the doors of perception

tarot musings hudson williams connor storrie 🧿 zero hate tolerance 🧿 it should go without saying but it obviously includes misogyny, racism, queerphobia and so on

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[If you ever need a reminder about where I stand, you can click here.]

Everything stated here, on this blog, is a reflection of my interpretations & opinions and the tarot spreads are just that, tarot spreads. Nothing to take too seriously, nothing to write home about.

Any tarot reader ever is just a glorified storyteller and that is actually a fact.

No one here is a superior being who holds the truth about whatever is going on in those actors' lives. No one is able to know anything for certain. That is also a fact.

People have biases. People are flawed. People are just... People.

You can find my introductory readings about H & C here:

What characterizes their relationship?

What do they love about each other?

What obstacles do they encounter?

Random Hudcon readings:

How do they see each other, personality-wise?

Their relationship (The One Where My Decks Decided to RPF Too Close to the Sun)—global reading (July 9th 2026)

Connie Baby + Connie Jane (+ Huddy?)

Readings about HR:

How do they feel about filming season 2?

How do the cast and crew perceive them?

Will they share an apartment when filming?

What will season 2's plot focus on?

About a potential collaboration/joint campaign:

June 17th 2026

How they see the fandom:

June 19th 2026

Monthly spreads:

July 2026 - personal - career - joint energies

Random questions answered:

• what's your name? You can call me Moon.

• why is your blog named "the doors of perception"? Musical and literary reference, look it up!

• how long have you been a tarot reader? More than a decade.

• what made you want to read about them? Their dynamic made me curious.

• do you think H & C are currently in a romantic relationship? I don't, I think they love each other and are extremely close friends at the moment.

Also, just in case you were wondering:

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I just opened instagram and I—

This is too funny not to share, "we have a correspondence", "we use Aika", I can't 😭 And the 2nd pic in the carousel 😭😭

*closing instagram*

I don't know a thing about the hetero hockey show and I don't want that to change, please, leave me alone Meta.

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DEAR LORD YOU AND ME BOTH MY FRIEND.

(although the original is already a pretty great adaptation and it was directed by a woman—Mary Harron—which is still too rare in this unfair world but I digress...) (you are absolutely correct, he would be perfect, C as Patrick Bateman is actually my Roman Empire and has been for months) (well, Hudcon are my Roman Empire but you get what I mean)

Post about the directors they'd like to work with coming very soon!

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I mean, I guess you just have to laugh at this point. They're professional comedians (well, one of them used to be a clown so...), what can I say 🤷‍♀️

Although the first 3 cards do suggest they want to reunite, plan something blah blah broken record blah, the other 3 (not only but this is a brief post) are hinting at a visceral need for balance and having a real break—allegedly—together.

The Hermit and the 5 of Pentacles did come up for C individually too. It really feels like they need their own emotional support person in life right now.

I don't usually use oracle cards for little vibe checks like this one but this time, I did.

Fortitude: challenges, determination to restore harmony

Crossroads: opportunities opening and closing

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Another reason not to panic, people!

Do you all think that because Connor's posts usually get a bit less engagement or that he has less followers, it makes him less successful? NOT TRUE.

This is only Instagram. It doesn't really matter in the long run. Most of the biggest actors (or any kind of artist) do not have a social media presence. If so, they barely post and never interact with anyone.

That too! Everything's fine ✨️ I also lowkey see this as good thing: HR S2/spring 2027 is going to be insanity, they need rest, they need to feel that things are starting to settle down a bit. At least for a few months.

Exactly! It may come up later down the road in an interview or something but only if he chooses to address it or if he encounters a nasty "journalist" who wishes to lose their job, or at the very least, celebrities' trust (because I'm assuming it would be on a list of vetoed questions and the "journalist" would take quite the risk to bring it up).

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(Sorry in advance, I feel like Hudson right now: I just had to bring up Connor too. It's all in correlation, pinky promise.)

Hi :) Well, first, let me offer you all (you're not the only one who's worried about Huddy) a hug that's *specifically* designed to soothe anxiety. It's scientifically proven. (Get ready: soon enough, this type of hug from them will take up 4 whole TV screens and Connie's ass will have to stay in the hallway.)

