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i’ve been in love with her from the moment i met her, but that’s not what you say when people ask how you fell together. what else is there to say? what is the socially acceptable thing to pull from your mouth like baby teeth you’ve outgrown? i met her by chance. i met her by fate. i met her at a concert or a dating app in the middle of a strange fall. i didn’t expect it, they expect me to say. and maybe that’s a little bit true. but the real truth, the true that stands in its entirety, is that i needed to meet her. my soul wouldn’t have survived a moment longer without knowing hers existed. the truth is i was wild and drunk and blue in the face on the idea of her until i was sobered by her skin. the truth is the world was too cruel to survive without her. the truth is that every hand that touched me before her were made of hawk wings and she was made of the clouds. she knows a lot of random facts. it’s one of the things i love about her. she told me the other day that clouds weighed a million pounds. but i wanted to tell her, all the clouds landed on me from the moment i saw her. this is the weight of my love for her. what else is there to say? what other truths can i tell? she is the only sky in the world that i’ll never lift off of my chest.

—(ap 4.20) when people ask me how we met

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beakedwhalesyo

You’d think that would go without saying, but that’s government for you.

unculture

WHAT

shalymaar

Cottagecore aesthetic while living in the city

Some things you can do even if you're not technically living in a cottage :

Dress as if you're living in the countryside: dresses, long/midi skirts, white shirts, flower prints, straw hats, be colorful, light or dark whatever you love as long as you feel lovely in it!

Go to the farmer's market with a straw basket to buy fruits and vegetables every week (after the COVID-19 situation is over of course + in France, in every city, farmers come to sell their products, so I hope it's the case in other countries too!)

Use your bike everyday to go to work or to university!

Cook all your meals and use lots of vegetables! And bake a lot!

Organize picnics with friends in city parcs or around lakes! You can even go there alone, enjoy nature and read a nice book!

Read lots of books! Journal!

Go to flea markets and buy second hand everything! + Thrift clothes, books, supplies etc. You can find really cute kitchen supplies, tea pots or paintings in thrift shops or flea markets. (here in France, every Sunday morning during spring and summer, you'll find flea markets and old people love to sell their stuff)

Do some gardening! If you can rent a garden in your city, do it with friends and it can be a cool project (usually cost around 40€ per year)! Or find an association or uni club about gardening. They organize gardening projects and it's a fun way to meet new people also!

Learn new skills: sewing, embroidery, cooking, baking, gardening, etc. About medical plants, first-aid, self-defense, survivalism, DIY...

Go hiking! Look for hiking spots in your city and around; it can be small woods to mountains.

Be more environmental friendly: use less water, reduce meat consumption, buy localy and in season, tend to a zero-waste life with no plastics, educate yourself, look up minimalism or sustainable brands

Be more in touch with the change of seasons, lunar cycle, weathers (be thankful even when it's raining because plants need it!)

Practice being self-sufficient! Try to rely less on supermarkets, do/create things by yourself, learn how to store food

During your holidays, become a WWOOFER and volunteer on a organic farm OR travel to the countryside (for instance in France or Slovenia, there are many beautiful villages that are dreamy) while staying respectful of the locals

Connect with your femine energy/femininity. Take care of yourself, your skin, your hair, your nails, your mental health.

Practice yoga or go on walk. Take deep breaths.

Drink tea in teapots! (it sounds so random but it's not! Tea is the cure for almost everything)

Decorate your place with flowers (fresh ones for instance, but be careful not to pick endangered species!). Make your place cozy, find inspiration online! Don't try to be perfectionist! Be thankful for whatever place you have even if it's a small studio on the 10th floor. Make it your safe haven!

Raise early and listen to the birds singing every morning

Slow living!

xoxo

bumblebeeappletree

So. You want to garden.

For whatever reason. Right now as of uhhhh Friday March 27, of 2020, within the quarantine of COVID-19 you are most likely want to garden in order to feed your family as you want to save money from the grocery store. And to ya know. feed your family.

