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…oh, I should also mention something. I don’t exist. I am merely an illusion.
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@monmon-x3
Oh why, hello! <3
I am Mon, a normal girl in a not-so-normal world, some might say!
I will simply be documenting stuff for just myself, so don’t mind me. Thank you <3
…oh, I should also mention something. I don’t exist. I am merely an illusion.
Someone is nearby. You can sense it…
*Kanade, upon feeling it, gets up and readies her weapon*
She puts her hands up in the air, laughing nervously.
Sorry! Didn’t mean to feel like a threat to you- I-I just need to talk to you…
Despite being the only person here… her presence feels non-existent. So that sensation must be her- maybe?
*She relaxes a little bit, but doesn't put her weapon down*
...who are you?
She bows her head down slightly, trying to appear respectful.
Monai, at your service.
*Kanade leaves combat stance and taps the handle of her scythe on the floor*
My name is Kanade
...
What brings you here?
She straightens herself, her eyes watching the scythe closely. Her expression goes serious.
I heard you’re friends with Akiyama, right?
Yes, I am. Do you know where she is?
She looks away.
So you don’t know? The villain. They seem to have her.
What? Where?
Is she safe?
There is a moment of hesitation.
I don’t know about her safety… but I do have an idea of where they are.
*Kanade's face suddenly turns very serious*
You have to tell me where she is
She nods slightly.
From what I researched, they are at an abandoned house. All the windows seems to be blocked off so I have no idea the exact room she is being held captive in, but I have observed the villain entering and leaving multiple times- so I think it is safe to assume that’s where she is. A five minute walk from the mall
Someone is nearby. You can sense it…
*Kanade, upon feeling it, gets up and readies her weapon*
She puts her hands up in the air, laughing nervously.
Sorry! Didn’t mean to feel like a threat to you- I-I just need to talk to you…
Despite being the only person here… her presence feels non-existent. So that sensation must be her- maybe?
*She relaxes a little bit, but doesn't put her weapon down*
...who are you?
She bows her head down slightly, trying to appear respectful.
Monai, at your service.
*Kanade leaves combat stance and taps the handle of her scythe on the floor*
My name is Kanade
...
What brings you here?
She straightens herself, her eyes watching the scythe closely. Her expression goes serious.
I heard you’re friends with Akiyama, right?
Yes, I am. Do you know where she is?
She looks away.
So you don’t know? The villain. They seem to have her.
What? Where?
Is she safe?
There is a moment of hesitation.
I don’t know about her safety… but I do have an idea of where they are.
Someone is nearby. You can sense it…
*Kanade, upon feeling it, gets up and readies her weapon*
She puts her hands up in the air, laughing nervously.
Sorry! Didn’t mean to feel like a threat to you- I-I just need to talk to you…
Despite being the only person here… her presence feels non-existent. So that sensation must be her- maybe?
*She relaxes a little bit, but doesn't put her weapon down*
...who are you?
She bows her head down slightly, trying to appear respectful.
Monai, at your service.
*Kanade leaves combat stance and taps the handle of her scythe on the floor*
My name is Kanade
...
What brings you here?
She straightens herself, her eyes watching the scythe closely. Her expression goes serious.
I heard you’re friends with Akiyama, right?
Yes, I am. Do you know where she is?
She looks away.
So you don’t know? The villain. They seem to have her.
Someone is nearby. You can sense it…
*Kanade, upon feeling it, gets up and readies her weapon*
She puts her hands up in the air, laughing nervously.
Sorry! Didn’t mean to feel like a threat to you- I-I just need to talk to you…
Despite being the only person here… her presence feels non-existent. So that sensation must be her- maybe?
*She relaxes a little bit, but doesn't put her weapon down*
...who are you?
She bows her head down slightly, trying to appear respectful.
Monai, at your service.
*Kanade leaves combat stance and taps the handle of her scythe on the floor*
My name is Kanade
...
What brings you here?
She straightens herself, her eyes watching the scythe closely. Her expression goes serious.
I heard you’re friends with Akiyama, right?
Someone is nearby. You can sense it…
*Kanade, upon feeling it, gets up and readies her weapon*
She puts her hands up in the air, laughing nervously.
Sorry! Didn’t mean to feel like a threat to you- I-I just need to talk to you…
Despite being the only person here… her presence feels non-existent. So that sensation must be her- maybe?
