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Miakoda Rocha Castelobruxo Jandaya

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Philip glanced around the brightly lit hall, surveying the rows of extravagantly dressed students, some of the girls in particular. By comparison, he wasn’t really a guy for an occasion or spectacle, dressed in a relatively plain black tux set and bowtie. Food and conversation were aplenty as he sat at the table with many of the Ilvermornies, his attention however occupied by a group of girls in one of the far corners of the grand hall. Well, one amongst the group in particular if he was being totally honest. One of his friends, catching where his gaze was, elbowed his shoulder “Koda? She’s in my potions class. From Castelobruxo. You’re in over your head if you think…” Philip paused him with a simple “watch”, leaving the table behind to approach Koda. “Hi” he offered, with a genuine smile, holding his hand out “I’m Philip. I don’t see a date on you despite that gorgeous dress and smile so I thought I’d fancy my odds. My friend back there thinks it won’t happen” pointing Koda to the back table he had come from.

        Being the awful person she was, she had been doing nothing so far but try to ignore a certain couple and eat her weight in chocolate, even when just attending was seemingly an invitation for people to bother her, both boys and girls who wanted to gossip or who didn’t know she was just not interested in ending up in a carriage with them any time soon. The people pitying her for not having a date were clearly trying something. When this kid, whoever it was, stood in front of her, told her shit she’d heard before and pointed back at his friend, Koda stared at his hand, then up at him, deciding to fist bump him instead of shaking his hand. “In your friend’s defense. He did warn you. I’m not interested.” Because no. She couldn’t have fun. She couldn’t spend her time with Celia, or this kid, or anyone for that matter. She just went to the ball to torture herself and hopefully make it hard to get out of bed for a week due to her own stupidity. but oh well. 

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[mlakoda]

Yule Ball Attire

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[paralyzedgirl]

[mlakoda]

“The best way to prevent a broken heart is pretending you don’t have one.“

[ohpureblood]

[mlakoda]

❝ I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing... I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen. I don't know. ❞

I. MAIN THEME - Alan Silvestri

Instrumental

II. VINCENT - Don McLean

And now I understand what you tried to say to me How you suffered for your sanity How you tried to set them free. Perhaps they'll listen now. For they could not love you But still your love was true And when no hope was left in sight on that starry Starry night. You took your life As lovers often do; But I could have told you Vincent This world was never Meant for one As beautiful as you.

III. SOMEWHERE ONLY WE KNOW - Lily Allen

I walked across an empty land I knew the pathway like the back of my hand I felt the earth beneath my feet Sat by the river, and it made me complete Oh, simple thing, where have you gone? I'm getting old, and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired, and I need somewhere to begin

IV. TONIGHT, TONIGHT - The Smashing Pumpkins

Time is never time at all You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth And our lives are forever changed We will never be the same The more you change the less you feel Believe, believe in me, believe, believe That life can change, That you're not stuck in vain We're not the same, We're different tonight, tonight Tonight, so bright Tonight, tonight

V. IT’S OH SO QUIET - Björk

It's. Oh. So quiet It's. Oh. So still You're all alone And so peaceful until... You fall in love Zing boom The sky up above Zing boom Is caving in Wow bam You've never been so nuts about a guy You wanna laugh you wanna cry You cross your heart and hope to die

VI.  ONE LAST WISH -  James Horner

Instrumental

VII.  VICTOR’S PIANO SOLO - Danny Elfman

Instrumental

VIII. LIABILITY - Lorde   

The truth is I am a toy that people enjoy 'Til all of the tricks don't work anymore And then they are bored of me I know that it's exciting Running through the night, but Every perfect summer's Eating me alive until you're gone Better on my own

IX. CASTLE WALLS - Christina Aguilera

Nobody knows I'm all alone Living in this castle made of stone They say that money is freedom but I feel trapped inside it all And while I sit so high up on a throne I wonder how I can feel this low On top of the world is beautiful But there's no place to fall

X. ON MY SLEEVE - Creed

My Heart is tattooed on my sleeve I'm not hiding No, it only hurts to breathe Standing now and alone I need answers tell me everything you know So heavy is the night Exhausted Whispers tend to crucify my mind I'm fighting but I'm blind