SO. Here’s some YouTube videos. Mainly from this one YouTuber since she runs her own farm. She talks about what to grow and how to grow as well as saving seeds. (Trust me, saving seeds is better in the long run.) You can also regrow kitchen scraps too if you feel like you’re unable to get any proper seeds. And for fun have a post apocalyptic type garden.

What to plant in a small garden:

Fast-food growing options:

The importance of Seed saving:

How to build an arched trellis for $30:

A complete guide to virtual gardening:

How to PLANT & GROW with cattle panel arched trellises:

14 store bought vegetables & herbs you can regrow:

Save your kitchen scraps, these 7 plants can be grown out of them:

9 survival gardening crops to grow in a post apocalyptic world:

brehatano

“Do the kids who grew up being taken to Broadway shows all the time… do they… do they know how lucky they are?”

— Thomas Sanders

Hey, you are doing better now (29.04.2020)

You thought you will never be happy again, but now you are. You finally start loving yourself. You realised you are a strong independent women. You don’t blame yourself when someone isn’t writing back. You know your worth. I’m so proud of you. Now you want to start a healthier lifestyle.

More exercising

Do more for school

Drink more water

Eat less junk food

Write everyday

Paint

Dance (learn choreos)

Put yourself first

You also came out to your friends. They all know you are bi. They all accept you. You are finally happy to be out of the closet. You are happy to talk about girls. About boys. About both, in a romantic way. And you are totally ready to make out with one.

killowave

You made me stop believing in fate and at first I pity me for that,but now I know how great it is that I came to the Realisation Bc of you. Yeah there is nothing such as fate. It’s my choice what happen. I’m happy that i learned to fight for the things I want, fight for the love I want. Thank you ass for teaching me such an important lesson💛🤡

dearmyblank

Dear S,

I honestly cannot believe I’m writing you an anonymous letter on this hellsite. To say that I’m feeling embarrassed and guilty is a vast understatement.

… but a girl’s gotta get her feelings out somehow, right?

The snow has finally melted in our little college town and you and I finally got that study date we’ve been waiting for. I would be lying if I said that I hadn’t been looking forward to it since the day we first met. I’m stubborn, impatient, and honestly a little crazy, but I can assure you that today was so completely worth the wait.

We met up not once - not twice - but three times today to study for our ridiculously hard class together. The half an hour before our exam was so much more fun than I thought it would be, and my heart practically stopped when you followed me to office hours and then to the library later that night. It was practically a dream.

I’m not normally like this, I swear - I’m a tough egg to crack - and it’s tearing me up a little that I’m so smitten already.

I just can’t remember the last time I had a crush like this.

See you tomorrow,

aiidoneuss

🌙 banishing negativity spell 🌙

⭐️banishing spell :

* a bowl

* paper

* a lighter

* an incent

* a black marker

* sage ( for cleansing )

⭐️Procedures :

* gather all materials

* Draw out sigils for cleansing and banishing

* light incent to set the mood and to open your mind

* place the sigils and sage into bowl

* write out what you want to banish with black marker on a piece of paper, then place into bowl.

* use the lighter and light it all on fire, then allow the papers and sage to burn.

* close your eyes and pour your negativity into the fire.

* once the mix has burned completely, use the ashes to draw a cleansing sigil on your skin.

* take a shower and wash the sigil to activate it.

This is my first ever spell so please, if you have any feedback i would love to hear it!

orriculum

💔👤‘What Kind of Man Loves Like This’ Spell 👤💔

inspired by florence + the machine’s “what kind of man” song, a spell to help release yourself from a bad relationship in your life

You’re a holy fool all colored blue Red feet upon the floor You do such damage, how do you manage Tryna crawling back for more?

💔 gather a red and a blue candle, half an apple, coffee grounds, pepper, salt, pine needles and a taglock of the person you wish to distance yourself from.

💔 play the song while you perform the ritual, dance and sing along if you like.