*She relaxes a little bit, but doesn't put her weapon down*
...who are you?
She bows her head down slightly, trying to appear respectful.
Monai, at your service.
Someone is nearby. You can sense it…
*Kanade, upon feeling it, gets up and readies her weapon*
She puts her hands up in the air, laughing nervously.
Sorry! Didn’t mean to feel like a threat to you- I-I just need to talk to you…
Despite being the only person here… her presence feels non-existent. So that sensation must be her- maybe?
…I have been told to pass a message onto you. The new villain wants to meet up with you.
It’s fine if you say no- there’s always Kanade in that case
- @monmon-x3
Why would the new villain want to meet up with me, might I ask?
You should hear it from her yourself~
I'll consider it.
Giving you till the weekend to decide! Otherwise she’ll just “talk” to Kanade instead
…I have been told to pass a message onto you. The new villain wants to meet up with you.
It’s fine if you say no- there’s always Kanade in that case
- @monmon-x3
Why would the new villain want to meet up with me, might I ask?
You should hear it from her yourself~
Mafuyu Asahina.
I need to met you.
You’re in danger.
I am? Please elaborate.
A villain who doesn’t like Niigo is after all of you… last I heard she mentioned going after you first. Something something about killing multiple birds with one stone?
I don’t fully understand… but it doesn’t sound safe.
I see. I'll keep this in mind, thank you.
N-no need to thank me!!!
…I’m gonna continue documenting all that is known about this person. I can’t fight like the heroes of Shibuya can, but I wanna do my part.
Let me know if you ever want to meet up to discuss findings, or something…
You've still given me useful information, no?
I suppose so. I’m just currently trying to piece together their ability… there’s so much… It’s unnatural.
Good luck, then.
…
Thanks..! Good luck becoming a doctor.
Mafuyu Asahina.
I need to met you.
You’re in danger.
I am? Please elaborate.
A villain who doesn’t like Niigo is after all of you… last I heard she mentioned going after you first. Something something about killing multiple birds with one stone?
I don’t fully understand… but it doesn’t sound safe.
I see. I'll keep this in mind, thank you.
N-no need to thank me!!!
…I’m gonna continue documenting all that is known about this person. I can’t fight like the heroes of Shibuya can, but I wanna do my part.
Let me know if you ever want to meet up to discuss findings, or something…
You've still given me useful information, no?
I suppose so. I’m just currently trying to piece together their ability… there’s so much… It’s unnatural.
Mafuyu Asahina.
I need to met you.
You’re in danger.
I am? Please elaborate.
A villain who doesn’t like Niigo is after all of you… last I heard she mentioned going after you first. Something something about killing multiple birds with one stone?
I don’t fully understand… but it doesn’t sound safe.
I see. I'll keep this in mind, thank you.
N-no need to thank me!!!
…I’m gonna continue documenting all that is known about this person. I can’t fight like the heroes of Shibuya can, but I wanna do my part.
Let me know if you ever want to meet up to discuss findings, or something…
Mafuyu Asahina.
I need to met you.
You’re in danger.
I am? Please elaborate.
A villain who doesn’t like Niigo is after all of you… last I heard she mentioned going after you first. Something something about killing multiple birds with one stone?
I don’t fully understand… but it doesn’t sound safe.
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THE MEETING
It happened one day, a day that seemed like any other for the young Mizuki Akiyama. A day that she spent crying at her window, wishing for someone to notice her pain, to embrace her and bring her comfort… but for the past 7 days she has been doing this, such a thing never happened, as she only let her feelings out when she knew she was alone. She didn’t want to worry her parents, or sister, who exactly a week ago told her she would be leaving for France eventually. But even though she didn’t want to inconvenience them, she selfishly wanted comfort from someone, anyone. Such a contrasting way of thinking did not make sense even to herself, and yet that’s what she would think.
Her sobs got interrupted by a muffled voice from the other side of the window, one belonging to a red-headed girl, around the same age as Mizuki. She was wearing a frilly dress that the other girl could only dream of being able to wear herself without being looked at like a freak. That girl… was Monai. The first instance that she appeared.
Once the window was opened, removing the barrier between the two, the red one’s voice became much clearer,
“Why are you always so sad?”
The other did not know how to answer.
“I keep walking past this house and you’re always here. Each time, you look like you want to die. Do you?”