XI. SO FAR - Ólafur Arnalds Feat. Arnór Dan

So far from seeing hope I stand out here alone Am I asking for too much? So far from being free A past that's haunting me A future I just can't touch And if you take my hand Please pull me from the dark And show me hope again

XII. LOOKING TOO CLOSELY - Fink

This is a song about somebody else So don’t worry yourself, worry yourself The devil’s right there right there in the details And you don’t wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself Looking too closely Looking too closely No no no no!Put your arms around somebody else Don’t punish yourself, punish yourself Truth is like blood underneath your fingernails And you don’t wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself Looking too closely

XII. IF I NEVER KNEW YOU/FAREWELL - Alan Menken ( As arranged by Sam Yung )

Instrumental

[mlakoda]

hucelia:

Celia hadn’t met many people in her life that simply let her be, be herself and be her words. They would usually get angry, tell her to shove it, to piss off, or get uncomfortable, and cry. But Miakoda was none of those people for she was her own, and at first that had been the reason Celia was so drawn to the other. She was so different from anyone she had ever met in her life, and she was absolutely stunning – but none of that really mattered. Deep down the dark haired girl knew that the other wasn’t interested in her, but it didn’t phase her. She would keep trying, remain persistent, even if it just broke her own heart in the process. “That’s cute of you to say, but who says I just want into your pants?” And with that statement a brow raised itself, however, not long after the true importance of their mission shone through to Celia. “Alright, let’s go somewhere else. Where do you recon would be best, hermosa?”

        Koda just mainly let people be because that meant less confrontation, and all in all, understanding someone’s reasons to be didn’t mean supporting them. That was more or less what her relationship with Celia and Valentino were like, but that didn’t mean she wouldn’t let Karma catch up with them if it had the chance to. She didn’t know if it was that attitude that had Celia so... into her, but she couldn’t exactly change that just to have her give up on whatever intentions she had with her, whether truly romantic or just superficial. “... maybe everyone in Castelobruxo. My subconscious, my conscious, my spidey sense.... It’s not that hard to gather, Celia. You might wanna work on that.” She granted, cold hands going beneath her armpits as she shrugged. “Uh. Outside? Then the kitchens also seem like a good place. I can’t handle my alcohol without peanuts at least.”

[mlakoda]

ms-lilyluna:

Lily could notice her labored breath in between her attempt to get back up on her feet. The redhead couldn’t help but wonder if she is feeling alright, whether she need some help to the infirmary or not. She shifted her attention back to the girl with a gentle smile grows on her lips.

“–Potions. It’s actually one of my favorite subjects and I never skipped a class, not even once. But, I guess, there’s always a first time for everything.”

      After her last deep breath, Miakoda’s breath was as steady as normal, something she was thankful for, considering she really didn’t want to give anyone any explanation about what was going on with her. Who even was this excited about classes? She thought to herself, though perhaps that was the bitter part of her, questioning how others enjoyed things she couldn’t. Not fully anyway. 

        “Don’t stop your routine for me, if that’s what you’re insinuating, but... mind if I come with you? I might take a slower pace because... Because. You can always blame me for not getting there on time.”

[mlakoda]

ms-lilyluna:

A spark of red mane rushed against the crowd, bumped her way into one and another, while offering a tad miserable apology along her way. Lily Luna Potter was late for her potions class. No one (including herself) knows what caused her to overslept and skipped her breakfast, straight to the bath. Her green eyes wild against the students on her way. Her mind was trailed back to every secret passage and shortcuts she learned from her father’s map as she found herself standing on the fourth floor, where the light was dimm and no one around, as far as she can see. But, a sound from the dark makes she jumped in surprise. Her hand flew over her chest, to calm down her heartbeat, as she shot the other person a look, blinking in the process of adjusting the light to her eyes, until she caught a glimpse of a girl sitting down on the floor.

“–I’m sorry. I’m.. on my way to class.”

       Miakoda took one last deep breath as the girl spoke to her. “Sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you. You’re good.” With a little difficulty, Koda got back up on her feet, patting her backside to make sure no dust stuck to her robes, even twisting her body a little to verify as best as she could. Upon hearing the other was on her way to some class, she shook her head. “You’re already late. Why are you going?” Maybe because some people are actually responsible about their education and they’re not dying after a few flights of stairs, Koda. She scolded herself as she crossed her arms over her chest. “Which class is it?”

