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[mjolnirswield]

𝙸𝙽𝙳𝙴𝙿𝙴𝙽𝙳𝙴𝙽𝚃    &    𝙿𝚁𝙸𝚅𝙰𝚃𝙴    𝚂𝚃𝙴𝚅𝙴    𝚁𝙾𝙶𝙴𝚁𝚂    𝙾𝙵    𝚃𝙷𝙴    𝙼𝙲𝚄.

this  blog  is  canon  divergent  &  headcanon  based.  established  in  march,   2021.    ★     protected  by  riley.     they  /  them,   est,   twenty  -  five,  indigenous,  queer.    please  read  my  rules,  &  my  mains  /  exclusives  in  my  docs  before  interacting  /  following.    also  note:  most  of  my  time  &  energy  will  be  spent  on  cj  &  lyss.    (    shieldcaught,  bitebullet,  chaosbent  )

𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬  /  𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝  /  𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧:    𝐝𝐨𝐜𝐬.

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[mjolnirswield]

i just want to say, sometimes i'll randomly think about this blog and get very nostalgic<3 i'm now 30, about to have my msw, living in philly, and being a full-time therapist. life used to be so simple on this blog. i hope if y'all ever stumble across this, you're doing well<3

[mjolnirswield]

[        ⭑        ]        /        𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝  𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍  𝚘𝚏  𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚋  𝚊𝚛𝚎  𝚢𝚘𝚞.

𝐂𝐀𝐘𝐄𝐍𝐍𝐄.            ›                pre  -  avengers  +  phase  one.

       ›        everyone  says  that  you're  so  bright,  so  loud,  so  much  &  maybe  you  are  or  maybe  you're  covering  up  that  gaping  wound  in  your  chest  with  fireworks.    or  maybe  you  really  are  so  bright  so  warm  so  hot  but  sometimes  you  wonder  if  anything  will  ever  be  enough  to  soothe  that  aching  burning  cold  fire  in  your  chest.    you  don't  know  what  it  is,  can't  ever  let  yourself  close  enough  to  that  pyre  to  know  if  it's  anger  or  fear  or  loneliness  or  grief  but  it's  there  &  if  you're  good  enough,  funny  enough,  bold  enough,  maybe  you  can  hide  it  from  everyone  else.    maybe  there's  enough  of  you  &  enough  of  the  world  that  you  can  outrun  it  forever,  your  own  fire  bright  enough  to  put  that  wound  to  shame.    bright  enough  to  prove  to  everyone,  anyone,  yourself,  your  mother,  your  father,  your  friends,  your  classmates,  the world,  that  you're  enough.    you're  enough.    you're  enough.

𝐂𝐔𝐌𝐈𝐍.                ›                main  verse  +  post  -  endgame.

       ›        you  see  yourself  so  clearly  that  you  can  see  the  gaping  hole  inside  you  where  you  lost  a  piece  long  ago.    it's  there  &  it's  ragged  &  painful  &  bleeding  &  you  don't  know  how  no  one  else  can  see  it  when  it  takes  up  so  much  of  your  awareness.    you  run  from  it,  fight  it,  try  to  find  it  but  nothing  bandages  up  that  hungry  mawing  void  inside  yourself  &  when  you're  tired,  uninspired,  you  swear  it  grows  &  grows.    you  promise  yourself  you  want  to  be  alone,  promise  yourself  that  you  want  to  be  different,  want  to  be  special,  love  having  this  hole  inside  you  &  point  it  out  in  words  or  song  or  jokes  &  stories  &  take  pride  in  that  pain,  in  your  uniqueness  in  this  world  of  grays  &  storm  clouds.    you  are  5  am  rain  on  asphalt  roads  &  sputtering  street  lamps.    you  are  petrichor  musings  &  a  thousand  contradictions  wrapped  inside  a  quiet  cry,  &  a  promise  that  you're  okay  or  that  you're  fine  until  you're  falling  apart  in  someone's  arms  &  pretend  you're  alright  in  the  morning.    you  taste  so  strongly  but  sometimes  you  wonder  if  all  you  are  is  ash.

𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢:        nobody,  i  stole  it<3 𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚐:        if  you’re  reading  this,  take  it  &  tag  me  !

