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I was at work the other day and was suddenly so painfully aware that I was breathing and that my heart was beating and that when I moved it was because I have muscles and bones and joints and nerves, I felt so disgusting in that moment I hope it never happens again

holybunbun

give me my cold, porcelain body, this flesh feels foreign and filthy

onlyhalfdemon

in case you have any doubt

eventually it will become so obvious what you are you won’t be able to fight it because

no, this isn’t normal and

no, it isn’t human

two-facedgod-deactivated2024071

being human is a temporary state. one day your human body is going to return to stardust, and that's okay. whether you go into the next life with wings and gold like molten metal or you return to stardust and that's it - it's okay. even if it doesn't feel like it sometimes.

plushiegeist

fellow dolls (and toys in general♡)

I think I've found something very cathartic and touching to watch, especially as an older type of doll!

DOLL RESTORATION VIDEOS. one I found is so wonderful, she is doing everything to keep as much of the original doll as possible and this doll is over 100 years old!! it makes me feel many things and I'm full of love for this craft and this artist

also its great unintentional asmr, no talking or music with this one specifically

this specific channel on YouTube is called Irene's Restoration. I plan to watch more:)

so here's a nice idea for an affirming and soothing activity for whatever needs all the other lovely toys out there may have♡

bloodyfascination

My human insides don't work like they should. I can feel my insides dead and dormant, yet my exterior seems alive. It doesn't last for long once the tiredness sets in. I become only a corpse with a small soul, staggering around with no aim. I can't feel food fulfillment nor hunger. I am dead. I am not living or beating. I feel empty.

peach-ribbons

My goal is to look inhuman. I want to be in public and for people to see me and think 'that thing looks like a walking doll.' I want to look unnatural. I don't want anyone seeing me as a person.

rabbitmacabre

If I was a ball joint doll would you dress me in the prettiest clothes? pose me at the doily plastered tea table and serve me the very best earl grey? ♡