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𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐈𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐌 —
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tags : pnp, degradation, authority kink, office sex, semi-public sex, boss / secretary, nanami literally being the sexiest man to ever live and breathe
warnings : nsfw, power imbalance
summary : He couldn't expect you to be perfect—but he could definitely expect you to pay for each imperfection in more ways than one.
notes : thank u so much to @suna-reversed for hosting the incredibly creative jujutsuhub collab and allowing me to participate !! much love (୨୧•͈ᴗ•͈)◞*♡
you couldn't exactly say you weren't proud of your performance today.
for one, you'd come into the office late, knowing that your penalties would be formally waived by your boss but well aware that you would have to face his own personal punishment. it was just your luck that this very day was the most busy the office had been all month, leaving you running papers back and forth from your boss' office for hours, nearly tripping over your own heels three times too many before you even reached your lunch break, praying that you weren't screwing anything else up in your frantic rush.
but before you could even think about escaping the confines of the office building to make up for your missed breakfast at a cafe nearby, your boss was already calling back into his office. you already knew exactly why he was requesting your presence, fear and anticipation immediately tangling into a heavy knot in the pit of your stomach. but still you went, obediently as you always did, keeping your head low as you passed your coworkers in the hall.
your fate had been sealed the moment you made a mistake, the same outcome that had been repeating for months now each time you made an error, whether it was as small as not taking the trash out from the waste bin when it was too full for his liking to something as grievous as spilling his morning coffee all over one of his pristine white button-ups. for any and all errors, you were certain to face this punishment.
the position you were in wasn't unfamiliar, bent over nanami's desk, pencil skirt hiked all the way up to your waist with your underwear around your knees, completely at the mercy of the man caging you in with his body from behind.
"if you keep making all that noise, you're going to end up getting us both fired." he growled, voice low in your ear, one hand still pressed firmly over the center of your back, forcing your chest down onto his desk. the other was occupied between your legs, two thick fingers plunging mercilessly into your needy cunt as you struggled to hold in every whimper and moan each snap of his wrist drew from the back of your throat.
"'m s-sorry, s-sir..!" you barely managed to breathe out, nails beginning to scrape at the edge of the wooden tabletop, teeth digging almost painfully into your bottom lip.
"'sorry' doesn't even begin to fix everything you've fucked up today," his stern tone persisted, ribs aching between the pressure of the heel of his palm and the hard desk, "you know just how much stress i've been under and yet you went out of your way to make it worse."
"no, n-not that..! p-promise!" you whimpered, breath coming in pants, struggling to not rock back into his hand with the knowledge that he'd stop entirely if he noticed you doing it.
you had no choice but to keep your eyes trained on the door in front of you, thighs trembling with anticipation, muted gasps and mewls managing to find their way out into the open air despite your efforts. you knew he didn't mind the noise as long as you were making a conscious effort to keep quiet, only loud enough for him to have the pleasure of hearing, only expressing the pitiful broken attempts at showing remorse that seemed to arouse him to no end.
he curled his fingers to rub at spot inside you that made your knees weak, barely chuckling when you writhed under him. "enjoying your punishment like this... you're just a pathetic slut. That's all you'll ever be, isn't that right?"
Your head hung low as you came over his fingers, shuddering, biting firmly at the inside of your cheeks to hold back the whine threatening to escape your heaving chest. you knew you should be ashamed to be so excited in the face of his cruelty, but when it was his voice and hands—discipling you harshly but still paying such good attention to you and your body—you couldn't help yourself.
before you had enough time to begin catching your breath, you could already hear the clinking of his belt buckle as he pulled it free from the belt loops of his pants, the warmth of naked skin as the length of his cock met the back of your thighs, already hard. the hand resting at your back slid up to rest at the base of your neck, fingers working their way into your hair to firmly grasp, holding you still while he eased himself between your thighs.
"please, s-sir.." The words spilled out of you before you could even think to maintain your obedient silence, earning a tug at your hair harsh enough to jerk your head back, arching your body further.
"snd who are you to be making any demands?" He muttered scornfully, the head of his cock now rubbing directly over your dripping pussy, making no effort to do anything more than painstakingly tease.
"i'm not, i j-just—" You sucked in a quick breath as you felt a sharp sting over your ass, certain there was a reddening welt where his hand had just struck it, "i pr-promise i'll be better..."