[dekutree]

*dad voice* absolutely not

[papa-evershed]

Random Joe Teague gifset: Oxpecker edition [pt2]

[spitandvinegar]

Ok so we all know that the answer to “Where did Captain America learn to steal a car?” is “Nazi Germany” but I think the more pressing question here is when the fuck did this complete maniac get a driver’s license Because ok, Mighty Mouse 1.0 is too poor to own a car, too short to reach the pedals, has vision problems, and is a goddamn New Yorker in the motherfucking 1930s, why on earth would he ever have learned to drive? So this little bastard can’t even tell the gas from the brakes, he gets all beefified, he goes on tour with the USO. Unless one of the showgirls coached him through stalling out a car all over some Hollywood back lot, he still can’t drive. He goes to Europe. At some point, some genius looks at him and thinks “this strapping specimen of American hunkhood obviously knows his way around a vehicle, let’s give him a motorcycle,” and Steve “no parachute” Rogers is like “how hard could this be?” and promptly wraps himself around approximately eight trees at the same time. So then he’s kickin’ ass, fightin’ Hydra, and it’s just months of Bucky being like “give me the goddamn keys, Steven,” and Dum Dum and Morita endlessly encouraging his fucking insane Fury Road bullshit, like the Howling Commandos just use “grenade” as code for “Rogers” when they’re reporting why yet another truck has been destroyed beyond recognition. Yes, sir, another grenade, I agree, sir, it’s very odd that we keep losing vehicles in the same way, that’s the third this month alone So then he’s in the future and SHIELD is sorting his shit out, and they’re not going to force Captain goddamn America to wait in line at the DMV, they’re all in complete awe in him and they’ve seen the old reels of him on his bike, so when they issue him his driver’s license without any type of road test they go ahead and give him a motorcycle license too

and steve is like …neat.

Ok so then Bucky is back, shit is settled down, everyone’s heading somewhere and Steve gets in the driver’s seat and Buck’s like WHOA WHOA WHOA are you people out of your goddamn minds?! Why is Steve driving, is this some kind of mission, are we heading into a combat zone, is the plan for the vehicle to get blown up?? GIVE ME THE GODDAMN KEYS STEVEN And Sam is all “what are you talking about, Steve’s a great driver, I saw him jump his bike over a car once” And Buck is all “yes but have you seen him use a turn signal?” And Steve’s like, “Listen, we never needed to ‘signal’ our ‘turns’ in Nazi Germany.” And after that Bucky always drives. Fin.

[ransomflanagan]

STEVE ROGERS + Stealth Suit

[sleepy-domme]

Oh to tie a man to a chair and ride him mercilessly

[soulmemesarc]

cracks in the armor

just like. emotional prompts, vague and used to express those moments where the muse is breaking down and the filter is gone.

" i screwed up... i-i screw-- i screwed up so bad... "

" i'm sorry! "

" i-i didn't mean for any of this to happen... "

" i can't believe i dragged you into this. "

" it's all true. all the awful things they said about me/you. they're all true... "

" it was me, okay?! i did it! i'm the reason why you're in this mess! "

" you deserve better than this... "

" none of us are getting out of this. are we? "

" i, uh... for the first time in my life, i don't have a plan. "

" i'm scared. "

" i killed him/her/them. "

" goddamnit! don't you ever do that to me again! i was terrified something had happened to you! "

" i... i am begging you... don't do this. "

" i just need someone to hold me. someone to tell me everything's going to be okay... "

" why are you even here?! "

" i break everything i touch! "

" i don't know what i'm doing... "

" you're still here. why? haven't you seen enough to know that's the biggest mistake you'll ever make? "

" i did this... "

" please... please, help me. "

" i... i had nowhere else to go... "

" i don't know how i got here. i don't... i just remember walking. and now i'm here. and you're here... "

" i... i did something really bad... "

" what have you done?! "

" you can tell me to go, i just... i just really need... i don't even KNOW what i need... "

" i'm a bad person. "

" you don't deserve any of this. i'm... i'm so sorry i dragged you into this mess... "

[leneemusing]

protective prompts

feel free to adjust as needed!

