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So much of her life had been Samantha trying to prove something â be it to herself, or to the world. The world was built upon categorizing things and forcing someone to take the form the world thought they should. Sam had tried to play contortionist to fit into neat little boxes when she was younger, but she had stopped severing parts of herself to try to fit into a mold she was not made from. So much of her life had been spent screaming in an attempt to be heard. She was Samantha Hollis; so many things, and so few at the same time. She presented a tough face to the world, and she was â too hard at times, even â but Malcolm Ducaine had been one of the few that caught a glimpse of her big picture. She showed him who she was and let her voice whisper sweet nothings instead of being hoarse in an attempt to be heard.Â
âIâll hold you to it,â Sam managed to say through a grimace. His hand turning her head did not warrant her usual, defiant gaze. She gave his hand a faint squeeze, though her eyes lingered on the lock button as he stepped out of the car. Sam wrapped his knuckles far too many times that she didnât put punching out the window above him. She was far from timid, but the steps she took towards the house were tentative when she let herself emerge. They would sit at a table beneath one of the ancient magnolia trees she had climbed in her youth â surrounded by their faint perfume and strung up in fairy lights. Little lights and control of the cake had been her only requests for their wedding. The rest had been placed in Macâs hands. So much of herself had been placed in Macâs hands, and hers sought out his once more. âThank you for this.â Those words did not leave her reddened lips easily. Nothing about revisiting this would be easy.
Samantha Hollis was something of an anomaly to Malcolm - a group of puzzle pieces he couldnât quite fit together, all fraying edges and bent middles. And yet, despite everything that made him sit up at night and contemplate the nature of their relationship, he couldnât bring himself to quit her. There was a force that so often pulled them back together, one hardly being able to move without the other, both being magnets to one another in the worst of ways. Similarly, they softened each other - smoothed out their rough edges, tamped each other down into a perfectly level and acceptable form. Every hard piece they had ever worn and carried like armor that was too big for them, hanging loosely from their bodies as they stood defeated - all of it didnât matter in the presence of each other. And that was why, in spite of his better judgment, Malcolm would find himself in a three-piece suit on the side of a road he had never been on before.
âYou know I would do anything for you, Sam.â The man confessed, his voice softer than it had been before. He stuck his arm out for her, elbow extended in her direction should she feel the need to take it - though he had a feeling she would. The two of them never felt the need to stay overly close to each other, not showing a terrible amount of affection in public, but when it came down to it Malcolm felt more relaxed knowing Samantha was at his side - and being able to feel it as well.








