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@monteeth
a softer world sentence starters.
❛ some people are so good at disappearing that you start to doubt your memories that they were ever there. ❜
❛ how do you say goodbye to someone who was never there? ❜
❛ i don’t want a world without pain, or loss. i just want them to mean something. ❜
❛ there are some people who believe a photo captures their soul. ❜
❛ if you love something let it go. ❜
❛ you were not the first, you will not be the last. ❜
❛ there are some secrets i will take to my grave, but i don’t want loving you to be one of them. ❜
❛ you can still back out before anyone gets hurt. ❜
❛ i said i’d love you forever, and really meant it at the time. i guess that’s my problem. ❜
❛ kindness won’t save anyone. ❜
❛ for a long time i thought i deserved better. but the truth is we both deserve better than this. ❜
❛ i wish there was a word that meant “goodbye” for someone who was already gone. ❜
❛ i never meant to hurt you. you have to believe me. ❜
❛ we’ll always have yesterday. ❜
❛ hope softens the rough edge of every promise. ❜
❛ love is stupid. happiness is admitting we aren’t better than stupid. ❜
❛ you can’t always want what you get. ❜
❛ i wish i had a dollar for every dollar’s worth of work i did. ❜
❛ we are empty inside and hollow. hoping something sweet will make its nest in us. ❜
❛ we’re too far from help. ❜
❛ monsters are even more scary when you see them afraid. ❜
❛ we carry our own loneliness with us. ❜
❛ fake happiness beats genuine misery. ❜
❛ they always trust me to be someone who i don’t even want to be. ❜
❛ i cannot see where i want to go, only that i want the going.❜
❛ you are never here. you are always almost there. ❜
❛ you and me will die the way we lived, telling ourselves stories to make it mean something. ❜
MARVEL’S JESSICA JONES sentence meme. or, send ╳ for a random sentence that my muse will say to yours.
“I usually like a little more romancing.”
“Would you put day drinking under ‘Experience’ or ‘Special Skills’?”
“I’m scared for you.”
“I’ve been asking the impossible of you, I see that now.”
“Now, that sounded like flirting to me.”
“Don’t… have feelings, okay?”
“Hey, last night was fun, but that doesn’t mean I want your opinion.”
“Again, I don’t flirt, I just say what I want.”
“Yes, you are a paragon of mental health.”
“I’m tired of missing you.”
“You think you can take your shit and dump it one me? You don’t get to do that. So you take your goddamned pain, and you live with it, asshole!”
“Knowing it’s real means you’ve got to make a decision. One, keep denying it. Or two, do something about it.”
“We get it, you’re a real gift to humanity.”
“You still get points for doing good.”
“I want you to know, I forgive you for everything. I’ll say it every day. For as long as you need to hear it.”
“If this is a booty call, I like your chances.”
“God damn you. Just had to be a hero, didn’t you?”
“You are a hard-drinking, short-fused, mess of a person. But you are not a piece of shit.”
“When you wake up, I won’t be around to screw up your life anymore.”
“I don’t get asked on a lot of second dates.”
“I can’t risk you.”
“You’ve been keeping tabs on me?”
“You shoot at me, I’ll pull the bullet out of my ruined jacket and shove it up your ass with my pinky finger, and who do you think that’s going to hurt more?”
“Don’t apologize. I don’t want that from you.”
“I was never the hero that you wanted me to be.”
“You’re exactly the hero I wanted you to be.”
“I don’t give a bag of dicks about what kinky shit you’re into, just be into it quietly.”
“It’s people like you that give people like you a bad name.”
“I let you fight my battles for too long.”
“The way I see it, most people go both good and bad going on. Just depends on which part wins that day.”
“They say that talking about a trauma… that it helps.”
“You help people. That’s who you are.”
“I thought about you. I knew it wouldn’t happen. I couldn’t help it. Picturing us.”
“You’re the first person I ever pictured a future with.”
“They say everyone’s born a hero. But if you let it, life will push you over the line until you’re the villain.”
“I’m life threatening. Steer clear of me. Please.”
“You’ve never loved anyone. You’re not even capable of it.”