[mlakoda]

        Thinking it over, she really didn’t need the Goblet chosing her name in order to come sooner to her demise. All that was really needed was for her to have to go up and down the stairs in that castle. Koda was careful not to rush, and to take her time with them, but now, as she reached the fourth floor, she felt a little short of breath; good enough sign for her to sit down at the end of the nearest corridor, on the floor, hugging her knees and taking breaths as deep as she could. Koda had had some good past few months, only running short of breath without it fully evolving into tachycardia, all she needed to do was rest for a bit before going on with her day as normal. Time consuming, yes but it was better than the alternative of just letting a fit overwhelm her and leave her exhausted for most of the day. Not that much later she heard footsteps coming her way and she thought of saying something before they asked her anything. “Do you often visit dark corridors or only when someone else is already using them?”

[mlakoda]

&. BASICS

FULL NAME: Miakoda Erató Rocha

NICKNAMES: Dom, Mini by some friends.

AGE: 16 years old

DATE OF BIRTH: October 14th

GENDER: Cisgender Female.

BLOOD STATUS: Half-Blood

SCHOOL: Castelobruxo

HOUSE: Jandaya

EXCELS IN: Potions

MBTI: ENFJ - The Giver

ALIGNMENT: Neutral

&. FAMILY INFORMATION

PARENT NAMES: Desidéria Rocha and Bernard Mayhew

PARENT RELATIONSHIP: Married. Extra Married.

SIBLINGS: None. Her parents had wanted a big family, but they gave that up when they knew she was sick. 

&. WHAT’S UP WITH HER?

TW: Slight death mention.

Miakoda was born shortly after her parents got married, since they wanted to start a large family as soon as possible. For a while though, they focused on her, learning how to be good parents to her and raising her with all the rights and wrongs it implied, being parents for the very first time. 

As she turned three and they decided it was time to have another baby, they discovered something about their child that would ultimately put their plans aside permanently. During the Christmas holidays, the family had traveled to London, to spend them with Bernard’s family. Miakoda, fascinated with the snow, couldn’t help but to want to spend most of her time outside, playing and running. Everything was going okay until her parents heard a loud cry and upon exiting the house they found her curled up, crying, with difficulty to breathe and repeating over and over again “it hurt”. When asked what the problem was, she just placed one hand over her chest. 

Upon examination, it was determined Miakoda suffered of an arrhytmia, and it had been said maladie that had left her crying in the snow; dizziness, a racing heartbeat and chestpains that only increased as she couldn’t breathe properly during the fit. A problem that would only repeat itself as time went by and her parents decided it was best for them to keep their permanent residence in Brazil, as much as her father had wanted her to go to Hogwarts, a warm climate could help with the problem, and it did.

Growing up, the fits decreased but unfortunately didn’t disappear. They would still happen if Miakoda exherted herself beyond necessary, so sports, carrying heavy stuff for long, running, and even attempting to climb stairs too quickly can detonate them. 

 As a natural consequence of her poor health, Miakoda has avoided relationships and strong feelings for people at all costs, since feeling upset can also trigger her arrhytmia. This being more of a fear induced by her parents, but that she does not wish to try in the slightest. Being upset over smaller things is already exhausting; she doesn’t want to know what it’d be like to be disappointed in that front. 

She hates showing weakness to others, so not many people know about her heart condition. She also appears to be neutral about several things so people will want to be her friend, to be liked and so her ailment won’t be used against her in the future. Miakoda also hides when having tachycardia, since she doesn’t want anyone seeing the bad. Only the good; the happy face she shows, the relaxed behavior, the neutral, yet fun character... that’s better than showing how disgustingly weak she thinks she is. 

Koda threw her name into the goblet of fire, hoping to be chosen, only to joke around about how she knew it would never be chosen. She more than probably wanted to die already.

[mlakoda]

hucelia:

“I suppose I’ll take it, anything to be with the woman of my dreams.” and with that statement the young woman winked at the other, “How about a trip to the astronomy tower? Quite lovely to look at the way stars reflect in your eyes, i’m sure.” It should have bothered her that Koda insisted on calling her Satan, the devil or any other insult. But, for some reason she liked the thought that the other spent enough time on her to think of another name to call her. “I’d usually say I’m better, but I mean I’ll take equal in this instance. Just because it’s you. I thought why not hide it out of reach of any of those pesky students, and what better way to hide booze than behind an obnoxious painting that bothers people to no end so they stay away from that corridor?” A soft chuckle escaped her lips and joy flooded her system when she heard the painting complain at a distance that it wasn’t annoying. 

