Dumb Bitch

Here, queer and utterly lost

[misterynightmares]

I should probably leave you. You deserve a lot better than you get from me. I'm toxic, I mean that...

[misterynightmares]

Med school sure gives me ideas of suicide ffs

[misterynightmares]

I don't wanna face the real world. I wanna be locked inside a bedroom while being fucked so roughly all I can do is scream and cry for days

[misterynightmares]

I'll never be normal about food will I

[daniellesdarrieux]

Dorothy Malone in Man of a Thousand Faces (1957) + dress

[lowlevelofserotonin]

[ephemeralv]

I kinda got used to be alone, got used to the absence of people, but it makes me so sad. I don’t want to be alone anymore. I feel so incomplete without people. It hurts me, when they don’t text me or meet other people, I always think it’s because of me. I’m so scared they find someone who isn’t struggling as much as I am, someone who isn’t so complicated and more outgoing.

[misterynightmares]

Grow the fuck up because you're too old to behave like that and I'm too tired to put up with your shit

[misterynightmares]

Exactly because I'm your friend, I'm not going to fucking say to you what you want to hear

[misterynightmares]

Bitch literally called just to ruin my good mood and that's why I hate picking up the phone

[misterynightmares]

I need therapy to deal with my therapy sessions like I swear to god

[misterynightmares]

I know I'm being irrational but yet I can't keep from feeling abandoned

[misterynightmares]

For someone who strongly criticizes the relationship of Bella Swan and Edward Cullen for being toxic and codependent, I sure as hell can be very codependent and that sure as hell can make me toxic

[misterynightmares]

I constantly feel like I'm sick. I wish I were sick. I wish someone could fix it. I wish I'd stop feeling this way. I'm tired of always feeling tired.

[misterynightmares]

I have scars I'll carry on forever due to self harm, marks all over my body because I can't keep from picking at my own skin and now I just found out I have a bald spot from pulling my hair out. Ladies and gentlemen, I was born to fuck up

[misterynightmares]

I'm such a fucking idiot

[misterynightmares]

Could men like... stop? Yeah, I was nice and friendly with you. Just like I was to everyone else. I also did mention my boyfriend at least ten times. Don't fucking think I wanna fuck you just because I'm polite