ᯓ★ fandoms im in/can write for: kny, jjk, bllk, modulo (+catching up on other mangas!!)
★ will create masterlist when i've more work posted!
ᯓ★ i really love writing but it highkey sucks, if you enjoy it thank you! if you dont im sorry!
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A/N: ILL BE EDITING THE VISUAL ASPECTS OF THIS BLOG SOON IM SORRY IM TOO BUSY RNN!! FOR NOW PLSS ENJOY THE FICS AND IGNORE THE LACK OF AESTHETIC IM SORRY GNGS
yearning!megumi who watched from afar as you, his heart's one and only desire, walked back to the dorms with his best friend Yuuji, who was holding your purse and grocery bags. Of course, both of you were just friends, nothing more, but still, that should be Megumi, next to you, holding your bags. He wanted, no needed to be the one next to you, even as friends.
yearning!megumi who feels his gut twist when he sees the way your eyes twinkled as you laughed and smiled from Yuuji's silly jokes. The way your beautiful hair fell just below your shoulders, the way you walked so comfortably next to Yuuji. So beautiful. So unfair. His heart squeezed painfully as he wallowed in the fact that he could only ever watch from the side-lines and never be the one to experience it with you. I mean, how could he? You were just too perfect for him, you matched well with Yuuji too, being bubbly and outgoing. Why would you ever want to be with him? A cold, quiet person like him? Still, it hurt seeing how you never looked at him the way you looked at Yuuji, or did you, eyes so full of platonic adoration.
yearning!megumi who fought the urge to walk closer, to talk to you, to hold you. He desperately wanted to be the one you went to, no matter the circumstance, yet it was Yuuji with those privileges. Yuuji who made you laugh, Yuuji who's seen your every mood swing, Yuuji who got to be so close to you. His heart broke, watching the one he loved find joy in another's company. Being oblivious, you chattered away animatedly with Yuuji, almost comically, not noticing Megumi's presence. He watched helplessly as the two of you walk off into the dorms, heading to hang out with Nobara probably.. He knew sooner or later, one of you guys would come get him, and he was torn between wanting to be close with you and wanting to hide from you.
yearning!megumi who retires to his dorm, painfully aware of the laughter next door. As he lay on his bed, staring dully at the ceiling, he realises the laughter has died down, and he heard your voice, your sweet, innocent, melodious, voice, ask for... him?
"Hey, where's Fushiguro?"
"Mm.. Prolly in his dorm doing homework or something.. Said he had something to do earlier, didn't wanna come" Nobara replied lazily.
"Really? Well.. I guess I won't bother him then"
The room erupted into giggles yet again when Yuuji made some stupid comment that was out of Megumi's hearing range. He resorts to distracting himself with his homework. An hour later and he hears you guys file out of the dorm room. He hears a knock, he opens the door a little too quickly, as if he'd been waiting for this.
"Hey Fushiguro, wanna go have dinner with us?" You ask, if he'd known the way you felt about being with him he'd have caught the sparkle of hope in your eyes. Yet...
"No. I'm busy."
"Oh.. it's okay then, we'll... get some dinner for you."
His heart broke at how dejected you seemed. Did you really care that much? Maybe he should've just agreed. Too late though. Cursing himself mentally for his cold exterior, he nods. He restrains the urge to call you back as you turned. He watched through his open door, your retreating figures. The way you spoke so excitedly to Yuuji, the way he glanced down at you occasionally, as if hanging onto your every word. Meanwhile, Nobara was at the side on her phone, online shopping again. You seemed so.. okay. The way you acted as if nothing had happened. He understood you probably didn't think too much about it... But he couldn't help focusing on how everything moved on whether he was there or not. And that hurt.
yearning!megumi who somehow ends up in Yuuji's dorm with the three of you, eating takeaway you guys had gotten for him while you guys went on about some new carnival coming to town. He ate on the couch, on the part where he could comfortably sit with his legs fully stretched out, while the three of you were squeezed on the other part of the couch. You were sat closest to him, while Yuuji was in between you and Nobara. He would always occasionally glance at you, admire you silently. Nobara raised a brow, watching as he glanced at you with so much pent up longing and desire, while you and Yuuji were busy discussing something. He shot Nobara a warning glare and she backed down, though she finally picked up on Megumi's little huge crush.
yearning!megumi who begrudgingly agreed to have a sleepover in Yuuji's dorm with you and Nobara as well after they threatened to tell you about his crush if he didn't. Nobara purposely made it so that you and Megumi had to sit next to each other and share a blanket and snacks as you watched the movie that Yuuji picked out. It made him feral the way you could smell your shampoo, being taller than you. Holding back the urge to bury his face in your hair and commit your scent to memory. As he nodded off to sleep not even 5 minutes into the movie, he glanced at you, wishing he could hug you.
