platonic! yan! harley sawyer x fem! doll toy! sibling reader x platonic! yan! toys (headcanons)
tw: yandere, obsession, lowercase on purpose, bad english, violence, etc.
imagine that you are dr. harley sawyer's sister, his only younger sister, the one who spent her childhood and mostly her life at his side.
you always noticed that your brother was... obsessive about absolutely everything; the cleanliness, the order, his investigations, even with you, but you didn't think anything serious, you just believed that he was controlling and that's it, a small defect.
until I took you as a supervisor to the toy factory: "playtime co."
at first they were easy tasks, making him coffee, making sure the doors were really closed and secured, helping him organize papers, things like that.
and that's what you thought you were going to do the rest of your work for, but your dear brother had... other plans.
you were always very kind, you had a cute but not naive nature, so, trusting harley, you decided to follow all her new conditions and jobs.
he also said that you would meet the emblematic figures of the factory, the toys!
you were so excited and nervous.
you soon discovered that everything you believed about the factory and your brother seemed to be an illusion.
you could see them breathing, with sad, hungry faces, looking at you with predatory eyes.
your first encounter with any of the toys is with huggy wuggy and kissy missy, who were forced to give you a hug and wave.
you could notice their sharp glances, with genuine curiosity, and also with a spark of confusion, probably because there is someone new.
you listen to everything the scientists explain, about the experiments, what you will do and how much they will pay you, all under the command of your brother, who was an important agent in the playtime company.
you want to scream at them that what they do with these "experiments" (which from what you heard are just children) is cruel, inhuman, almost nauseating, no one and nothing deserves to be treated like a pig in the slaughterhouse.
but you knew that they could use that worry and anger against you, oh, you knew it well by the cold and calculating look in their eyes.
so... decide to accept the conditions and keep this job.
what you did do was confront your brother, you told him how horrible this was and that you didn't know what he had become.
but harley sweetened your ear, saying that it was for reasons that you couldn't understand, that you are her beautiful and dear sister, that everything had an explanation that you weren't ready for, and ending with how much he loves you.
you wanted to believe him, that the harley in front of you was the same brother with whom you made pajamas and ate sweets in the early morning.
you had no choice but to accept all his explanations, while you murmured to him that you loved him too.
you really loved him, little you loved her hero.
as a supervisor, you were quite friendly, you gave them a little more than the portions they assigned you, you walked through different hallways where they were... the 'experiments' and, since you didn't have much to do in your day, since you didn't have many friends, you had a good salary, you rarely went out and your only family (harley) is always busy, you spent almost every day — except the nights — inside the hidden part of the factory.
most of them were afraid, repulsed or respected you, for the simple fact that you were a sawyer and that your brother was quite influential, especially in toys, they seemed to be more afraid than repudiated.
your first real encounter with one of the experiments was when you led huggy wuggy to his "room" (if you can call his white room that) and you stayed chattering with him, you didn't tie him up so tightly and you always gave him candy, trying to get along really well with him, you praised him and you were quite careful with him.
at first huggy was defensive, always looking at you with suspicion and tense with you, but as the days went by he became more... obedient to you.
sure, his anger attacks were scary, but other than that he was very kind to you and it even seemed like he was trying to control himself with you.
he was a good toy, one of the most obedient in general, but with you he was calmer.
maybe because he was created to be 'a security guard' or something like that..
oh, and with kissy missy! she is the one you advanced the fastest with, although she is distrustful like all toys, she was quite shy and afraid, so it was easy to get close to her.
after going to see huggy, you would go to his room and talk to her, she would always respond with yes and no, shaking her head.
she was even calmer than huggy.
although they still didn't let you enter their rooms and you could only talk to them both through the armored glass that separated them, they seemed happy with your company.
they became so attached to you that they always required your presence when they were mobilized or when they were educated with videos of miss gracie.
huggy wuggy had fits of rage if he wasn't with you or you weren't watching him, the workers would beg you to help them by just being there, they were afraid of what huggy could do even with protection.