“I hate feeling this way, I don’t know how you handle it.”
“Do what you’ve got to do.”
potential angst starters
“please don’t forget”
“you know you should have stayed”
“you’re cold on the inside”
“there’s a dog in your heart and it tells you to tear everything apart”
“you ruin everything you touch and destroy anyone you love”
“i know that you can’t hear me anymore”
“it’s so loud inside my head”
“i haven’t been all that you could have hoped for”
“if you held on a little longer, you would have more reasons to be proud”
“i talk to the shadows hoping you might be listening”
“how can i say this without breaking?”
“i loved and i lost you”
“i don’t want them to know the way i loved you”
“i don’t think they would accept me”
“your heart fits like a key”
“it’s so quiet here”
“you said that you weren’t alone”
“you still owe me a reason”
“i act like i don’t fucking care”
“maybe you’re too good for me”
“lately colors seem so bright”
“i can’t admit that you’ve got all the strings and know how to tug them”
“losing you was something i always did so well”
“i don’t do anything anymore”
“sorry, i nearly lost my head”
“this feeling i dread, it makes me wish i was dead”
“i’ll be alone instead, i don’t need anyone in this bed”
“i come home on my own”
“i don’t care if i don’t look pretty”
“big girls cry when their hearts are breaking”
“i’m in pain”
“she gives me toothaches just from kissing me”
“i didn’t care much how long i lived”
“heaven and hell were words to me”
“i need to feel your hands upon my face”
“words can be like knives. they can cut you open”
“i think i might have inhaled you”
“i can feel you flowing in me”
“i miss you more than i thought i would”
“i never meant to start a fire. i never meant to make you bleed”
“i’ll love the world like i should”
“the blood on my hands scares me to death”
“you took a chance and you took a fall for us”
“my love, look what you can do”
“i know in peace you’ll go. i hope relief is yours”
“was i selfish again? well, i can’t help that”
“i pour my heart out on the ice and everyone’s watching but you”
“i can’t see you, you can’t see me”
“everybody’s watching but you, and i don’t think i want them to”
“there’s a bitter storm inside of me”
“i do it all for you”
“it’s all gone to shit, it’s out of our hands”
“if you’re searching for us, you’ll find us side by side”
“as long as we’re going down, baby you should stick around”
“does any of this love exist or is this just a fire keeping out the cold?”
“memories never lie”
“tell me that i’m right”
“your tired, unfamiliar face says it all”
“even though we all grow old, love will never die”
“that was long ago”
“i used to call you my own, my dear”
“now you’re lost and i am drunk alone”
“when you said your last goodbye, i died a little bit inside”
“if you loved me, why’d you leave me?”
“our love was made for movie screens”
“i tried to be someone else for you”
“i thought that i loved you, but we weren’t love”
“there was something that was not there”
“i can sleep forever these days”
“i believe in anything that brings you back home to me”
“there is no distraction to mask what is real”
“now you’ll be missing from the photographs”
“in my thoughts, you’re far away”
“i can picture you so easily”
“what’s gonna be left the world if you’re not in it?”
“every minute of every hour, i miss you more”
“it’s such a shame we have to see them burn”
“i’ve lost control of all of my senses”
“put me in my place”
“i can’t help but think of you”
“it’s always been just you and me”
“and i’ll hold in these hands all that remains”
“i don’t want to rest in peace, i’d rather be the ghost that annoys you”
“hold me in your arms”
“don’t listen to your friends, they only care once in a while”
“it’s pulling me back”
“when you go home, everything looks different”
“i wish you would tell me how you really feel”
“when you leave me, you take away everything”
“that’s not our deal”
“i want you so much”
“i want to go back to the first time, the first place”
“my heart is open like a door, but i don’t trust you like before”
“you came and took me by surprise”
“maybe one day you’ll be the one, but until then…”
“now i’m fucked up and i’m missing you”
“please just look me in my face and tell me everything’s okay”
“i’ll never be like you”
“absolve me of my sins, won’t you?”
“it hurts me everytime i see you”
“i hate that i love you”
“you want her, you need her, and i’ll never be her”
“do you miss me like i miss you?”
