mon doux

Dreams. Stories. Memories. Feelings. Thoughts. Basically ‘bout the child in me that I want to express.

[mondouxdoux]

I am feeling empty.

[mondouxdoux]

I'm so stressed right now. Naiiyak ako. Hindi ko na matiis. Nakakapagod. Next next week pa naman period ko, bakit na-ooverwhelm na agad yung pakiramdam ko ngayon.

Pero at the same time, I'm glad na naiiyak ko na to. Halos isang taon din na hindi ko ma-express tong pag-iyak ko.

[mondouxdoux]

Napapagod ako sa every day life ko mon doux. Walang katapusang work na parang bang walang patutunguhan buhay ko. Gusto ko nalang maging sugar baby.

[mondouxdoux]

Naalala nanaman kita kagabi. I stalked your ign. I'm glad you're still alive.

[mondouxdoux]

I’m still grateful na I had someone to think of whenever I’m not okay okay.

Thank you for making me feel safe when I’m overwhelmed with my emotions.

[mondouxdoux]

Funny . I feel calm when I wrote that down.

[mondouxdoux]

I want to kill myself

[mondouxdoux]

Happy new year. I guess?

[mondouxdoux]

Napapagod na ako Lord.

[mondouxdoux]

Napanaginipan kita ulit last July 31.

[mondouxdoux]

Napanaginipan kita.

Pumunta kayo ni Violet sa bahay ko. Me and Violet hugged tightly as soon as we saw each other. Sarap sa feeling. Pumunta kayo samin para lang sabihin na nakapag-enroll na sya sa college. Ayun.

[mondouxdoux]

I miss you mon doux.

[thoughtkick]

“Some days I feel everything at once. Other days I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.”

— The Idealist

[thespilledquotes]

“I’m not much like myself any more.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald

[mondouxdoux]

Mon doux, doux,

Been missing you these past few days. Hope you are well.

[thoughtkick]

“I like people who have a sense of individuality. I love expression and anything awkward and imperfect - because that’s natural and that’s real.”

— Marc Jacobs

[mondouxdoux]

I miss you everyday.