I just went and checked his latest post and it's not doing poorly at all! Sure, the number of likes maybe seems to be growing at a slower pace than the previous ones but I'd say it's normal for this kind of post:

• the look wasn't unanimously loved *cough understatement cough cough* and the photos are nothing special, neither sexy nor original

• the post isn't giving "that's Hudson sharing a piece of him with us 🥹" (understandable)

• for this reason, people don't feel as pressed as usual to engage with the post; there's nothing "intimate" or authentic about it, it just feels like an obligation, which it is.

About the scandal, I read about it: when it happened, after the statement was issued and a bit later. It all felt like a nothingburger. His team(s) were ON THE CASE. Busy bees, but not necessarily panicking. There wasn't only a statement, there was work being done behind the scenes as well (totally normal and expected). I genuinely didn't see any kind of impact on his career whatsoever.

If some of you are still thinking this could have been avoided etc: I truly think Hudson wasn't aware of the availability of those photos online and teams often act proactively rather than preemptively.

Unfortunately, all I'm able to offer is this vague and possibly biased reassurance. Tarot reading is very cool but has its limits.

Had he not been front row (or invited at all) at Balenciaga, I would have started to worry, of course.

Honestly, it seems like everyone has already forgotten about all of this. The hardcore fandom only represents a small percentage of the general public and Hudson's (or Connor's) following. Their 4.xx million followers are a fraction of the people who are actually interested in them and their careers.

We're all in a tiny, biased, hyperfocused (not the psychological/neurological term here) bubble!

As for Hudson himself, I don't feel comfortable sharing anything like that publicly but if he's going through a tough phase right now, he WILL make it. He still has to find the right balance and he hasn't had the time to properly breathe yet (✨️🕯 AUGUST 🕯✨️). He's still facing many challenges, every day. This shit's HARD. He's said before that his Apparatus character messed him up quite a bit but there were other factors, obviously. Even without anxiety or ADHD, this kind of rise to fame, with praise coming from all over the world in an overwhelming way, is exceedingly difficult to manage.

It's been hard for Connor too, he's just handling it differently but Hudson said it himself: his face can't lie. Connor is able to put a smile on his face for the public (not talking about the very few exceptions which may have involved another person), even if he'd be more inclined to go and punch a wall, deep down. Right now, one event stands out to me, as an example (there are more): the one where he was officially announced as a Tiffany ambassador. He was gorgeous and had just come back from Mexico (RELEASE THE TAPES, ARMANI) but if you keenly observe, his eyes weren't there. When you watch the clips of him posing for the photographers, you can see him do a plug/unplug kind of thing? He's smiling and serving but in between the poses, you can see the man is TIRED. He's just better at hiding it.

We can only hope everything will sort itself out (OH IT WILL OR I'LL RIOT!!!!) and send them tons of love and good vibes 🌿🧿❤️🧿🌿

Here's another... Hug? Or whatever that was.

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Alright, coming your way is probably the most unhinged and wholesome reading ever... I hope you're ready. This is probably going to take me 483 hours to write (note: I wasn't that far off) since I've been giggling like a mad woman as soon as I started pulling the cards. The interpretation is genuine, you'll just have to dodge or embrace the silliness.

Connie Baby + Connie Jane: A Love Storrie? (see, I'm starting with a terrible pun already, honestly it doesn't bode well; this is all going to be terrible joke after terrible joke and I'm not even going to be sorry about any of them.)

Preface: Thank you all for bringing SO MUCH POSITIVE ENERGY my way. I've been dealing with a copious amount of bullshit for about 10 days in my personal life. Trying to reconnect with the fandom the past couple of days, or at least, trying to get an idea of what had been going on with the boys had been *challenging* until I felt your support, whether you commented something, sent a DM or a question (some of which having led to DMs hehe); it truly means the world to me, especially right now and it's very reassuring to see that all hope's not lost. I'm really glad I created this blog to share tarot readings about our favorite freaks, while staying true to myself and not budging about the values that matter to me.