“wedding bells were just alarms”
“you said you wouldn’t but you fucking did”
“i guess this is moving on”
“you don’t care, you never did”
“you don’t give a damn about me”
“you’re only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope”
“if you’re looking for love, know that love don’t live here anymore”
“i don’t want to see you go, i just want to see you smile”
“tell me that now is not the end”
“if you’re trying to find pity, then you need to look somewhere else”
“i’m a first class let down”
“how did it come to this?”
“love is a polaroid- better in picture but never can fill the void”
“if it’s broken then it can be fixed”
“all you need is time”
“we promised the world we’d tame it”
“i wonder what keeps us so high up”
“could there be a love beneath these wings?”
toughdeal.
@monteeth. ( continuation of x. )
“ write a note ? ”
alcohol tinged words, soaking up the BITE that usually wound its way around his speech ; forcing a softness to his gait, an easy excuse for the comment he’d made seemingly out of nowhere. though, really anyone could’ve noticed the way his gaze barely strayed from the other man’s features since the third beer mark. how he’d moved close enough without RAISING SUSPICION, where he could brush arms with the other if he took just a half step closer.
a shrug, a low laugh gaze shifting to the can clutched in a loose grasp. “ gimme a lil more CREDIT, pal. we’re takin’ a break, aren’t we ? ” he was reaching, he really was. monteith really shouldn’t’ve questioned him, if the way he could feel himself automatically taking a step AWAY, backpedaling, was any indication.
“ if ya didn’t want to, that’s my bad. ”
“But I do.” He isn’t remotely drunk, every sense is functioning. It’s unclear where his tolerance for alcohol came from but it’s served him well so far and there’s only the barest hint of a lisp to his speech. It dawns on him that he really has to pilot this situation properly and make a good decision for the both of them. “Worries me a little bit that we’ve been drinking, is all.” He reclaims the space Joel’s granted him and sets his hip against the railing, nose wrinkling. “I’m, eh...I’ll just be a little frank, okay? I’d really like to but I don’t think you can make that call, considering...” Monteith gives his beer a little shake and knocks it against Joel’s. “So,” he continues. “I’m gonna say no for now. But. If by morning you still feel the same way--- who knows.”
❛ Gimme a kiss. ❛ (:
He’s never had such an erratic heartbeat. Color immediately rises in his cheeks and Monteith presses the cool tin of his beer can against his warm skin, blowing out a long breath. He plants his elbow on the railing they’ve newly erected for the outer deck and drops his chin into it. “This is what they warn those kids about in after school specials,” he says quietly, almost as if he’s chastising Joel. “Some suave, drunk gentleman meets another drunk man and…” There’s a small, almost desperate gesture between them. He thinks about all the things he knows about alcohol being an inhibitor, how it impairs judgement and will make even the most level-headed of men say things they don’t mean. Monteith’s overreacting, admittedly out of fear that Joel’s joking, that he doesn’t mean it.
Monteith bounces his knuckle against the freshly sanded wood and sighs. “Fine, but write a note to yourself so you don’t regret it in the morning.”
the addams family sentence starters.
❛ Is this made from real lemons? ❛ ❛ You were like some desperate, howling demon. You frightened me. Do it again! ❛ ❛ I’m a homicidal maniac, they look just like everyone else. ❛ ❛ Are they dead? ❛ ❛ I’m going to electrocute him. ❛ ❛ But, Mother… ❛ ❛ I would die for her. I would kill for her. Either way, what bliss. ❛ ❛ When we first met years ago, it was an evening much like this. Magic in the air. ❛ ❛ You were so beautiful. Pale and mysterious. ❛ ❛ Don’t torture yourself, [ name ] . That’s my job. ❛ ❛ The human spirit, it is a hard thing to kill. ❛ ❛ To live without you, only that would be torture. ❛ ❛ I’ve smoked since I was five. Mother insisted. ❛ ❛ why I could just… eat you alive! ❛ ❛ This is all so humiliating. Why did I marry you? ❛ ❛ I’m beginning to think my brother truly is lost. ❛ ❛ Don’t be a baby. I know what I’m doing. ❛ ❛ So it can kill you. ❛ ❛ Haven’t you ever slaughtered anyone? ❛ ❛ I’ll never listen to you, never, ever again! ❛ ❛ You never really loved me! ❛ ❛ I’m blinded by such beauty. ❛ ❛ How can I compete? You’re twice the woman I am. ❛
the values.