💔 light the candle, and take half the apple, which represents the rotting relationship.

💔 bury the coffee, pepper, salt, pine needles, the banishing elements, and the taglock, in the core of the apple half. burn the whole thing with the red and blue candle(s).

💔 as it burns, feel the bonds of the relationship dissolve away

💔 dispose of the burned apple somewhere safe.

There is no fate

I thought everyone has that one person they are meant to be with. But after all this pain and waiting I realised there isn’t something like fate,there isn’t someone you are meant to be with.I blame myself for thinking like that,I blame myself for having feelings like that. Just bc of that,I always came back to you and you always knocked me down.Over and over again.

I feel sorry for myself for hurting me like that.

skittleswastaken

Tarot Cards and Their Meanings

Wands:

Ace: Beginnings, birth, energy, self-image, new opportunities

2: Potential, planning, choices, contemplation

3: Long-term, foresight, putting things into motion

4: Rewards, celebrate good times (come on!), teamwork, home

5:Competition, conflict, brainstorming

6: Praise, self-confidence, recognition, role model

7: Defense, threat, perseverance

8: Progress, energy, swiftness

9: Perseverance, wounded, guarded

10: Responsibility, burden, stress or success

Page: Adventures, inspiration, ideas, journey, desires

Knight: Risk-taking, experiments, travel, fun, passion

Queen: Creativity, independence, friendly, optimistic, beauty

King: Leader, pride, energy, charisma, passion

Cups:

Ace: New feelings, awakening, imagination

2: Equality, respect, harmony, sharing

3: Friendship, celebration, fun

4:Withdrawal, indifference, boredom

5: Sadness, mourning, disappointment, regret, suffering

6: Kindness, caring, memories, childhood

7: Fantasy, illusion, creative brainstorming

8: Travel, retreat, spirit quest

9: Contentment, host, wish fulfillment

10:Happy home, shared love, peace, family

Page: Sensitive, gentle, Imaginative, kind

Knight:Romantic, flirt, artist, emotional intensity

Queen: Empathetic, sensitive, emotional, psychic, mother

King: Wise, calm, emotionally mature, father

Swords:

Ace:Truth, intellect, communication, clarity

2: Standstill, mediator, indecision

3: Loss, sorrow, betrayal

4: Rest, mental restoration, reflection

5: Defeat and self-defeat, irritability, arguments

6: Support, moving, retreat, mental healing

7: Gathering information,mental tests, strategy

8: Helpless thoughts, limiting beliefs, excuses

9: Worry, anxiety, insomnia, repressed thoughts

10: Finished, closure, give up

Page: Curious, student, intellect, thoughtfulness

Knight: Debate, explorer, rushing, revolutionary

Queen: Truthful, self-aware, teacher, intellect

King: Objective, intelligent, assertive, fair, logical

Pentacles:

Ace: Healthy beginnings, investing, grounded, opportunity

2: Play, changes, multitasking, adapting

3: Planning, employment, teamwork, assistance

4: Stable, saving, cautious, boundaries

5: Unstable, illness, supportive friends, lack of security

6: Charity, generosity, giving back, assistance

7: Assessment, trial and error, editing, feedback

8: Repetition, precision, commitment, meaningful work

9: Luxury, discipline, earned rewards, fruits of labor

10: Wisdom, home, wealth, legacy, home

Page: New project/job, Student, new studies, cautious

Knight: Loyal, dependable, hard working, practical

Queen: Mother, Fertile, down to earth, nurturing, protective

King:Wealthy, successful, loving father, stubborn, practical

Major Arcana:

The Fool: Trust, Beginning, open minded, innocence

The Magician: Will, personal power, intention, resourcefulness

The High Priestess: Inner Wisdom, Meditation, spirituality

The Empress: Mother, creativity, nurturing, sensuality

The Emperor: Power, structure, stability, father

The Hierophant: Responsibility, knowledge, teacher, belief system

The Lovers: Sexuality, union, love, cooperation

The Chariot: Determination, Control, momentum, competence

Strength: Courage, Strength/ inner strength, survival

The Hermit: Guidance, wisdom, perspective, solitude

Wheel of Fortune: Luck, expansion, destiny, change, movement

Justice: Ethics, law, balance, fairness, accountability

The Hanged Man: Release, waiting, surrender, sacrifice

Death: Regeneration, ending, closure, transformation

Temperance: Experimenting, creating, combining, compromise

The Devil: Limitations, attachments, commitment

The Tower: Sudden shock, chaos, destruction, questioning beliefs

The Star: Renewal, peace, optimism, boundlessness

The Moon: The shadow self, dreams, confusion, intuition

The Sun: Playfulness, acceptance, personal growth, enthusiasm

Judgement: Transition, maturing, reviewing

The World: Integration, connection, wholeness, completion, options

Hey guys! It’s been a long time but I’m working on some posts for later. I’m probably am going to work on a reversed version of the cards for next time. Thanks for reading!- Samantha

catarinehancock

“1. it’s not always loud. it’s not always obvious. the poison doesn’t always hit you like a gunshot. sometimes, it seeps in quietly, slowly. sometimes, you don’t even know it was ever there until months after. 2. love is not draining. love is not tiring. this is not how it is supposed to be. 3. apologies are like band-aids, when what you really need is stitches– they don’t actually fix anything long-term. soon enough, you’ll be bleeding again, but they will never give you what you really need. 4. this is not your fault. you did not turn them into this. this is how they are, how they’ve always been. you can’t blame yourself. 5. there will be less good days than bad days but the good days will be so amazing that it will feel like everything is better than it actually is. your mind is playing tricks on itself and your heart is trying to convince itself that it made the right choice. 6. they do not love you. they can not love you. this is not love. 7. you’re not wrong for wanting to run, so do it. 8. you will let them come back again and again before you realize that they only change long enough for you to let them in one more time. 9. it’s okay to be selfish and leave. there is never any crime in putting yourself first. when they tell you otherwise, don’t believe them. don’t let them tear you down. they want to knock you off your feet so that they can keep you on the ground. 10. after, you will look back on this regretting all the chances given, all the time wasted. you will think about what you know now, and what you would do differently if given the chance. part of you will say that you would never have even given them the time of day, but another part of you, the larger one, will say that even after everything, you wouldn’t have changed a thing. and that’s the part that is right.”

— 10 facts about toxic relationships (what i wish i’d known) -c.h. // instagram: @evanescent.love (via @poeticaffinity)

ninasdrafts

“The words tasted bitter on my tongue. I told you to leave first thing in the morning, but for our last night together, I couldn’t help being selfish. I could not help keeping you close, your breath on my neck, your hands on my waist. It felt like goodbye. It felt like a fresh start, tears pricking my eyes. It felt like the last thing I should be doing and the first thing I should have done a long time ago. Because you were never right for me, and I knew, but I took that thought, that lingering doubt, and shoved it into the back of my head. Just for the night, I told myself. Just for the last night. I buried my face against your neck and when you turned around, I felt your pulse race against the tip of my thumb. Your eyes were bright, even in the dim light, and I could barely look at you. I shouldn’t have allowed it. Shouldn’t have let you come this close to me when I knew I would end up having to push you away. But I couldn’t resist the rush, couldn’t resist the pain, and now there I was, my mouth dry as sandpaper. I told you to leave. I told you to go and find a new home with somebody else, a new home that I knew would feel empty without my laughter, that would feel empty even after somebody else’s laughter had moved in. But I couldn’t be what you wanted. You thought I was, but you were always wrong about me, from the very first time we met. The words tasted bitter on my tongue. I told you to leave first thing in the morning, and I told you to never come back, not even for another night.”

— just for the last night an excerpt / n.j. (via theprocast)

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Brie Larson: *cuts her hair*

Lesbians: nice

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