ANYWAY. 🧿 THANK YOU 🧿

Back to business.

Have Connie Baby and Connie Jane met?

I'm going to venture a YES. How? When? Where? No idea. But the Eight of Cups can be indicating movement or travel, even, and with the Magician here, it's giving: "I HAVE A NIIEEEECEEE?? WHERE?! WHAT'S HER NAME?? BRING HER TO ME NOWWWW OR I'M GOING TO START BREAKING THINGSSSS."

The Magician is also the master of manifestation i.e. he's always game for manufacturing some bullshit. In most tarot decks, he's depicted as a messy mofo, surrounded by various tools and objects of undetermined provenance. You know who else is a master of manifestation? Right, right. So here, I'd like to imagine that it's Uncle Connie Baby himself, moving heaven and earth for Connie Jane's well-being.

What would that entail, you ask? TOYS. A puppy needs toys!! And who has a workshop full of crap that a puppy would absolutely be delighted with? The Magician a.k.a. Connie Jane's hot as fuck uncle.

Where am I going with this? Well, assuming he's met her (even if he hasn't tbh), he's probably been spoiling her rotten. OBVIOUSLY. And who wouldn't want to spoil the BESTEST GOODEST PRETTIEST SMARTEST MOST BEAUTIFULEST GIRL IN THE WORLD??! A soulless monster, that's exactly the kind of """person""" who would leave this poor innocent baby without any distraction.

Let's be serious for a minute. Their connection is probably intense. Let's look at the Six of Cups with the oracle card:

That's right, a spiritual connection. An immediate "feels like home" sensation. A sense of peace. You know they also share the same birthday? One is slightly younger and more teething than the other but who cares, love knows no bounds.

Do you see where I'm going with this? The Six of Cups... This Hearth oracle card...

YES, YOU GOT IT. Connie Baby just found another soulmate 🥹 (this man is greedy as fuck, holy hell; immediately claiming Actor & Heartthrob Hudson Williams and now, his sister's dog?!!).

(Just stopping by to confirm that yes, of course, this is a genuine spread; I'm crying, this is too good.)

Circling back to the Eight of Cups. A much more grim energy emerges. It's time to say goodbye. Until next time, Connie Jane... Except she doesn't want to let go, she's biting his leg and almost rips a piece of skin. The Sex Sells tattoo feared for its life but everything ends well. Connie Baby gives Connie Jane a 926th toy to appease her fury and is finally able to walk again. He gives her the longest hug (he doesn't want to let go either) and they part ways :(

I hope they meet again soon 🥹

Now, I was asked to complete a little sidequest as well, so I went and picked my lightest, fastest sword so that I co– Oh. Not that kind of sidequest. Disappointing. Alrighty.

What about Hudson? Could he have met her? What did he think of her name?

I just KNEW I would get the Empress. I don't think they've met (I hesitated to pull a third tarot card, then I did but it didn't bring much to the table—just my intuition).

There's a feeling of familiarity, warmth, gratitude maybe? It feels really sweet so I'm thinking maybe he didn't meet her but he knows about her and has been charmed by the little minx. He probably sees her as this little fragile, innocent creature (she's surely as heavy as a small teenager by now, but who cares, SHE'S A BABY) that needs to be taken care of every 2.8 seconds or SOMETHING COULD HAPPEN.

I added another oracle card (it wasn't feeling right to have only 3 cards total here):

It fully made me depart for Delulu-Land but this card is about little gestures, attentions, things that you wouldn't necessarily consider important but that warm your heart and matter in the end. So this card, with the Empress and the Five of Pentacles made me go: "OH SO SHE REALLY DID PICK 'JANE' FOR *THAT* REASON 👀" (it's an extremely common name, let's be honest, but the possibility is never zero.)

Delulu-Land, LAST STOP!

I hope you enjoyed my completely unhinged canine reading because I sure did! Thank you for suggesting this @pookiehuddy <3

I'd bribe someone for pics of Hudcon with Connie Jane tbh...

More readings coming soon, I loved all of your suggestions!