PROTECTING: “  are you sure you’re okay?  ” “  i’m not letting you go alone.  ” “  let me help.  ” “  say the word and i’ll be there.  ” “  i know you can handle it yourself, but it doesn’t mean you should have to do this on your own.  ” “  i’ll stay the night.  ” “  get some rest.  ” “  ssh, go back to sleep.  ” “  i’m worried about you.  ” “  i’m not going anywhere. not as long as you’re in danger.  ” “  i won’t let anyone hurt you.  ” “  i won’t let that happen.  ” “  look at me. you’re gonna be okay.  ” “  what can i do?  ” “  i’ll be right here with you the whole time.  ” “  who did this to you?  ” “  i can tell you’re upset, talk to me.  ” “  i’m not letting them get away with this.  ” “  i’ll get you out of this. trust me.  ” “  i know you don’t need my help. but i’m offering it anyway.  ” “  you’re shaking like a leaf— what’s wrong?  ” “  what happened?  ” “  i’m gonna fucking kill them.  ” “  i won’t let anyone hurt you again. not ever.  ”   “  if anything happened to you…  ” “  i need you in my life. so please, let me do what i need to to make it safe.  ”   “  i can’t lose you.  ”   PROTECTED: “  have you been waiting up this whole time?  ” “  how long have you been here?  ” “  i’ll be okay. i promise.  ” “  will you stay with me?  ” “  please don’t go.  ” “  i feel safer when you’re here.  ” “  thank you for making me feel safe.  ” “  i trust you.  ” “  why are you helping me?  ” “  is it over now?  ” “  you don’t have to do this, ya’ know.  ” “  i can take care of myself.  ” “  you don’t have to worry so much.  ” “  i don’t want you to get hurt either.  ” “  i can’t bear the thought of you putting yourself in danger for me.  ”   “  you’re bleeding!  ” “  thank you, but i’ll be alright.  ”    “  please don’t get hurt. not because of me.  ” ACTIONS: 1. for one muse to wake up after sustaining an injury and find the other at the side of their bed 2. for one muse to hold the other after a nightmare 3. for one muse to step between the other and someone who intends to do them harm 4. for one muse to push the other out of harm’s way 5. for one muse to get hurt protecting the other 6. for one muse to fall asleep next to the other muse who is keeping watch 7. for one muse to rescue the other 8. for one muse to get caught hiding an injury sustained while protecting them 9. for one muse to react to the other hiding an injury 10. for one muse to take care of the other while they’re sick/injured 11. for one muse to kiss the other’s scar 12. for one muse to treat an injury the other sustained while protecting them 13. for one muse to kill to protect the other 14. for one muse to get killed while protecting the other 15. for one muse to fall asleep in the hospital bed with the other 

[ohisms]

𝑫𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑯 𝑶𝑭 𝑨𝑵 𝑶𝑷𝑻𝑰𝑴𝑰𝑺𝑻 .    (   lyric starters  originating  from  the  works  of  grandson .   mature  &  dark  themes  are  present ,   tread  with  caution .   ) 

