product of persistence

New beginnings of a busy bee. Hellbent on progression. Alive and kicking. This is my last tumblr account. an Outlet; commonly known as a medium of expression, a means of release for an emotion or impulse, a place or opening through which something is let out

[monolith-ium]

If anyone is wondering, im alive, im clean and sober. Im not using tumblr anymore. This will be my final post. Goodbye.

[monolith-ium]

You passed away infront of me today. I think a part of me left with you. You will always hold a place with me. I will carry your memory. I will always be there for your girls like I promised you I would. Friends Forever B.L.T.

[resqectable]

“Sometimes you have to forget what you feel, and remember what you deserve.”

— Unknown

[monolith-ium]

Thankyou for unfollowing. Thankyou for not answering the call. Voicemail reminded me of what you sound like yelling in my face. I swear on my mothers life i wish the best for you, but i know im not it so i hope you find it. I believe you wish the best for me too, but you know it isnt you and i appreciate that. If i could cheers you, it would be to better days ahead without eachother. Always got love for you and yours though. If somebody dies i hope i get an invite to the funeral but i know i wont be the one holding you, ill have major respect for whoever is.

[worldlywritr]

Oh yes, the past can hurt. But you can either run from it, or learn from it.

- Rafiki, The Lion King

[authenticity2025]

still healing from things i don't speak about, i just take it day by day

[monolith-ium]

miss you G.J.

[authenticity2025]

Maturity is when you realize people can't give you what they can't give themselves, so you stop expecting loyalty from people who betray themselves, stop expecting honesty from people who lie to themselves, and stop expecting peace from people who are at war with themselves.

[cocotropic2]

So accurate!

[what-iz-life]

i’m a very observant person, so if you think i didn’t notice, i did. i just decided to keep quiet.

[monolith-ium]

I sincerly hope he/she makes you happier than i did.

[stay-close]

“If you don’t leave your past in the past it will destroy your future. Live for what today has to offer, not for what yesterday has taken away.”

— Unknown

[ojosespanola]

Wisdom

[braiindeath]

[monolith-ium]

Happy 30th birthday Jon.

[monolith-ium]

Self doubt takes a hard grasp on my neck as i try to swallow the grit of life in some dire attempt not to choke to death on it. My eyes pop out from tear swollen sockets with pressure in my head from the grip around my throat as i force the grit down to this pit of a stomach. Born coughing on life or crying it out.

[monolith-ium]

Lifes only hard when you believe it to be so. A different mindset has me living freer than before. Greatful for a camp toilet parked up in a garage when i didnt have a bathroom. Greatful for couches and cots while i need them. Greatful for any shower i ever got. Greatful for dandruff shampoo when the well water was no good. Greatful for cold ground water when there isnt any hot. There is a saying that life can be as hard as you wanna make it, but it depends on your standards. Simple & functional is all i ever needed. Standards dont have to be low, just simple enough to get by unscathed. If im out here beliving its good, then it'll be good enough for me. I just need some simple enough, some good enough.

[aklra-kun]

notches

[monolith-ium]

I am proud to be living my own life. No matter what, its mine.

[lucylied]

To the 19k followers that are here from the start and maybe from even before I wanna say thank you for being around. For the mutuals that became friends and everybody passing by. Let's enjoy life however we can love u guys

[monolith-ium]

[flame-fllower]

[blood-bathing]

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