❛ They had sex. ❛ ❛ Do you think that maybe someday you might want to get married and have kids? ❛ ❛ You have gone too far. ❛ ❛ You have destroyed his spirit, you have taken him from us. All that I could forgive. But… pastels? ❛ ❛ You have enslaved him ❛ ❛ He has my father’s eyes. ❛ ❛ Why are you dressed like that? ❛ ❛ We’re contagious ❛ ❛ It’s just, I wish I had more time to seek out the dark forces and join their hellish crusade. ❛ ❛ Be afraid. Be very afraid. ❛ ❛ So I-I killed. So I maimed. So I destroyed one innocent life after another. ❛ ❛ Don’t I deserve love and jewelry? ❛ ❛ You sent us to camp. They made us sing. ❛ ❛ None of you really believe in me, so I’ll have to prove my power. ❛ ❛ Would you die for me? ❛ ❛ Well, you have a black dress. ❛ ❛ I’m saying I want you dead and I want your money. ❛ ❛ Gimme a kiss. ❛ ❛ Gimme a twenty. ❛ ❛ Does he always do that with women he likes? ❛ ❛ Marvelous news. I’m going to have a baby. Right now. ❛ ❛ I love you dearly, but I can never see you again. ❛
trappmouth.
with the taste of sleep foul and heady on the tongue heugh blearily takes in the mug and the steam tangled thinspun from it’s lips — at first uncomprehending, though fast to recognize, and with a grimace heugh becomes aware of the kinks and complaints that come with his position if not with his age, or own rendered neglect, and gradually works himself onto an elbow to better have it received into his outreaching hand. “ thanks, “ is really all he can afford. it occurs to him he’s perhaps something of a state himself, heugh can feel it in the hair he lets line his jaw, off set and against the grain, the loose licks on his forehead, his ears. they’d both been in a foolish state, stumbling home as they had. maybe they’d gone to bed like this, looking as they did rather than finding the dishevelment more of a result that anything else. “ thought i’d sleep longer. “
He hands off the mug without a second thought, admittedly glad to be rid of it. Monteith’s never had much of a taste for coffee, never had the chance to form an adult habit around it. But he’d figured, with the way last night had gone, he’d need it this morning. Looking back, Monty thinks he might just go dig a Coke from one of his dusty, small, overworked refrigerators and just give up on trying. Taking a seat on an empty corner of the bed, he folds his frame over and starts digging through the laundry basket that serves as his bureau. “I thought you would, too,” he concurs, cheek jumping with the stretch of his smirk as he pulls on his socks. “Made a damn mess of yourself. You want to shower, it’s through there. There’s no curtain but, uh, the door locks.” He curls his toes in until they give a satisfying crack and then does the same with his neck and wrists. “Y‘know, ought’a quit my day job and try out for the circus. Could be a contortionist in no time on that thing.” The sofa gets the brunt of a fairly mild glare.
You have a fervent distaste for popcorn ceilings and carpeted floors. Large windows make you nervous. Mirrors, too. Someone could be watching from the other side. You don’t like to see your own face for too long. Someone is watching from the other side. Sometimes you wake up and can’t stand to breathe. Someone was watching from the other side.
hiippocratic.
“Yeah, well, I have a degree in sticking my hands in several dirty places.” Yes, he knows how that sounds. “Do you even have a house? Because you don’t look like you do.”
“Of course I have a house! I renovated it myself. And remind me to never let you touch me ever again.”