       “... sure.” Sometimes, just sometimes, Koda didn’t really know what to answer to Celia’s shameless flirting. It didn’t bother her at all, but there simply were times when she couldn’t tell if it was all a sham, or if she meant it truly or just halfway. She had rejected the advances many times, at first because she wasn’t interested in people, and once she was because Celia was just... not the kind of person Miakoda was attracted to, although she was very beautiful, and any normal person would give into it. Not her, though. “You can do that outside. It’s too many stairs to climb and we might get caught before we even get there.” She had nothing against her plan, but she wasn’t gonna risk it and have Celia presence a moment of weakness she could later use against her. Not now, not ever. She just looked away from the girl in front of her when she heard the complaining behind them. “You’re way better than me. You don’t have to downplay yourself just because you want in my pants.” Koda clarified, shrugging before she began making her way outside. Celia would follow no doubt.

[huceliass]

STUDENTS OF CASTELOBRUXO. Alere Flammam Veritatis.

Josefina Machado Ramos - ｔｈｅ ａｃｔｉｖｉｓｔ . someone who fights for social change.

Miakoda Rocha -ｔｈｅ ｆａｃａｄｅ.  someone who hides behind a mask.

Rhys Delgado -ｔｈｅ ｐａｓｔｉｃｈｅ.  the result of an event in their life.

Celia Hu -  ｔｈｅ ａｄｄｉｃｔｉｖｅ.  someone who has addictive tendencies

Valentino De La Cruz -  ｔｈｅ ｃａｔａｃｌｙｓｍｉｃ.  violent, someone bad or unwanted.

[mlakoda]

hucelia:

It was only after Celia realized she had snapped at her one true love that she feigned heartbreak – though part of it could be true, the offer made by Miakoda was the opportunity of a lifetime slipping through her grasp. “Oh baby, don’t worry we’ll have enough chances to put that offer and many more back on the table.” Slowly, the young woman made her way closer to Miakoda, bottles leaning against her chest as she wrapped her arms around them, a smile upon her lips which was only reserved for the other in-front of her. “I am sure, but I have another solution to the issue, we could also drink them then there would be no reason to hide them. Care to join me sweet cheeks?” 

       “Not today, Satan.” Miakoda snorted, if anything making it clearer now that her first statement had been merely a joke she wasn’t really intending to follow through on. “Everyone has a dream, I suppose.” She replied, staying put, never stepping back when Celia came closer. Koda took a good look at the bottles she held in her arms, then shook her head, denying her invitation. “I can watch you drink them, then take you back to your room if you want. Take it or leave it.” At this point really, what did differences matter? She would try her best to protect her, or even Valentino if things came to it even if they wouldn’t stop for a second to consider saving her. “Why did you even hide a stash of alcohol behind a wall? What are you? Me?”

[mlakoda]

hucelia:

“ Well that was about time… ” the young woman pushed herself off her seat in the Great Hall before making her way out of what she presumed to be Hogwarts’ best attempt at imprisonment. One step before the other, and all she could think of was two things: her notes (as per usual) and the fact that she was in dire need of a drink. Perhaps she could get to her stash unnoticed before returning to her room. Slipping through dark hallways, she made her way closer to an abandoned one before slipping a painting a side, causing the figures to curse at her – to which Celia solely rolled her eyes and resumed to taking the booze she had carefully hidden in a hole in the wall. It was in that very moment she heard a noise behind her and replied with the bottles in her hands, “What do you want?” 

        “I was gonna suggest we made out to get rid of the confinement tension but since you’re not in the mood, that offer is off the table.” She spoke monotonously, right before shoving her hands in her pockets. Miakoda tilted her head to the side to see exactly what Celia was doing there. She was no snitch so Celia didn’t have to worry about Miakoda telling on her but they weren’t in the best terms for some reason... Mostly Celia being a dick to everyone but dick number two, but ah, Miakoda could live with that. “If the security measures get worse you’re gonna need a better hiding spot.”