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[mmmm-bitch]

🎶 Drink hot lava, ≋p≋a≋n≋i≋c≋ ≋a≋t≋t≋a≋c≋k≋ 🎶

[mmmm-bitch]

I saw my therapist on Monday and told her i spent an entire day doom scrolling. She asked what content I had been doom scrolling, so I told her it was just about our current politics here in the US. She asked me to elaborate, so I explained I had been doom scrolling things mostly about Project 2025 and the Heritage Foundation.

She told me the Heritage Foundation was a conspiracy.

I felt crazy talking to her about Project 2025. I really do hope she looks into it. I hope she learns that Heritage Foundation is one of the larger financial backers for republicans.

I’m honestly not sure how I feel about therapy going forward. I understand most of what we talk about is me processing my trauma, and it’s rare politics will ever be discussed. But it’s odd to feel crazy based off of something like this? idk

[mmmm-bitch]

When Baldur's Gate 3 came out I knew nothing about it. My roommate bought it for me the second week it was out so he had someone to play with. I quickly fell in love with the game, the only knowledge I had going in was what the character creator looked like. My roommate stopped playing while we were in act 1 and we never finished our campaign. So I started many campaigns on my own, learning the mechanics of the game and just exploring. I have completed act 1 and 2 so many times. I’m sure 500hrs are easily sunk into many save files that never made it to act 3. I started to mod it, not really changing game play but to add character customization. Finally I finished my first run with a tiefling bard, it was durge resist and i loved it. I decided I needed to make one tav for every romance-able option, each of those making it to act2.

I played consistently until about mid January where I started to deal with game burn out. I had a non-durge tav that finally made it to act 3 but act 3 burn out got me hard. I’m the type of person that has to explore every inch of a map and complete every quest possible so you can imagine how much time i’ve sunk into just exploring in act 3. All I had left was rescuing the gondians and the final boss fight, but I ran out of steam and put the game down. I thought maybe playing an origin character would help me find love in the game again. So I started with Gale because he’s one of my favorites. But trudging through act 1 was even too much.

Through the entire time I played this game I was struggling hard with depression and cptsd. I wasn’t sure if it was my mental health causing the lack of interest from something I had loved so much. But I decided to just take a break, find something else for a bit.

Until this last week. I had the urge to play again, which shocked me. I tried to return to my last game in act 3 but the file was corrupted. So I decided to start a new Tav. This time around I decided I didn’t want to play the game with the “explore everything” mindset. I’ve decided i’m going to try and give my Tav a personality and stick to it, going places and doing things I think she would do. She’s a (former) Lolth Sworn Drow. I classed her as Rogue Wild magic sorcerer. And I began like I had so many times before.

This has caused me to enjoy the game like I had so many times before. I’m excited once again to play again. It’s given me the ability to make choices I wouldn’t have before, which has refreshed the game so much. I’ve contemplated making another page just to follow the story i’m slowly creating with this tav, but i’m unsure if i actually will. I don’t want to cause any pressure to the game and potentially make me avoid it again lol.

[mmmm-bitch]

I spent the whole day doom scrolling on Friday. I’m afraid of what’s going to happen to this country after the election. Things are already awful as is, and it’s only going to get scarier if Project 2025 is allowed to get started.

If I had the money I would leave.

[mmmm-bitch]

uuuuuh idk if it’s just me being a dummy but mobile won’t let me opt out of selling my information? i don’t want my info sold (obviously) and i cannot opt out. wtf

[mmmm-bitch]

nevermind figured it out i’m an idiot, had to sign into the account on a web browser because you can’t do it on the app? (can see the setting on the app though so that’s just fucking stupid)

[mmmm-bitch]

uuuuuh idk if it’s just me being a dummy but mobile won’t let me opt out of selling my information? i don’t want my info sold (obviously) and i cannot opt out. wtf

[mmmm-bitch]

i’ll just leave this here 😌

[mmmm-bitch]

I’m tired of this grandpa

[mmmm-bitch]

I think every time i build something in my current save i’m just gonna post it here. I needed a villager breeder so i could start the huuuge project of making a villager trading village behind my main base. This is the outside of a villager breeder and sorter, i did a good chunk of terraforming i just need to go thru and add the detail to match the rest of my pathways. I’ve never used granite in a build, so this was a nice change. I still have quite a bit of detailing to do, thinking about turning this into some sort of like train station-esq area

yes i added my little character’s face cause why not

[mmmm-bitch]

One of the artists i followed on my “find the other accounts in case twitter implodes” spree last night followed me here today and idk how to feel cause like neat but also no no, do not perceive me. If you see this hello but also why?