kissy missy directly refused anything if you didn't guide her, she didn't even eat if you weren't there, she didn't leave her room even with threats.
so you had to be with them most of the time, trying not to let any of them get out of control.
and the scientists gave you permission to enter their rooms!
oh, and they gave you more toys to supervise.
first it was mommy long legs who you met, she was quite hostile to you, even though you were very nice.
she refused to see you and screamed that she didn't want any more disgusting adults, they had to put her to sleep with an injection to make her stop screaming.
when you saw her again, you had bought some dolls for her that you thought she might like, since you had been told that she had some strange fixation with that.
you don't think she's strange, she's still a little girl and it's obvious that she would like real plastic toys and not experiments.
mommy long legs looked at you confused when you offered her the dolls again through where you handed her the plate of food, you explained that it was a gift for her, that you wanted to start off right and that you hoped to get along with her.
you felt her staring at the dolls, almost in admiration, she didn't respond quickly but you heard the whisper of a thank you.
you smiled, although you knew you might get scolded for coddling the experiments.
since that day mommy was excited when you arrived.
she wasn't very happy that you were separated by the glass in her room, but you still managed to have fun with her, like creating dance games or 'simon says', until she let you into her room.
you joke and give her candy when she does things well, you pamper her and give her all your attention when you have to visit her.
mommy soon discovered that if you could enter other rooms like huggy's or kissy's
and to say she was upset was an understatement.
she yelled at you, saying how could you do that with others and not with her, that you can go play house with that kissy missy, always playing the victim!
you had to explain to her how things worked, the orders from your superiors and when you could visit her.
mommy was still angry with you, sometimes ignoring you or annoying you with interruptions or sarcasm.
do you notice he has a problem with kissy missy and—... poppy?
you were seriously wondering who poppy was.
eventually she stopped being so angry with you, it may be because she was already able to enter her room thanks to her cooperation — somewhat abrupt but cooperation nonetheless — at playtime.
every time you went, she had already prepared what they would play and made your hair.
"oh, dear! you look like such a CUTE little doll!!"
her voice excited with each hairstyle that made your heart soften, as if she were really a little girl.
she hates it when you're late coming to his room, she throws tantrums when other scientists come over, and she always talks about you with other toys.
so you have to go every time they need to move her or analyze her, like with huggy and kissy, but unlike them, you have to talk to her and chatter, smiling sweetly to make her relax.
you noticed something strange while you were taking care of most of them; it left you letters, letters with small thanks, the handwriting wasn't the best, but also with strange messages of 'you are the one' or things like that.
you decided to answer, maybe it's a worker or a toy that is grateful for its other friends or even a new toy, whatever.
when you responded you did it with some dessert or small sweet, trying to be kind and sweet, you thanked him and you felt deeply flattered.
leaving that aside, they gave you even more toys to supervise, since you had helped with mommy, who was one of the most stubborn to cooperate, which made you more... apt to continue your work.
the next toys you met was the smiling critters, who were very afraid of you, you could see it in the way they reacted, while huggy and kissy were indifferent and mommy was aggressive, the smiling critters stood behind their 'leader': dogday.
however, dogday was very kind to you, introducing himself and the other critters.
you smiled sweetly at him as you introduced yourself as well.
dogday was calm, didn't really make trouble and not only listened to you chatter when you came to supervise them, but he also responded, with his points of view and joking.
you had a lot of fun with it, and soon the other critters began to trust you more, seeming happy when you were the one visiting them.
dogday started calling you by a nickname: angel.
you felt so special in that moment, so especial.
the scientists soon let you into their room, the smiling critters were the most obedient toys so the process was quick.
all the little ones climbed on your lap, on your shoulders and one or another on your head and dogday sat next to you, watching you have fun with the little ones.
they were definitely the kindest and sweetest toys you knew at the time, especially dogday, who would stroke your hair and lay on your lap, or you would lay on his.
when he lays down on your lap you pet him, enjoying how soft his fur is, and sometimes he even falls asleep on your lap.
they don't really try to control you, but they beg you not to be late, it comes more from a protective side, especially dogday, who always stuck to you like gum if you took a second longer than stipulated.
