From within.

[mmmurderr]

"You're nothing without me."

Phil, He/It or any masc terms. Ageless

Exploring some darker side of myself.

This bio is a wip. I may or may not add to it.

Murder as in group of crows by the way

Brief warning before this blog really takes off (if it does).

I may not necessarily hold the beliefs of what I post on this blog. As part of a system, I purely exist with positive intent and hold positive roles. Attempts to come across as other than such may read as "awkward". This blog is a test as to find my own limits further, and to see what sort of thing appeals to myself and those on this side of the hellsite.

Legally, in the US, I am bodily a minor, though in my country I am not. Please take this into consideration. If you intend to "act out" towards me in anons or dms, I would appreciate you make it clear that you are okay to interact.

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I am sick and fucking tired of playing the "sourced from Internet dad" role. Nobody knows the violent fantasies I have for myself and others, and nobody with fucking guess, because I'm a little too pussy to tell them. Anyone seeing this. Genuinely do feel free to reach out. I want to be a freak.

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This will sound likely violent or needy as shit and I really mean the best for people but. Someone. Please forcesplit my husband or wife. I am going fucking crazy and insys people aren't helping with SHIT. I formed to caretaker, sure, so fuck my wants I guess??? Sick of always being there to calm shit down when stuff plays up. Where are my people??? My friends???

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I need someone to violently obsess over.

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I am sooo sick and fucking tired of pretending I wouldn't beat the shit out of someone if given the chance. Sometimes all people need is gentle explaining, sure, but blowing up a fucking country? "Oh I hesitated when I was in that bunker with my literal friend I could be gay with and dating over some shitty cds we could always get another copy of"?. And that was just source. Imagine shit we've personally gone through.

"Oh yeah!! I hate this one specific thing!" And they go do that in another font, basically. (I'm looking at you, artists who talk about Generative image ai and then go use chat it's around the corner). I want to kill you. Jk. Mabye. Hard to like that shit to someone near on groping someone we were at a concert with though. Would've confronted that guy had it not been for the people between us.

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Getting off to a good start for freakposting

An icebreaker, mayhaps?

Who tops

me

my wife

Voting ended onNov 13, 2025

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Voted just so I could see the results. What the hell.

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Two people.

I may as well just leave, dude

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Thinking back to what I wrote about a certain good friend of mine.

Wouldn't say anything too... you know, happened between us two, but I'd figured something out for myself at that point. I like overpowering beings who could fight back. Who would have a chance to get away. Even if they were shorter than me, if I could picture them in my position, it'd be fine. Not that I'd need a "worthy opponent" in sex or any act of the sort, but holy fuck.

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Getting off to a good start for freakposting

An icebreaker, mayhaps?

Who tops

me

my wife

Voting ended onNov 13, 2025

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Voted just so I could see the results. What the hell.

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Straightest man ever until Missa or Fit walk into the room.

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Getting off to a good start for freakposting

An icebreaker, mayhaps?

Who tops

me

my wife

Voting ended onNov 13, 2025

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Oooh the things I could post right now, dude.

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This is supposed to be the nsft blog why am I so fearful to post with it

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Oooh the things I could post right now, dude.

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Someone. Someone feel free to anon I need to feel like I have an excuse to post here/nf

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Debating on wether or not I stop giving a shit because most of this stuff is just fantasy really. I don't know if I'd do/like it in real life or not.

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Not NSFT as such, just unphillike for me to post on my main blog.

Some people we follow are so fucking insufferable and annoying as shit. Why we still follow them is a bloody mystery to me. We don't give a shit about what they post or the way they talk. Why are they still on our phone.

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I will get possessive. I have been possessive before. Nothing is stopping me.

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Beings, would it be selfish if I said I really liked attention. I enjoy giving others care and praise, but every now and then it's nice to hear from people that they want me, you know?