He has no concept of temperature until he wakes with his head in a searingly cold puddle of deer urine and melted snow, body completely bare and laid out to the late December elements. He doesn’t recognize the electric hum vibrating against his nerves is the pain of gravel and sharp sticks snapping beneath the vulnerable, exposed soles of his feet until he’s far into the thicket of trees that let in only the barest traces of pale, early morning light. Progress is slow-going with his weak knees and sore thighs but he endeavors after the far away break in the trees where light spills out like a beacon. He’s never been in a forest before and the darkness and winter stillness seem so sinister, closing in around him like a cocoon. His body aches and he walks for what seems like eons, startling at the slightest of sounds. When what seems like years have passed and his knees his knees have eventually had their fill, he collapses into a skewed heap of long, bruised limbs. An elbow planted in the most soil and soft moss prevents what surely would have been a devastating crack to the head against a hard, unyielding tree root. He would have been grateful for some kind of jolting shock to the system to blot out the full-body aches and pains that itch across and under his skin. He lays down, exhausted, until his stomach is flat to the earth and, gazing forward, he focuses on a far off shadow, adjacent to the pocket of light he’s been slaving after. When it occurs to him the shadow has form, his body gives a sharp jolt of excitement, adrenaline flooding his system, inspiring him to stand and use the last legs of his energy to stumble back into the thick, away from the break in the trees. He can’t recall ever seeing a person in his life, but he recognizes the form so easily and his mind aches for the memory of a human face so he ardently presses on, hands scraping at the bark of passing trees for balance. It’s not long before there’s a litter of splinters meat-deep in his palms.
“H---” he tries to vocalize, stopping short several feet away. His mouth is drier than a desert and his tongue feels bloated but he manages a coughed “huh” thrown with enough force to drown out the sounds of his panting breaths in the strangely quiet trees.
& . @hrimhvat
monty’s parents missed him up until a certain point, and then they just accepted the reality that they were never getting the same child back. like how fucked up is that? the program just scrubbed out everything that made him a person and his parents had nothing left to love
“ fine, do things your way. ”
“I’m sorry, but if you think I’m going to jeopardize the one job I’ll ever-- legally-- be able to have for one person...” He chooses the dramatic route and takes a long swig of his beer for punctuation. “...you’re sorely mistaken.”
& . six word sentences : accepting
six-word sentences.
“ frankly speaking, i wanna give up. ”
“ they love me cause i’m hot. ”
“ just try to guess the answer. ”
“ everyone here knows you don’t care. ”
“ fine, do things your way. ”
“ i want to be in love. ”
“ no, i would rather make money. ”
“ shut up already, i’m not going. ”
“ because you said that, fuck you! ”
“ i hate you more than anything. ”
“ just sit down? let me explain? ”
“ can i be a little nasty? ”
“ there’s nothing wrong with being sexual. ”
“ i want you to like me. ”
“ don’t you dare lie to me. ”
“ i’m way too scared to fall. ”
“ terrified of my love for you? ”
“ we were both afraid, shut up. ”
“ it wasn’t anyone’s fault. not really. ”
“ life’s too short to care anymore. ”
“ i dreamt about you last night. ”
“ really? what did you dream about? ”
“ i dreamt you chose me instead. ”
“ how did you become like this? ”
“ this isn’t any of your business. ”
“ i’m losing my mind, losing control. ”
“ you weren’t there! i needed you! ”
“ please don’t start with me, okay? ”
“ why do you always leave me? ”
“ this is all we have left. ”
“ i turned around. you were gone. ”
“ all i can think about is you. ”
“ wow, you look like shit today. ”
“ i called and you didn’t answer. ”
“ i wanna be a child forever. ”
“ today, my love is in mourning. ”
“ your words felt like sharp knives. ”
“ say something nice or don’t speak. ”
hiippocratic.
@monteeth
“I might be ugly, but at least I don’t move boxes for a living.”
“You stick your hands in peoples’ dirty mouths. And bodies. You’re ugly, your job is ugly--- it all just keeps adding up.”
@monteeth said:
wheres the one where lukas takes off that mask he’s been wearing all year aka his face
when does he just peel his fucking skin off
hey hello so im putting it out there that im one of the least confrontational people around (despite what it may seem like) so if im interested in shipping, you’re probably not gonna hear it from me first. however, if you’re into our characters being into each other pls let me know. 95% of the time i dig it, too, i’m just too nervous to tell you.