be a mess;

I want certainity;

I want chaos;

I want to feel satisfied, satiated;

I want to be hungry, craving for more;

I want decisions;

I want contradictions;

I want dreams;

I want life!

[misssolitary07]

A desire

A Desire! Once upon a time, in a land not so far away, there lived a boy, who was like any other boy in that area in looks and appearances. He went to all the same schools and colleges, played all the same games, had the same friends, and was himself all the same. But there was something else in that boy which most boys didn’t have. A desire of the simplest form, nonetheless a desire. A desire to be different. This desire manifested into various forms throughout his life, but the root always remained the desire. When the boy was young, everyone around him, his friends, his family, all were comfortable in their lives, all was well. When all is well, there is no spurt of any desire. By having a desire this boy did the different. He had the drive to grow. So the boy grew and the desire remained the same. When the boy grew, he was taught certain systems, certain beliefs, certain customs, certain societal inept rules. Everyone around him followed all of it blindly. Even the boy had no problem in following them but again his desire emerged, and with this desire emerged minute activities which individually doesn’t mean a thing but collectively speaks volumes. It started as a harmless activity: growing a moustache. This moustache gave rise to the beard and along with the beard came those luscious long curly hair. Even the boy didn’t consciously knew what he was doing, but his unconscious knew he was making a statement. So a statement was made and the desire remained the same. When the boy reached adolescence, he saw everyone around him were running, for one purpose or the other, with not an inkling of peace. He further realised that all of this running around was for nothing. The desire was working at the back of his head, and the boy knew he had to be different. So the boy made a life for himself where he made enough money for himself with no stress, having a “bare necessities” lifestyle and the cherry on top being bunch of friends to chill with. The boy knew that balance of this sort is a rare event and only happened to different individuals. Hence, the thrive to be different worked its magic yet again. Amongst all this, the boy was also developing another behaviour tendencies. The boy was learning the perks of detachment. How the boy came across this is unknown but till this date the boy has never let it go. This detachment sometimes fuels the desire or sometimes itself becomes the desire. But the root desire burns all just the same. The desire to be different.

[misssolitary07]

Abandonment

Watever it was , i dont remember much , the only thing i remember is me beggig you to love me… which u never did …. i remember u doing things which hurt me deeply , i remember u not being thr for me when i needed the most , i remember u breaking me …..

M not saying thr were no happy memories …. thr were … but those memories r soo dammm few …. i dont noe how it happened… how it changed frm u chasing me to me chasing u ….

I dont noe nor remember wat it was …. but i do remember the pain … the hurt , the gutless feeling …. The abandonment …. and all i know is you r never ever going to b in my life ever again… u r toxic … u turned a person lik me who had soo much fire into a person with soo many apprehensions… and truth b told a person who cannot luv as easily as she did before ….

[misssolitary07]

Super Blue Blood Moon There are moments u read in magzines, c pictures in tv shows, articles and also sumtimes featured in fairytails. When u think abt these moments u always never cease to wonder that who would b ppl that were actually ther at that point of time. The people who would hav had the fortune To actually c it with their very eyes , live and the feeling of awe they would hav felt would hav been beyond compare to the feeling of awe u r feeling by just looking at the picture. Cuz, diamond always seem shiner with naked eyes, no amount of good photography can capture that luminecense . Well today had one of those moments. At the beginning of the day who would hav thought that two random individuals would wake up like any other day of their lives and would sleep knowing that they had just witnessed history and grandeur in making. Well those two individuals didnt think that at the least. Well for sumthing like this to happen which is consisting of so many rare phenomenas and events occuring together at the same time, is beyond miraculous. Rare events being - lunar eclipse, super moon, blue moon, red moon, being at the right place at the right time with no distractions or disruptions, the probability of stumbling upon the info and having the time to act on it, etc etc . So this just proves that if the universe wants u to b at sum place, u will. And to make such things happen all u gotta do is be one with the universe and not fight it. Coz if u understand the universe the universe understands you. Universe is one giant organism and all u gotta do is be in harmony with it , u will sail smoothly down the water with wonders passing every so often.

[misssolitary07]

Even though goa is over hyped and super crowed place , but there are still parts of it untouched, away from the crowd, away from society itself , where no rules apply and you can be one with nature , conveniently with all material comforts a human needs. This place was the back waters of the arambol beach , away from the main beach you trek through the crowed market and reach that out skirted beach. Amidst the party scenes lies an oasis , where you sit, chill , relax, take a dip in the backwater lake in the beach itself , and repeat! Days will pass by without even a thought , the concept of time does not exist in that one particular space. There you get luxurious resort treatment without being in a resort, whr chilled beer and good food is on your beck and call while you destress lying in the recliner under the shade of the palm tree overlooking that oasis that too not for an exorbitant price .

[misssolitary07]

Midnight Thoughts

I want to Be like shiva, have all the power in the world have greatness but choose not to exercise it, it is not because we cant its because v dont want to ... if we want to then their be greatness and slaughter field and chaos and disaster and apocalypse. Resilient by choice and not by force.

[misssolitary07]

Existence and Life !

There is a difference between Existence and life Life is beautiful Whereas existence is like living in an invisible cage Unconsciouly bound by laws Made by someone else, living in a controlled environment Thus living with no free will However, do we have a choice to choose from the two or no choice at all . Thinking about it is both really haunting and absurd at the same time. However being the optimist i always am, i want to surpass this existential crisis, I want To break the shackles of this dull routine And enter a territory where few humans hav stepped Where free will is not an illusion Where i can live Like a bird just as free!

[misssolitary07]

The feeling of Helplessness !

Everyday is new ! Everyday should bring new possibilities However it doesnt Every new day comes with a Shadow of not so much forgotten yesterday ! This shadow drowns away every new possibility In its depths of nothingness. Depth lik a never ending pit of tarturas From where no one could arise Ppl say future behold wonders And its never fixed and can be changed anytime I disagee Future is never free from the clutches of the past, So even if you want to change your ways The past will always come back to haunt you and bring with it The feeling of helplessness !

[nerd173]

We need answers jkr!

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[misssolitary07]

So while waiting in line for more than 30 minutes to collect 'Banno Chicken' me and my cousin thought why couldn't we have ordered 'Banna Chicken' , atleast it would have taken less time to get ready ! PS- Banno and Banna are hindi versions of Jane and John!

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[just-shower-thoughts]

If weed is the Devil’s lettuce imagine what all his other vegetables are like.

[just-shower-thoughts]

Trees are farming us. They give us oxygen so we grow nice and big, them we finally die, decompose and make food for them.

[misssolitary07]

When you tag yourself in such pics you realise you are lonely as fuck !