molly

[mollypoems]

Did you tell them anything

I haven't seen anything

Do i mean anything to you

Do i mean anything to you

We haven't talked in 2 weeks

You said you wouldn't do it again but

Here you are setting up the playing field

Why is proximity to me

So hard for you

Why is proximity to me

Seen as radioactivity

I stood in that alley way every night

I stood in that parking lot every night

Waiting for your car's headlights

To illuminate the spark in my eye

[mollypoems]

I feel like a ghost in a graveyard

Pitch perfect fog forming walkways and my faded memories of you

Then on that day in September

You walked around the graveyard in those big white boots

With all your lack of remorse laying next to you

You had no intention

Clearly of visiting my grave

I laid on the cold maselium floor

Until the even colder demons from hell kicked me out

Crystal clear fog

Creating hallways and my fading memories of why i even liked you

On that September day

You walked right past my fucking grave

My headstone became mossy and green

I'm the supreme heiress

Of laying in unrest

[cryptonature]

An ant crosses your carpet. A spider weaves a pattern older than mammals beneath your stairs. Just nod, breathe, and think, “Good. It’s all still here. The forest, the mountains, the desert. At home in my home.” The sterile white box is the stranger. Not the ant. Not the spider.

[toastpotent-deactivated20250619]

you got crumbs on your floor clean that shit up

[mollypoems]

I kind of fucked up

And spent all my money on speed

I needed to make money quick

Because I was in a pinch

So pulled up to my local bank

With a ski mask on and thinking

"Oh this'll go fine"

Everything was going ok

Until the girl behind the counter

Pulled the emergency brake

And then everything went down hill

You would not believe

The swiftness and the speed

Bullets went through my ankle

But I went walking like a fawn

And BOOM went a shotgun

With swiftness it took of my limbs

And I finally fell to the ground

And started bleeding to death

This is why you don't rob banks

While high off your ass on speed

You don't wanna end up like me

And then this stupid ass cop

Who was fatter than a rock

Pulled off my ski mask

And said "did you think this'd work, dumbass?"

And that's why you don't rob banks

While high off your ass on speed

You don't wanna end up like me

[mollypoems]

I'm feeling burnt out

All I can think about is

Clouded minds

Connected way up in the sky

But an interdimensional mastermind

It's raining somewhere

Someone is walking their dog

Someone's looking at the stars and saying "wow!"

Someone just shot their wife in the face

Someone just killed a cat with a vase

Someone's looking at the stars and saying "wow!"

This here song isnt about anything at all

Just arranging random thoughts into a random slot

I'm feeling burnt out

All I can think about is

Clouded minds

Connected in the sky

By an interdimensional mastermind

Someone just shot their cat

Someone just jumped off a bridge

Ain't that shit crazy to think about?

We're all just staring out the clouds

You know what I'm thinking about (right?)

[mollypoems]

I started a new kind of therapy

For psycho's like me and you

The main selling point of the program

Is that when you finish you'll get medicine

Anything between

Anything between

Anything betwixt

Valium and medical weed

Anything between

Anything between

Anything betwixt

Valium and heroin

Wiping my shoes on the pavement

Infront of the steps of your house

As the crinkling of autumn leaves

And you staring through the window gleefully

I started feeling like I was free

From my twisted upbringing

No longer would I be anxious

No longer would I be depressed

No longer waking up in sweat

Just waking up in bed next to you

[mollypoems]

I saw the way you looked at me with your eyes

And my feet started to move without my directions

I want to dance with you

And I hope you want to dance with me 2

I don't care what they say

Girls liking girls is ok

As long as one of the girls is me

And the other is you

I want to dance with you

And do so much else

Before our bodies

Fall apart

I want to be face to face

I don't wanna be mirror to mirror

I wanna touch and dance so much

I wanna touch and dance with you

[mollypoems]

Youre an enigma to me

Tell me a story

That's not from the last few years

What did you look like

When you were 12 or 13?

Because I only ever knew you after you turned seventeen

What were your parents like?

Did they get into fights?

Was your mother alright

Before she gave you your estrogen each month?

Who was your dad?

Was he pretty bad?

I want to learn me about you

What'd you look like

When you were 12 or 13?

Because I only ever knew you after you turned seventeen

[mollypoems]

Sometimes I lay awake in my bed

Thinking about everything you've ever said

But honestly it made me feel a certain kind of dead

Whenever I saw you had left me on read

But I understood then you had more shit going on than I

But it still felt like shit

I know you always think about things people say

Because it means a lot to you

Between break up sex

And sleeping in the bed of someone you don't fucking know (but it doesn't fucking matter)

Also toking up in the backyard

Of someone you don't talk to anymore cuz y'all had an argument

Or laying on ur couch all fucking day

Smiling because you know it's ok now

That I'm here

[mollypoems]

This is an addendum to your life

Sitting on your couch crying in the middle of the night

With your phone in hands

Looking at pictures of your friends happily

Doing thing without you

I never wanna be alone again

Without your hand in my hand

Laying in our bed

Crying over the same songs again

Oh no here I come again

Crashing into you like a meteor

What is this like the 4th time by now?

Crashing into your solar system

Have we both grown numb to being numb

Here I come again

3 packs of cigarettes in my hands

Oh no

[mollypoems]

My soul haunts these darkened woods

Grimacing at all who stood by

As atrocities went on for centuries

Natives lands with blackened skies

Why should I care if your queen dies?

[mollypoems]

Ghosts of the past

Reap the light of the land

Stealing hour glass sand

And making glass out of their eyes

They see through a reflection

In a hall of rose tinted mirrors

A vigil of my past, present, and future

All rotten to the core

[mollypoems]

cum shots cut off fingers gum drops and chicken fingers cheap scotch roller skaters pork skin and ginger ale

[mollypoems]

all my friends think i'm gross all my friends think i'm a ghost  looming in the hallways smoking dope and dying slowly i feel something crawling inside of me ripping through my guts if i had no sense i'd say you loved me i can't help that i'm so ugly

[mollypoems]

look in the mirror, tell me what you see you probably saw me but as a ghost staring down at your phone's screen your boyfriend broke up with you for some bitch that you both knew in high school you don't really care too much you'll probably have a bunch of pills for lunch - you're lying face down on your apartment floor the tvs on but you're not watching it at all you made something for dinner i bet you feel like a winner but you're dead now so it doesn't really matter

[mollypoems]

an endless garage of cars i stare into as i light my 2nd cigarette leaning on my car's trunk as i wait for you to pull up you and that starch white pick up truck

[mollypoems]

stopping at a red light to comb my hair no more future, no more time out through the needle in through the spine take this lethal injection every weekend you found your dealer hanging from the ceiling listening to songs by john prine