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I am leaving the tumblr kink community

It’s overrun with pedophiles, groomers, and abusers as well as those who enable and protect them. Whenever anyone points that out they are called crazy, liars, and accused of betrayal. My time here has been largely negative. I’ve either been fending off men who adamantly refuse to grasp the concept of consent, harassed by some q anon lunatic, harassed for talking about my fight to get disability, and finally harassed for talking about my abuse.

Cptnmorgantoday and tall-little-kitten, you have not run me off lmfao. But you have proven - for the last time - that this community thinks it’s fine for middle age men to fuck teenage girls. We were family. I am a victim of CSA and SA. Your public defense of ephebophilia is the only betrayal here. I do not, nor will I ever support your relationship. Because unlike the adults surrounding her at the time, I actually care about TLK and would not have failed her if I had been around at 26 years old when your 44 year old ass came sniffing, cptnmorgantoday.

B, I know you don’t see it now but I hope one day you will. You say he gained nothing from this relationship but he absolutely did. He gained a beautiful, teenage - and therefore easily manipulated - submissive. For the record, I don’t have a problem with age gap relationships when both people are already adults. Not when one is a teenager and the other a middle age man. I also don’t like thinking I’ve upset you. I don’t like it at all. But I won’t support this or find it acceptable that you maintain a close friendship with those who silence victims.

To the tribe, you’re not the good people you think you are.

To everyone else, I won’t be deactivating and I’ll probably be here from time to time. I’ll also be making a regular blog and I’ll follow you from there. You’ll know it’s me because I’ll let you know lol. You’re not obligated to follow back though.

Liv

READ MY REBLOGS ON THIS POST. It’s a whole thread that explains everything.

#moonbeamthings #ramblings #pinned post #cptnmorgantoday #tall-little-kitten

daughterofappalachia

Perfect summation of why I left the bdsm D/s kink community here: the post last week stating that a certain “leader” of the community had left Tumblr because of “cancel culture”. Accountability from an elder in the kink community, especially one who advised others for years & seemed to hold others to a standard of behavior, is not fucking cancel culture. Said individual was given ample opportunity to account for his actions, apologize, and take responsibility for unethical behavior. He did not. Instead he left tumblr under the blatant lie that he was being run off by crazed individuals with mental health issues. The kink community here is not healthy. It doesn’t look out for the vulnerable ones. (don’t even get me started on all these male run blogs offering advice to young 18-25 yr old women). This is why I no longer participate in that community here.

Don’t reblog this with rebuttals, excuses, bullshit blah blah blah. I don’t want to hear it. I’m really not interested in stirring up this shit up again, but that fucking post has been eating at my craw all weekend, and quite frankly it chaps my ass, so I’m gonna say what the fuck I want to say. This is my blog, and if you don’t like it, you can let the door hit ya where the good Lord split ya, honey.

And to everyone who watched this unfold and did nothing, to everyone who said it should be ignored: how does it feel to be abuse and pedophile accepting pieces of shit? Because that’s what you are. Every single one of you who has stayed quiet. Your cOmMuNiTy is vile and so are you.

You cannot be neutral when you see injustice. Pathetic.

Tall-little-kitten,

I’m not writing this for you. I’m writing this for me. For too long you’ve been poisoning my thoughts. What you did is unforgivable but that’s okay because I don’t have to forgive you in order to heal. I trusted you and him. I got close to you and him. And the whole time you were in a pedophilic relationship. I cannot and do not feel sorry for you. At one point you were a victim but you’ve become an accomplice. You slander victims and support abusers publicly. You call anyone who stands up to you immature and liars. Over time I watched you adopt more and more of his shitty politics. I listened to you agree with his anti-vax mandate bullshit in the height of covid. Mandates in place to save lives. Mandates in place to slow the spread of a deadly global fucking pandemic. Mandates that would have created herd immunity if there weren’t so many selfish and misinformed people who fought them. And you know what herd immunity does? It protects the immunocompromised who cannot be vaccinated. I guess that was foreshadowing for the raging and blatant ableism you would later display towards me both privately and publicly. You laughed as he recounted a time he got kicked out of an all ages nude swimming area for getting an erection while children were present. He showed no remorse as he also laughed while telling me this story. He pushed me to make erotic content with you because he sexualizes queer women and queer women relationships. This leads into you both unicorn hunting said queer women in the tumblr ddlg community. That is predatory and all around shitty behavior. You and him were friends with a man who started sleeping with his submissive girlfriend when she was a 16 year old child while he was in his thirties. You knew about this and yet you watched as he followed and interacted with me here on tumblr knowing I’d never let him near me if I knew what he is. All of this and more has greatly re-traumatized me and I’m currently having to work through it in therapy. This is what you have done. And I do not forgive you. I do not forgive him. I don’t forgive the tribe. You deserve the absolute worst life has to offer and I hope it finds you. I hope it finds you every day for the rest of your lives. So mote it be.

