Small hours and smalls whispers in my head. I'm missing him again. Watching romantic anime and tears fill my eyes and I long to have him twitch in his sleep next to me.
Can't twitch when your dust tho, it's harsh but I'm raw with emotion.
Nothing is fair and I guess plenty of people would say I've gotten what I deserved. He might say it himself. The last time we talk he asked me if I was capable of having anything related to a real relationship.
I don't know. I guess not?
I want to be a priority. I want to be held. I want so many things but I don't think that's in the cards for me.