It was tender but somewhat suffocating.
and then there's catnap, a separate member of the smiling critters but was originally created to belong to them.
a purple cat, cat-nap, duh.
when you met him, he simply didn't react, as if you weren't there, he raised his head and you could notice the terrifyingly skeletal body he had.
are you sure that catnap could hear the screams and reproaches you made to the scientists who were with you because of how loud your voice was, saying what the hell they thought they were doing with catnap, how could he be so... thin.
they told you that this was how their design should be and to please stay calm.
so you gritted your teeth until your jaw ached and your fists turned white, reluctantly accepting his words.
it was... strange supervising catnap, he literally did nothing, just walked around a bit, ate and slept.
he constantly seemed to ignore you, as you spoke from time to time and he never responded.
the only times I talk to you was at the beginning, asking you what you were doing there and when you express your displeasure at everything they do to them, that you wish you could get them out of here and that they are great.
"don't worry... the prototype will save us all."
those were the only words you heard from him.
they didn't let you into catnap's room quickly, although in your eyes it was harmless, to the scientists it wasn't.
and they couldn't lose you yet, they needed you to keep everything calm.
however, you saw some progress in catnap, he purred when he heard your steps, he looked at you longer, sometimes they got closer to the glass that separated them and he very rarely responded with yes or no.
it seemed super cute to you.
after a long time they let you into catnap's room, with protection even though you said you didn't need it.
nothing really happened, you talked to him and asked permission to pet him.
he nodded to you, although his muscles were somewhat tense, they soon calmed down with your caresses.
you stayed there until the hour was up, noticing how catnap watched you leave, take off your protection and close the door.
almost like he was hoping you would stay longer.
eventually catnap lets you pet him whenever you want, fall asleep on him sometimes and looks at you when you talk to him, purrs in response and lays down while you smile at him.
although catnap didn't get along with the smiling critters, he tries so that they don't separate him from you and that you give him more time.
many times you bring catnap food on the side, either purchased or prepared by yourself, and he eats it while lying down happily — or so you think. —
the employees are deeply afraid of him and you know it, he knows it too, so when he gets angry with others they call you.
eventually playcare became an even calmer place, except that dogday is always worried when you're with catnap, knowing his temper.
meanwhile you continued receiving letters, this time you discovered the name of the person who sent them.
in all of them he always gave you compliments and thanked you deeply, as always, and you decided to write him back.
and they also gave you doey, a new clay toy to supervise, and who was even further down the factory.
it gave you chills that there were so many experiments, so many children...
wow, your surprise was great when they told you and you saw that doey was made up of three children, three children!
you knew that your reproaches would not be heard by others so you sighed and tried to calm your anger.
you knew every kid who owned doey, but of course, you got along less with some more than others.
with mattew he was quite calm, sometimes he joked and tried to cooperate with you, especially since he heard rumors about you and... your kindness.
with jack, the youngest, he was initially a little afraid of you, but after a while of talking to him and showing that you were harmless, he quickly warmed to you.
and the most complicated, kevin.
you knew that kevin didn't love you, and you suspected that he couldn't do it, i mean... your first interaction with him was when he had a fit of rage, where he constantly repeated something.
"soft voices lie, they hurt, they hurt."
kevin knows he could give you a chance, but he won't, he's so afraid that he'd rather avoid another pretty voice lying to him.
but you are always so understanding, you try to make all three of them happy, you give them personalized gifts, including their favorite foods and their favorite book, you even propose to show them the series that emerged from that book.
to say that doey was happy was an understatement.
and you really made great progress, only like catnap, doey was dangerous, especially kevin, with his rage attacks that seem to be stronger than huggy's have left many workers badly injured.
and, of course, kevin definitely doesn't want you to come into his room, play with him, talk to him or anything, not at all!
in reality, this child does not want to give you the opportunity to enter his heart, but he inevitably finds himself jealous every time he hears about you from others.
mattew doesn't have... that problem, at least not to the same level, he works harder to get your approval and praise, he expresses himself much better with you and he is kind too.