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Hiya! 💕

Little side note: I've seen many readers in the past insist on the fact that timing and tarot do NOT vibe too well. It is true. However, how do you then explain or justify that something will happen/happened on X or Y day, with 100% certainty? Unless it's something that can be 100% fact checked (emphasis on the 100%), I don't see how it's possible. Being lucky happens but other than that, well, it's still only tarot.

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The funny thing is I've been on the case for months now and I got that energy several times. Everything was going pretty fluidly until the Met/end of Apparatus/beginning of Tyrant era.

I've seen deals not going through (IT'S NORMAL, NOBODY PANIC), negotiations, auditions (quite recently, for about 10 days, I got the vibe that he was FIGHTING for a part, which I think he got btw), all of it.

And every time I asked about an announcement, it seemed to be coming soon-ish. Then nothing happened. And again. Rinse and repeat. That means nothing in terms of contracts etc because he's not in control of when the announcements are made but it's gotten frustrating 😭 ALSO WHERE IS THE ARMANI CAMPAIGN, CONNOR STORRIE??!? (I'd say this month or relatively early fall, like October). ANYWAY, I'LL BE PATIENT *pouting*

I'm sure if I check right now, something will come up.

*grabs decks*

Hmm... Well yes, something may be announced soon, and the oracle card emphasizes the artistic, passionate side of things. I'll be waiting patiently, again.

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Thank you for being here ✨️

I completely understand the nosiness!

I unfortunately cannot discuss anything related to H's relationship publicly because people can't handle nuance and are quick to make the dumbest assumptions, in addition to being insulting to me and her, and I don't want my blog to be a platform for people to unleash that kind of energy. I don't care about her but seeing Women being disrespected and ridiculed for absolutely no reason at all isn't one of my kinks.

I hope you understand.

About the Hud and the Con, we don't know much for certain. They're probably attracted to each other, they love each other too but we can't be sure of the nature of their feelings. They're the only two people who could tell us.

Some spreads are definitely ambiguous or hinting at some things but I have to remind you/everyone that tarot isn't information (I wish) (or wait, I don't because I would have to stop reading about myself, scary af). It's just a bunch of cards which sometimes make sense, sometimes don't. It's really not precise and nothing should be taken as a fact.

Tarot is RPF, essentially. Especially when you're reading about people you don't know personally or who aren't able to give you feedback on what you've read and interpreted.

I hope I somehow answered your questions?

I appreciate your nosiness anyway haha. I wish we could discuss more things reasonably :(

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Cards, my beloved, what can you tell me about H & C's relationship nowadays?

Guess who didn't get a Two of Cups but an even deeper and meaningful spread?

Also, fair warning: my decks must have felt there was a disturbance in the Force and they went: "Girl, hold my margarita pitcher, it's RPF tiiimeee, you need iit." Who am I to deny them such a thing? Especially if they share some of the margarita later. I'm easy like that.

This spread indicates an extremely solid relationship (SHOCKER, I know). They balance, support, and care for one another.

I got this "they match each other's freak" energy again here (the Fool, Page of Cups).

It feels like they're in a ride or die type of relationship too; no matter what, they're present. The distance, the insane schedules, who tf cares, they make it work.

Several cards here can be indicators of a relationship that is indeed made to last (the Hierophant, King of Cups, the Empress). They don't seem to imagine a life without the other in it. They feel safe when they're together, they can be themselves and you can't put a price on that feeling (the Hierophant, the Fool, the Empress).

You may have noticed the Empress wasn't part of the spread originally: she casually answered my call to clarify the Devil and Judgment cards. Of course, I had my suspicions. But she just confirmed them. Love when my decks are jesters like that.

I asked a VERY general question before pulling the cards. So yes, I—allegedly—got some various *things* about their relationship.

I could totally interpret everything without an ounce of RPF but some oracle cards coming up later were like: "lmao, yeah, right."