#cptnmorgantoday #tall-little-kitten #the tribe

Logging in to wage war against the bots lmao.

Begging ya’ll to stop listening to men who claim to be authorities of a community and feminists when they engage in misogyny the second a woman doesn’t feed they’re massive, fragile ego lol.

You sure seemed attracted to me during the years you were in my dms telling me as much while publicly ignoring your bully girlfriend, talking about my "butthole" despite how uncomfortable it made me, condoning her behavior, and spreading lies. That doesn't seem very kind but what do I know, l'm just a meany because I didn't tell you what a good strong dom you are and didn't put up with your grown ass gf starting fights and slinging insults lol.

A certain cOmMuNitY on here is beyond repugnant and engages in a vile smear campaign the second anyone speaks truth about it.

Anyway, going for my walk now😌.

The fact that those people — Bella, David, and the rest of the tribe knowingly watched “dino daddy”, who started fucking his sub when she was a 16 year old — another thing they knew about — become mutuals with me, a CSA victim, is so profoundly evil. It is a huge violation. And David, who’s also in the business of fucking teenage girls - as we’ve established - wormed his way very closely into my life too. For years. It’s vile. They violated me. And that’s part of why I’m so angry.

Bella’s response was at first shocking and disappointing and devolved into gross, whiny, and increasingly bitchy until reaching its nasty peak in that now deleted post.

And I just still cannot wrap my mind around it.

#the tribe #cptnmorgantoday #tall-little-kitten

moonbeam-moved

Bella @tall-little-kitten,

You are truly repugnant. Deeply vile. I cannot believe you just insinuated that I’m lazy. You watched me fight for disability for two years. I called your pedophile sobbing when I thought I wasn’t going to get benefits because I can’t live without them. I cannot work. I want to. But I cannot and it’s a deep source of feelings of inadequacy for me. You are referring to the time when I was being thrown out by my parents house with no car, no money, no license, and no place to go for protecting my niece from her abusive brother. I was in a crisis and texting you and him about it. They were giving me two months. An impossible time frame. Your response was compassionless and out of touch and it hurt me greatly. You were by best friend. It stunned me and made me step back from our relationship. I didn’t even know what to say to you. And then everything else happened and here we are.

I don’t know your ex-partners lol. I’ve never told anyone you cheated on them with me because we were never together. You are correct, I don’t have any concern for you anymore. You just destroyed it.

You told me yourself you went from your mother’s house to his. I’m not making anything up. Never have.

Your behavior throughout all of this has been beyond disappointing and you’re the only one who needs to grow up. All you’ve done is throw tantrums and spew vile things. This being the lowest.

Normally I’d never say here that you’ve hurt me but you have. I want to be independent and I’m working towards it. You know this. I’m trying to get my license and I finally have enough for a car. And I’m taking a class right now and am looking into school. I’m taking it slow to see what my body allows. Because I am chronically ill and disabled.

You are appalling.

moonchild8914-deactivated202305

I don’t know the original blogger, nor do I know her partner. But I do know @moonbeam-moved I find her to be an honest person with firm convictions about how she feels. I know the struggles she’s been through the past few months. And I know that she most definitely not lazy. What she is though: a disabled, chronically ill human being who is doing her best to work through this shit system we have to be independent. Y’all need a come to Jesus meeting, as they say in the south.

moonbeam-moved

Thank you, moon. I appreciate ya’ll so much.

Still shocked by how vile this post is lol. But at the same time I felt like it was coming because they’ve really shown their true colors these last few months.

No one knows more about how chronically ill and disabled I am than they do except maybe my ex-boyfriend. Was born disabled and will die disabled. They’ve even seen my disability paperwork including my approval letter lol because I’d often share it with them. Just astounded.

moonbeam-moved

And one more thing. There is nothing more truly evil than saying a CSA victim is “just as bad if not worse” than predators. That is unfathomably putrid. And if ya’ll think she said this without knowing my history, you’re wrong. And her pedophile boyfriend reblogged it.

wilwheaton

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moonbeam-moved

“Reporting an abuser isn’t gossip. It’s integrity.”

onedudesview

A 50 year old person dating a 19 year old child is a predator taking advantage of prey. I don't care how famous Leonardo DiCaprio is, he's a predator. We should not, at all, be okay with this shit.

