Does anyone out there understand?
That feeling when someone doesn't know your socially anxious, so they get mad at you for being quite, shy, timid.
The feeling you have when your asked "why don't you talk to anyone?, you only talk to me and your fine when your alone with me. What's wrong with you? Why can't you participate, and be social with others expect me?"
That feeling when you tell them, i am the same with my family. I take my cousin and secluded ourselves to be alone just so i can be comfertable and not under attack.
Does anyone really understand social anxiety?
Please do not ask me why i am not social in large groups, please do not tell me its annoying that i am only comfortable with one person instead of three. This is my social anxiety.
I will not try new things alone. I will not go to large groups of people alone. I will not place myself in situations where my anxiety takes over.
So instead of asking me why? How about you recognize i am quite and shy, and help me calm down, because i do not feel okay, and i am not comfortable.
Instead of asking why? Help me remember that i am okay, help me find calming things to keep me focused. Because in my mind I am panicked, and i am not okay.