moonfl0wxr

multimuse & selective

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moonfl0wxr : indie, multi-muse & multi-ship blog. may contain mature and triggering content. beta editor only. jst. penned by puppy.

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hi love y’all (but I’m not coming back here rping here is suffering to me now)

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hi at a concert i will make attempts to answer dms and do replies on my way home… if i can stay awake 😂

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a starter in which i test out a new red flag muse for your yongsun <3 as promised ily ty for putting up with my bs always @r3dblccd

"look s'op followin me man, i 'old you where i was goin was no place for a pre'y 'hing like you. so jus' go back ta da bar." max utters while slowly putting some inconspicuous cans of liquid in to his bag.

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Open Starter

"I'm happy alone."

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manyoung just looks at him for a few moments with that knowing sideways look before speaking again, “anyways… are you going to help me by taking my spot on this blind date thing so toi doesn’t get pouty? please?”

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here because manyoung is awake af btw hi

if you like this I’ll assume you want him and toss shit at you thanks

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“hey - sh - baby look at me.” manyoung slowly stops pushing the toy in and out of them to instead focus on his partners face, reaching up to brush away their tears with a gentle touch. “you’re doing so good okay? so good it’s almost time for your treat i promise.” his voice is soft and gentle, that sort of calming tone that’s hard to feel worried around, but so is the almost gentle expression across his features as he talks. almost as if he hasn’t spent a good portion of the day fucking them silly with all manners of toys, restraints, and sensations. manyoung knows they’re probably well past the point of over stimulation now but he’d promised them a special treat if they kept going until he was done trying all the toys on them and it’s clear how proud he is of them making it this long. “i promise sweetheart, just two more.”

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"But I don't want to sleep, I want to listen to your soothing voice," Toi whined slightly, his sleepy head not quite calibrating fully what the other had told him. But once it did, he looked at Manyoung with eyes wide as tea plates. "Really? You'll be here? You're not pulling my leg now, are you?" Ohhhh, that was better than any gift in the world. Toi wrapped her legs around her boyfriend, Safety measures for the other to not disappear on her, there was no escape now. "You're being completely true?"

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Manyoung waits until Toi notices, laughing a little bit at how long it takes. Arms wrap around their partners body without hesitation nuzzling in against her, “Ninety nine percent sure I’ll be here baby. I’m on call if they need me but there’s enough nurses scheduled today that even if half of them call out they’ll be okay.” He kisses his head reassuringly. “How do you feel spending the day with me? I have a lunch reservation set up somewhere nice and some presents for you, but I can cancel lunch and we can eat in if you want and you can have your presents.” Manyoung was always good with giving options. Even though he’s gone through a lot of effort to give Toi a good proper Valentine’s Day he also didn’t mind if his partner preferred to stay home together instead. Either way it was perfect in his eyes.

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HARMONY: sender hums a soft tune to receiver [ from manyoung <3 ]

Toi couldn't help but smile as she listened to Manyoung's hum. He wasn't quite ready to get up from bed yet, but there was nothing to be in a hurry about. It was just great that this time he could spend more time with the other on Valentine's Day (though even if they didn't get the chance, they would have made up for it some other time). Toi stretched out her arms and wrapped them around its lover, cuddling up closer to him. "Are you trying to put me back to sleep? Usually, you try to drag me out of bed." Toi teased. But usually, Manyoung trying to get him out of bed was for a good reason, because once this little rascal had its hands on him, he didn't let go and obviously the other had a job to go to.

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Yeah, usually Manyoung tried to get Toi out of bed as soon as they both woke up but today? Today was special. It was the first time in years that he actually had the day off on a holiday - and he hadn’t yet told Toi that fact. It was cute to watch her snuggle in close and tease him about his humming, “It’s okay if you want to go back to sleep love, I’ll be here when you wake up.” He says with a little hum, leaning in to kiss its head and smile.

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i'm alive. idk if i'm going to be here for like good or if i'm just popping in to say hi but.... hi. going to mess with the blog and see if i can get my muse back for doing shit. thanks.

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I’m a mod over here if anyone is interested in rping on discord <3

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*whispers* i am alive hi….. does anyone want anything from me? starters wise i mean?

