Fic Collection
Here is a list of my ranked mutsurie fics ranging from "my child, my love, my dearest" to "who let me post this on the internet lol". Behold the fruits of my boredom and unhinged brain at 3 am.
exulansis
Words: 48,920 | Chapters: 18/?
Tags: post Dragon Arc | implied sex | implied rape | drug abuse | sexual slavery | violation of reproductive rights | misgendering | unplanned pregnancy | graphic description of corpses | suicidal thoughts | attempted suicide | implied/ referenced childhood sexual abuse | implied/ referenced alcohol abuse/ alcoholism | redemption | drug abuse | PTSD | original characters |
AU in which Furuta entrusts information about the Sunlit Garden to Mutsuki Tooru before Dragon and after a couple of realizations and years later he decided to solo investigate the case. This fic represents my dying need for more info about the Sunlit Garden, an exploration of sexuality, gender identity, reproductive rights and dissecting my faves traumas on a petri dish :)
dragons purr
Words: 3,025 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: established relationship/ married | pets | very domestic and fluffy | attempted Cunnilingus | with sock on, no less |
Let's just say a certain intruder lives on their wardrobe, and slowly everywhere in their house, scratching at their bedroom door when they want to have a little sexy time. I wrote this for @sasukeyeol bc he deserves it mwah.
If the world ended tomorrow
Words: 4008 | Chapters: 1/1
Tags: post chapter 179 | reference to past sexual abuse | sparring | cooking | hashtag deep convos under the stars queer edition |
Mutsurie sparring is the definition of "loving wrestling" except they fuck each other up mentally nonetheless. I just wanted them to have awkward little convos about life and kiss under the starts, im a simple girlie :)
to meet is the beginning of parting
Words: 21,669 | Chapters: 10/10
Tags: post 179, mutsuki lives on the countryside | original character | they talk things out and visit flower gardens bc why not | cooking | a lot of fluff and comforting |
This thicc 10 ch fic written after the end of tg:re exists to smack ishida for not making mutsurie canon :) in which urie vists mutsuki in the countryside for the weekend and his city boy queer brain is quacking bc of it. This fic needs to be a ghibli movie.
Heartbeat lullaby
Words:425 | Chapters:1/1
tags: mutsuki first pov | self hatred
Old old fic of just me exploring a little and trying to tackle my dramatic bitch versing that is very much part of all my fics but hopefully curated with time *cries* I like writing monologues, and this felt like a short asmr movie smh. Every fic from here on is the epitome of "im cringe but im free" .
the singing cicadas
Words: 3,076 | Chapters: 2/?
tags: they kiss again who's shocked | and they're under the stars again but now they're dancing | urie and his info dumping about ...cicadas | pomegranate tree, the only mutsurie symbol ever |
Mutsurie awkward dancing is my lifeblood and ill write it another 10 times if i have to. Some of my fics deserve to be a asmr genre of their own like this one But I Digress. Teaching each other things is their common love language, i'll die on this hill.
make me cold
Words: 3,050 | Chapters: 1/1
tags: the drama is real and and im fed | they're dancing Again but this time in a ballroom | checking each other out in suits | urie and his champagne to avoid people |
I always wanted to write mutsurie having a dramatic manly taxpayers' conversation while Dimitri Shostakovich’s second walz played in the bg of a ccg ballroom and i did it. (If this fic was a "pride and prejudice" moment, it would be when mr.darcy helps elizabeth step out of the carriage and then squeeze his hand right after. )
it's ok, you're ok
Words: 1,120 | Chapters: 1/1
tags: reference to previous sexual assault | nightmare | hurt/comfort | lullaby |
I turned my obsession with disney lullaby songs and this old random movie into a fic. It's lame af but it makes me smile.
i know, i know everything
Words: 2,819 | Chapters: 1/1
tags: major character death by suicide | urie-pov |
I don't like this but i also refuse to delete it bc this is the blueprint of all the dramatic shit i've written after, the beginning of it all even. It's pure drama. No sense, only violence.
the little sanctuary of mine
Words: 1,384 | Chapters: 1/1
tags: hurt comfort | i dont remember what i wrote here and i refuse to reread it please dont read it either lol |
Mutsuki gets attacked by "torso's people" and he comes back home in pieces and only urie is awake to bandage him up uwu. I don't know why i haven't deleted this. Maybe bc my idea was gorgeous in my head, but the execution was tasteless. I would like to rewrite this, when i find the guts to reread this without dying inside lmao