[sobasluuurp]

Listen, I’ve been loving all the recent chapters. And the rest too of course. But can I just say that the longer this battle goes on the more it sounds like a chaotic DnD session

DM: “Bakugo takes max damage. He’s pierced through the heart. He’s dead.”

Edgeshot: “I use my quirk to become stitches and revive him!”

DM: “Uh ok, but that has a very high risk of failure, there’s a lot of factor–”

Edgeshot: “Of course, that’s why I’m sterilizing myself with this magic bubble I have in my storage.”

DM: “Okayyyy….what did you role?”

Edgeshot: “Unnatural 20.”

DM: “Really?? Alright, Bakugo lives but Edgeshot dies in his place. Anyway, you need to open the barrier for 2 seconds so Deku can come in, but none of you have the HP or strength to –”

Mirio: “I show him my butt.”

DM: “You – You WHAT?”

Mirio: “I scored a nat 20. I show him. My.

BUTT!”

[mmmm-bitch]

CACKLING Mirio why 😂

[anchor-biter-jay]

PH s5 let’s gooooooo  🔥 🔥 🔥

everything is Fine and dandy!

[mmmm-bitch]

CACKLING SO HARD I CANT BREATH lmfaooo love this

[mmmm-bitch]

I hyperfixate on minecraft a lot and decided my area needed a giant fuckin tree. It took me a week but its finally done, I wish i could get paid to play this game. I’ve been playing in vanilla but i’m using a few mods like freecam, and some vanilla tweaks data and resource packs

[nightmarilyn]

⚠️ TMA Spoilers ⚠️ johnmartin in chronological order

[mmmm-bitch]

wisbalsurhakh they’re so stinkin adorable i miss them 🥲 Relistening to tma right now and Jon is so sus of Martin being nice to him and i’m just screaming “you stinky little man he likes you!” god season 2 Jon is to much sometimes lol

[curemi-deactivated20250905]

THE GIRLS ARE FIGHTINGGGG

[mycannibalromance]

i was not built for college but unfortunately i was also not built for anything else

[lifewithchronicpain]

If you're a medical provider of any kind, you should not be bringing your religion into any conversation unless the patient brings it up. I go to doctors for medical advice and treatment, not to have the nurse tell me God will fix all my problems, prompting an awkward conversation when I state I'm an atheist. Then a couple months later I'm talking about my conditions and the nurse says they'll pray for me and I just said nothing because I don't want an argument.

This isn't fucking okay. I don't care if there is good intention behind these things, you don't know what someone's religion is or if they lack one. You are forcing me into an uncomfortable position of either saying I'm an atheist and starting an awkward or even heated conversation or being silent and offended. As an atheist I find it extremely offensive any notion that a god would permit my suffering or use it as a lesson. I would be filled with anger if I believed a god did this to me because he "never gives you more than you can take".

If God helps you as a disabled person, I'm glad for you, but I should receive the same respect as any religious person.

[mmmm-bitch]

I like this post. I feel like those type of people often also forget about those with religious trauma as well. I not only get uncomfortable but i feel like crawling out of my skin when someone says things like this to me, it gives me anxiety to hear. I grew up sick, i was in the hospital a lot as a child and i always heard my mother saying “god doesn’t gives you struggles he doesn’t think you can handle” and i always wondered what I did at 8 years old for this god to give me a struggle that almost killed me multiple times. I would ask my mom and she’d scream at me for hours. She would scream and yell when i talked about any science that went against her beliefs and i’d often just dissociate to handle that. My sister is religious like my mom, she’s a nurse now. I don’t talk to either of them anymore but i hope my sister isn’t a belief pusher in her job like she was when we were growing up.

I respect those that are religious, i won’t push my thoughts on them. But i expect the same respect in return and it’s very often just ignored.