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he wished he didn't have to respond to anything. all he wanted was to go to the set, take the photos and go home. if he started telling him everything, he was sure he would cry, ruining his makeup. then everyone on set would start asking questions, talking behind his back, speculating about what had happened even if he could hear them. he didn't want any of that. not now, not when he felt so vulnerable and tense. "it's nothing, nico. you don't have to fix anything. i'm really sorry for doing all this. it won't happen again, i promise." he said, shaking his head. he froze when nico put his hands on him. "just go home, nico." it wasn't until nico pulled away that kaleb exhaled the breath he had been holding. he watched as he tugged at his hair, a habit he usually tried to stop. this time, he simply looked down and sighed. that hurt him, but for some reason, he didn't have the strength or the energy to stop him and reassure him that everything was okay. actually, nothing was okay, but kaleb had been evading that reality since the incident at the airport. nico's question made him look up again, a lump forming in his throat. he nodded slightly. "i'm okay," he lied, forcing a smile. recently, he had been lying more than he liked to admit, convinced that it was the only way to make things better. "i think... i think it's better if you leave. i'll go home as soon as i can." he assured, letting out another sigh. he needed to pull himself together, to find the strength to go out and pose for the photos he'd planned so meticulously.

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everything else he could brush off but that forced smile and the lied i'm okay he couldn't ignore. "no. i'm not going to leave." nico shakes his head reaching out to grab kaleb's hand and hold it close between both of his own. "forget the photoshoot, what's going on?" the more than kaleb spoke the more it seemed like it wasn't just about him having reservations about the shoot. what was going on? had he really messed things up this badly that kaleb had been feeling like this without him even realizing? shit - nico is worried now, searching over kaleb's face. "if you want me to go home lets go home together. please?" he can't leave him. both of his own worries and the way his own thoughts are spinning, and mostly because he can see it on kaleb's face. in his eyes. he knows kaleb better than he knows himself and he knows something is wrong. "i'll make an excuse to the photographer, tell him something came up or one of us got sick so we're going home, but i think we need to talk." only one of them going home, the two of them separating when they're... like this... felt scary too nico, and he doesn't like the thought or the ideas of what could happen in whatever brief time they were apart just for the shoot.

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hello everyone my brain is mostly in smut brain rot so if i owe you i apologize right now u.u i will get to it eventually!!

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kaleb rolled his eyes and laughed softly. he looked beautiful, he always did but now, the opportunities to see nico in nice clothes were rare, precious moments kaleb treasured. he wanted to assure nico that everything was fine, that he looked perfect, but the sweet little smile on kaleb's lips vanished the moment he grabbed his wrist to stop him. no, he didn't want it all to happen again. kaleb's heart began to beat frantically, and his pink lips parted slightly in uncertainty. he wasn’t sure what to say. "i'm sorry, i ... i didn't want to make you feel pressured." he apologized, a little hesitant, pulling his hand away and freeing himself from nico's grip. kaleb should have known better. he shouldn't have acted so impulsively, and he needed to stop doing this kind of thing once and for all. "i, um... i think i crossed the line again, and i'm sorry. it won't happen again." he said, turning back to the mirror. he busied himself with anything ─── checking his makeup, adjusting his hair, anything just to avoid looking at nico. a whirlwind of thoughts stormed through kaleb's mind, making it impossible to think straight. he blinked a few times, swallowed hard, and finally spoke. "you don't have to do any of this... just... ─── why don't you go home?" kaleb finally looked up and met nico's gaze through the mirror. in another situation, he would have loved to have nico there with him. he would've done anything to convince him to stay, but now it was too much. he didn't want to force nico to be there either. "leave the clothes on the hanger," kaleb continued. "i'll have someone return them. i'll go home when i'm done here."

