#going nuclear

[mojave-madness]

i love Boone's canon questline

Six: Hey, Boone, I think you're still fucked up from Bitter Springs. Why don't we go back and see if that helps?

Boone, immediately: No.

Boone, ALSO immediately, not even five minutes later: So I've been thinking.

[moon1341]

WARNING!!!!!!!

My name is Hikaru Andy Matsumae.

I am Japanese American and a cross dressing sicko who was part of a proship server and I have nothing left to lose.

I am admitting to it. I am a Ingo X Akari shipper and I am in the wrong. I know, it’s disgusting. Frankly, I’m starting to JUST NOW realize it’s wrong and I’m starting to back away from it entirely because I KNOW it’s wrong. Nothing I say or do can ever justify it but if I’m going down, I’m taking everyone with me.

Context:

Update: she took down the ‘fic’ but I have it screenshotted for those who do not believe.

And I was part of a ‘secret server’ called “Subkari” that that kicked me out because the ‘mutual’ couldn’t even bother to talk to me or be REASONABLE with me even when I told her that I was in the wrong and told her about my inferiority complex about being compared to other artists when I making art. Comparing myself to less because everyone else was above me. She decided that it was best to never speak to me again and block me and kick me out of a group that I felt ‘welcomed’ in even if it was wrong I wanted a group that catered to my shipping.

Apparently she found my behavior (funny she’s literal p*file of all people) uncomfortable.

I think my ‘Can I spit in the Ingo jar’ comment was the ‘final straw’ for a literal pe*ofile who ran a server of a 15-year old being paired up with a 40-year old man. The worst is at the WAY bottom.

Julio ran the server. Her Twitter is kittelinkdink and I knew as kittelink on discord. They go by kittelink on tumblr.

Here.

Yeah that sketch of Ingo and Emmet as unicorns??? They go by linkcord on here and they made on for Akari/Ingo ship.

I was in marchy server too before she decided to nuke everything. I recognize a few faces in this group chat that is still around.

glassesblu and skurlly are really big ones of the big shots and rainy from machy server from a long time ago. I think I’ve seen Momo on there too before I was invited to the Subkari server.

(Yes I see v*pko but frankly I hate her and she hates me. she is Unimportant. Moving on.)

Yeah. Miu? Part of here too.

Didn’t know Mierulii was anyone but apparently they exist too didn’t know them, but they have a tumblr here and from what I know it just seems more they’re into Cyrus X Hikari.

I didn’t know marchy was here but apparently was before she deleted everything.

Nitch aka: gaysealprobably on here, yeah. In here too as Nicth on discord. Apparently blocked me on the server before I even knew of their existence.

Wick

rainy didn’t know she was already problematic until I looked on their page this very second. Unimportant. Moving on.

THE WORST.

this ‘fic’ was the turning point. I felt sick. I felt my heart stop and drop into my stomach and she tells me I MADE her uncomfortable? I stopped posting my art on the server not only as a personal inferiority complex, but also as a way to distance myself from the bottom of the barrel ‘fanficion’.

I am THEE worst of them all, but holy shit does this ‘fic’ makes my heart stop.

I’ll still post art, even then however not really to become popular, but because I enjoy it. Maybe soft and less direct Ingo/Akari art, but I’ll keep it open and sfw, even if I am a disgusting proshipper.

Hit me. Threaten me. Sue me I don’t care anymore.

I’ll admit it as much as I want. I am wrong. I am in the same category as them and I am no better but I was frankly sick of hiding it. I’m very public in my pixiv about it, but even then it’s not a good thing. It never was justifiable and I am a filthy proshipper of Ingo/Akari. I am part of them and deserve to have a milestone tied to me I am disgusting and i do not deserve the attention that these ‘big shots’ have but honestly I’ve been getting sick of everyone’s shit. It’s pettiness to the highest fucking degree, but I do not care at this point. I have nothing left to lose. I was never popular in the first place. since they don’t accept me, I’ll take them down with me.

Fuck you ‘julio’

And @vip-komilk too I hate you too. Sorry your parents didn’t love you enough. Correction, sorry that you don’t know how to forgive yourself.

Edit: LMAO I LITERALLY FORGOT YOU FUCKERS LITERALLY GROOMED A CHILD HOLY SHIT I FORGOT I DOnT GOTTA WORRY BOUT NOTHIN’ NO MORELMAOOOOO😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 (will all to respect to those poor children they didn’t deserve. Not one bit, but still holy shit.)

[welcometotheoddlands]

That is quite a nuclear storm

[canihavefreedomplease]

Why Chernobyl Exploded - The Real Physics Behind The Reactor

[ra-ia]

Going Nuclear [Jamie&Yeomra]

“I don’t think that’s right.” Ra pointed out as he looked at the answer Jamie had written down in the notebook. They were together in the Science II class and it was dreadfully boring, now they were sitting in the common room and discussing their essay. “The decay of matter when a nuclear explosion has occurred is different than what you have written, have you even been in Hiroshima?” He tapped the paper aggressively as he glared at his project partner.

God, he hated group projects. 

@jamie-ia

[thehandmaidstrump]

“What he's telling us, his level smile implies, is for our own good. Everything will be all right soon. I promise. There will be peace. You must trust. You must go to sleep, like good children.” - Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid’s Tale.

[mojave-madness]

someone else made this before but i couldnt find it so

[mojave-madness]

do NOT . ask how or why i know this. but there IS a boone romance mod . jsyk