The other knew what the answer was. Soon, she would be alone. Her sister? Gone soon. Her best friend? Leaving soon. And she will remain, the mockery for all to see, to point and laugh at. There is no hope.
“Deep down, you do want to live. Otherwise, you wouldn’t be showing yourself to the world. You want to be saved, right?”
Even if she hadn’t noticed this herself up to this point, Mizuki found this to be true. This girl… she knew her so well already, even though they had just met. Always as if they were the same person.
“I understand.”
“You do…?”
“Let’s be friends, and I promise to confront your deepest, darkest desires. I will make sure to bring everything about you to your surface. I understand.”
She is looking up at the board that shows what times each train arrives, at the station. Behind her is Monai ( @monmon-x3 ), who seems to be watching Mizuki very carefully. She is wondering how to word her thoughts, or if she even should- maybe this is all ok after all?- but the fear makes her question this still.
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A random like. A short brown-haired girl walked to you guys, she waved and gave you guys a smile though it looked... Genuinely forced.
Her presence was a bit familiar, but no one could tell at first sight anyway.
"Uhm, hello! It's nice to see new faces at the station-
I'm new here, could you show me around?"
She smiles back at the stranger- she genuinely does not recognise her through the disguise, but it offers her an excuse to get away.
Oh! S-
Cut off.
We are actually busy.
Her tone is cold and harsh.
Plus, she’s mentally unstable. Even if she were to help, she would mess it up. She doesn’t mean to lie, just happens to her without thinking. Better if you find someone else.
She squinted, genuinely hating Monai each second of her life... how could she even say that even if An was disguised as a stranger??
"-Ahaha.. well-" She awkwardly giggled though was pissed off.
"i really dont mind , I just need some help, but if you say so-..."
(..You know what I cant take this anymore.)
".. Although...
...I don't think you should be saying that about her."
She immediately used her electricity manipulation to blast her powers at Monai , completely forgetting they were in a somewhat public place.
Huh!?
She braces herself for impact- this has absolutely ruined her hair and left burns on her body, but for whatever reason… she doesn’t look like she is in pain. Instead, she rolls her eyes, standing up straight.
You remind me of someone, dear. But no need to get this angered- my friend agrees with me.
So why don’t you be a good girl and run off to someone else? We are occupied.
She- stays silent. Watching the stranger, with a look of recognition. Those powers…
"No, I'm not letting you take Mizuki like this!And- I'm not letting you hurt her!"
She knew everything she was saying would reveal what and who she actually was but she didn't mind, she immediately grabbed Mizuki and put her behind her.
She checked on Mizuki to see if she was okay, then looked back at Monai, still preparing another attack.
"You don't actually accept Mizuki for her flaws or who she is! You're just making her insecure and manipulating her for your own benefit!"
…!
She is trying to process this sudden new information- An- is a shapeshifter!? This has so caught her off guard- but there’s so much also going on- and in a way, Mizuki deserved not to know, when she herself has kept secrets from everyone.
She glances between the two girls- first time having to choose between two friends. If she stays with A now, she knows she has someone she can feel safe around for certain. Sbe could work on accepting herself… but if she chooses Monai, she can finally rest. Forever. A rest she very much needs. She is aware she has been manipulated, but… she let it happen. Nothing was out of her control.
She takes a deep breath…
Don’t hurt her. Please…
It’s not manipulation if it’s speaking her thoughts. I’m only expressing what she thinks out loud!
Anyway… if not for me, she would be long dead. I just know when it’s her time.
"..Mizuki, just how stupid can you get...?"
An sighed, though she didn't want to shapeshift back since someone could potentially see her. She didn't mean to be harsh either, she just... Couldn't understand why Mizuki was letting this happen.
Mizuki was... one of An's closest friends, in-between Haruka and Kohane, to see this happening just hurt her.
"No, you don't get to decide when it's her time at all,
And Mizuki- How could I not hurt her? She's hurting you.
She's been saying so much shit about you that ai cant even believe anymore!
Just.. please... I don't want you to force you to do anything, but if it makes you feel better, I've been hiding secrets from so many people too, and I've felt like such a burden!
But, the truth is, the... warmth and comfort from others will always be there, and ...
Im sure Ena, Asahina and Yoisaki would welcome you with open arms if they found out!
