Hello world of Tumblr!
My Mommy Domme @his-hotwife-mommy started Her blog a while back and has encouraged me to join to give me an outlet to share this crazy journey.
I am 44, amab, and have lived as such my entire life...well until recently. When I was younger I was curious about women's clothes, makeup, nail polish, etc. But, evethough I was raised in a liberal house, it was also very Catholic, and I never even allowed myself to think I was anything but a straight cisman.
Being with Mommy has allowed me to explore so much more of my gender and sexuality. I am currently still figuring it all out... but I am more non-binary than anything. I am shaved mostly smooth...only a little hair on my chest as well as facial hair. But I have my toes and fingernails painted and I wear eye makeup. I dabble in wearing women's clothes out of the house. I love the androgyny of looking like both a man and a woman. I feel so much more sexy and like myself when I allow the feminine sode to come out. I feel naked without my nails painted 🤷♂️. So... non-binary??
I am essentially pansexual as I am sexually and romantically attracted to...well...everyone! ☺️☺️☺️ I am also more demisexual as I get older. I used to be able to and want to get have sex at the drop of a hat. But, I have found that to be less and less gratifying as the years go by. Now, I need an emotional connection to become aroused. I still find people attractive at first glance, but need more to become physical.
Overall, I guess I see myself as queer as it seems to encompass all these things. But I have found it difficult finding acceptance anywhere. I'm not straight...I'm not gay... I'm also married to a woman and have kids. So, where do I belong? Who are my people?
The rest of this blog will be dedicated to unpacking my past and figuring out my future. In the end, I just want to be happy and comfortable in my skin.