Let's start with two iceberg layers (I won't detail everything because it's going to be way too long and I really want to do the fun readings you've suggested too, before I'm basically off the internet again, but just know that this whole spread is full of organic delulu juice and I could totally do the same thing with every card 🚬)

(LAYER 1)

King of Cups: they are stable, devoted, they know what they represent to the other — Judgment: their meeting has been a revelation and it's been delivering ever since, making them significantly grow and learn together — The Devil: they're deeply attached to the other and it may translate into a bit of dependence — The Empress: they take care of each other, they're in tune and usually know how to make the other feel better when needed.

(LAYER 2—let's be real, I'm diving straight into the unhinged 4th layer here but shhh, who cares)

King of Cups: repressed feelings — Judgment: awakening, ADDRESS IT — The Devil: temptation, not being able to access true self (paired with Judgment, it's... Anyway), obsessive behaviors or thoughts, SEX — The Fool: "Should we? I don't know... It's complicated :-/ But should we!?" — The Empress: SEX. Beauty, lust and the pleasures they may confer. SEX. Attraction. SEX.

Still with me? Let's have a break in the company of the first oracle deck, which is basically aligning with the non-horny parts.

The first card is about the hardships they've overcome and how grateful they feel about the other's presence during the past year. This is also about finding the strength and confidence to let go of unnecessary or harmful energies (you could totally see a parallel with a few cards from this spread and you'd be correct; the Devil, the Fool...)

The second card, to me, is saying they're each other's support person in life. This is about being vulnerable enough to feel safe and ask for support when needed, without being worried about disturbing the other or feeling outright rejected. A precious foundation for any kind of relationship.

Now, the second oracle deck.

I think I already got Beauty at one point for a reading I posted here, maybe the one about how they perceive the other's personality? Too lazy to go back and get the link. It's in my pinned post, maybe? ANYWAY.

This card is about acceptance and reveling in what makes YOU feel good, healthy, beautiful, inspired. Well, since this spread is about them both, you know, we can at least assume they spark this type of energy between them? This is also, in part, what the Empress represents.

Now, the last oracle card. It's very subtle and demure. SEXUALITY.

This card encourages you to explore your sexuality, to find out what it is that truly makes you happy, to be honest with yourself, free of any burden or pressure. The goal is empowerment and sexual fulfillment. And yes, there's also considerable overlap with the tarot spread.

I'M EXHAUSTED

Long live 🧿 Hudcon 🧿

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Oh and I've been informed that H's filmed reaction to C's Emmy nom has been used by *some people* (I just don't have the words anymore) as a way to confirm (lmao) that they don't really like each other?? RIDICULOUS MOFOS. Go and watch another show.

(Also, he was probably lying, his shocked Pikachu face........) (they both need to go back to school and follow a Lying 101 course)

I'm gonna do a spread on their relationship. The 2 of Cups better come out or else!!

Yeah, it'd only be tarot, not proof but we KNOW it's simply not true.

They DO love each other deeply. Whether you like it or not. And their relationship will last, no matter the form it ends up taking, I don't care, they're bonded FOR LIFE.

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Oooooh yes, great one! I'll try and pick one or two of them, maybe a woman and a man, and ask about his chances of working with them?

So I'm adding this to the list, with a reading about Connie Baby and Connie Jane and maybe something about the current energies around their partnerships with Saint Laurent and Balenciaga.

Thank you ❤️

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Help!

I *need* cuteness and something wholesome.

Would you have an idea or two about short and sweet readings I could do today about H & C? Preferably career-related but if it has to be personal, nothing too deep, please.

Thank you!

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I can't believe what I'm seeing.

The man has been violently harassed since their early days of fame (I'm including D**xM** in there; publicly doxxing someone is extremely careless, to say the least, and she's kept going with her bullshit) and it's not stopping. It's been intensifying.

You notice he's "lost his spark", he's just "not the same", it's "so so sad to witness".

Do you realize you're responsible for this? All the psychotic people calling themselves "fans" when you've just been overstepping boundary after boundary, shitting on his friends, the city he lives in in the country he loves, feeling so fucking entitled to anything and everything; there's also the "fans"–of–Connor–only (he must be so ashamed of you all, my gods) who dug into his past to try and ruin him. Several times! It's not only a random person yelling "shame on you" at him. It's the sum of many parts.