They wouldn't want you dead- they just.. want you to be happy and open up to them, while waiting for you! They're going to wait no matter what, keeping a secret is fine! You're not a freak at all!
I dont understand, i really don't understand , i say the stupidest shit at times and none of what I say will probably help or work to reach out through you but...
If you die- Who will I get to share my new hairclips with? Who will Kamishiro be waiting for whenever he's at the rooftop?! None of us would be able to move on! We'd be... grieving so bad, that we'd accidentally act like you're still here and talk to the air!
Ena, Asahina and Yoisaki would be the most distressed. They'll never replace you as their MV editor, and they'll never forget about you because you've helped them alot- which is what they want to do with you too! They want to help you - we want to help you-
So please, please just reconsider this... I'm begging you."
She tightened her grip on Mizuki's arm, while still giving Monai the side eye.
"I'll always respect and accept you, and your choices...
I just want you to think.
Is.. this actually what you want?
I wont accept because it hurts so fucking much.
So, tell me.
Is this actually what you want?"
She is barely able to keep herself standing, as tears fill her eyes… she does not want to answer, but she needs to. If everything An is saying is true, if her own death causes more bad than good… she doesn’t want that. At all. Even if she can’t tell Niigo the truth, she wants to at least… have them be happy. But for that, she might need to stay.
Drops of rain begin to fall onto the ground, but they go through anyone in proximity, not getting any water on them. The only person with drops on them is Mizuki, being the years rolling down her face.
I…
Right now…
I want to continue. Being friends. With everyone… I want to stay by your side. Making music with Niigo. Meeting up on the rooftop with Rui. That’s… what I want.
She shakes her head vigorously.
No- we made a promise! You know if you keep running from your desires, this cycle will repeat, right!? You will come to me again, we will be here… it’ll never end, you will hurt and hurt others. Stop being a coward for once!!
An was genuinely so relieved to hear thar from Mizuki, she only thought that Mizuki wouldn't listen but, she was extremely glad that she did.
She pulled Mizuki in for a hug,
"I'm glad... I'm... really glad..
I'll always be at your side then, okay?"
She stopped hugging Mizuki and looked at Monai again, genuinely pissed off.
"Didn't you hear her? She made her decision, and here you are..- still trying to convince her otherwise.
If she's a freak, then I'm a monster, got it?!" She sent a shock to Monai to make her feel some pain.
You-!
For whatever reason… the shock does not affect her. She takes a step from where she was standing, revealing the impact the shocks have had on the ground below her. She glared daggers at Mizuki.
Mizuzu. You know I’m only doing this because I love you. And that means my hatred for you is the same as you hate yourself. Stop pretending like that’s not the case-
And you… You call me manipulative, but only reason she changed her mind is because of you! You little-
She swiftly reaches for An’s hair, to pull it, but- her hand goes straight through it. Like a hologram almost.
She blinks a couple times in confusion.
She protected Mizuki again but was also visibly confused.
"-Stop saying that! You just hate her because you hate her, you really dont actually care. You just saw Mizuki being vulnerable and decided to use it against her! And- i.. didn't manipulate her i think, i just tried to say something because i was actually worried!
..Also... how are you...-"
She gestured to Monai's hand, (slightly glad her hair didn't get pulled)
She looks at her own hand, a flash of some new emotion… fear? She tries to clutch Mizuki’s arm but, just like An’s hair, this doesn’t work- her hand goes straight through it.
…
You two are both stupid.
Her voice is gentler, as if admitting defeat.
But if Mizuzu didn’t think the cycle will repeat, or all her self-hatred disappeared just now… I wouldn’t be here. So there’s still a part of her that knows I speak the truth. Right, dear?
She takes a step back, her gaze focused.
…I want to live, at this moment at least. It can change, but now… I know what I want.
But… are you-
She bites her tongue, not wanting to say the last part. For she knows if she says it, it will confirm it. And then… part of her life would’ve been a lie.
She let her guard down and let go of Mizuki.
"-Oh-, I am actually . Genuinely confused, what the heck is even going on..." She sighed, finally exhausted from talking too much that she ran out of ideas on what to say.
I’m sorry…
She takes a deep breath.
Mon, are you… an illusion?
She smiles, though for the first time, it does look like she is in pain.
I’ll come back, whenever you need motivation to go ahead with your desires. It’s up to you for me to come back.
And just like that… the red-headed girl vanished into thin air.