yearning!megumi whose last view before he fell asleep was of you and Yuuji, the way you leaned forward to argue with Yuuji about something stupid and probably not even relevant to the movie. He knew there was nothing serious between you and Yuuji, other than the fact that you were childhood best friends, but dang did he wish you'd just turn around and speak to him instead. He'd stay awake only for you..
yearning!megumi who knew he couldn't confess, no not a chance. How could he when the risk of getting rejected was so high? He'd rather savour what little friendship he had with you than ruin it completely. But.. he just.. really, really, really wanted you to look at him.. More than the way you looked at Yuuji.
no cuz just imagine him standing behind you, close enough for you to feel his breath against your ear. he doesn't know what he's doing to you, oblivion being his strong suit in situations like this. his hands over your wrists, occasionally trailing down to your hips, sometimes helping you with your position.. for shooting of course! and then he lazily pulls the trigger over your shaky hands. BAM! like your heart.
a/n: will be further edited!! (not the contents just the whole visual aspect)
Breathlessly, you gripped your katana tightly, steadying yourself. Focus, y/n, focus. You're ten demons from becoming a Hashira, and this one sure isn't going to stop you from your lifelong goal. Well.. Since your beloved grandma was taken by a demon that is.
"G-Gah!" andddd you were on the ground. Again. Get up get up get up. You repeated in your head as you grunted, struggling to stand.
You stumbled and that was it, your time was up. The demon came lunging at you at a horrifying speed. A flash of blue. Timeless elegance and swordsmanship caught your eye, though only for a second. He was too fast.. But oh my god did the one and only, Tomioka Giyuu, just save your life? Damn. That's embarrassing. You cringed as you imagined him seeing you when you finally became a Hashira and remembering you as "the girl I saved". You opened your eyes and he was standing there, looking at you with an expression you couldn't quite discern, was it disgust? Pity? Uneasy as to why the demon slayer corps had weakened till even a Kinoe couldn't fight a simple demon that wasn't part of the 12 Kizuki? You couldn't tell... Despite his emotionless gaze, you struggled to pull your gaze from his beautifully carved facial structure... His dreamy eyes... Those hands.. Especially those fingers.. Wait.. What?
He looked down at you again before sheathing his sword, a flicker of hesitation momentarily crossing his features before he approached you, footsteps muffled in the considerably deep snow. His expression remained the same, revealing none of what he was thinking. You don't seem to realise he was waiting for you to speak, instead assuming he was going to say something. So, he caught you off guard when he promptly turned and began to leave. Your eyes widened momentarily before you cried out.
"W-wait!" Oh my days. You sounded desperate.
"...?" He stopped walking, the silence resumed, though you could practically hear the question he never uttered.
"..Th-thank you... for.. uh.. saving my life.. I really.. appreciate it.." You said cautiously, seemingly realising you had to thank him before he left. After all, you might never see him again.
"It's no issue." He said simply. You practically shuddered at his voice, what the heck was wrong with you today??
"You're Tomioka-San, right?" You asked awkwardly, attempting to extend the conversation before he left again.
"Yes." Another simple response. Does he really hate you that much? Ouch.
"I'm y/n! But uh.. You.. you probably have somewhere to go right? I won't keep you then, I do hope to see you again though, good luck and stay safe!" You babbled, suddenly regaining your confidence.
"...I do have somewhere to be. I'll have to move to the next mountain now, many reports have been coming in." He glanced at you over his shoulder, his eyes assessing your figure for a split second before turning away. And with that, he swiftly.. disappeared?
You slumped against a tree, wow, that was the longest sentence he had ever said to you. You paused. Why were you so excited about this? Sure, not everyone got to meet any of the Hashiras, much less have them save their lives but... There was just.. something about him? Get it together y/n, this is becoming ridiculous!
You knew you couldn't crush on a Hashira, he'd never notice you anyway! Plus, at this rate, would you ever see him again? No wait! This isn't a crush..! I only feel flustered because he saved my life is all..! You were trying your best to gaslight yourself into thinking it was just a fleeting effect Hashiras had on people, surely it couldn't be just you...
On your way down the mountain, you couldn't help replaying the events... The way he saved you... That last brief glance.. By the time you reached the end of the mountain, you'd managed to convince yourself you were just too honoured to have met a Hashira. Yes, that was it.