moonbeam-moved

moonbeam89

It’s wild to me that there are people who genuinely believe disability is easy to get on. As if anyone who dOeSn’T wAnt To WoRk can just walk into their local Medicaid office and get it immediately. There is no disability vending machine. That is not how this works. Every single person who applies is denied the first time. Guaranteed denial. On average it takes four years of applying, denials, and appeal processes to be awarded disability. It is a deeply dehumanizing process by design. You’re treated like a liar by those who are supposedly there to help in hopes that you’ll give up. Anyone who truly just doesn’t want to work will not deal with the copious amounts of bullshit and mistreatment that comes with applying for disability. If you do it without a lawyer you won’t make it past the first denial and you’ll be denied much sooner into the process. Even though the lawyer won’t really do anything besides show up to court.

If you manage be awarded disability, you will live below the poverty line. If you have more than $2,000 in your bank account or in assets at any given time they will take your benefits. And trust me they will know. They will know because they watch your bank account. You cannot get married or you will lose disability. If by some miracle you find a job that will give you accommodations and are healthy enough to work part time they will cut your benefits. Being on disability is not ideal. It doesn’t guarantee some easy, affluent life like people seem to think. Nobody on disability wants to be on disability. It is the difference between life and death and nothing else.

Stop listening to fox news and sort out your ableism. It’s embarrassing.

classycookiexo

theambitiouswoman

Or when they hurt you and act like they’re the victims, invalidating your feelings entirely.

#the tea is scalding

As I think about this more, another heinous thing about their now deleted post (lmfao) is the implication that I’m not independent. I pay rent, I pay my phone bill, I pay for all my food, I pay for all my medical expenses, I pay for all of my toiletries- any and everything that I need to live - I pay for. The only thing I don’t do is drive. And if I lived somewhere with a metro that wouldn’t even be a problem. I’m as InDePeNdEnT as a disabled person living outside a city can be in this country. And they know that.

I LOVED the dig about wanting sympathy and attention lmfao. Listen, I wanted to stop talking about this in December. But more importantly, let’s not forget that their public defense of an abuser and subsequent smear campaign against women he harmed started this. Their repulsive actions have brought them here. I spoke up when I found out that they’re unicorn hunting women, saw what they were publicly doing to victims, and discovered that their relationship is pedophilic. I knew what speaking up would put on me and I was not looking forward to it. 0/10 stars. Straight up not having a good time. But I wasn’t going to stand by and watch them do what they did. So here we are.

With every post they’re just making themselves look worse and worse. So far the struggles they’ve picked are:

Being a pedophile.

Being a pedophile defender.

Unicorn hunting.

Being ableist.

Spouting republican rhetoric.

Internalized misogyny (she has bitched about feminism??? when I have never mentioned being a feminist in any of these posts lmao. And as a woman… that is a look🥴. An embarrassing look but a look nonetheless.)

My personal favorite, threatening to hex me on TikTok apparently lmfao. Was made aware of that by a friend. And no, unlike them, I haven’t asked anyone to stalk their blogs or social media but I do have friends who care about me. And that’s how I found out about their latest lovely little post that they’re trying to cover up now. Because I certainly don’t watch their blogs myself. I deeply and truly do not want to see that shit. So I never would have known if I wasn’t told about it.

Back to the struggles lmao

Lying to a pathological degree and projecting onto me.

And lastly, cyber stalking.

I have laughed, I have cried, I have sat in stunned silence. I am tired. Despite this and attempts and/or threats to hex me (😂) I’m actually doing very well. Things have been coming together for me life wise. I finally have enough for a car, I’m taking a course at a community college -it’s going well- and two more after it. It looks like I’ll move out sometime this year. And I’m honestly living comfortably. Devastating news to them I’m sure lol.

I’m making the decision to not respond to them anymore. I have said everything there is to say. They repulse me and I don’t want to think about them. Hopefully they’ve finally learned that it’d be in their best interest to stop speaking. They don’t look good in this from any angle.

As I said at the start of this, everything is staying up. Hopefully they have slithered away for now but others need to be wary of them.

You’re welcome.

-Liv

moonbeam89

It is insanely insensitive and out of touch to tell a disabled person, especially one in crisis, to get a job. And it is soulless republican rhetoric to insinuate that they’re lazy on top of that. Being unable to work does not equal not wanting to work. If you have said any of this to a disabled person- especially one in your life - you are ableist. You are devoid of a conscious. You are scum.

moonbeam89

And to say so publicly in 2023 is certainly a choice. A stupid one but a choice nonetheless. Lol good luck.

moonbeam-moved

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