❛  tell  me  what  you’re  trying  to  hide .  ❜ ❛  look  me  in  my  eyes ,   tell  me  everything’s  not  fine .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  a  secret  i  need  you  to  keep .  ❜ ❛  beg  me  for  mercy .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  so  brave ,   &  i’m  not  so  smart .  ❜ ❛  i’m  doing  you  a  favor .  ❜ ❛  i  did  a  lot  wrong  that  i  can’t  make  right .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  cope .  ❜ ❛  there’s  no  difference  between  you  &  i .  ❜ ❛  there’s  no  way  of  stopping  this .  ❜ ❛  is  there  anybody  out  there  that’s  paying  attention ?  ❜ ❛  i  try  to  do  my  part .  ❜ ❛  how  did  we  get  here ?  ❜ ❛  one  day  i  know  i’ll  regret  it .  ❜ ❛  i’m  in  love  with  the  pain .  ❜ ❛  idle  hands  are  the  devil’s  best  friend .  ❜ ❛  won’t  you  help  me ,   please ?  ❜ ❛  we  might  not  make  it  ‘til  the  morning .  ❜ ❛  i’m  a  sick  joke .  ❜ ❛  we’re  stronger  when  we’re  together .  ❜ ❛  it’s  the  same  shit ,   just  a  different  year .  ❜ ❛  i’m  terrified  none  of  it  matters  at  all .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  gotta  get  out  of  here  as  quick  as  i  can .  ❜ ❛  there’s  a  knock  at  your  front  door .  ❜ ❛  beg  me  for  mercy .  ❜ ❛  do  exactly  what  you’re  told .  ❜ ❛  don’t  listen  to  them ,   you’re  not  free .  ❜ ❛  there’s  nobody  that  can  stop  me .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  one  life  so  i’m  gonna  live  it .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  move  on .  ❜ ❛  where  the  fuck  do  we  go  now ?  ❜ ❛  my  heart  keeps  fucking  up  the  motherfucking  plan .  ❜ ❛  i’m  done  playing  games .  ❜ ❛  nobody  make  a  sound .  ❜ ❛  the  higher  the  crime ,   the  harder  the  fall .  ❜ ❛  everybody  told  me  ever  since  i  was  young ,   i  should  bite  my  tongue .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  know  where  i’m  gonna  go .  ❜ ❛  i  will  not  apologize .  ❜ ❛  i  think  it’s  time  for  a  change .  ❜ ❛  get  down  on  the  ground .  ❜ ❛  sometimes  the  bad  guy  wins .  ❜ ❛  this  is  my  one  shot  at  redemption .  ❜ ❛  i’m  looking  up  at  rock  bottom .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  get  left  behind .  ❜ ❛  is  this  what  you  wanted ?  ❜ ❛  i  wish  i’d  read  the  signs  better ,   ‘cause  the  writing  was  on  the  wall .  ❜ ❛  i’m  just  trying  to  get  used  to  these  changes .  ❜ ❛  i  thought  i  had  the  upper  hand .  ❜ ❛  one  day  you’ll  understand  why  i  pushed  you  away  as  i  ran .  ❜ ❛  what’s  your  alibi ?  ❜ ❛  i’ve  gotta  get  out  of  this  town  somehow .  ❜ ❛  the  bad’s  been  slowly  getting  worse .  ❜ ❛  what’s  your  life  worth ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  still  trying  to  find  my  identity .  ❜ ❛  somebody  call  the  doctor !  ❜ ❛  that  which  you  fear  is  that  which  you  become .  ❜ ❛  does  any  of  this  pain  have  meaning ?  ❜ ❛  i  was  in  over  my  head .  ❜ ❛  should  we  just  say  ‘to  hell  with  it  all’ ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  gonna  get  away  with  it .  ❜ ❛  you  think  that  you  can  stop  me ?  ❜ ❛  this  isn’t  gonna  be  some  little  fix .  ❜ ❛  i’m  sick  of  being  an  optimist .  ❜ ❛  don’t  resist  the  temptation .  ❜ ❛  we  can  all  be  saved .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  feel  something .  ❜ ❛  i’m  feeling  all  this  pressure ,   it’s  a  weight  on  my  shoulders .  ❜ ❛  i’m  looking  for  the  proof  that  i’m  alive .  ❜ ❛  all  i  ever  wanted  was  a  little  piece  &  quiet .  ❜ ❛  i  am  the  thing  you  created .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  tried  getting  better ,   did  all  of  the  twelve  steps .  ❜ ❛  if  you  love  me ,   let  me  go .  ❜ ❛  you  deserve  all  you’ve  got  coming .  ❜ ❛  i  spent  my  last  dollar  on  a  motherfucking  cab .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  no  hope ,   not  a  sliver .  ❜ ❛  sometimes  the  good  things  don’t  last .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  do  anything  for  you ,   just  tell  me  what  you  need .  ❜ ❛  the  goodbye  is  the  hardest  part .  ❜ ❛  i  never  thought  it’d  come  to  this .  ❜ ❛  everything  will  be  okay .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  done  bad  things  to  good  people .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  no  self  control ,   it’s  the  root  of  my  evil .  ❜ ❛  if  i  were  you ,   i  wouldn’t  love  me  neither .  ❜ ❛  i  keep  on  looking  at  the  world  like  i’m  an  optimist .  ❜ ❛  we  can’t  go  back .  ❜ ❛  have  you  ever  thought  that  you  don’t  know  it  all ?  ❜ ❛  i  wish  you  would’ve  called .  ❜ ❛  save  me  from  myself .  ❜ ❛  nobody  really  cared ,   so  it  never  really  mattered .  ❜ ❛  what’s  the  point  in  fighting  for  a  happy  ever  after ?  ❜ ❛  i’d  rather  drop  dead .  ❜ ❛  don’t  give  up  that  easy .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  keep  my  shit  together .  ❜ ❛  life  is  a  bitch ,   she  doesn’t  fight  fair .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  live  for  something .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  die  for  something .  ❜ ❛  this  won’t  last  forever .   nothing  ever  lasts  forever .  ❜ ❛  i  think  i  need  some  guidance .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  hurt  anymore .  ❜

[mjolnirswield]

thinking  about  steve’s  character  assassination  😃

[henry-cavill]

Chris Evans as Steve Rogers / Captain America

CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE FIRST AVENGER 2011 | dir. Joe Johnston

[buvky]

‘For as long as I can remember I just wanted to do what was right. I guess I’m not quite sure what that is anymore. And I thought I could throw myself back in and follow orders, serve. It’s just not the same.' 

MAKE ME CHOOSE | @buckybarne asked: steve rogers in catws or steve rogers in infinity war

[mjolnirswield]

                ⭑                𝕋ℍ𝔼  𝕎𝕆ℝ𝕃𝔻  𝕀𝕊  𝕀ℕ  𝕆𝕌ℝ  ℍ𝔸ℕ𝔻𝕊.    𝗂𝗍'𝗌  𝗅𝖾𝖿𝗍  𝗍𝗈  𝗎𝗌.    &  𝒘𝒆  𝒈𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒂  𝒅𝒐  𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈  𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉  𝒊𝒕.            ━            [  ᴡɪᴇʟᴅᴇᴅ  ʙy  ʀɪʟᴇy.  ]            ›            𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚌.

[shieldcaught-deactivated2022011]

     RANDOM  EDITS  feat.  steve  @mjolnirswield​    -    ©               —  mutuals  may  reblog,  personals  do  not  interact

[daniel-bruehl]

CHRIS EVANS as STEVE ROGERS | Captain America: Civil War (2016)