~About 2 years later~
You've already met Giyuu before, so why did you still feel so... Ecstatic? I mean, you're literally the same rank as him, there's really no need to worship and idolise him anymore, right? You nervously stepped inside as you heard Master Ubuyashiki announce a new addition --- You. A thousand questions ran through your mind: Would the one and only Tomioka Giyuu still recognise you? It hasn't been that long has it? But then again.. You'd barely talked anyway... You didn't have time to think too hard on the whole "Giyuu" thing as the other Hashiras started reacting to your addition.
"KYAAAAAAAA!!! SHE'S SO CUTEE!!!" A loud squeal caught your attention, you glanced up --- Love Hashira, Kanroji Mitsuri. You flushed, smiling shyly.
"My my~ A new Hashira?" Kochou Shinobu, the Insect Hashira, gazed at you with her serene, unreadable expression.
"How flamboyant!" Uzui Tengen, Sound Hashira, and his best friend Rengoku Kyoujurou, Flame Hashira, barked out in unison, causing you to jump.
"Welcome, young one. It is a pleasure to know our corps will be yet again strengthened by another Hashira." The Stone Hashira, Himejima Gyoumei, said in his booming voice.
"Tsk." Wind Hashira, Shinazugawa Sanemi sounded somewhat irritated, though there was no real heat behind his sharp eyes.
"Why isn't grass blue?" Tokitou Muichirou, Mist Hashira, questioned, seemingly not involved in the meeting. He looks young, how admirable for such a young soul to be a Hashira!
The ones who truly caught your attention were the Serpent Hashira and the Water Hashira, Iguro Obanai and Tomioka Giyuu. They'd remained silent the whole time. Your focus was drawn to Giyuu, as he was who you'd been looking for the whole time, though you didn't miss how the Serpent Hashira was sat on a tree, with a white snake wrapped around his neck. Giyuu wasn't looking at you, eyes trained on the ground in front of him, though you so desperately wanted to talk to him, for him to notice you, to know that he still remembered you...
Unbeknownst to you, he'd actually been inspecting you while your attention was fixed on the other Hashiras, looking you up and down, recognition dawning on his face before he briskly looked at the ground. He was glad to know you were alive, that you were stronger now, because for some reason, ever since he saved you, left you on that mountain ----- he couldn't stop thinking about you. Thoughts like "I hope she's safe." or "I hope to see her again" constantly flooding his mind involuntarily. Letting out a nearly imperceptible sigh of relief, his figure loosened, unaware of the tension that he'd been building up for the whole month that your fate was unknown to him.
"I hope you can get better acquainted later, though now, we have more important matters at hand." Your Master's calm voice broke through the arising murmurs, everyone immediately went silent. Master Ubuyashiki invited you to stand with the other Hashiras, as you made your way off to the very side, near Giyuu, you made eye contact with him. Your heartbeat stuttered as you saw the flash of relief and recognition in his eyes. He did remember you after all. He even seemed relieved to have seen you again.
Your attention was turned toward a loud commotion at the other side of the line the Hashiras had formed. Near the tree where Obanai was lounging, Sanemi and another kid (?) were caught in a heated fight. In a flash, Obanai had the kid pinned to the ground while Sanemi threatened to cut through the box that apparently belonged to the kid.
"Enough." Master Ubuyashiki said, firm though not unkind.
"Giyuu, it has come to our attention that you have been protecting a demon. As you know, that goes strictly against our corps' rules. The trial for Kamado Tanjiro and Kamado Nezuko commences." The master said, directing his words at Giyuu. You tensed, did this mean Giyuu would be punished? The thought alone made your head dizzy with concern.
While Giyuu remained silent, Tanjiro, now sitting, began to plead.
"Please, hear my side of the story first! Don't kill my sister! She's the only living family I have left..." He said, going quiet at his last sentence.
He began explaining how his entire family had been massacred while he was away, and how Nezuko was the only surviving member, though not without consequences. She had ultimately turned into a demon herself. He begged and pleaded to let her live, swearing on his life that she'd never ever harmed anyone or anything the whole 2 years she'd been a demon.
With that, Master Ubuyashiki raised a hand, stopping Tanjiro's desperate babblings.
"I have received a letter from a retired Hashira, Urokodaki Sakonji. He seems to be extremely confident in Nezuko's lack of hostility." And he reached for the letter, reading it out loud to all the Hashiras and the Kamado siblings. Everyone paused as he reached a certain part that showcased his incredible confidence in Nezuko.
"I, Urokodaki Sakonji, along with Kamado Tanjiro and Tomioka Giyuu, will perform seppuku if Nezuko ever harms a human being."
Upon hearing that, your eyes darted to Giyuu. Suddenly, you really wanted this Nezuko girl dead.. You didn't really know what was happening, you just knew that if she ever hurt anyone, which obviously would be inevitable since she's a demon, Giyuu would die.
