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can you picture what will be so limitless and free?

[inthedarktrees]

Isabelle Adjani

Le locataire (The Tenant) | 1976

[midnightinthemagicmicagarden]

December 31st, 2020

$123.28/$1800

I'm screwed!

PayPal

[email protected]

Venmo

Kate-Havekost

Etsy

https://www.etsy.com/shop/KateHavekostFineArt

[midnightinthemagicmicagarden]

January 3rd, 6:15pm

$623.23/ $1800

I’ve already been confronted about late rent. It’s an excuse to reassert hegemony. People who are ashamed but convert it into anger are so dangerous. And they scare the shit out of me. It’s oppressive but housing is impossible more than ever.

January 4th, 6:21am

$623.23/ $1800

1:36pm

A second nudge for rent came this afternoon. They are becoming slightly more menacing. The landlord can bug me to their heart’s desire because they across the street. For those newer followers I was homeless for some time before I found someone who finally rented to me. Covid has only worsened the chances of finding a place. It may not be ideal but i have to make it work. I couldn’t survive homelessness a third time.

January 4th, 10:54pm

I've made no headway on rent today. I'm under so much pressure and I feel like I'm going to be taken away from another home. I feel like they, whomever they may be are coming for me. Please, please if you can help, please do. Thanks!

[midnightinthemagicmicagarden]

January 5, 9am

I'm so desperate. I don't know what to do. I've had little progress getting my rent together and the profound pressure on me is extraordinary. I just don't know what to do. I need help. I'm fearful if i don't pay today there will be consequences. My landlords are...I don't have a choice to but to make this work for the forseeable future.

[midnightinthemagicmicagarden]

I'm absolutely desperate. I haven't made much progress since Saturday. In fact everything stagnated. I'm screwed and scared and...and I just don't want to suffer any longer. Everyone who sees me thinks im kind and happy, joyful even but the know nothing of me! It's only here that i can share with my people who help whenever they can, however they can that anybody knows even a fraction of the near unbearable pain and unending fear that lives just below the surface. Here is the only place i can even say i often don't want to live anymore without further ostracizing, feeling people pull away. Poor is bad enough but poverty stricken and unfathomably sad is socially unacceptable in the world. It's so lonely.

$627.46/$1800 late rent

[midnightinthemagicmicagarden]

January 6th, 9:45am

$727.23/$1800

[midnightinthemagicmicagarden]

$742.23/$1800

[midnightinthemagicmicagarden]

January 6th, 3:04pm

$762.23/ $1800

[weepingwidar]

Norman Adams (British, 1927-2005) - Rainbow Painting 1 (1966)

[theweirdwideweb]

[gaynfl-moved]

saw a picture of the terrorists storming the capitol right now and one of them was holding a “jesus saves” poster and i think it’s time we have the conversation about christian terrorism in the united states

[mojorisins]

yer

[thebootydiaries]

11 months out of the year: life is a trainwreck

in december: life is a polar expresswreck

[80sretroelectro]

Wilshire Boulevard, Los Angeles, 1982

Scan

[thegroovyarchives]

Jefferson Starship

From the October, 1979 issue of GROOVES Magazine

[dappledwithshadow]

[trulyvincent]

Vincent van Gogh Lane Near Arles

[dappledwithshadow]

Entrance to the Voyer-d'Argenson Park at Asnieres, Vincent van Gogh, 1887.

[dappledwithshadow]

[trulyvincent]

Vincent van Gogh Lane Near Arles

[driflloon]

Beauty @ Fendi SS15

[leah-cultice]

Adut Akech by Steven Meisel for British Vogue December 2018

[huariqueje]

[thunderstruck9]

Christian Krohg (Norwegian, 1852-1925), Utenfor Engebret Café [Outside the Engebret Café]. Oil on panel, 32 x 41 cm.

via huariqueje

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[coisasdetere]

 Herald Scotland - Master Raymond’s Apothecary in Paris. 

[girlinlondon]