It's not just his joy of being around fans, his "whimsy", his social media presence that are lost here.

He is neurodivergent, he has several types of anxiety (a common comorbidity): those are chronic illnesses and disabilities.

He never wanted fame.

Do you want him to withdraw completely, to give up on his dream of being an actor? Acting ≠ being famous to the point you can't move normally anywhere anymore.

If he truly withdraws, it's not going to look like Connor's way of doing it: because of his disabilities, it would be a much more dramatic way of doing so, a way for him to simply survive.

The cherry on top: you're still saying it must be because *she* is there with him and that's why he looks so miserable. Obviously. That MUST be the #1 reason.

Shame on YOU.

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Biased? Guilty!... or An Improvised Tarot TED Talk (not really, it's not that long and my head isn't dangerously inflated) Where I Somehow End Up Involving An Allegedly Innocent Older Woman and Dissing AI But Why Wouldn't I Be Dissing That Shit, I'm Asking You, Really

Wanna see how easy it is to misinterpret something when you notice patterns and end up automatically associating one thing with another? Well, let's talk about a recent spread of mine which turned out to be a lie, basically. Unintentional, obviously.

Once again, just trying to be as transparent as possible. I deeply dislike vague posting (albeit smart and sometimes presented skillfully), I'm not here to rub anyone the right way, I think it's EXTREMELY important to admit when you're wrong, reflect on it and stay humble. Tarot shouldn't be used as a gotcha moment by anyone, ever. Tarot reading is not information.

Please try and think critically, some things are truly frightening in this fandom and they ARE a reflection of our societies. Yes, sometimes it is THAT deep.

About a week ago, I posted this little thing here, which featured this spread:

As I said in the original post, I had asked about the current energies revolving around Balenciaga, traveling for it, etc.

At that point, I thought that a H & C reunion would probably take place very soon (in Europe; it made more sense at the time), their monthly spreads were clearly all about that (among other things but the reunion energy was strong) and the other quick readings I did for them pointed to a reunion as well.

So obviously, I thought the signs of movement and sweet energy were about C, right? Well, not this time, I was wrong. I was in my little bubble and didn't even envision other possibilities.

Considering the question I asked to get this little spread, it was about H not going to Paris by himself (nobody mention his girlfriend, I've really had ENOUGH of the behavior some people have been displaying; and you know what? I don't care about his mother either. Yes, it's very sweet, but she's not the celebrity here, therefore it's truly none of my business), not necessarily about him meeting C in England or wherever, before or after Balenciaga.

So yeah, my little post—just like every single tarot post ever—was based on a personal interpretation of a biased person. Me.

You just have to accept that tarot is extremely imprecise, ambiguous and handled by flawed humans (well, I heard that some people use AI to interpret their spreads?! Good luck with that, I guess. I don't even know what ChatG**'s interface looks like. I'm not kidding when I say "FUCK AI". At all.)

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I'm just so fucking proud of them (not as a creepy ass boy mom, that's gross), I can't believe how much they've been achieving 🥹

They've navigated everything with such intelligence and grace, so far, when we know how difficult some things must have been (or still are). I'm genuinely impressed and I'm so glad my intuition drew me to them so intensely. I cannot wait to see what comes next.

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lol so you’re saying the other 3 tarot readers were wrong? You feel superior?

Lol you're rude as fuck but posting anonymously helps you cope with that, huh?

I'm not saying anything. This is what I saw with my cards, that's it. I explained everything in my post, which was actually following up on my own previous posts: I was the one who thought a reunion would happen before Balenciaga.

Believe whatever you want. I still don't care. I don't even know who "the other 3" are. I've barely been on the internet these days. Do you think I've been keeping up with everything going on in this fandom from hell?

Also, being collectively wrong AND biased is absolutely possible.

Remember that Easter weekend? I aligned with everyone (?) and was sure they were indeed together. But if tomorrow, we found out they weren't, I'd accept in a second that we were wrong and got collectively worked up because it DOES happen and humility is a thing.