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[mistressewn]

i could've done so much more. i could've set boundaries. rules. i could've told you to stop. i could've stopped myself. i didn't have to do any of that but i did. i should've forced you to get up. i should've tried harder to get you to de-isolate yourself and i didn't because i was selfish over you. my stomach twists and turns and aches and feels and rumbles and turns cold when i think of you.

the truth is i love you. i'll always love you, and i want to find myself by your side someday. things could've been better- but i chose to be selfish.

[mistressewn]

i miss you

[patronsaintofweepingmothers]

"hibiscus," siow jian ming (2007)

[lamignonette]

[lamignonette]

[worldscoolest]

[prettypretender]

[makingimages]

[makingimages]

[unusual-suspects]

x

[mistressewn]

i miss you

[unusual-suspects]

x

[academic-vampire]

𝔦 𝔞𝔪 𝔫𝔬𝔱 𝔞 𝔩𝔬𝔰𝔱 𝔰𝔥𝔢𝔢𝔭

[mistressewn]

i miss you so much. i miss you more than you'll ever know. i hope you'll come back to me one day and things will be so much different. i don't want to lose you like this, not in any way, not now or ever. i really tried to be good. it's my fault i got hurt.

[mistressewn]

i havent stopped crying about you. i keep dreaming of you too. youre always within reach but i can't grasp you at all.

[witchrealms]

(x)

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