THE LIGHT

Do you see it too?

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Dollhood is crying because a 24 year old man won’t text you back

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I had a dream that the boy I have a crush on died, and it shook me real bad. Everything afterward felt so fragile. It was no longer permanent. It made me realize how much I had left to lose.

I made this instrumental to air out the feels.

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I hope I die before you.

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Just a lil confused on why people continuously say that Ethel Cain wouldn’t exist without Lana. Like she would definitely have still made all of this music without Lana’s influence on the world because she actually lived the “aesthetic”. If anything she wouldn’t exist without Florence + The Machine, you can tell just how much she’s influenced Hayden’s singing.

I’m also not denying Lana’s influence on media and other artists— just saying Hayden wasn’t one of them

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Idgaf abound complexion of my skin, I’m not switching to gold jewelry

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Watching Mr. X-toon to help with the grief

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Do yall think people will camp for Ethel Cain? Like she’s definitely popular but idk if she’s camp popular by the public yet. Asking cuz I wanted to but also didn’t wanna spend a majority of my day in line😭

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Currently nearing the ending stages of production for a 15 minute song…

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What I think happened to Willoughby Tucker:

Throughout Dust Bowl, we learn Willoughbys greatest fear is harsh weather (Scared of the rain, by God… hoping the wind blows slowly) I think during A Knock On The Door (especially during the final lyrics), Ethel realizes that Willoughby isn’t the strong, pillar-to-lean-on kind of guy, and that he too is broken just like her— that they’re just two broken pieces trying to make a whole. Anyways, I think she realizes this especially during the storm before the tornado, where they’re hanging in the abandoned house they usually hung out in. Ethel wants to go home but Willoughbys too scared to go out, so she leaves him there, and we know what happens next. Ethel doesn’t know what happened to him because all she knows is he was gone after the Tornado, and so part of her always lives with the regret of leaving him there. Still, she remains hopeful that one day they’d reunite and live that life they always wanted to. Of course we know this never happens.

Just my 2 cents!

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I finally uploaded AUTOLYSIS to YouTube😭

This song is like 3 months old… 👩‍🦲

Listen if you want!! Love youuuu <3

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Need to be dicked through a mattress

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Had a dream where my fav porn star was going to top me and I woke up just before the good part ☹️

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I think Hayden’s statement was a little too above some people’s reading level…

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Glamrock Freddy is so fucking hot like omg I need that metal rod inside me now

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I don’t know why it hurt so much

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Hey yall! Quick question!

So I’m relatively short (5’3 or 63in) and am lowkey terrified of being drowned in the crowd by taller people, so I was wondering if wearing platforms is justified? Like I don’t wanna block anyone’s view but I also want a view myself yk? The platforms are only like 2 inches so it’s not like I’m making myself abnormally tall

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THIS JUST IN: Cancel Culture BANS all JOKES and HORSEPLAY. It is now PUNISHABLE by DEATH!!!

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Someone pay for my Spotify premium pls im hot just do it pls