"and how can I be certain that you actually will? you say the same thing every damn time, and you still have yet to show me any improvement."
your eyes watered as you searched for a proper response, stammering over your words for just a moment too long—long enough to reignite the anger you'd found a momentary mercy from. you just barely pressed your hand over your mouth in time to muffle your own cry as he slammed himself inside of you, the desk shifting across the ground with a harsh squeak, insides struggling to accommodate his size all at once. he found a quick, ruthless rhythm of thrusting almost immediately, paying your quick gasps and pitiful whimpers no mind, almost painfully deep.
"is this is really the only thing you're good for?" he huffed, groaning lowly despite his apparent ire, "just taking cock and nothing else?"
"n-no!" you protested, barely able to hold your voice steady enough to respond, swallowing down each hiccuped breath interrupting your words, "this is the l-last time, i swear..! p-please sir, please—"
he shushed you harshly before you could continue, large hand rubbing over the aching flesh he'd previously slapped in a silent threat to repeat the action. you wouldn't be entirely opposed to feeling his large hand strike you again and again, leaving prints of red across your skin that wouldn't fade until hours after you'd left the office for the night, but you knew that you still had the entire second half of your day ahead of you to pretend as if he hadn't completely ruined you just meters away from the rest of his hardworking employees.
"at this point, i might as well just be paying to fuck you." he muttered callously, the speed of his hips slowing the slightest bit, each thrust still hitting deep enough for you to feel in your stomach, "then what does that make you, hm? a prostitute? my personal little plaything.."
you strained to vigorously shake your head side to side, fingers aching from how tightly they were clenching around the edge of the desk, your own arousal trailing down between your trembling thighs, hot tears dribbling down your flushed cheeks. you should've felt more inclined to deny his assertion, to prove yourself to be more than just a toy for him to used whenever he desired, when he needed to take out the pent up frustration he saved for your errors and your errors only—but you knew in the back of your mind that you were perfectly content with your position, as immorally lucrative as it was. you would embarrass yourself everyday for the rest of your career if it meant you could experience this at least once more.
"sorry, s-sorry..! oh fuck, sir, 'm so sorry!" the apologies you knew he loved so much spilled from your lips in a pathetic, broken moan, eyes nearly rolling into the back of your head as you held out for a few more mind-numbing moments before cumming around his thick cock.
you barely registered his hand grasping your hair painfully tight as he grunted a few low curses beside your ear, shakily exhaling a sigh when he emptied himself inside you, finally letting you rest back against the hard surface of his desk while you both caught your breath. it was all over far too soon, the intense intimacy that never lasted longer than the half-hour of your lunch break, even though you were sure he could steal you away for far longer without anyone daring to question him.
you wiped at your damp under-eyes with quivering hands, trying to not further disturb your already ruined mascara, swallowing down a whimper when pulled himself out of you and tugged your underwear back into place, readjusting your skirt for you before moving away from your body entirely.
he had already tidied up his own clothes by the time you pushed yourself to stand, that familiar expression of cool indifference having already resettled onto his handsome features. he barely ever let you see his face when he was disciplining you, always making sure you were facing away from him, or that you couldn't lift your head enough to get a good look at his face. it made it all feel so impersonal, inspired something that felt like sadness in the back of your mind, despite how you tried to remind yourself that what you had wasn't true intimacy, and that he could really replace you any day if he felt so inclined to do so.
"go clean up in the bathroom." he said without looking at you, straightening his tie back into place and checking the time on his watch, "you will need to take a call from a new client soon, and it is imperative that you give them the perfect first impression of our company. i expect you to be back here within the next ten minutes." his brow furrowed, the look of someone who'd just thought of something unpleasant flashing across his features when he finally met your gaze. "no more exceptions today."
"yes, sir." you replied obediently, voice hoarse, quickly turning away before the weight of a sudden sadness could show, advancing towards his door as briskly as your state allowed you to. you didn't look back on your way out, even though you so desperately wanted to, maybe deliver a genuine apology now that you knew he was genuinely irritated with you.
but you didn't, and the day continued as it always did, phone calls and document filing keeping you occupied for the rest of your shift, not receiving another word from your boss regarding anything. you tried not to take it personally when he didn't bid you farewell before leaving the building, reminding yourself that it was most likely just the pressure of a busy quarter, cursing yourself for screwing things up and enjoying your momentary bliss before the true consequence of genuine disappointment from nanami anchored you back to the somber reality of your situation.
it was foolish of you to think you'd be anything more than a secretary in his eyes.
