WARNING!!!!!!!
Edit: LMAO I LITERALLY FORGOT YOU FUCKERS LITERALLY GROOMED A CHILD HOLY SHIT I FORGOT I DOnT GOTTA WORRY BOUT NOTHINβ NO MORELMAOOOOOππ€£π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£ (will all to respect to those poor children they didnβt deserve it not one bit, but still holy shit. You know, itβs super easy to AVOID AND IGNORE children, but you canβt even help yourselves could you? Even I made pedo*philes uncomfortable. Lmaooooooo)
Damn, @bluebellowl blocked me too. Now I know who side youβre on too whore. So glad I never gave in to commission you, I KNEW something was off with you. stay mad bitch.
@galaxysketches blocked me too, slut I KNEW you were a two timer, youβre on their side too I KNEW it.
My name is Hikaru Andy Matsumae.
I am Japanese American and a cross dressing sicko who was part of a proship server and I have nothing left to lose.
I am admitting to it. I am a Ingo X Akari shipper and I am in the wrong. I know, itβs disgusting. Frankly, Iβm starting to JUST NOW realize itβs wrong and Iβm starting to back away from it entirely because I KNOW itβs wrong. Nothing I say or do can ever justify it but if Iβm going down, Iβm taking everyone with me.
Context:
Update: she took down the βficβ but I have it screenshotted for those who do not believe.
And I was part of a βsecret serverβ called βSubkariβ that that kicked me out because the βmutualβ couldnβt even bother to talk to me or be REASONABLE with me even when I told her that I was in the wrong and told her about my inferiority complex about being compared to other artists when I making art. Comparing myself to less because everyone else was above me. She decided that it was best to never speak to me again and block me and kick me out of a group that I felt βwelcomedβ in even if it was wrong I wanted a group that catered to my shipping.
Apparently she found my behavior (funny sheβs literal p*file of all people) uncomfortable.
I think my βCan I spit in the Ingo jarβ comment was the βfinal strawβ for a literal pe*ofile who ran a server of a 15-year old being paired up with a 40-year old man. The worst is at the WAY bottom.
Julio ran the server. Her Twitter is kittelinkdink and I knew as kittelink on discord. They go by kittelink on tumblr.
Here.
Yeah that sketch of Ingo and Emmet as unicorns??? They go by linkcord on here and they made on for Akari/Ingo ship.
I was in marchy server too before she decided to nuke everything. I recognize a few faces in this group chat that is still around.
glassesblu and skurlly are really big ones of the big shots and rainy from machy server from a long time ago. I think Iβve seen Momo on there too before I was invited to the Subkari server.
(Yes I see v*pko but frankly I hate her and she hates me. she is Unimportant. Moving on.)
Yeah. Miu? Part of here too.
Didnβt know Mierulii was anyone but apparently they exist too didnβt know them, but they have a tumblr here and from what I know it just seems more theyβre into Cyrus X Hikari.
I didnβt know marchy was here but apparently was before she deleted everything.
Nitch aka: gaysealprobably on here, yeah. In here too as Nicth on discord. Apparently blocked me on the server before I even knew of their existence.
Wick
rainy didnβt know she was already problematic until I looked on their page this very second. Unimportant. Moving on.
THE WORST.
this βficβ was the turning point. I felt sick. I felt my heart stop and drop into my stomach and she tells me I MADE her uncomfortable? I stopped posting my art on the server not only as a personal inferiority complex, but also as a way to distance myself from the bottom of the barrel βfanficionβ.
I am THEE worst of them all, but holy shit does this βficβ makes my heart stop.
Iβll still post art, even then however not really to become popular, but because I enjoy it. Maybe soft and less direct Ingo/Akari art, but Iβll keep it open and sfw, even if I am a disgusting proshipper.
Hit me. Threaten me. Sue me I donβt care anymore.
Iβll admit it as much as I want. I am wrong. I am in the same category as them and I am no better but I was frankly sick of hiding it. Iβm very public in my pixiv about it, but even then itβs not a good thing. It never was justifiable and I am a filthy proshipper of Ingo/Akari. I am part of them and deserve to have a milestone tied to me I am disgusting and i do not deserve the attention that these βbig shotsβ have but honestly Iβve been getting sick of everyoneβs shit. Itβs pettiness to the highest fucking degree, but I do not care at this point. I have nothing left to lose. I was never popular in the first place. since they donβt accept me, Iβll take them down with me.
Fuck you βjulioβ
And @vip-komilk too I hate you too. Sorry your parents didnβt love you enough. Correction, sorry that you donβt know how to forgive yourself.
Damn, @bluebellowl blocked me too. Now I know who side youβre on too whore. So glad I never gave in to commission you, stay mad bitch.
Edit: LMAO I LITERALLY FORGOT YOU FUCKERS LITERALLY GROOMED A CHILD HOLY SHIT I FORGOT I DOnT GOTTA WORRY BOUT NOTHINβ NO MORELMAOOOOOππ€£π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£ (will all to respect to those poor children they didnβt deserve. Not one bit, but still holy shit.)