jack... he's really just insecure, he needs you to constantly comfort him and be more attentive when he handles doey.
it took you a long time to be able to enter his room, even longer than catnap, because even he was a little more stable than doey, who was constantly impulsive and the fragments of his personalities fought against themselves and... everything was a big mess.
but when you got it, you could notice how doey kept a certain distance although you could see how he actually wanted to get closer.
doey was really worried about how you handle so many toys (he's a little jealous)
over time, doey began to get closer to you, every meter, little by little, until he could hug you and control himself enough not to kill you with his strength.
you play with them, you read them their favorite book and you give them what they ask for.
kevin tells the other two that he can stand you (we all know he's just lying, but, you know, let him be), jack is very fond of you and always tries to talk to you even though he talks the least, and mattew is really happy that you've come into their lives.
the letters you receive will soon stop being so kind.
ollie asked you why you didn't come visit him, how could you feel attached to toys that weren't him.
you sighed as you responded that you loved him and appreciated his letters, but that those toys also used to be his friends.
ollie stops sending some letters for a while.
and you, finally, can spend some time as a family with dear brother.
"so I'm told you're pretty experiment-friendly, right?" the dangerous tone of harley, your brother, made you shiver. "haha, I'm proud of you, dear sister." that laugh felt like it was hiding something.
you ask him why you have that tone, that you know him and you didn't know why he spoke to you like that.
"i always knew you would be perfect, you know that?" a strange smile appeared on his face. "you are beautiful, you are everything I need."
something was wrong, very wrong.
"you're just missing something small, a tiny favor you can do for your beloved brother."
"are you afraid of me? i'm your brother, your blood."
"and you're not afraid of those monsters you create, but you are afraid of your brother, who loves you more than all of them?!"
this is not your brother.
"but don't worry, maybe i've just neglected you a little, i was just studying how to make you even more perfect."
your voice remains stagnant.
"you can do me this favor, can't you? surely you can, we are brothers after all."
harley's smile made you shudder, your paralyzed legs had the courage to try to flee, but when you tried to open the door, two more scientists came in and supported you.
"i love you, sister, and that's why i will make us both happy."
when you became conscious, you noticed that your body... was completely different, instead of skin and cartilage, there was porcelain and joints that were not very mobile.
your outfit fit you just right, your hair had artificial hair and a small accessory.
you retained the figure of a human body, but your appearance was anything but human, even your eyes had more dilated pupils and were completely black inside.
you wanted to cry but your vocal cords can't get used to such a delicate throat.
you notice that you are in a white room, like the toys, what you were supervising, chained by your hands and ankles.
you see a familiar figure in the glass doorway in front of you, and you didn't have to see it to know who it was.
"you turned out perfect."
his voice disgusts you so much, you can't look at his face as you stare at the white floor.
"you were pretty compatible with most of the chemicals, you turned out just as i planned" harley's humming makes you sick.
harley was your brother, your only family.
they ran away from home sometimes, they played hopscotch, they said words of support to each other and it was always your safe place.
was it all for his plan to make you his creation?
was it a lie the times you saw them cry in your arms? was every whisper of I love you a lie? was it a lie that I even considered you a sister?
"you are the best successful creation I have ever made, you have been very cooperative, dear, it will take you a while to adapt but you will be fine, I will guide you to success."
the tone of voice was so sickeningly sweet that you wanted to throw up, scream at him, whatever.
but you weren't stupid, now you're made of porcelain, you could break with the slightest blow.
your voice finally came out, a little high-pitched but clear enough.
was it worth sacrificing everything for your unhealthy obsession with being brilliant? was it worth sacrificing yourself in his new experiment? was it worth losing everything for this?
harley gave you the most macabre smile you had ever seen, and with that alone you had your answer.
part 2? i was thinking about this idea for a long time and here it is, i hope there aren't so many spelling mistakes and you understand everything correctly, I use a translator because english is not my native language, so I'm sorry if you see something out of place!! I hope you like what I do in the next chapter of the fanfic, I love you all!! :3