*whispers* no coz I wanna marry your navi right now, it looks so good !! σ(≧ε≦σ) ♡ I saw this and thought of you so I might as well share it hehe. you don’t have to thank me, I’m only doing my part !! and tbh I could be better too but yk the responsibilities are forever endless and it inhibits me from just.. sitting in a quiet room to think for myself. I kid you not my sleep schedule is super messed up- I only end up falling asleep at around 3-4am while having to wake up at 7 for my lectures (つω`｡)
*whispers back* thank uuuu aaaaa (/ω＼) and omg idk how u manage to find the absolute best edits its literally like a talent of urs or smth haha. my sleep schedule is,, similarly unstable. kinda gambling w myself everyday on whether i'll accidentally fall asleep for five hours in the middle of the day or actually rough it out long enough to fit my block of sleeping time to work w my daily schedule (・・;:)ゞ but i believe in us !! we can do this
*whispers* aaahh I’m sorry moons !! got extremely busy the last couple of days since I was trying to catch up on my work (¯ . ¯٥) but I’m okay for now, I think I’m just going to try and finish up my essay outline that’s due tomorrow as well as my lab report for it. how have you been the couple of days? are you eating well? (｡•́︿•̀｡)
*whispers back* don’t apologize !! i completely understand,, i’ve been swamped with work for like the last two months so i’m right there with you (＃＞ ＜) praying for us both to be able to catch up so we can take a breather soon lol. i’ve been ok !! not the best but u can’t always feel amazing, yknow ? thank u for checking in on me, i’ve been eating alright but i could definitely be better (*ﾉωﾉ) hoped ur staying hydrated n fed as well <3
*whispers* ah I realized you found me :0 but anyways good morning moons! how are you doing? any plans for today? (^０^)ノ
*whispers back* hahah yeah, i love ur layout btw its so nice to look at ♡( ◡ ◡ ) hope u had a good morning, i woke up late but at least i got a little more sleep hehe. i’m trying to finish this one thing for a collab, but i got deadlines mixed up so now its late and im rushing to get it done (＾＾＃) other than that, trying to get on top of school stuff. how abt you ?
random thought bc i saw someone say that fics typed in all lowercase irritated them, do u guys think it would be better to start properly capitalizing the stuff i write ? the only reason i have for the lowercasing is that i'm lazy abs capitalization rules and im used to typing in all lowercase anyways lol, but i wouldn't mind going back to fix it if anyone would prefer it (.❛ ᴗ ❛.)
*whispers* ofc! I’ll always be here if you need me to, I’m more than happy hahah and yeah I’m doing well! thankfully my classes this time have been pretty chill and not so stressful as opposed to my classes from a month ago (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧ so with that being said, I have a lot of free time now and I use that to write or draw stuff. I’d never pass on such a beautiful opportunity like this ever, it’s a one time thing in life before hell strikes me again (^０^)
*whispers back* that's so good to hear !!! i’m really excited to see ur writing, n i’m so glad that ur enjoying the process of making ur own stories (o･ω･o)
*whispers* aw don’t even apologize! I understand that life happens and things may not end well. I’m just glad to hear from you again and that you’re well at the very least (´｡• ᵕ •｡`) ♡ don’t worry about promises and whatnot, take all the time you need to recover okay? you’re more important so worry more about yourself hahaha ilyt moons, take care ! have some water and protein in your system kay? they’re good for you. sending you warm hugs and get well wishes (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃ btw if you’re getting tagged games, they’re most likely from me so sorry about that hehe.. ^^;
*whispers back* aaa ur the besttt ｡･ﾟ(ﾟ> <ﾟ)ﾟ･｡ i can't express how grateful i am to always have ur support, i know its kinda been a rough time for everyone so i hope ur also doing well and taking care of urself ( ˙ ꒳ ˙ )♡ sending u a big virtual hug n kiss right back <33 and no need to apologize for the tag games !! i love them but i always let my notifs pile up like a dummy, but i really appreciate that my mutuals think art me and tag me in stuff ☆⌒ヽ(*'､^*)
im so sorry for taking such a long unannounced break .･ﾟﾟ･(／^＼)･ﾟﾟ･. thank u for checking up on me, pinky promise everything will be back in working order soon !!
Moonie! How are you? I haven't seen you for the longest time and I hope you're doing alright. btw I just read your Connie fic, I know I'm way too late but I'm just a sucker for your writing style. Especially when it comes to friends-to-lovers story, I just have to say you're one of the best ones! I hope you'll come back soon~ ♡
jinnie !! thank u for checking up on me, i’m so glad to hear u liked the connie fic ( ˙ ꒳ ˙ ) i saw that u reblogged some of the fics from my mitski series (which i have yet to make a master list for on here (/▿＼ ),, hopefully i’ll be able to get around to it soon), so i’m happy that u like those little grouping of stories !! hopefully i can post more of that kind soon (.❛ ᴗ ❛.) thank u for ur kindness, we should chat more soon !
