dolorous, but predatory.

i'm eve and sometimes i write things about fic recs

[kaipanzero]

Nightbitch (2024)

[analogodyssey1994]

Insanity

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Tyler Childers, “Whitehouse Road (Live),” Mountain Stage, West Virginia, 16 October 2015

[montpahrnah]

congratulations eve (& happy birthday to your little one)!!! i’ve been following you since 2017 it’s so wonderful to see you thriving

Thank you so much—you’re the sweetest pea, anon <3 I even feel like I’m thriving, most days. My baby is the best thing that could possibly have happened to me; I look at him a lot, just amazed that he came from me, and I don’t think that feeling will ever fade.

I miss all of you and I do miss writing! The desire is there, just not the time so much, right now. If we ever interacted, or you’ve sent a message or ask over the past few years, I still think of you and hope things are good for you ❤️

[theminttu]

I had not yet made art of my second favorite apostate :-O

this’ll also be available as a print in my society6 store :)))

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Pavement - Loretta’s Scars

[irtenyev]

when w. h. auden said “evil is unspectacular and always human” and ursula k. leguin said “this is the great treason of the artist: a refusal to admit the banality of evil and the terrible boredom of pain”

[treethymes]

when toni morrison said “i just think goodness is more interesting. evil is constant. you can think of different ways to murder people, but you can do that at age five. but you have to be an adult to consciously, deliberately be good – and that’s complicated.”

[azbukivedii]

when simone weil said “imaginary evil is romantic and varied; real evil is gloomy, monotonous, barren, boring. imaginary good is boring; real good is always new, marvelous, intoxicating.”

[doomsayersunited]

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[montpahrnah]

i said it before and ill say it again, you get more morrigan with age. congrats to you!

if life has taught me anything it’s that everything in the universe is an endless unfolding that’s pointless to fight, and that’s just fine by me nowadays. thanks, anon—i actually wish they’d release origins again, my ps3 bit the dust years ago and it’d be nice to revisit again…

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Truly I cannot wait until the Dreadwolf companions start being announced. I was there for the Inquisition reveals. The whole step of the way. People unhinge the MOMENT they see them and make wildly inaccurate assumptions about their personalities

People were convinced Blackwall would sound like Brynjolf Skyrim and call you “lass”. People thought Solas was at the absolute WORST an agent of Fen’Harel. Everyone was so convinced Varric would be romancable at least a third of the fandom was already considering him their Inquisitor’s canon LI. It was absolute chaos. I cannot wait to see it again

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In California || Joanna Newsom

[sumgoodtunes]

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And each time I tell myself that I, well I think I’ve had enough But I’m gonna show you, baby, that a woman can be tough

Piece of My Heart | Janis Joplin and Big Brother & The Holding Company

[montpahrnah]

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Will you still love me , when I’m no longer young and beautiful? Will you still love me, when I got nothing but my aching soul?

[montpahrnah]

So I really miss your writing and I wondered if you’re doing anything now?

Hey anon! I’m not working on anything right now and honestly can’t see myself writing fanfic again any time soon, if ever. My life is very full right now; I’m working full-time and going to school and we have my boyfriend’s kids a lot. When I do actually have free time nowadays, I prefer to be doing things with the kids or making jewelry or just watching trailer park boys in bed tbh.

I think I posted about this some other time, but it’s weird for me to look back at my writing sometimes because 2014-2018 was really such a bad time for me; those were some of the darkest years of my life, and having some distance from them now I can actually say that. It’s not like I regret anything I wrote, but I was pretty unhealthy at the time mentally and physically, so I sometimes have complicated feelings about revisiting my work from then. And the fire just isn’t there for me anymore; again, I have other things I’d rather be focusing my energy towards, and I didn’t have that four years ago. Four years ago I was very ready to die, honestly.

I’ll always have a lot of love for r/s and all the f/f I still love, and some days I do miss it, but it’s not like it’s going anywhere if I want to pick it up again someday. I might! But for the moment, I’m good.