jacky ickx

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ juno/juju ! (self proclaimed) biggest jacky ickx fan :3

[monsieurlemans]

every time i see a new @von-trips-diaries entry my brother always going through something 😭🙏 he can’t catch a break i swear

[elioangelic]

what the hell is he doingggg

[monsieurlemans]

need some advice guys how do i get out of a slump🥲😓😓 been feeling so demotivated lately and im in no mood to do anything at all sigh 😖

[monsieurlemans]

A page from Alfonso De Portago’s scrapbook

[cazzyf1]

Peter finally asked Mike out in my game and Mike said yes 🥺

[elioangelic]

-> perfume among the perishing ✉︎ chapter 1/5, 10k words ✉︎ wolfgang von trips/phil hill canon era au

[elioangelic]

(hypnotist voice) ooooh you want to read the limit by michael cannell.... you want to read it so bad..... you want to read an engaging and digestible introduction to 1950s racing......... the vonhill sacred texts…….. ꩜꩜꩜꩜꩜꩜꩜

[elioangelic]

for @monsieurlemans <3

send me a pic for a moodboard!

[monsieurlemans]

that one friend who disappeared for months: HELLO JUJU HOW ARE YOUUU this is es.......... from Twitter........................... hello..... (´ . .̫ . `)

ESSS HAIII omg i missed you how have you been??? i hope you have been well!!!! i’ve been good, just busy with school heh 💔

i’ve also been away from twitter for quite some time 😖😖

[monsieurlemans]

ICKX'S FAN??? 😭🙏 PLSS LET'S BE FRIENDS🙏🙏🙏🙏

YESSS LETS BE FRIENDS!!! come hit me up hehe :33

[skybells507]

thanks @potato-sports-fan for tagging me

uhm rules: Put your music library on shuffle and record the first five songs that come up. Then put it in a poll for people to pick their favorite :)

I tag @miklii @44montoya @aleb718 @https-shu @haruchimaki @lordsquidington @clousi @sagaballero @monsieurlemans @raging-on-a-sunday honestly any moots that wants to join in

now the songs

Nada Personal - Soda Stereo

Mitchell: Road to Hell (Live) - Original Cast of Hadestown

Hurricane - Panic! at the Disco

Satellite - Lena

Cake by the Ocean - DNCE

Voting ended onFeb 25

[monsieurlemans]

thank you @skybells507 for tagging me !!

rules: Put your music library on shuffle and record the first five songs that come up. Then put it in a poll for people to pick their favorite :)

ermmm @bbbrianjones @bellofjpg @cazzyf1 @m1l05k3rk3zno1 and anybody else that wants to do it! (the people i tagged, it’s okay if you don’t want to as well :DD)

my songs

the ghost of you - my chemical romance

add up my love - clairo

more the victim - linkin park

can’t help falling in love - elvis presley

illusión de amor - jensine benitez, thee sacred souls

Voting ended onFeb 20

[1982driverstrike]

Taffy with his camera

[cazzyf1]

😚✌️

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[elioangelic]

Teammates Phil Hill and Wolfgang von Trips having a chat [x]

[cazzyf1]

Cazzy did Mike Hawthorn know about his son at all?

Hey anon!

Yeah so Mike did learn about his son and meet him!

So the mother reached out to Mike about his son, but at first Mike didn't believe her because they'd only had a one night stand and thought she was after money (yeah I know 😬). The poor mother went through a lot because she was from a small village and was shamed a lot by having a child out of wedlock.

In (I think) 1956 when the French GP was on; she decided to dress her son up as Mike, little green jacket white trousers etc, for Mike to see. And his son was the spitting image of him especially dressed up like that. Mike saw and instantly realised that was in fact his son.

After that Mike paid child support to the mother, including giving the money he won from the French GP in 1958 to them, and his son remembers going to visit Mike in England and getting to sit in his Jaguar car.

When Mike died one of the things he was planning on doing was sorting out an arrangement about his son before he married his current fiance. Sadly with Mike's death both his son and the mother were left in a bit of a situation. Years later Mike's mother did meet his son when she learnt of him but she decided she didn't want any involvement with him.

His son was happy to be known at Mike's son back in the 90s and went to one event but eventually he disappeared and never responded to any requests from fans.

Its a very complicated issue about Mike and his son, and I could write a whole article about how I think Mike's children's books he wrote are a reflection on his relationship with his son. I could also go into some of the psychology I think behind it, but yeah for now that's a basic overall info on their relationship.

[monsieurlemans]

just a little vent because i need to get things off my chest haha

i hope this year will not be as stressful as i expect it to be cause it’s only february but i can’t help but feel this constant feeling of anxiety at the back of my mind. i feel like my grades are dropping and that im not doing as good as i used to do and that upsets me. this is a very important year for me so i really have to get my grades up again. it’s not like im failing but then i’m not excelling as well — my teachers say i’m not getting the marks that i SHOULD be getting.

also i feel like im kinda. just there. in my friend group. like i have no best friend or special person or my other half. i don’t think im people’s first choice as well. everyone has their own person but i’m just kinda there

i’m not the first person people go to when they have something important to say. i’m always missing out on stuff because often times nobody tells me anything. i feel like i’m not anyone’s first choice

it’s not that my friends hate me or anything we get along well and i’m part of a friend group that i love and appreciate and happy to hang out with. it’s just that idk i wish i was somebody’s person, or that i had a special person like everyone else seems to have.

i can’t talk to my friends about it because like i said it’s not like they dislike me or anything they treat me well. but yeah, idk if im just being dramatic or not :’)