Haha...um hello everyone and followers of my blog Starmoongurl/creater of the AU and blog here and I just wanted to apologize once again for not posting and that I have a lot of things I want to get off my chest about the CRK Fandom and other things about me.
My Posting schedule habits:
So firstly i would like to tell y'all why I don't post very often or much at all there's plenty of factors to it, but the main ones is that I have a pretty busy schedule a lot of the time but when I don't , and when I do want to do something for the Blog or AU i easily tend to get very exhausted easily or just never have the motivation for some reason and I feel really bad for saying i'm going to do something only to not to do it it's really a bad habit.I'm hoping to fix soon and I also easily get distracted a lot by other things.
My Paranoia and fear of Toxic shipers and fans looking at/finding my AU:
So as all of you can see if you read the description of the Blog and orthe introduction post that is pinned this whole AU is centered around OC X Canon between a couple of ocs of mine and the Beasts Cookies and which this whole story for the AU first happened back in 2024 after Shadow Milk was revealed I ended up making a Oc named Blessed/Sweet Honey Cookie who is his wife And I also ended up shipping my Beast Oc Weathering Egg Cookie with Elder Faerie Cookie and that was it around the time
But then when Burning Spice Cookie released into the game , and when I saw his story suddenly Fire Ant Cookie was born and my head thought , why not make a AU about the Beasts and what if they had lovers before they corrupted but then things become sour as time goes by And when unfortunate events happen and so then I began to make the others such as Cream Fudge for MFC and Sour Candy for ESC meanwhile Pepper Sprit was a Oc i already had before the Beasts story I just didn't know what to do with her until I saw Silent Salt and thought he and her would be perfect together and that his story could help me write hers , which ended up happening
Now , how is this exactly a problem? well people who are entitled to their headcanons and toxic shipers especially Shadowvanilla and EternalBerry toxic shipers and since Blessed Honey is a girl and shiped with Shadow Milk and Sour Candy is a boy who is shipped with Eternal Sugar i constantly fear what those type of shippers find my AU and say stuff like " OMG YOU'RE HOMOPHOBIC SHADOW MILK AND ETERNAL SUGAR ARE GAY AND LESBIAN THEY CANT BE SHIPED WITH ANYONE BUT PV and HOLLYBERRY!!!" Or " uh you do know Shadowvanilla and EternalBerry is canon right???" ( which isn't true i say this respectfully)
Or people threatening to Dox me because of if this AU blows up and I don't want to have to wake up and make drawings in have to constantly worry about getting harassed over MY OWN SHIPS that are completely harmless and i luckily don't see much drama surrounding the other four BXA ships but still some.
The Fandom in general and opinions:
For a while now I have had felt incredibly burnt out and exhausted from the endless drama of the Fandom from BXA to Shadow Milk the EP 15 situation Shipping Wars and other things that have been driving me away from CRK I still very much love the Fandom and there's so many talented artists , especially here on Tumblr especially BXA ones you know who you are and you guys also know who I'm talking about but at the same time a lot of time SOME shippers get way too attached to these ships to the point in my view that everyoneTends to forget ALL the terrible and disturbing things the Beasts did like:
Shadow Milk:Psychological torture towards PV and attempt child murder ( gringerbrave crew)
( also kinda funny how people originally thought SM was PVs Dad lol)
Burning Spice: physical violence towards Golden Cheese and literally threatening her in her face after he's done with her , he'll destroy everything she loves and cares about
Mystic Flour: plaguing the whole Dark Cacao Kingdom and psychological torment
Eternal Sugar: Toxic Copendency Forced substances and Things onto others and literal attempt kidnapping Hollyberry against her will even know she made it clear She did not want to be with her
Silent Salt: honestly , he really didn't do that much other than try to Kill and Burn White Lily but that's really it
I also want to clarify that i'm not saying that your a bad person for shipping these you do your own thing and I deeply respect y'all but toxic people and the lore prevents me liking the ships toxic people tend to downgrade or completely ignore the things these guys have done or make up the excuse that the ancients especially PV forgave them so it doesn't matter even though it does and other ships aren't innocent of this either such as ElderLily since back at 2024 when Beast Yeast first came out ElderLily got popular very easily and quickly but then a Purelily artist got Doxxed and harassed and that's still haunts me to this day...
The fandom now has become so overbearing and toxic that it's tiring I really wish the fandom went back to how it was back in 2021-2022 where people didn't harass each other over ships of characters that aren't real And that everyone, at least has something they can agree on, and everything was chill I miss it a lot and it deeply breaks my heart to see how much this fandom has really fallen into a hellfire and due to all of this i been very slow on the story so I have no idea what the hell is going on in Lore
Other things and the Future of the AU
I still very much love this game and the fandom it has been a massive comfort to me since 2021 but sometimes it's nice to take a break since i have also been getting into other Fandoms games and shows that catch my attention and taste and i kinda wanna make a separate blog for that but hopefully soon things can finally calm down here and I can finally tell this stupid little AU that I really want to tell
Once again I deeply apologize for my random absence and if this Rant was dumb I just wanted to get all of this off my chest to share my opinions and thoughts right now
I hope all of you have a beautiful Day/Night and see ya
You know nobody truly talks about the light of solidarity basically being unity usually splits up their holders from the others with different ideals and it happens all the time, not only that but somehow they end up in solitude and taking a self sacrifice in the end
let me elaborate here, Salt of solidarity seemed succluded from the other virtues and didn’t even know they corrupted, white lily constantly went on her own and said others held her back, and now gingerbrave is following the same format by pushing urgency to go to a place of his trauma even if his Friends reject the idea, then Dec breaks that by getting far away from that thing as possible however she didn’t even tell her followers her plans or probably even cared about what would happen afterwards she just wanted the ultimate cookie finished and it ended terribly
it’s a cycle and it’s all to do with that god damn stone, get it away from my son, NOW!
Who’s up for spider ultimate brave? Hehehe, yeah it’s only half of a beast bug corruption dw and their protective nature fully takes control of their mind, this is not ulti’s doing, it’s like having too much energy and trying to sleep
Updated full body shot of my Razewing Ratha, part of a WIP new reference I am slowly chipping away at! The full ref will include a png of his wing pattern and the like for easy access. I'm happy with how it came out!
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