"I have faith in Giyuu, as well as Urokodaki, hence I allow Tanjiro to join the corps along with his sister's accompaniment." Master Ubuyashiki announced.
Everyone had begun agreeing until they fully comprehended his words. Pause. What? He.. Allowed her to live? Immediately, the Hashiras broke into indignant protests.
"Master, you know we all have deep respect for you and trust your decisions, but I'm afraid I do not agree with this one." Gyoumei's booming voice said politely.
"We should kill both of them!" Kyoujurou said cheerfully.
"There is no telling she won't suddenly attack a human though. We should just punish the Kamado siblings and Tomioka now." Obanai suggested.
"However, three people that I have come to trust are putting their lives on the line, supporting Nezuko's case. If you can provide a stronger argument, I may consider it." Kagaya said calmly, smiling and waiting expectantly.
"I'll prove that she's still a demon at heart!" Sanemi barked. Everyone watched curiously as Sanemi went behind the master, excusing himself. He set down the box and opened it, cutting open his arm, he tempted Nezuko with his Marechi blood. Everyone waited with bated breath. While all this happened, you gained some confidence and stared at Giyuu until he got uncomfortable and glanced at you.
"...?"
"... You.. You really trust this demon not to harm anyone huh?" You said with a raised brow.
"... Yes."
"That's not a really smart decision, is it?"
"I.. have faith in her. Her and her brother have displayed a sibling bond like no other. I believe we shouldn't forcefully separate them."
"..I .. I see. You're quite noble to be.. putting your life on the line like that." Your eyes stayed unwavering, boring into his.
"... Not at all."
Just as he said that, you heard Tanjiro wail. Had they already killed off Nezuko? You turned, Tanjiro was now in front of Sanemi, hugging Nezuko tightly as he sobbed, thanking all the Hashiras and the Master, kneeling before them. You turned your attention back to Giyuu, wanting nothing more than to speak to him. He couldn't seem to help it, turning to you. He doesn't think he's ever wanted to speak to someone this much ever since... his best friend left him.
"I guess you're safe for now." You smiled.
"I guess I am." He replied, a hint of a smile ghosting his lips. What. He's never smiled since Sabito and within a few minutes of speaking to you he was already smiling?? He's only met you like, twice too! He felt somewhat confused of his own feelings.
Your heart thumped rapidly as you saw the very faint trace of a smile on his lips, Forcing your gaze back up to his eyes, you swallowed. You can't help but support the Kamado siblings now after learning that Giyuu very much did. It was funny how fast you switched up from wanting her dead to supporting her just because of/for Giyuu.
Soon, the Hashira meeting was called to an end. As the other Hashiras dispersed, you stayed by Giyuu, watching him curiously.
"What happens now?" You ask, wanting to hang out with him more.
"... Usually we train or go back to our estates.."
"I see...." Suddenly, an idea popped into your head. Before he could get away far enough, you called out.
"Wait Tomioka! Wanna go have lunch with me?" You asked breathlessly. He turned to look at you.
"...Really?" He couldn't seem to believe it. You nod eagerly in response, waiting for his answer.
"I suppose I could make time for that." You couldn't help the smile that spread across your face.
"Let's go then!" You led him with you as he trailed after you.
You took this as a "lunch date" of sorts, though you didn't voice it out. Without you knowing, Giyuu took it the same way, and it took everything in him not to let the blush reach beyond his neck, forcing his expression to remain stoic...
requested by: @toothless-love (im sorry i hope this was ok i might make a pt.2!!)
bf!giyuu with abandonment issues, who finally trusted you not to leave him after months of gentle coaxing, even as romantic partners. It's not that he didn't trust you, he just had trauma is all.
bf!giyuu who woke up and panicked almost immediately, because where were you?? He got off the bed of your shared apartment as he frowns in fear, desperately opening doors and looking in odd places you'd never be hiding in.
"Y/n...?" He called out uncertainly.
"My love... Where are you..?" He whimpered in fear.
bf!giyuu who feels his chest get tighter as he realises the suitcases and bags he'd been seeing around in your shared apartment recently were gone. Had you finally gotten bored of him and left? He grabs your pillow in a frenzy, hit tears threatening to spill out of his pretty eyes. He grips it tightly and makes another round in the apartment before dropping to the ground near the door, curling up pathetically and letting the tears flow free, sobbing into your pillow.
bf!giyuu who doesn't realise you were home, immediately dropping to his side, panicked as to why your boyfriend was curled up on the ground hugging your pillow, not to mention crying too! He had his face snuggled into your pillow, inhaling your scent because you couldn't be gone right? You wouldn't.. You promised.. Didn't you?