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if there was any bit of hesitant excitement building in nico's head it was killed in that moment by the way kaleb's smile disappeared, and further trampled by kaleb's words. "kaleb you don't-" what was he supposed to say when kaleb left no room for words before turning away? nico stares at him in the mirror searching his head for what to say starting to speak, "you never pressure me into an-" only for his words to be cut off by what feels like a sucker punch to the gut. why don't you go home? kaleb never wants him to leave like this. never. even on the worst days at the worst shoots kaleb has never sent him home before. so it... hurt. greatly. it hurt every bit of nico's soul but the piece it hurt the most was the piece that loved kaleb the most. the part of his soul reserved just for that. he'd messed up hadn't he? did he say something wrong? "kaleb-" nico steps towards his boyfriend and gently reaches out to touch his sides from behind, wanting to hold on to him but being scared it would do more harm than good. he knows he should leave, since it's so rare for kaleb to tell him to leave he should oblige, but instead nico can start to feel the panic set in. he doesn't want to leave kaleb alone. "kaleb i'm sorry i didn't mean to - what's wrong so i can understand and apologize? what did i do? or - are you sad because of what i said about the clothes? about myself? or - did i ask wrong? i just wanted to know why you hadn't told me this before, not why you didn't tell me about taking me here for this now." it had been both in some ways, but he really did just want to know. was that what he'd done wrong? shit - "i'm sorry kaleb i mean - shit what did i do? how can i fix it so you won't send me away?" there's a little bit of a shake to his voice and nico is clearly worried he's some how catastrophically fucked everything up, but even more than that he's worried about kaleb. he's never tried to send him away before so if he did that then something must really be... nico slowly pulls his hands away and takes a deep shaking breath, bringing his hands up to his hair while his eyes close so that he can try and ground himself better, tugging at his hair for brief moments. letting his hands fall away nico opens his eyes and looks straight at kaleb now, his voice still slightly shaking but now holding pure worry, "are you okay?" the words he was never asked when he needed them, and he will be damned if he's going to let kaleb go without hearing them.

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kaleb listened intently, nodding at intervals. he understood nico’s point, although he was a little wrong. "it's made for you, though." kaleb began, shrugging slightly. "that suit is huge, it doesn’t fit me. why would they bring something not even close to my size ? that would be ridiculous." he continued, his voice steady and calm. "i didn't bring you here to try on clothes or anything like that, nico. i want us to take pictures together." he revealed, standing up to close the dressing room door. he glanced at himself in the mirror, then took deliberate steps toward his boyfriend. "i just want a photo with you… i'm not saying we don't have enough, i just want it … like this…" kaleb gestured, indicating the elaborate production behind the photoshoot. "we won't publish them. i want them for myself…" his voice softened as he adjusted the collar of nico’s shirt. "unless," kaleb’s tone turned playful. "you want us to publish them and let everyone know about us." he laughed softly, leaning in to kiss nico’s cheek, leaving a trace of his makeup behind.

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well - hey - they weren't that different in size these days. while nico's shoulders were definitely larger he's also lost a lot of weight these days so in nico's eyes this kind of thing could have easily been kaleb's as well. "it would be a bit big on you but i don't think it's huge." nico points out, but it stuck quiet by kaleb's words afterwards. pictures... together? "kaleb i'm not-" an idol. or a model. or - heck he doesn't even look as good as kaleb does. for the most part nico hasn't really been shy about pictures, even on his worst days he's sent them to kaleb whenever his boyfriend asks for one, but this was... different? photoshoot pictures always had a way to enhancing the worst parts and nico can't help the fact his hand goes to run through his still slightly patchy hair at just that thought. nico tries to piece together what to say by opening his mouth, but ends up shutting it again a few times while he thinks. it's only the kiss to his cheek that spurs nico in to speaking again, "i'd rather not look horrible in our announcement pictures, kaleb." nico says back a bit playfully, words in stark contrast to his previous attempts to deny the pictures at all. still nico hesitates a bit, reaching up to grab kaleb's wrist and stop him from making the adjustments, "why didn't you tell me you wanted to do something like this?" if kaleb did he would have obliged, but springing it on him like this was a bit... nico will do anything for kaleb - truly anything - but he can't say he's not nervous at the sudden realization he's going to be thrust in front of professional camera in a photoshoot for the first time in years. nico runs his free hand through his hair a few more times stopping himself before he can start pulling on the strands, "i don't think i look good enough for this kind of thing any more."

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hi hello like for a starter to do some back and forths sweeties <3