molly | 26

[kittyit]

if you start reading books again. you will feel at least a little better. I promise

[greenfinchg-illustration]

Girlfriends 🪶

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

eventually you realize you don’t want to die. you just don’t want to live the life you’re living. and slowly you try to create a life you want to live. just gotta start there.

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

no one needs to add “sounds fake but ok”, “no”, “well, not me”, “impossible”, etc. to this post. and i’d rather you not.

[duckbunny]

one day you think: I want to die.

and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a coffee. a nap. a sandwich. a book.

and I want to die turns day by day into I want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun

I want a cleaner kitchen

I want a better job

I want to live somewhere else

I want to live

[forpsalms]

"Thief of the Moon" 1924, by Norman Lindsay (1879-1969)

[hekacute-deactivated20141230]

i wish everything was quieter and softer and less often

[wiiwheel]

You're dead serious. I'm alive silly. We're not the same

[huffylemon]

[crossroadsbishounen]

[fortuneaday]

[A white fortune cookie paper with black text on the front reading: This coming Friday will be an exciting time for you.]

[mollysfabulous]

so motherfucking high right now and ugh, love life. i wish i could live in singular moments forever. and to think it could get even better.

[mollysfabulous]

it got better

[salemwitchtrials-deactivated202]

tonight i shall be screaming “i will not ruin my body over & over just to show that i am hurting” into existence 

[loveletter2you]

[mollysfabulous]

“I have accepted fear as part of life – specifically the fear of change… I have gone ahead despite the pounding in the heart that says: turn back.”

— Erica Jong (via wordsnquotes)

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“Don’t forget that I exist. Don’t forget that I exist and love you.”

— Nikos Kazantzakis, from a letter to Galatea Kazantzaki wr. c. April 1923

[1617]

i am once again asking when does it get better

[mollysfabulous]

“Am I allowed to look at her like that Could it be wrong when she’s just so nice to look at And she smells like lemongrass and sleep She tastes like apple juice and peach You would find her in a polaroid picture And she means everything to me I’d never tell No I’d never say a word And oh it aches But it feels oddly good to hurt She smells like lemongrass and sleep She tastes like apple juice and peach You would find her in a polaroid picture And she means everything to me and I’ll be okay Admiring from afar Cause even when she’s next to me We could not be more far apart Cause she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall But to her I taste of nothing at all ‘Cause she smells like lemongrass and sleep She tastes like apple juice and peach You would find her in a polaroid picture And she means everything to me"”

— She by Dodie Clark (via mollysfabulous)

[staystrongmylove]

*I S F R E A K I N G O U T*