picking.up.the.pieces

i wanted him. he wanted her. end of story. i so looooove tumblr and i reblog whatever it is that i love/like. i'd be happy if you'll follow my blog. if not,still, thank you for passing by. :) if you want to talk to me or ask for an advice, just send me a message and i would gladly appreciate it. :) smile and let's enjoy life! we all deserve to be happy. xoxo

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10th: FF8 (saw Janna at GB3) 11th: guardians of the galaxy vol 2 (at Jologs) 12th: Chicken and Beer (got drunkkkk)

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7th Logan/Mcdo 8th Hatid sa Office 9th Birthday 💙💙💙

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1st: Star Wars 2nd: Meat Depot 3rd: Tides 4th: SnR Pizzaaa 5th: 12 monkeyss (Valentine's) 6th: Brew kettle drinks in Aguirre I cant imagine that all of these happened. December 20. Then, we saw and talked with each other on December 28. On the 14th, he sent me flowers. He broke all the records. All the firsts. He is so sweet, I cant even describe how he makes me feel. I want to let go. To feel everything, but I cant. I cant let myself fall. I cant let myself be in on that deep with him. He's everything I could have ever hoped for. I've only imagined a simple guy. But the Lord has given me so much more. He is not what I've prayed for, but he exceeded all expectations and prayers. I could not imagine that he is my gift. And that he is looking my way. I want to keep him all to myself. I want to be near him always. To know him better. To just be with him. Talk to him. It's really hard not to get used to him. It is really not sinking in. Him. Saying those things. Making me feel those things. How could he say things like that? Those words. I did not imagine that a guy will come my way and say those things. I cant comprehend the fact the someone like him is saying those things to me. All these feelings are new to me. No one ever came this far. No one ever had the balls. No one but him. He is the first ever. I am always overwhelmed by these feelings. He never fails to surprise me with all that he is. I could just spend all day looking at his texts. I could just imagine spending all day being in his arms and not talking but feeling secure. And now that I was feeling depressed and down, he really made it a point to come and see me. Doesnt he know how much that feels? The effort. I. Cant. Even. Im so lucky I did not know what I did to deserve this treatment. This attention. And for this matter, him. He makes me feel things. Not only in the words. But the effort. The care. It is getting through the virtual world and getting into me. Into my heart. I really want to keep count all the things that he said and done until I can lose track of it all. I want to comfort him always whenever he's at his lowest. I want to cheer him up each time. I want to be there for him. I want to be his biggest fan. I dont know how to make out with these feeling. How to define all of these. But in my present, there he is. And he is making me happy. But I know that all these can go away. There is no assurance. But while this lasts, I will be forever grateful that he made me feel this way. That this is possible. That I am possible to receive this kind of attention. I am so happy that we got this chance to meet each other. I really have no words for the Lord's timing.

[justlivinglife610]

[perrfectly]

We are dying from overthinking. We are slowly killing ourselves by thinking about everything. Think. Think. Think. You can never trust the human mind anyway. It’s a death trap.

Anthony Hopkins (via perrfectly)

[kushandwizdom]

Focus on what makes you happy. Drink more water. Use your 24 hours to constantly grow and glo. Practice meditation. Remove shit friends. Cherish the good people you've been blessed with. Eat healthy. Exercise your body and mind. Continue to learn about yourself. Love God.

[words-of-emotion]

Dedication makes champions out of people.

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[tblaberge]

If there is one thing I could plant in your heart, it’s that you matter, you’ll always matter.

T.B. LaBerge // Unwritten Letters to You (via h-o-r-n-g-r-y)

[thequotemaster]

Never trust your own tongue when your heart is bitter.

Unknown (via thequotemaster)

[quotationadmiration]

You are not weak just because your heart feels so heavy.

Andrea Gibson (via quotationadmiration)

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The things don’t get done, if coffee isn’t first 🙃

[thequotemaster]

Coffee: because adulting is hard.

Unknown (via thequotemaster)

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[dreamonforeternity]

Wake up early tomorrow. Eat a good breakfast. Do your hair and makeup and put on a kick-ass outfit. Buy your cup of coffee and enjoy every sip of it. Go to work, make that money, and learn something new in the process. Nourish. Grow. Inspire. Self-destruction is not an option. And let every choice you make be a brick in the foundation of rebuilding yourself.

Unknown (via dreamonforeternity)