[daaamnpaolo]

“I think it’s beautiful — growing your own flowers inside you. You are your own garden. You bloom. You wither. Fill yourself with the reddest of reds or the most violets and blues. You change with the weather. Plant lilies inside your rib cage and make just enough room for other people to plant theirs on yours so when they try to leave and take back what they gave you, you’ll be left with so much parts of yourself. You are your first love before someone came.”

— // fall in love with yourself

[notyourkenji-deactivated2023101]

“You made my world beautiful. You made me feel beautiful. That after all the pain I caused, I still deserve happiness. You made me feel the love, that’s been gone for so long in my life. You told me things that I never seen in myself, and how I wish you’ll stay… Selfish as they say but I want a life with you… Please, stay.”

— m.ca (via sunnieus)

[nitderella]

“I’m trying to get over you, I’m trying so goddamned hard. And some mornings I wake up and think, yes, maybe I finally am free. Free from my echoing thoughts of you. Free from the constant battle of loving you and losing you. But then other mornings I wake up and all I can think about is how your eyes look with sunlight in them and how your face looks just before you break into a smile. Maybe we aren’t meant to be together, maybe not now, maybe not ever. And I don’t wanna have a single grain of hope, because blessed are those with no expectations. But sometimes I think against my own will that what if we break all the laws? Maybe we’ll forget each other soon but what if we meet again someday in the future, and in one look we’ll feel the ache in our hearts of our incomplete love, and maybe then I’ll be right for you, and you’ll be right for me? Maybe we are meant to be together, maybe not now, but maybe someday.”

— (via feellng)

[nitderella]

“I’m trying to get over you, I’m trying so goddamned hard. And some mornings I wake up and think, yes, maybe I finally am free. Free from my echoing thoughts of you. Free from the constant battle of loving you and losing you. But then other mornings I wake up and all I can think about is how your eyes look with sunlight in them and how your face looks just before you break into a smile. Maybe we aren’t meant to be together, maybe not now, maybe not ever. And I don’t wanna have a single grain of hope, because blessed are those with no expectations. But sometimes I think against my own will that what if we break all the laws? Maybe we’ll forget each other soon but what if we meet again someday in the future, and in one look we’ll feel the ache in our hearts of our incomplete love, and maybe then I’ll be right for you, and you’ll be right for me? Maybe we are meant to be together, maybe not now, but maybe someday.”

— (via feellng)

[misteryosongbb]

[misteryosongbb]

One of the pinaka malalang break down this January. Wew simula palang ng taon. I don't even remember taking this photo. My bestfriend just asked kung nasan ako and I couldn't type kaya di rin focused.

[misteryosongbb]

I miss you so much 😭

[misteryosongbb]

11 23 18 home.

[flowercavities]

i get so ???? caught up ??? in the possibility ???? of being abandoned ????that i ???? actually get ????? abandoned ??

[rainlasting]

“My desires in a relationship have changed over time. I no longer want someone who promises to always love me and never leave me, I need someone who understands that life happens and sometimes things don’t work out. I don’t want someone who sugar coats things and never gets angry with me, I need someone to tell me how it really is and put me in my place. I need to be able to go five hours without talking to you and not feel lost or incomplete. I am complete without you. But with you, I want to be so much better. I want to be stronger with you. I want us to grow together and help each other grow individually. I don’t need you, but I really fucking want you. And this may not work out, but the fact that you understand all of this and this how our relationship works, makes me think we’ve got a pretty good shot.”

— reallyquiet (via wordsnquotes)

[tullipsink]

“To whoever loves me next, I’m sorry if I’m afraid of you or if days of flirting turn to radio silence, without warning. I’m sorry if I make you say the words over and over and over until I believe them. (I’m sorry if I don’t believe them.) I will probably spend more time worrying about losing you than I spend trying to keep you. Trouble is, every single time I’ve ever thought something was too good to be true– I’ve been right. Understand, I will know how to be vulnerable with you, but I won’t know how not to regret it. And I have no idea how deep we’ll be into this relationship before I admit I’ve never done this before. Not really. Not in any way that counts. Before I admit that I know how to put my body inside someone else’s but not how to make it beautiful. I probably won’t be easy to love. Too many people loved me badly, I’m not sure I know how to do it right.”

— Ashe Vernon (via thelovejournals)

[healingsuggestions]

take as long as you need to be okay

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

The deepest pain I ever felt was denying my own feelings to make everyone else comfortable.

Nicole Lyons (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[misteryosongbb]

I feel so anxious. Maybe I should write about this. But my hands are shaking while typing this. And I can't breathe properly. Oh god

[misteryosongbb]

Do you ever get that feeling that you just want to shutdown?

[misteryosongbb]

I've been homeless ever since last night. So grateful for friends who's willing to adopt me for few days. But I don't have clothes and everything else. Haaaay so much hassle. 😭

[misteryosongbb]

Gagü was waiting the whole day for a message from crüsh now lang nagmessage ü goodnight ü hvd ü