"Giyuu?" You asked, confusion clear in your voice.
"Baby, baby what's wrong?" You say frantically, trying to get a look at his face.
bf!giyuu who gets oh so embarrassed when you explain you'd just gone out to buy pads because your period came unexpectedly. And the suitcases and bags? He'd somehow miss them in the corner in his frenzied state. Plus, they weren't even yours, you were just holding on to it for a friend. He looks up at you, face flushed, lips in a soft pout and eyes slightly puffy from his tears, which were still leaking out of his eyes, desperate for your love and reassurance. You end up just hugging him there, whispering affirmations and tracing soothing patterns on his back.
"Its okay darling, I'm here now.."
"I love you, you know I wouldn't do this to you."
"Please stop crying sweetheart, I'm sorry m'kay?"
"I love you I love you I love you."
All the while he just takes it, letting it calm his nerves, evening out his breathing and sniffling less often.
bf!giyuu who makes you promise to never do this again, and inform him or go out with him next time. You agree of course, anything for your darling. You kiss him all over, declaring your love for him in murmurs between kisses. You continue this routine as you managed to lead him back to the room, settling into bed and cuddling him. He fell asleep really late, holding onto you like a lifeline that you were --- for him at least. You reciprocated, your words of affirmation slurring and trailing off as you too, fell asleep.
You really were in love with Tomioka Giyuu, and you'll make sure he understands it fully in the morning..
clingy!gumi who really, really, really wants to just tug you in by the waist and snuggle into you like that! He can't though.. Is it ego? Or fear of getting teased? Either way, he'll wait for you to initiate, though you get so engrossed in conversation you often forget to.. It's okay though, he has a strategy...
He pouts, staring at you a few feet away, as you direct your attention at Nobara and Yuuji, what about him? He subtly steps closer, averting his gaze as he purposely accidentally brushes against your hand. Of course, you caught it anyway and held him, causing his brain to short-circuit. He holds on as if you'd ever let go anyway, letting out quiet hums as you giggle and try to yank your hand away just to wipe your palm.
"Our palms are sweaty Gumi just gimme a sec!!" Your attempts are futile.
"... Mnn." His way of saying he doesn't care nor mind. He needs to hold you, no matter how.
After all this time, he still melts at your touch, craving for more everytime..
clingy!gumi who just can't wait till you both get back to his/your dorm.. He really didn't mind as long as you were together. Jeez, do you really need so many pictures? Nobara was getting to you.. He swears you could've been cuddling by now since the outing ended half an hour ago. Yuuji, the lucky bastard he was, left on time, Megumi being stuck taking the pictures. He hates it but... You seem happy, no you are happy, and he'd do just about anything to keep it like that.
"..." He remained silent, just not the type to help you countdown as he took your pictures, suppressing a smile from how adorable you looked.
You posed for the picture with Nobara, unaware of his growing affection for you.
"Hehe, thanks Gumi!!" You beamed at the pictures.
"Whatever. Can we go now." He muttered, fighting the urge to pepper your face with kisses, clenching his fists to keep from caressing your soft cheeks.
"Last one!" You promised. You'd been saying that for the past 30 minutes.. He sighs in defeat.
clingy!gumi who cannot express in words just how happy he was when Nobara finally had to go. He was starting to think you were gonna spend the night at the mall. You bade your goodbyes and turned to him, slumping tiredly. He didn't like how you put on a facade everytime you were with others, but at the same time, he was incessantly proud to be the only one to witness your vulnerable moments. He gently cups your face.
"Let's go home, love."
You could only nod tiredly in response, your exhaustion overwhelming you in one large, suffocating wave. He leads you back to your dorm, knowing you preferred it compared to his own. He removes your makeup and cooks up a delicious dinner while you showered. He even fed you dinner, occasionally nudging you back awake.
"Nearly there, my love. Just a few more bites f'me yeah?"
"Last one, ahh..."
"That's my girl." He presses a tender kiss to the corner of your lips as he bridal style carried you back to your bed where you instantaneously draped yourself over your large bolster.
clingy!gumi who finally showers and climbs into bed next to you, shirtless and fresh from the shower. His arms snakes around your waist, burying his face in your hair and inhaling your scent. So incredibly intoxicating.. He lifts his head and gazes down at you, a mix of affection, love and admiration in his gaze.
"Mmn... I love you y/n, good night my love.."
He smiles softly as he looks down at you with one last tender stare, dropping his head to the crook of your neck, curling into you and resuming his big spooning duties. He drifts off to sleep thinking of you and ended up in a dream with you...
